厭食症。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo2Xl88jrX3
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在心理疾病之中，厭食症的死亡率也是數一數二高，標準死亡率達5.9。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYj0NXaESBr
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5.9是一個怎樣的概念呢？這代表厭食症患者的死亡風險，是一個普通人的5.9倍之高。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaiy4ugLaj0
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作為參考，使用可卡因的標準死亡率，是6。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbPsCCvNXK1
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重度吸煙，也只是2.6。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU6ECMSvjCP
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精神分裂症是2.5，躁鬱症是2.2，暴食症是1.9，抑鬱症這麼普及而可怕…也才是1.6，而厭食症可是5.9啊…947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6a2Kzr55bQ
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雖說這病不是甚麼不治之症，但致命率極高，變成長期厭食症的話死亡率高達20％，我不知道這比喻對不對，但玩俄羅斯轉盤往自己頭上用左輪開一槍，中彈率也才是 16.6％ （六分之一）！947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAZoCYSZJVr
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童桐…怎麼了？947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt1ZOUUbSlQ
947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvXZgmEK77x
是我做錯了甚麼嗎？是我待她不夠好？還是我那兒惹她生氣了？她怎麼會有這樣嚴重的病？947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoNFkfduVrS
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從那時開始，我便陷入了自責和內疚中，我每天都把這段日子以來的每個片段在腦中重播，苦苦思索，尋找自己做錯的地方。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNrEdYnrs4o
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…這樣下去我早晚會和她一樣，但…不行，我不能倒下…947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzmfOo0ATxD
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那晚送走妍妍後，我好像發了瘋一樣把Google搜尋頭十幾頁的厭食症資料都通通看一次，我知道這沒有任何幫忙，有病就應該看醫生，上網問診是大忌。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxHGbn4LeYi
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但…我停不了，只要一停下來便覺得好像愧對童桐一樣。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6tEdqXXPzg
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厭食症不是那些人一直斷食，節食減肥，最後失去控制變成甚麼東西也吃不下嗎？童桐雖說吃很少，但也只是和我相比，她一直也有好好吃飯才對，她竟然在吃飯後偷偷去廁所扣喉？她說自己減肥應該是藉口，她明明沒有在斷食節食，為甚麼會…947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9iyixnd3Da
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她這樣用心裝出一個正常的樣子給我們看，她到底有多壓抑自己？947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo5IgM8IcP7
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…是心理因素。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcQ95JhZiq0
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「環境變化、事業失敗、失戀、挫折等，都可能成為厭食的契機，“不善表達意見、喜歡隱藏不安與不滿的人“，是特別容易厭食的類型…」947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbFaPg0ihfZ
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我看住這段文字，在屏幕前抱頭崩潰。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0C6N8e7Qmn
947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtGCNGEGx6I
想不到，我想不到自己做錯了甚麼，但是我也不知該怎麼辦。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG7bDocf65A
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童桐不是那種減肥減到失去了自控而變成厭食症的典型病例，她是因為心理壓力而變成這樣子的。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxZtSTfO31w
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不行，這樣子下去…童桐…童桐會死的。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8xpgxcF9E4
947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfvBQ0Thlva
童桐真的會死掉的。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxDyjTT8iNN
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只要這件事，求求老天…不要…唯有童桐，我犧牲自己也要保護她。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCHVu8kNpLF
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〔嘟～嘟～〕947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8p8FiUCX30
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是植嵐晨打來了，那邊慢這邊六小時。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFwquy5QLTa
947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwkaIawYxzJ
我抹抹臉，打開鏡頭接聽。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6GmTRe8gJi
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「呀遊，呢排點呀…喂，你個樣搞咩？」947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTU23yXfokG
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不行，表情騙不了。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBYuhEjyb3o
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「課金抽卡爆死，嗚…」我胡亂掰出理由。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQSgkMx2mu
947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8NxEXfG347
「量力而為呀，你話…Kay點樣？」947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1S8oMpUqio
947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhJrQEhMLbt
「佢…佢最近對我好大敵意。」我避重就輕避開核彈之類概念，「大概係將你同佢分手，去外國入左我數，我救你個時辦事不力之類…唉，我都唔知點解。」947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQoqdkf8J9Q
947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj1aTsvlEkA
