「我也喜歡妳,做我女朋友吧。」498Please respect copyright.PENANAGl21YxpzXS
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這是何澄佑給出的回應,她坐在書桌前,不可置信的同時,無法壓抑內心的狂喜,對一張平凡無奇的紙條傻笑。兩人剛成為男女朋友時,見到彼此都有些害羞,不敢直視對方,陳妍貞和江錦衛發覺不對勁,他們只好將交往的事說出來。498Please respect copyright.PENANADumBRVRweI
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蔡予軒覺得他們足夠低調,但很快變成班上的人都知道這件事,不過無所謂,因為江克也同樣交了女朋友,集中的焦點能稍微分散,兩對情侶成為眾所皆知的存在。498Please respect copyright.PENANAQJYVnR5Upu
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沉浸在心意相通的喜悅中,突然接到老師與同學的跳舞邀約。她記不清是怎麼答應的,除了虛榮心作祟,也真的是喜歡跳舞,還以為上台後會緊張得忘記動作,或是腦袋一片空白,但出乎意外非常順利,甚至以往只要站在台上就找不到焦點的雙眼,都顯得不慌亂。498Please respect copyright.PENANAIYtAWk5cA7
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她喜歡跳舞的自己,比起以往更有自信。班導看出這點,慫恿她參加一個國小之間的選拔比賽,另一位參賽的女同學叫陳怡玲,是江克也的女朋友,兩人各自準備,也會替對方檢查哪裡可以更好。她找了常一起跳舞的同學,陳怡玲倒是毫不客氣找了三劍客幫忙,三人嘴裡雖然說著不要,但還是認真練舞。498Please respect copyright.PENANAH5RMkBkiqi
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蔡予軒每次經過那群人,總會有點小失落,她太膽小了,不敢找何澄佑幫忙,怕無法公私分明,怕何澄佑嫌棄,卻又慶幸不在同一組,能這樣偷偷看著也不錯。498Please respect copyright.PENANAotY69GknUh
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最後一年問題是最多的。498Please respect copyright.PENANAfZHFkGkrgz
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先是收到江錦衛的告白,看他一臉難為情把紙條遞給她,當看到內容,她詫異的愣在原地。好像可以理解當時收到信的何澄佑是多麼錯愕,曾是過來人,知道告白是下了多大的決心,她小心翼翼寫好道謝與拒絕交給江錦衛。498Please respect copyright.PENANAPst2wy4d0m
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婉拒後的隔天,三劍客還是如同以往,江錦衛對她的態度並沒有不同,而從他的回信看來,他已經把告白的事跟何澄佑說了,再三猶豫,她認為還是得親自告訴何澄佑。雖然他平常看起來雲淡風輕,是個好好先生,其他男生鬧她,也從來不說什麼,還會一起加入,但不能確定隱瞞會有什麼後果。498Please respect copyright.PENANA8J7C9DM66l
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「妳希望我生氣嗎?說不希望也來不及了,我真的很生氣。」498Please respect copyright.PENANAQx98T54VBB
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比起告白,蔡予軒更加訝異他生氣了,接下來的幾天,何澄佑真的像信上所寫的一樣,心情很差的樣子。她慌了,信怎麼寫都不對,千言萬語僅能化做一句對不起。陳妍貞知道他們最近的情況不對,在打掃自然教具室時,找了理由出去,留下兩人。498Please respect copyright.PENANAqjLxGUHBQk
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她不敢說話,靜靜的將裝有動物標本的塑膠罐擦乾淨,隨後聽到身後一聲嘆息,腳步聲往她的方向走來,最後停在她身旁。498Please respect copyright.PENANAoTzYtpDNOs
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「妳知道我生氣的原因嗎?」498Please respect copyright.PENANAEDrrC29Xxz
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「……不太清楚,但你生氣了。」498Please respect copyright.PENANAQonZK46oSL
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何澄佑反倒笑了,這幾天的憤怒,在此刻化為灰燼:「不知道還跟我說對不起嗎?」498Please respect copyright.PENANApO2Aai6zvy
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「不想要你生氣。」498Please respect copyright.PENANATDw8XClRSd
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蔡予軒聽到何澄佑的自白,他氣得是好朋友喜歡上自己的女朋友,也氣她可能不打算告訴他,一想到這麼重大的事情可能被兩位當事者隱瞞,他就非常不高興。498Please respect copyright.PENANApemy6Xqkfr
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「我是妳男朋友對吧?」498Please respect copyright.PENANAxcauTiZI0g
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「對。」498Please respect copyright.PENANAkH4TYhq1c5
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「那以後要記得,被告白這種事一定要跟我說,不需要想對方是我的誰。他喜歡妳是你們的事,身為我的好朋友,他的行為帶來的後果就是我跟他的事,清楚嗎?」何澄佑皺起眉頭,鄭重其事的說。498Please respect copyright.PENANAMHDfirZieC
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冷戰是從這時候開始的,蔡予軒不知道他們哪裡出了問題,為什麼不能像以前一樣?直到上了高中,才清楚意識到,對人缺乏安全感與信任是主要原因。何澄佑對她越好,她就越任性,越想從對方身上得到想要的。498Please respect copyright.PENANACzwn0m0mDy
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儘管兩人的狀態每況愈下,何澄佑卻仍堅持幫她買早餐,就算在冷戰,她還是能看到桌上熱騰騰的食物。只是每看一次,心就酸一次,她想著就這樣吧,不適合的人趁早分開也是好事,只是做好的心理準備全被何澄佑的示弱打壞,她心軟得再次接受,成了惡性循環。498Please respect copyright.PENANA7YlfBBQDHr
