買到假髮了!我感動地望着那束烏黑的長髮。913Please respect copyright.PENANARG0p5fXN7T
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在全屋只剩下自己的時候,我終於把它戴到頭上去。913Please respect copyright.PENANAQgBhp3LnoP
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趕緊看看鏡中的我。913Please respect copyright.PENANAm62cM3y1hi
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那感覺…………很差勁!913Please respect copyright.PENANAMvRBEGx6Mb
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頭髮跟面形完全不配合,看上去像位大嬸似的。913Please respect copyright.PENANAwRiOQQQ286
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?!?!?!?!?!?!?!913Please respect copyright.PENANAiMs9GpCenw
913Please respect copyright.PENANAU3Rrr6bXwC
難道我不適合留長髮?913Please respect copyright.PENANA8OcgEsDk3r
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所謂一做做到底,我把心一橫把妹妹的校服拿在手中。913Please respect copyright.PENANAowCOPqDarC
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或許我穿了校服會有改善?913Please respect copyright.PENANAfUpvjpccBZ
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總之我就很噁心地換上了妹妹的校服。913Please respect copyright.PENANA4A1qf8kRmn
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我人生第一次穿上裙子。913Please respect copyright.PENANAqPaRp5YHaI
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那感覺很特別,雙腳涼凉的,很没安全感。913Please respect copyright.PENANAnaPmQyEaRK
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不過,穿上裙的我只是一個穿校服裙的大嬸。913Please respect copyright.PENANAP9eXReeitO
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不可能的…………明明是很可愛,為什麼會變成這樣?913Please respect copyright.PENANACrkBFKG1M8
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應該是漂亮的姐姐才對……913Please respect copyright.PENANAPy9aSNjVLq
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腦海萌生可怕的念頭。913Please respect copyright.PENANAr57MxIInvK
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難不成我之前看到的全是幻覺?這是我一直害怕擔心的事情。現在終於出現了……913Please respect copyright.PENANA7n105ztQFO
913Please respect copyright.PENANADnPIyKUTyc
所謂情人眼裡出西施,會不會我只是一個普通的樣衰宅男,而她只是我想像出來的幻象?如果真的是這樣,我不就是思覺失調?!這樣一點意思也没有。為了証明由中三至今的一切不是主觀的幻想,而是客觀事實,只要我戴上假髮並進行拍照就可以了。913Please respect copyright.PENANAGMzCsH69i1
913Please respect copyright.PENANA0PMMzLjT4w
但……此時此刻卻是殘酷的天使,不……是殘酷的現實。913Please respect copyright.PENANAEshNiAqi8o
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我失望透了。心似被鐵柱貫穿着,極度痛苦卻哭不出來。913Please respect copyright.PENANAQP38t6bjQV
913Please respect copyright.PENANAt4rbSztrL8
傷心的我把假髮除下來,將它藏入衣櫃深處。913Please respect copyright.PENANAlNKN6UOSGe
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就當我認為告一段落的時候,又有另一種衝擊出現了。913Please respect copyright.PENANAUjHeF2JriB
913Please respect copyright.PENANAWJNFqXpSUO
過了幾天,一位同班的朋友突然問我:你在扮女人嗎?913Please respect copyright.PENANAtEifwrig8E
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…………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………913Please respect copyright.PENANAOO8zFhN1af
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我腦中一片空白,一時反應不來。913Please respect copyright.PENANAb3GrLSpIXV
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為什麼他會知道?還有其他人知道嗎?913Please respect copyright.PENANA7VhE8nLuvg
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“我……只是玩玩下,開玩笑的,哈哈!”我勉強糊混過去。“你是聽誰說的?”913Please respect copyright.PENANAI6tX3dNgrF
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“是XXX和我講的。他說你找他幫忙買假髮。”913Please respect copyright.PENANASwRWG0OLr9
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“啊!是呀!…………”我心裡實在氣得爆炸。913Please respect copyright.PENANA8zZK3yTspR
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XXX即是我當時最要好的朋友。913Please respect copyright.PENANA1fiYiCZoQL
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我被出賣了。913Please respect copyright.PENANAVJV4KuGDox
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那一刻我很想親手殺了他。913Please respect copyright.PENANAqophWK9x9u
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他將我人生中最大的秘密當成茶餘飯後的話題,隨便跟別人說。913Please respect copyright.PENANAkRHGNXBdds
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此人不可再相信。913Please respect copyright.PENANAWjJFRmqFLf
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在雙重打擊後,我深深感到她的存在將會把我的生活搞得一團糟。913Please respect copyright.PENANAB1suGTfBsz
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是以,我做了一個決定。913Please respect copyright.PENANAThzEowfDXC
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一切要重回正軌。913Please respect copyright.PENANAtTrGQDTyMM
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“你只會令我帶來混亂,不幸。請你不要再出來了。我要做回一個正常人。”我對她說。913Please respect copyright.PENANACcaQT3ZAek
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我將她封印在內心的最深處。913Please respect copyright.PENANAdJhTuuEVbL
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被關在牢中,再也沒機會出來。913Please respect copyright.PENANAQ619VQF69d
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如果可以,我希望完全抹殺她的意識。913Please respect copyright.PENANAFU3bjclx0t
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但我發覺這是没有可能的,她已是我的一部分了……913Please respect copyright.PENANADKWQcFAe50
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自此以後,我都刻意避開鏡中的自己。我很怕再次看見她。而假髮也被我狠心丢了。913Please respect copyright.PENANAbEAtCltYVi
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至於那個出賣我的朋友,我總算是看清楚他的真面目。雖然我沒有和他絕交,但以後我都不找他了。913Please respect copyright.PENANAN1qaUAxRRZ
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而我扮女人的事朋友們都當我在說笑,並没有認真看待。913Please respect copyright.PENANAmSXFRIoSCC
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事件真的告一段落。913Please respect copyright.PENANA1AGdn9A65d
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時值深秋,其實我也不記得那是不是秋天了,畢竟已經是九年前的事……913Please respect copyright.PENANAIOYOUWje4Q
但當時心情確是如秋天一樣,時冷時暖,百般滋味在心頭。913Please respect copyright.PENANA8V0HTWdBJN
913Please respect copyright.PENANAADLPAD8JCK
幸好有預科在大量消耗精神,我總算可以忘掉過去,專心應付考試。913Please respect copyright.PENANAUyf9gf97hJ
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在中學至現在,我連一個女朋友也識不到。原因是在女生面前我緊張得失去肌肉協調能力,只會一聲不響地站着。我真的很不懂得和異性相處。913Please respect copyright.PENANAl7GnpNpntN
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我常常希望自己是女生,這樣就算怕羞也没問題了。因為男生是會主動出擊呀!913Please respect copyright.PENANA4KYVHsvnDD
913Please respect copyright.PENANAskbYYSDEvw
待續913Please respect copyright.PENANAAstaBrmL8f
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