「…都似佢既諗法。」947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiFRP0Et3rj
947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsGpNeYWbxm
「佢係咁既人？」我問。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡul4fryA6M1
947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9LgrgiM1HB
「我就直接講，我去哥本哈根某程度上關佢事…我同佢根本無拍過拖。」植嵐晨凝重地說。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTU2qbTtH6L
947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKM99F9b3kD
「下？！佢又話分手既？」947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQPVQfje9Z6
947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5SC3wXAvuq
「呢個就係重點，佢…佢會成日分唔到幻想同現實，我承認個時佢同我有曖昧過，但係我地真係無一齊過。」947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWtEbBdBChC
947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGqRDS1NMgx
「係…」我呆然。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOFSbrNnfrE
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「但係，佢成日覺得自己係我女朋友！佢試過係我屋企樓下截我，如果我唔俾佢入黎，佢會守係我屋企門口成晚，仲要撕到自己衣衫不整！有人行過就喊晒口咁拍我門，搞到我又被人報警，好在門口有cam證明我清白！」植嵐晨說。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzw3ur31qlk
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神經病。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqGNAYnt6HP
947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ElH4MC2iM
「我阿爸前排有請看護，佢竟然呃個嬸嬸話自己係黎替假，然後推左我阿爸去飲茶話要孝順佢，個次之後我就知呢個女仔唔係痴情少少咁簡單。」947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJzL0VIafcN
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一切連起來了。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTv90hE8NMw
947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZD4epSNRl
我嚇得吞了吞口水，然後說：「之前…大學聆訊個日，佢本身諗住用界刀捅個主席頸。」947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxkIV9T1e3c
947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbNdJGJv32m
植嵐晨的樣子同樣變青：「本身？」947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvOs374yLiK
947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJYiCEU1Tf9
我點點頭：「嗯，好在我發現到阻止佢，不過俾佢車左巴。」947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcP9S6QPziP
947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD3Z8c5n05u
「…完全係佢會做得出既事，即係佢為左我…應該話為左佢想像出黎既我，連殺人都夠膽死。」947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJX85R0C0pt
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「痴線…」947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP4AyOWh3xx
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那個Kay病得不輕啊。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3mHNkA7FTy
947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡciivj5mIwu
「你避佢避到去哥本哈根？」我問。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbHk4hZ56Wb
947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK1FKddmDND
「一黎啦，二黎我都想去海外讀書好耐，呢邊北歐既產品設計…嘿嘿，串啲講句，世界第一，我仲考到獎學金添～」947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRD7rCi37kW
947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡepZ5yGybI3
我無地自容，既然植嵐晨考到了世界第一的北歐讀設計，也說是說他本人的實力同樣到達世界第一的水準。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNhkHs7Dzte
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所以之前的抄襲指控，完全是誣蔑。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8zVf9AIddW
947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0LcAJO7MYK
「咁…咁就好。」我說，「依加呢個Kay咁癲，喂佢咁痴戀你，你同佢傾下得唔得呀。」947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwQI9RufMPg
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因為對我來說最有就說服力的人就是童桐，她也應該類似吧。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN0r7D4F15U
947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡndCohcxFyc
「唔得。」植嵐晨搖頭說，「之前同佢嘈左一次好大獲，佢唔會再聽我講。」947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJovt8Yn5xT
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「嘈咩？」947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxuhdtSPEOl
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「就佢係都要話我係佢男朋友，但我地根本無一齊過，所以我只好順手推舟同佢講話我地分手，然後係佢死纏爛打前飛走左。」植嵐晨說。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDQ9lOOreY3
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然後他便把那舟推過來我這邊了！原來又是我自己扔出去的回力鏢！947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOoF6Fjj6vL
947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXEDdA6zohK
「我大概都明係咩一回事。」我搖頭說，要煩的事還要幾多樣？但當務之急是童桐的厭食症，我的安危不重要。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6JSO2g0PIu
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沒有事比童桐重要，包括我的命。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZIuxtEUyea
947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡspnfCSKrmM
「呀遊，你真係要小心，如果你話佢當日想捅個主席，我怕…佢真係會對你不利。」947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWsatH4A9Ar
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我怕嗎？老實說我怕。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPLpZnIr5ey
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雖然我體格比她強壯，高她兩個頭以上，但是Kay應該會帶武器，而且她在暗我在明，不知道會不會在下個轉角路口便遇上拿著界刀的她。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjLquktyhEl
