我牽著童桐的手，然後舉到胸前：「我同童桐…開始拍拖。」1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp7KBq1cNhA
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要交代的，就只有這件事。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtXfycK7yLj
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在旁人眼中大概很普通，很平常吧。從小到大玩在一起，待在一塊的我們成為情侶，可能在眾人眼中成為情侶是何等的理所當然。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcvs5sYlLxB
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天曉得我們經歷了甚麼。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡelorYsDyEk
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKFmiqOcuxq
「終於呀。」我媽平淡地說，一臉不出所料的樣子。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡktu4hyqWaH
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我爸點點頭，舉起姆指，然後出門上班去。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3JLLcdGGpf
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTAPZZR5thl
就這樣簡單地向我父母和童桐爺爺嫲嫲交代了後，我們的生活其實沒甚麼變化。真的，我以為我與童桐會有甚麼改變，但我們之間的日常只是回到原點。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWmf7U2U7dd
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「呀遊，幫我吹頭髮～」1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmooz7JPnRq
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDYhGX1nAfb
「嗯～」1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPOvcBDp3b0
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一如以往地幫懶惰成性的童桐吹乾頭髮。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbsz81l6bOh
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnmk5Dakny6
「呀遊，今晚我煮飯俾你食呀！」1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgcaVHaUy9k
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZEUW0TmlzX
「咁我去買野飲？」1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrxXNZmDeIH
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一如以往地互相去對方的家中晚飯。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgTNl6aPNIa
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「亞基里斯你又痾？！」1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIbHyIaTihJ
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7vE291QSXv
「咪又係你餵太多搞到咁…」1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbHitk4tRpi
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJNaLmDTiSj
一如以往地帶亞基散步。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY40WpRgw4m
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因為我們真的太過親近，即使確立了情侶關係後我們也沒甚麼改變，身體接觸是多了，確立正式關係後會做的也做過了，但其他一切如常。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7JeE2aTiQb
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這使我有種…奇怪的感覺。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoyHgKCdMc6
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWDQmWb66Nz
不過也就是「這樣子」嗎，我有這種感覺。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgFjg9ddCzY
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkqU0kyEuEo
我看過一套動畫叫靈魂奇異記，當中有個比喻是這樣的：有一條小魚問鯨魚，「大海怎樣去？我要去大海。」，鯨魚傻眼：「這兒就是大海呀？」，小魚不信：「不不不，這只是水裡，我要找的是大海。」1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkT9PrpRWAN
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準確對白我不記得，但我現在感覺自己就是那尾小魚。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVJMLtFnveU
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ENhGCJC1i
差別在於我知道自己已經到了終點，到了大海，我終於成為了童桐的男朋友。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ715CSnu25N
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但……也就是這樣罷了，大海就和水裡一樣。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt33XxqCFkG
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0bXzjOIQ6b
說得我都好像是個渣男了，但一向視童桐為終極目標，窮一生追逐，犧牲一切也要得到的我，真的得到她了。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4w1d5EPR5F
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之後呢？1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM75HhjzaTU
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwZSsPcnZ4c
沒有想像中興奮，沒有想像中狂喜，我以為自己成功得米之時，會好像中了六合彩一樣大喜大笑，會好像手機抽蛋單抽SSR，會如那天婚禮童桐主動吻我那樣吧。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpnrlzHHGTI
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBLv8fsVdkV
但沒有，完全沒有，我心情平淡得我以為自己精神或心臟有問題。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6msQkfb4oc
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpUx1I3076h
我怎麼了？——在好幾次和童桐聊完電話睡覺後，我都質問自己。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAPItowdE1l
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVn5OxpRoHt
現在的我幸福嗎？幸福。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLxRgP0X57o
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtBbXzi7zwe
現在的我快樂嗎？快樂。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYSvr0LE3jg
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsZO9kOabCc
現在我的滿足嗎？滿足。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSGcbhVd4i9
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz7lLBodIY4
那麼我現在是怎麼？為甚麼在茫然？1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmNpU5AY0is
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEp1Bc8vsFW
我有時甚至會看著我爸釣回來的鮮魚，本已在大海的牠氣絕於我爸的小冰盒之中，溶化的冰水中也是水裡，牠還會想找大海嗎？我會苦苦思索著這問題直到出神，直到我媽拿菜刀一刀拍昏那尾魚的「砰」一聲才回過神來。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcZ9x6EhBoE
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaLOhhA3Een
