買到假髮了!我感動地望着那束烏黑的長髮。914Please respect copyright.PENANAL3lCsjgH0K
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在全屋只剩下自己的時候,我終於把它戴到頭上去。914Please respect copyright.PENANAE4epkwU0co
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趕緊看看鏡中的我。914Please respect copyright.PENANAqUnx062ni2
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那感覺…………很差勁!914Please respect copyright.PENANA2MfdREt9g0
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頭髮跟面形完全不配合,看上去像位大嬸似的。914Please respect copyright.PENANAWWC6p682Ww
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?!?!?!?!?!?!?!914Please respect copyright.PENANAAbVyMqrA3k
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難道我不適合留長髮?914Please respect copyright.PENANADTjbqafSZb
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所謂一做做到底,我把心一橫把妹妹的校服拿在手中。914Please respect copyright.PENANAisyKaj8GIT
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或許我穿了校服會有改善?914Please respect copyright.PENANAqKWmTPYvaD
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總之我就很噁心地換上了妹妹的校服。914Please respect copyright.PENANAuxORQk9Pbq
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我人生第一次穿上裙子。914Please respect copyright.PENANADN4DmYLs6l
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那感覺很特別,雙腳涼凉的,很没安全感。914Please respect copyright.PENANA8GgVdwXxs3
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不過,穿上裙的我只是一個穿校服裙的大嬸。914Please respect copyright.PENANA91FcjJO9uO
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不可能的…………明明是很可愛,為什麼會變成這樣?914Please respect copyright.PENANAVFuC1H7Dot
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應該是漂亮的姐姐才對……914Please respect copyright.PENANARQyCu5A0Tk
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腦海萌生可怕的念頭。914Please respect copyright.PENANADCO8VbvrjF
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難不成我之前看到的全是幻覺?這是我一直害怕擔心的事情。現在終於出現了……914Please respect copyright.PENANALB0zTb6Kfl
914Please respect copyright.PENANAIHZPtPCEya
所謂情人眼裡出西施,會不會我只是一個普通的樣衰宅男,而她只是我想像出來的幻象?如果真的是這樣,我不就是思覺失調?!這樣一點意思也没有。為了証明由中三至今的一切不是主觀的幻想,而是客觀事實,只要我戴上假髮並進行拍照就可以了。914Please respect copyright.PENANAsKDYXIJf1A
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但……此時此刻卻是殘酷的天使,不……是殘酷的現實。914Please respect copyright.PENANAMsrDNv7xxg
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我失望透了。心似被鐵柱貫穿着,極度痛苦卻哭不出來。914Please respect copyright.PENANA50Rva3O8CT
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傷心的我把假髮除下來,將它藏入衣櫃深處。914Please respect copyright.PENANA3H57ghlE8G
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就當我認為告一段落的時候,又有另一種衝擊出現了。914Please respect copyright.PENANAMgz2CS44US
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過了幾天,一位同班的朋友突然問我:你在扮女人嗎?914Please respect copyright.PENANA4kF836om2k
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…………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………914Please respect copyright.PENANANuQIECv8Wp
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我腦中一片空白,一時反應不來。914Please respect copyright.PENANA8x40ijMF3R
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為什麼他會知道?還有其他人知道嗎?914Please respect copyright.PENANA2jvLfUH9tn
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“我……只是玩玩下,開玩笑的,哈哈!”我勉強糊混過去。“你是聽誰說的?”914Please respect copyright.PENANANXpZKX4QZQ
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“是XXX和我講的。他說你找他幫忙買假髮。”914Please respect copyright.PENANAtWbAg3pOD9
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“啊!是呀!…………”我心裡實在氣得爆炸。914Please respect copyright.PENANAh82rz1aDAe
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XXX即是我當時最要好的朋友。914Please respect copyright.PENANAbTkdpo7dAl
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我被出賣了。914Please respect copyright.PENANAs127xqRV4e
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那一刻我很想親手殺了他。914Please respect copyright.PENANATmdNLszyQk
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他將我人生中最大的秘密當成茶餘飯後的話題,隨便跟別人說。914Please respect copyright.PENANAmcrz8s60ap
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此人不可再相信。914Please respect copyright.PENANAwbSEvpl8Dp
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在雙重打擊後,我深深感到她的存在將會把我的生活搞得一團糟。914Please respect copyright.PENANAxMVCNlqdSJ
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是以,我做了一個決定。914Please respect copyright.PENANAdCyCaqekk7
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一切要重回正軌。914Please respect copyright.PENANAnBZow3q4RG
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“你只會令我帶來混亂,不幸。請你不要再出來了。我要做回一個正常人。”我對她說。914Please respect copyright.PENANAnpF5XCLkn6
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我將她封印在內心的最深處。914Please respect copyright.PENANA9NCOq0nyZc
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被關在牢中,再也沒機會出來。914Please respect copyright.PENANA9lUviwb3m3
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如果可以,我希望完全抹殺她的意識。914Please respect copyright.PENANATkjhJoa7P1
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但我發覺這是没有可能的,她已是我的一部分了……914Please respect copyright.PENANA9YR1bbZtWo
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自此以後,我都刻意避開鏡中的自己。我很怕再次看見她。而假髮也被我狠心丢了。914Please respect copyright.PENANAiOEB8MgFr2
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至於那個出賣我的朋友,我總算是看清楚他的真面目。雖然我沒有和他絕交,但以後我都不找他了。914Please respect copyright.PENANAdDelL3zcb9
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而我扮女人的事朋友們都當我在說笑,並没有認真看待。914Please respect copyright.PENANAMA5xdAEVxS
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事件真的告一段落。914Please respect copyright.PENANAdgaQjTugWn
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時值深秋,其實我也不記得那是不是秋天了,畢竟已經是九年前的事……914Please respect copyright.PENANAD0OUhc5BFJ
但當時心情確是如秋天一樣,時冷時暖,百般滋味在心頭。914Please respect copyright.PENANAFPKTF3Bhm9
914Please respect copyright.PENANAQIu9zQLUA8
幸好有預科在大量消耗精神,我總算可以忘掉過去,專心應付考試。914Please respect copyright.PENANAOWFnDHTTs6
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在中學至現在,我連一個女朋友也識不到。原因是在女生面前我緊張得失去肌肉協調能力,只會一聲不響地站着。我真的很不懂得和異性相處。914Please respect copyright.PENANAv1a2qLkQzu
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我常常希望自己是女生,這樣就算怕羞也没問題了。因為男生是會主動出擊呀!914Please respect copyright.PENANAzbFcI35k5N
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待續914Please respect copyright.PENANA5EF9NBSiyj
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