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但在她做出甚麼事之前，去警局備案也沒用吧，之前那個瑜珈女教練也備了案，也是遭到了毒手，警察也沒可能天天跟著我貼身保護。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQZXodQoIe3
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而且我更怕的是她遷怒到童桐身上，即使她不知道是童桐截下核彈，但她身為我女朋友，這種瘋子已不能按常理推斷。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIqA5TC0VOu
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再說了她也不知道是我發射核彈害植嵐晨，她大概是通過「童桐喜歡植嵐晨」和「我喜歡童桐」而推理出我是最大得益者，光憑這猜測便盲射核彈。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEVuxd5AI9Z
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早就是有殺錯無放過了，她不是甚麼神機妙算，她只是無差別轟炸。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ01S7koiFoo
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「我…我會小心，都無計。」947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMB8wwCLwcB
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「嗯…咁再聯絡啦，記得出入小心。」947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIWcBYcG8ht
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「拜拜。」947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsueBNEn2OZ
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視訊通話中斷。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJEGfE9nApS
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…唉，再看看厭食症的資料好了。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf2hPv3VSXa
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這一看便是看到了天亮，我覺得自己很無力，始終我又不是醫生，更加不是精神科或心理醫生，我甚至不知道要帶童桐去那兒求醫，社工嗎？心理學家和心理醫生又有甚麼分別？認知行為治療師又是甚麼玩意？精神科有沒有門診？947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJTctZkCDKf
947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgFgB1XfpUp
我想起了當日不好笑醫生的那句：解鈴還需保齡球…牽鈴人。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKT6WXnQ22X
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牽鈴人大概是我吧。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCimrS8p9Ui
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童桐沒有安全感，才這樣黏著我不放，但這原來只是冰山一角。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxkoOboc0AX
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植嵐晨的順手推舟，也許我也能學一學。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbdOfuwzLF5
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得到了我爸媽的同意後，第二天晚上我去了童桐的家中。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW9Nu5PeTaW
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「童桐，過黎。」我拍拍自己大腿。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBe9c7t1X54
947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQcmn3COMq1
「嗯？做咩？」947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡza9acgRxpp
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童桐還不知道我已得悉她患上了厭食症。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0owOx9myYA
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「想…抱下你囉？」我裝成想撒嬌。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlqhProWuKt
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「好好～呀遊好乖，今日練射箭都好俾心機～」947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR2637Bxb2B
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童桐騎在我身上抱住我，用力把我的頭埋到她胸前扭腰磨蹭讓我撒嬌。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWWC9P2LLmL
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真爽。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb9qxWBDnrs
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但我身上感到的重量可是明顯輕了不少，我甚至有種只抱住亞基的錯覺。那些厭食症患者變成活骷髏般的可怕照片在腦中閃現，我不安地抱緊童桐的腰再三確認。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVxGan0sWwQ
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也變得更幼了。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwDyVUDTU4
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好輕，輕得像幽靈一樣。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ54nHLpfIaP
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這不是甚麼好現象。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFIdAHxerAo
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「童桐，我問左我阿爸阿媽，就睇你想唔想。」我把頭從她胸前挪開，抬頭瞪住她雙眼說。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZa4aoTfZSS
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「係咩事…？」947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA6BsFiGHBa
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「我諗緊…反正我地都識左咁多年，雖然個時我地未一齊，但係其實有時我都覺得自己好似同你拍緊拖咁。」我說。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFAWIk8eIYV
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「嗯嗯…你想講咩呀，傻呀遊，嘻。」童桐笑著抱住我用頭輕蹭。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrAKrxu1GMR
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「唉。」我嘆一口氣，成為了童桐男朋友後似乎我也沒甚麼進步。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWGJPbPPme3
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「你慢慢講，我去熄左部電視先。」947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJIojaNmrae
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童桐從我身上滑下去。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmWkXqCe84w