至於童桐的話，她比我正常多了。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh3bTVV90fu
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFEjAHHW7CF
雖然我和她之間直接跳過了熱戀期，但童桐卻愈來愈黏我。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDLnBpdEhFU
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUoGokr2K36
「呀遊，早晨～」1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJyYhqHKdhM
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1XosiOnDFj
「What！the！Fu…」1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWKaUil3n2h
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO0Gym6CVwq
試過幾次早上瞪開眼，童桐現在不只是坐在床尾或站在我旁邊，而是鑽到我的被窩中輕擁著我。是很甜蜜沒錯，但早上醒來一張人臉貼著自己，即使童桐多可愛也有點不對勁吧。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOGxuHEbXYv
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0REbwcO6fr
「嚇親你？」童桐在被窩中抱住我問。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuGeVUvciQj
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdTh6FDqK5o
「童桐，我…未刷牙，驚把口臭到你啫嗚嗚嗚？！」1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCHZB2v7rDO
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDrJuyEJeKo
童桐閉上眼深深吻到我嘴上，然後用舌頭舔舔自己嘴唇笑著說：「嘻，點會。」1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi5EMi3SPjK
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxwo5ZFs4Ji
如果我媽不是在家我真的會就地把她…！！1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRdrvzaj3QY
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpixDTLWOp5
總之，童桐和我都彼此壓抑了自己十幾年，她這樣子才是正常吧，即使顯得有點太用力。有問題的人是我，明明跟自己說過無論童桐的好壞也會接受…但感覺也不是因為那些往事作崇。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDkElZyV8Hn
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我是連幸福也害怕的那種膽小鬼嗎？1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh5gu0OpPyU
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡItI6Wvan33
再舉一個例。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfm2W344U68
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「好，抆箭。」1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMHhoroU6Gl
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs2OSqd4rmn
魚腩盃決賽定了在八月最後的一個周末，英姐和贊助比賽的發叔都說這樣子人們才難忘，選手們多點時間練習比賽也更刺激。所以已經失去了不少練習時間的正趕緊追上其他決賽的高手。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvnltZVBbGb
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9V8Gvi181W
左手抵住箭靶，右手握住箭柄，發力拔箭…慢著！1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2slMxAxQnN
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFublHTmKqP
「呀遊～」1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpqKRFzKF7m
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKOHp7XJsKG
童桐從後抱住我。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPjBOBvHG2i
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZV7kU9Z4Us
「童…童桐？！」1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKxwRjIwxQv
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoX6ckZhmq7
射箭運動中，其實很少人是被發射的箭矢射中而受傷，因為我們都特別注意有沒有笨蛋在射箭時越過發射線進入危險的射擊區。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiOfZULgRc0
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx2a4PKU0Pu
相反，最危險的是拔箭的時候。常有學生沒注意身後，把箭矢從靶上拔出時用箭尾插傷身後其他來拔箭的人。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSO5FtkQMXF
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrFN9b12kV2
「危險呀！做咩黎左既？」被童桐抱住我沒法從箭靶上拔箭。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPKQDKETJmU
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9LA52a0xgz
「掛住你囉。」童桐用頭輕蹭向我撒嬌。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNE7AaJQ6Af
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1zYZKnpLFW
「嗄？我地一個鐘前先食完下午茶…」1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqJT0TkquLQ
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡac65EeK0nT
「成一個鐘無見過你喇…」童桐扁著嘴說。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy8z0RJDSNv
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqrgz767Uro
因為我這樣被她定身在射擊區內，後方其他師兄師姐都沒法射擊。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGHSGIZamaO
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbUjzF5qgnC
「師兄，你…抆箭先呀不如？」1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjHX0NXfmoo
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgyRUX6HIp
「喂要攬唔好係度攬啦？！」1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKk1dETW9OJ
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZIqwSyrsEu
惹眾怒了…1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvLIFTV3773
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlxXxDlUX60
好不容易說服童桐回沙發區等我，我連忙高速拔出箭矢收回箭袋，跑去沙發安撫被罵而扁著嘴的童桐，結果練習次數比計畫中少了一截。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhGk88jqOmz
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLFkF9h58JG
又例如有一天晚上我和情聖在聊Facetime.1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6QNHLEjpzS
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXNHxVU7x2q
「個邊零下四十度既話，普通雪櫃算唔算係熱櫃既一種？」我問。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWSDQrUHKMb
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXroGxcYwrU
「呃…不過其實又無想像中凍，同埋難得黎加拿大渡蜜月無理由唔北上睇極光，我地之後會去個香港人開既牧場度玩…呀遊。」1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡisLzIVz4K9
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwO9zgYBeHB
情聖突然面色發青，明明他那邊是中午，他還在吃午飯。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcEpDxXsgfe
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkWRmFNMTxj
「做咩？」但我這邊是半夜，農曆七月那種。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrs0cUc56Cr
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpnNIbFvpFA
「你後面有個人影郁緊。」1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYbvWfK6gk7
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTsMxpR7gIF
「嘩我屌呀？！…童桐？」1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFOwzlq5A9g
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8eTedfJTEL
那人影一晃後突然從黑暗中高速欺近，把我嚇得差點尿褲子的人正是童桐。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkG8eHZaaoI
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdcgdwzDKy8
「你唔係話訓覺啦咩？」我問。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLTWwkRdTr9
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwppRFMPKtK
「我見到你呢邊有光。」童桐一雙眼死瞪著屏幕說，「你明明仲同我講左早抖…你呃我？」1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgvbHquRdV1
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW7pdFlwCme
她一直在那邊監視著我的窗戶？1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ18jxUxG7oG
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnvmZbdo6uJ
「就…我同情聖傾緊計呀。」1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFQD93PqYB8
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQDaoU7LhXM
畫面中的情聖不安地吞吞口水：「Hi, 童桐～」1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgfocNsCvju
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1dJvflruKE
「好耐無見，情聖～」童桐馬上笑盈盈地揮揮手，和剛剛判若兩人。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx3oV3jsmnd
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY6La7pM9RK
我和情聖隔著屏幕不安地交換一個眼神。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjvCp9WfiRC
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuBuZX6jq7Z
童桐這樣黏我我其實很高興，我也想像過各種和童桐糖痴豆一樣的畫面，各種摸頭，牽手，擁抱以至更親密，但是現在這也太過…1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQn58X4e0A1
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyYcNlwsQGl
「喂你個邊咁夜，唔阻你訓啦。」情聖察言觀色，「之後再傾，明信片等陣返酒店寄，拜拜。」1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHADSZD77iO
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj1HGFyPplG
「拜拜～」1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡprijOeEjZs
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhUQqmXfxwU
情聖消失在畫面上，黑掉的屏幕倒映著我與童桐。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvUASgvCDfW
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP30T9dQLIc
…半夜自己開門進來，真的好嗎？我們始終沒有同居吧，白天也算了。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgokuYQWetx
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡChtU4UOSWD
「今次真係訓？」童桐問。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBaFD1LVfTI
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR0zGGlvraB
「嗯。」我笑著說，「攰啦都。」1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ98f47njkCl
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但看到她這表情，我也不能說甚麼。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9GdS5y7mGE
1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ10c8L5LdYa
「咁我睇住你訓。」童桐在床邊坐下，「使唔使我摀耳？膝枕？」1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwi2jbOZuB7
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「唔…唔使，咁，真係早抖啦。」1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzOH97vTRa1
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結果還是被童桐摀著耳朵，輕輕按摩頭皮直至我失去意識睡著。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ0SJzh5sc8
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童桐愛我，我感受到了，應該說感受不了才怪，有時連亞基都為之側目。但是這樣是正常的嗎？即使我沒有經驗，我也有看過小說漫畫電影之類，情侶即使是熱戀期也不會這樣子吧。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJPBAd6hTHT
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童桐…沒事吧？她好像又瘦了？1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjIUJSUGzAR
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更何況我們早就相處了不多年，童桐這樣黏著我反而有點一反常態。她時不時要擁抱要親吻要摸頭要撒嬌，每天都和我如膠似漆，更加顯得有點…突兀嗎？1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkHW4RG3G6L
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然後。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTSWbw7tgnv
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「妍妍今晚上黎食飯，執好間屋。」我媽拿著買回來的一袋二袋說。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLF5UYMcLpu
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「咁…突然？！」我看看身邊臉色沉了下來的童桐，又看看我媽手足無措。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcrDVaCTkyF
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「嗯，佢搵工個度有野問我…Ｄ後生女真係，仲有幾個月就畢業，連自己想點都唔知，ＣＶ都未寫過。」我媽扶著額搖頭。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJNXNbAluGQ
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「呀遊，我幫你執屋。」童桐站起來說。1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeeUWkljqS2
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「唔使啦，係我同亞基整到咁亂…」1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRzORDsAzBk
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「你同我坐低！！間屋我會執，只可以…」童桐回眸的雙眼放出殺氣，「…由我執。」1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUwN9G34pF4
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「係。」1180Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEe4HMC1Lv6
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我和正跳來跳去耍蠢的亞基連忙坐回沙發上正襟危坐。
然後按「加至主畫面」