
自小對愛情興趣缺缺,沒有感覺、沒有幻想,偏偏喜歡看婚紗照——很漂亮!當時年紀小,不懂思考美感何來,簡單將一切歸功於婚紗。403Please respect copyright.PENANAVygReFbQen
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純白,薄紗,拖尾。溫柔,高貴,典雅。小女孩的夢想。403Please respect copyright.PENANAoAvH3tvJyU
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及至初中,眼界擴闊不少,開始分析一幀漂亮婚紗照的成功因素。許是背景氛圍唯美動人,許是攝影師技術高超,許是模特兒天生麗質……同一襲婚紗架在另一個模特兒身上,配上另一個攝影師,去另一處拍攝場地,結果未必同樣美麗。403Please respect copyright.PENANA6eAisWkuIS
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我瀏覽多間婚紗攝影公司網頁。陳腔濫調地漂亮。風格千篇一律,攝影技巧大同小異,後期製作如出一轍。換言之,只要找到一間正正常常的婚紗攝影公司,基本上不會出岔子。403Please respect copyright.PENANAZssoAtVJtO
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所以重點就是被拍攝的人。403Please respect copyright.PENANA5ptpdzid2Y
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我這張面孔尚可勉強靠妝容蒙混過去,可恨身材……糟糕!403Please respect copyright.PENANAvS2H0aIgLk
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集中鑽研婚紗款式。403Please respect copyright.PENANAjQyiDiQOUA
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留意傳統婚紗外,曾有好一段時期倍加留意簡約風格和「輕婚紗」,欣賞設計師大膽重新定義婚紗設計,但這類婚紗似是晚裝、禮服多於婚紗,即便穿著出席其他類型的宴會場合亦無問題。這類婚紗因而失去其獨特之處——(理論上)一生只有一次婚禮,(理論上)一生只穿一次婚紗。403Please respect copyright.PENANA3HWzyeL4QY
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更令我火光是時下流行的韓式風格婚紗照——它充滿濃厚生活感。不難見到身穿日常便服、家居服的新郎新娘,眼神溫馨,笑容甜蜜。奈何生活感太重令事情徹底變質:這是生活照,並非婚紗照。403Please respect copyright.PENANA9IsV6wUVzq
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我察覺自己的過份偏執。由當初單純欣賞婚紗照的美麗,演變至如今執著婚紗意義。無他,因為我渴求那份徹底的美麗!403Please respect copyright.PENANAeY8M3IAaTn
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我繼續放任這份偏執。403Please respect copyright.PENANAZFZ57JR43U
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有人說,婚紗照怎能沒新郎?沒有新郎的婚紗照不過婚紗廣告。更何況即使找到如意郎君,難保對方不喜歡上鏡,拒絕拍攝婚紗照!到時候怎麼辦?放棄拍攝婚紗照抑或半哄半逼對方一起拍照?403Please respect copyright.PENANAP0HCjKRto0
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我開始更深層思考自己正在追求甚麼。的確,我不介意婚紗照沒有新郎身影,也就是接受近似婚紗廣告的個人寫真。婚紗於我只是媒介,用於展示我所追求的獨特和美麗,並非象徵愛情或婚姻。403Please respect copyright.PENANAI74l77IBLk
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思路至此,我不得不承認,我一直追求的只是自己。403Please respect copyright.PENANAmncBnUMPI4
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茅塞頓開。403Please respect copyright.PENANAJdaY2wHIF3
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再沒有將婚紗套在身上的意欲,心態忽爾回到最初不帶任何理性分析思考的單純喜歡——很漂亮!