買到假髮了!我感動地望着那束烏黑的長髮。915Please respect copyright.PENANAQxvek8sGQa
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在全屋只剩下自己的時候,我終於把它戴到頭上去。915Please respect copyright.PENANARZ1AkU7r52
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趕緊看看鏡中的我。915Please respect copyright.PENANAWaH52jJReT
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那感覺…………很差勁!915Please respect copyright.PENANA85XF9bEHAO
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頭髮跟面形完全不配合,看上去像位大嬸似的。915Please respect copyright.PENANAVKgXaMLFcn
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?!?!?!?!?!?!?!915Please respect copyright.PENANARQJFHoRsmX
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難道我不適合留長髮?915Please respect copyright.PENANAvI1eRG6R1P
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所謂一做做到底,我把心一橫把妹妹的校服拿在手中。915Please respect copyright.PENANAAqtIkM6Xbh
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或許我穿了校服會有改善?915Please respect copyright.PENANAhfwKfdfzV7
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總之我就很噁心地換上了妹妹的校服。915Please respect copyright.PENANAZ0HhPPXD2X
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我人生第一次穿上裙子。915Please respect copyright.PENANAELAYi3Km77
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那感覺很特別,雙腳涼凉的,很没安全感。915Please respect copyright.PENANAgwVgJfwDut
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不過,穿上裙的我只是一個穿校服裙的大嬸。915Please respect copyright.PENANAZ1JRmuL8OR
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不可能的…………明明是很可愛,為什麼會變成這樣?915Please respect copyright.PENANANOLfr9QiBf
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應該是漂亮的姐姐才對……915Please respect copyright.PENANAwNC6KzQtqX
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腦海萌生可怕的念頭。915Please respect copyright.PENANAmHduDAmBKM
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難不成我之前看到的全是幻覺?這是我一直害怕擔心的事情。現在終於出現了……915Please respect copyright.PENANA42e0cdcsh1
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所謂情人眼裡出西施,會不會我只是一個普通的樣衰宅男,而她只是我想像出來的幻象?如果真的是這樣,我不就是思覺失調?!這樣一點意思也没有。為了証明由中三至今的一切不是主觀的幻想,而是客觀事實,只要我戴上假髮並進行拍照就可以了。915Please respect copyright.PENANAocmQR5pA6F
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但……此時此刻卻是殘酷的天使,不……是殘酷的現實。915Please respect copyright.PENANA1jtcwKJLQE
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我失望透了。心似被鐵柱貫穿着,極度痛苦卻哭不出來。915Please respect copyright.PENANAc9pMu0E8oc
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傷心的我把假髮除下來,將它藏入衣櫃深處。915Please respect copyright.PENANAsvKQI7ZTLB
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就當我認為告一段落的時候,又有另一種衝擊出現了。915Please respect copyright.PENANA83zRpBRzeE
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過了幾天,一位同班的朋友突然問我:你在扮女人嗎?915Please respect copyright.PENANAY12oAyWXbY
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我腦中一片空白,一時反應不來。915Please respect copyright.PENANAUu5w2iQV7Y
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為什麼他會知道?還有其他人知道嗎?915Please respect copyright.PENANATxdvnHqyOc
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“我……只是玩玩下,開玩笑的,哈哈!”我勉強糊混過去。“你是聽誰說的?”915Please respect copyright.PENANA5P81YLWS7O
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“是XXX和我講的。他說你找他幫忙買假髮。”915Please respect copyright.PENANAe0dr98IOYY
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“啊!是呀!…………”我心裡實在氣得爆炸。915Please respect copyright.PENANAFWMMi8833Y
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XXX即是我當時最要好的朋友。915Please respect copyright.PENANA8uiy2EKvlt
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我被出賣了。915Please respect copyright.PENANACULddSqCu9
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那一刻我很想親手殺了他。915Please respect copyright.PENANAzx3NPcEjEJ
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他將我人生中最大的秘密當成茶餘飯後的話題,隨便跟別人說。915Please respect copyright.PENANAX2XwkpKlYB
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此人不可再相信。915Please respect copyright.PENANAV6yiof7H6j
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在雙重打擊後,我深深感到她的存在將會把我的生活搞得一團糟。915Please respect copyright.PENANAPlBKIdNK55
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是以,我做了一個決定。915Please respect copyright.PENANAfNGzFpo8G9
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一切要重回正軌。915Please respect copyright.PENANAjg0HrTAEjM
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“你只會令我帶來混亂,不幸。請你不要再出來了。我要做回一個正常人。”我對她說。915Please respect copyright.PENANAOdIb3SzqDx
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我將她封印在內心的最深處。915Please respect copyright.PENANA2EsM95txKD
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被關在牢中,再也沒機會出來。915Please respect copyright.PENANAdNlpSlA6d9
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如果可以,我希望完全抹殺她的意識。915Please respect copyright.PENANA2fb8WVe4qy
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但我發覺這是没有可能的,她已是我的一部分了……915Please respect copyright.PENANAt1noPZG8BS
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自此以後,我都刻意避開鏡中的自己。我很怕再次看見她。而假髮也被我狠心丢了。915Please respect copyright.PENANAGeQ8nueolx
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至於那個出賣我的朋友,我總算是看清楚他的真面目。雖然我沒有和他絕交,但以後我都不找他了。915Please respect copyright.PENANAv2PLiQEdZd
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而我扮女人的事朋友們都當我在說笑,並没有認真看待。915Please respect copyright.PENANATTVvquD6RP
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事件真的告一段落。915Please respect copyright.PENANAjxdLTxmMA2
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時值深秋,其實我也不記得那是不是秋天了,畢竟已經是九年前的事……915Please respect copyright.PENANA3a6fwqSWZL
但當時心情確是如秋天一樣,時冷時暖,百般滋味在心頭。915Please respect copyright.PENANAesOISFKBz1
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幸好有預科在大量消耗精神,我總算可以忘掉過去,專心應付考試。915Please respect copyright.PENANAv8oTz4qz5c
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在中學至現在,我連一個女朋友也識不到。原因是在女生面前我緊張得失去肌肉協調能力,只會一聲不響地站着。我真的很不懂得和異性相處。915Please respect copyright.PENANAJQsOSGEwsu
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我常常希望自己是女生,這樣就算怕羞也没問題了。因為男生是會主動出擊呀!915Please respect copyright.PENANAHaQjrdT8SD
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待續915Please respect copyright.PENANAdD4ZVfKaVD
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