買到假髮了!我感動地望着那束烏黑的長髮。916Please respect copyright.PENANAYIMjP9cL8k
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在全屋只剩下自己的時候,我終於把它戴到頭上去。916Please respect copyright.PENANAEP57YrnuHU
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趕緊看看鏡中的我。916Please respect copyright.PENANADRkHPuZ3q5
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那感覺…………很差勁!916Please respect copyright.PENANAyJOPfiVp7a
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頭髮跟面形完全不配合,看上去像位大嬸似的。916Please respect copyright.PENANAM8ffVkBEn7
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?!?!?!?!?!?!?!916Please respect copyright.PENANA2hRODksj3V
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難道我不適合留長髮?916Please respect copyright.PENANAbR3Mgya540
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所謂一做做到底,我把心一橫把妹妹的校服拿在手中。916Please respect copyright.PENANAya35rNADuT
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或許我穿了校服會有改善?916Please respect copyright.PENANASqXRPJvvTI
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總之我就很噁心地換上了妹妹的校服。916Please respect copyright.PENANAB78u5YrNc9
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我人生第一次穿上裙子。916Please respect copyright.PENANAXoQD11PpWa
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那感覺很特別,雙腳涼凉的,很没安全感。916Please respect copyright.PENANAUP0bafs3Wm
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不過,穿上裙的我只是一個穿校服裙的大嬸。916Please respect copyright.PENANAuKGlAzWooY
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不可能的…………明明是很可愛,為什麼會變成這樣?916Please respect copyright.PENANAsJx5hDoUkk
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應該是漂亮的姐姐才對……916Please respect copyright.PENANAeWffQEfUAU
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腦海萌生可怕的念頭。916Please respect copyright.PENANAYbtNtxmxx5
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難不成我之前看到的全是幻覺?這是我一直害怕擔心的事情。現在終於出現了……916Please respect copyright.PENANALxQRjJk4O6
916Please respect copyright.PENANA21hfyvpCpD
所謂情人眼裡出西施,會不會我只是一個普通的樣衰宅男,而她只是我想像出來的幻象?如果真的是這樣,我不就是思覺失調?!這樣一點意思也没有。為了証明由中三至今的一切不是主觀的幻想,而是客觀事實,只要我戴上假髮並進行拍照就可以了。916Please respect copyright.PENANANCJTJvr48J
916Please respect copyright.PENANANcseYKV8uZ
但……此時此刻卻是殘酷的天使,不……是殘酷的現實。916Please respect copyright.PENANA90TsGYkkNe
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我失望透了。心似被鐵柱貫穿着,極度痛苦卻哭不出來。916Please respect copyright.PENANAnS04OE3vt7
916Please respect copyright.PENANARcj2XQorPW
傷心的我把假髮除下來,將它藏入衣櫃深處。916Please respect copyright.PENANAPwf5U88A1R
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就當我認為告一段落的時候,又有另一種衝擊出現了。916Please respect copyright.PENANAA07yZJc9PJ
916Please respect copyright.PENANAayMRQNRQ42
過了幾天,一位同班的朋友突然問我:你在扮女人嗎?916Please respect copyright.PENANA64SO3ZGizD
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…………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………916Please respect copyright.PENANALuZkRYRXTv
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我腦中一片空白,一時反應不來。916Please respect copyright.PENANAsMclR2OXDW
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為什麼他會知道?還有其他人知道嗎?916Please respect copyright.PENANAMVb5OlZxsn
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“我……只是玩玩下,開玩笑的,哈哈!”我勉強糊混過去。“你是聽誰說的?”916Please respect copyright.PENANAOTQIXQZgq0
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“是XXX和我講的。他說你找他幫忙買假髮。”916Please respect copyright.PENANALGm2PZRJFh
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“啊!是呀!…………”我心裡實在氣得爆炸。916Please respect copyright.PENANAyiGbsKaACq
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XXX即是我當時最要好的朋友。916Please respect copyright.PENANAVUj8SHv99e
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我被出賣了。916Please respect copyright.PENANAlaOlTZgaQj
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那一刻我很想親手殺了他。916Please respect copyright.PENANAlJml1Rs9ir
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他將我人生中最大的秘密當成茶餘飯後的話題,隨便跟別人說。916Please respect copyright.PENANABjR5NdXKjx
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此人不可再相信。916Please respect copyright.PENANA1X5QflPGdP
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在雙重打擊後,我深深感到她的存在將會把我的生活搞得一團糟。916Please respect copyright.PENANApS9r29e1QV
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是以,我做了一個決定。916Please respect copyright.PENANAsXuRq2FoYd
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一切要重回正軌。916Please respect copyright.PENANAgjZPaznsIB
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“你只會令我帶來混亂,不幸。請你不要再出來了。我要做回一個正常人。”我對她說。916Please respect copyright.PENANAJwRLFhbYQW
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我將她封印在內心的最深處。916Please respect copyright.PENANAe20xFcYCV3
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被關在牢中,再也沒機會出來。916Please respect copyright.PENANAyD2Xmj3Aa5
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如果可以,我希望完全抹殺她的意識。916Please respect copyright.PENANAgBjtgTCJ1l
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但我發覺這是没有可能的,她已是我的一部分了……916Please respect copyright.PENANAa2fW0fq1HW
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自此以後,我都刻意避開鏡中的自己。我很怕再次看見她。而假髮也被我狠心丢了。916Please respect copyright.PENANAN7Vd4n9jV0
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至於那個出賣我的朋友,我總算是看清楚他的真面目。雖然我沒有和他絕交,但以後我都不找他了。916Please respect copyright.PENANAs1thgdFrms
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而我扮女人的事朋友們都當我在說笑,並没有認真看待。916Please respect copyright.PENANAKxRT7d3mmH
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事件真的告一段落。916Please respect copyright.PENANANvOXPg1blJ
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時值深秋,其實我也不記得那是不是秋天了,畢竟已經是九年前的事……916Please respect copyright.PENANAr335tHYLfw
但當時心情確是如秋天一樣,時冷時暖,百般滋味在心頭。916Please respect copyright.PENANAhUU2zIDW4d
916Please respect copyright.PENANAbET5OWXYw0
幸好有預科在大量消耗精神,我總算可以忘掉過去,專心應付考試。916Please respect copyright.PENANAsowGEY6SKf
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在中學至現在,我連一個女朋友也識不到。原因是在女生面前我緊張得失去肌肉協調能力,只會一聲不響地站着。我真的很不懂得和異性相處。916Please respect copyright.PENANA4TmYbcxIBc
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我常常希望自己是女生,這樣就算怕羞也没問題了。因為男生是會主動出擊呀!916Please respect copyright.PENANA6fw3XzwEBR
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待續916Please respect copyright.PENANACPTpDgj8fh
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