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「…太平洋既熱帶低氣壓升級成熱帶風暴後繼續增強但移動緩慢，日本氣象廳正式命名為“氣槽“，預計移向南海…」947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2HhPDW0xrc
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魚腩盃是在室內舉行，應該不要緊。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlvmfizlGyv
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童桐把電視關掉回到我身上，我甚至能聽到她的心跳聲。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqkfztEcn8y
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「我知道…你最近好大壓力係唔係？」我說，「我覺得你好似擔心緊好多野，俾好多負擔自己咁，童桐。」947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAUkXKkFQd2
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「無呀？」童桐笑道，「做咩咁諗？」947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTWl8NoTlQK
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…不，我不能說穿我已經知道她的病，這樣她為了治癒自己只會更痛苦，例如表面上吃更多東西，然後以更隱密的方式扣喉，她就是這種笨蛋。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMXwwW8RTT2
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但這樣下去童桐會死的。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3zOem5zQ9f
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童桐死掉，我也不算活著了。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2cdn68okcW
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「…你鐘意我既，係唔係？」947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBAaEHiLm9G
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「嗯。」童桐點點頭說。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxnO1Mvpzyw
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「如果我既支持同陪多啲你，你可以自在啲開心啲…童桐，雖然我地起埋一齊無幾耐，但係…」947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOg3H81z1pp
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我深呼吸，童桐帶著笑意等著我問。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZHQLqnSiNC
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「你想唔想過黎同我一齊住？」947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZTGoPsc4HI
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對，我知道我知道這樣很快，太快，超快，但是我和童桐可是從幼稚園認識到現在，所以我覺得還好。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqM8RjWtQ0p
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而且我和她一起住的話，我能更易察覺到她的變化，她的心情，也能多點陪她。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvM1hRR3BEL
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沒待她開口回答，我便繼續說下去。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9HVsnNwoBH
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「我好鐘意你，童桐，我已經早就無左你唔得。」947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV0Mu6439dx
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既然童桐的壓力來自不安，來自我沒有給予的安全感，來自她怕一但失去我便一口氣失去一切，又一次被拋棄的話…我便慢慢為她重建信心吧。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡljCMP3qkYC
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「所以…就算你只係住我隔離，我都覺得唔夠，我想再見你多啲, 我想再陪你多啲，我知道可能太快，你亦無同過其他人同居，但係我…」947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSkLtBIi7eC
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「好啦好啦。」947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuUH1nzxkWn
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童桐深深擁吻到我身上，把我的話打住，我們互相深吻至肺活量用盡為止，她的心臟穩穩的在躍動，而則我貪婪地傾聽著。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGx3GlhkU4V
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我沒法想像這脈動會消失。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSKisarrkDe
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「咁…我黎打攪你喇。」童桐紅著臉說。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYHNoL5Xs3f
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「真係可以？！」947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrTS6PzLXLo
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「反正都係一牆之隔…爺爺嫲嫲唔介意既，但我夜晚要返黎幫佢地做家務。」947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Qnsore3CK
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「嗯！我都過黎幫你手，嘿嘿，睇下點槽肥你啦。」我抱住她說。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCVp55zzk6p
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「下，我肥左既你唔要我點算？」947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOUh9F3GcrR
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那個人教的話術真的和我自己想的是兩個層次，童桐果然按住他的計算來接話。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZQVRP3auDc
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「點樣既你，邊個身份既你…都係你，童桐。」我牽起她的手直擊她的心理弱點說，「只要係你，我就會係你身邊，我就會一直鐘意你，陪住你…保護你。」947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBtjogllWLv
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「我都係，呀遊。」947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDcR9PZ6PzT
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童桐眼眶有淚水晃動，同居的生活要開始了。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4RD6kQ1IPe
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…絕對要在病魔手中保護童桐，想到這兒我便輕輕再握緊掌心中童桐略顯瘦削的玉手。947Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsSwhsJiOlM
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