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畢業前一個月,她忍痛提出分手,理由冠冕堂皇,說升上國中的他們必定會走上分離,長痛不如短痛,現在分開比較好。何澄佑幾天沒有回信,也沒有疏遠,她都懷疑是不是沒看到信。等到最後一次段考結束後,何澄佑終於回信。498Please respect copyright.PENANAwwtkZdQm42
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「一定要分手嗎?不管我說什麼都挽留不了妳嗎?」498Please respect copyright.PENANA8bxitV9ytY
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蔡予軒深呼吸一口氣,寫下「對不起,是我的問題」,再次回信是兩、三天後的事。還記得是星期五,那天下著毛毛細雨,她到廁所回想何澄佑方才拿信的手用力得泛白,預料到答案是什麼,根本是看準他從來不會拒絕她的任性。498Please respect copyright.PENANAJod9oL7yvJ
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「我知道了,那妳要讓我看看,沒有我也可以過得很好,早餐記得買也要記得吃。再回最後一封信給我。」498Please respect copyright.PENANANdXCuXPd8B
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她想哭卻哭不出來,整理好情緒回到教室,剛好與何澄佑對上眼,他們愣在原地幾秒,同時撇開視線。放學時,沒帶雨衣的三劍客被老師罰青蛙跳,她的路隊下樓後,幾個女生脫掉雨衣,嘴裡說穿起來好麻煩,何澄佑和江錦衛走在她們身後。有人想要上廁所,大家都不急,在走廊上邊聊天邊等待,蔡予軒想了一下,還是把雨衣脫下,其他人問起,她無奈笑說很熱,何澄佑則皺起眉頭。498Please respect copyright.PENANABO9RlbQ235
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原本出了校門,他們就該各自往不同的方向前進,但今天何澄佑卻跟江錦衛說想要走不一樣的路,變成與她同方向。她走在前方,侷促的咬著唇,不過站在即將與他們道別的路口,她也無心去注意何澄佑了。498Please respect copyright.PENANALzzWP0EwpV
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紅燈進入倒數,蔡予軒瞠目看著對面的人影,緩緩轉過身,走到離馬路較遠的那側,何澄佑幾個人剛好可以擋住她。498Please respect copyright.PENANAZmhhDsnJTI
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同路的女同學問怎麼了,她略顯不安的說:「想到有東西要買。」498Please respect copyright.PENANAtdN2MvHaDS
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「是小婷的女兒嗎?」一道聲音打斷他們的聊天聲,是一名婦人,雙眼有一抹光,她心想絕對不是好事。498Please respect copyright.PENANAgTJrzjq843
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蔡予軒深呼吸一口氣,無力的扯起嘴角:「對。」498Please respect copyright.PENANA4Ed61Yn7Sn
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婦人眼裡的光更加明顯,自來熟的握住她的手,激動的說:「我是阿嬤,妳長這麼大了。」498Please respect copyright.PENANAgCeoR3sIcz
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「呃,請問有什麼事嗎?我等等要跟同學去買東西。」她想抽回手,無奈對面的人抓得緊,不著痕跡的皺了皺眉頭。498Please respect copyright.PENANAXtkBQ3JC3W
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「妳都長這麼大了,當年都是妳爸爸對不起妳媽媽。」婦人眼角擠出一絲淚光,掛上想讓人同情的表情,聽到這話,蔡予軒的身體更加僵硬,抿抿唇等待她接下來要說的話。498Please respect copyright.PENANA6XK76AbSzz
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「妳媽媽在家嗎?」498Please respect copyright.PENANAubSDLAVZRE
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何澄佑等人都發現蔡予軒散發出低氣壓,不動聲色的站在旁邊。她眨眨乾澀的眼睛,哭笑不得,雖然早明白婦人最終目的,卻還是配合演出,難道不孝順嗎?498Please respect copyright.PENANApuxFjSySdG
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「她最近在男朋友家,所以不會回來。」498Please respect copyright.PENANA5zha6nwZnI
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話一出,她眼睜睜見到對方眼裡的那抹光熄滅,取而代之是無地自容的尷尬,還有嫌棄的眼神。婦人放開她的手,想說些讓自己脫離這種狀況的窘境,她瞥向行人燈,就要亮了。498Please respect copyright.PENANAuCKbClLvP0
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「有事打電話吧,她在家的時間不固定。我先走了,再見。」她踏出步伐,停頓了一下,轉過頭問:「請問,您知道我的名字嗎?」498Please respect copyright.PENANAOTLoJ4xVar
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婦人瞪大雙眼,嘴巴開開合合卻沒說出半句話,蔡予軒輕笑著對她點點頭:「再見。」498Please respect copyright.PENANA1R1vD3pI3L
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一行人沒有說話,走到不遠處,蔡予軒望向方才婦人站的位置,已經沒有人影。她勉強勾起嘴角對他們揮揮手,指著另個方向說要走那裡,下星期見。498Please respect copyright.PENANABHLHg0ABH0
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她到便利商店買幾樣微波食品當作晚餐,忍不住用手揉了揉眼睛,好像有點濕潤,在與他們道別時,她清楚看見何澄佑眼裡的心疼與不解。498Please respect copyright.PENANA8NbJZTQAkr
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《謝謝你仍在原地等我》(舊名:白日夢)
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第二章、初冬的初戀(04)
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