我的名字是…曾經是…不,已經很久沒有人稱呼我的名字了。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAuNz7WrBCVv
1132Please respect copyright.PENANA9hw7xv5Aza
不需要,不值得,也不夠資格。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAZf3EtzfXyh
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAEUGrvbEha0
現在他們稱我為「Beta」,他們以為是因為我的電腦背景,Beta Testing云云。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAeAKXQ76oXO
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAYWb3lHpPvR
並不是的。1132Please respect copyright.PENANApSAVDhnubu
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAerJZlWBhq3
…這是因為我知道自己的位置,自己的定位。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAKGC7NR6zKA
1132Please respect copyright.PENANA36wotapyea
垃圾就應該有垃圾的位置。1132Please respect copyright.PENANADmfDA8iSit
1132Please respect copyright.PENANA2mB9ejBbYz
安份地呆在垃圾箱之中,即使是垃圾也不會惹人厭。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAAI3rivIwsB
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAmz3rRFrnoc
但是如果一但忘記了自己的定位,試圖走進不屬於自己的位置中,垃圾就會馬上成為人人除之而後快的對象。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAMzkMOSjJG6
1132Please respect copyright.PENANASdfGAQG1pV
垃圾就應該有垃圾的位置—這就是Beta這名字的意義,這是對我的警惕。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAzyaqYzOtC9
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAYjPlzjiYIC
這名字用作警惕我自己:不要再好像當年那樣,自以為別人需要我的幫忙。1132Please respect copyright.PENANA11SUCBswbG
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAjefsZo6qBQ
自以為自己不是垃圾。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAPvLoVlHt2r
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAMpd631bZvD
「呢個就係你男朋友既真面目。」那時的我,自覺做了件好事,以我自己擅長的事守護了曾待我溫柔的她。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAwjP7HUlFlg
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAUxOQQCgTfL
「…你搞咁多野,你想搏咩?」我保護了她,她卻對我惡言相向,甚至在之後率眾向我報復。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAuQesm6Isg6
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAks2wnKyPKK
那男人知道自己的真面目被曝光後,消失了。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAsrOJ8bvMzh
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAgEOt2qxnWY
她認為這是我的錯,我的潛越,我的狂妄引致。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAG9EuUjdL2J
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAUHJTL25AHi
「垃圾就應該有垃圾的位置。」—這是她教我的最後一件事。1132Please respect copyright.PENANA9B557MGFpT
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAFoO0ni5aX1
Beta之上,其實還有其他字母代表更高級的存在或權限,Alpha, Omega, Sigma等,例如那個超級圍棋AI便以「Alpha」命名。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAo5GP7ShyuJ
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAr6RceYWgIk
但我是Beta就可以了,因為我知道我自己的位置,「垃圾就應該有垃圾的位置。」1132Please respect copyright.PENANACyYmH1FJqu
1132Please respect copyright.PENANA4CBvafbuZi
這些往事,我曾經向呀遊提過一次,但他大概也忘了吧。1132Please respect copyright.PENANA6O0Yb2KYp0
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAdXnsRUZBbR
似乎…又重蹈覆轍了呢。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAIoQpBYATse
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAzJswQWJKqS
1132Please respect copyright.PENANADUkmyI2H8w
1132Please respect copyright.PENANA0yjlJUUoMQ
即使Beta再三叫我冷靜,我還是沒法控制自己。1132Please respect copyright.PENANApWSA2jHRV6
1132Please respect copyright.PENANADEJ2LmJOEk
如果剛剛不是他捱了我那一巴掌,我真的會把這破電腦砸成碎片。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAVBz5KVvYDq
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAzsIdivqzNL
「屌完啦嘛,癲撚夠啦嘛。」眼前的Beta冷冷地說。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAM5ts1RD16Q
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAStIjyFS15L
屏幕上密密麻麻的資料,顯示著那天和向二人說我要追求童桐後我和她之間的好感度和親密度變化。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAZTZoQRduPG
1132Please respect copyright.PENANA9HkeZ5rJ9y
[童桐的好感度上升了][童桐的親密度下降了][馬川遊和童桐的親密度:60%][馬川遊與童桐的好感度:20%][童桐的好感度:80%][童桐的親密度60%][無計演算甄姿妍與馬川遊的好感度]1132Please respect copyright.PENANAeke0wDAkWP
1132Please respect copyright.PENANASiT9Ak3aWr
而就在那天我和童桐在婚禮上親吻後,他的演算法得出了錯誤報告。1132Please respect copyright.PENANA51yMFAQncv
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAmxgKhdBeJN
>警告:確認到錯誤1132Please respect copyright.PENANA1Xl48up4qa
>警告:好感度親密度總和溢出1132Please respect copyright.PENANAxceeoyIwOV
>建議:中止演算1132Please respect copyright.PENANA4mzmDPvk3t
>報告:演算法已發現了一個錯誤1132Please respect copyright.PENANArC1nYG58d3
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAlUdu6MK0Bj
按他的設計,好感度和親密度是沒法共融的。親密度上升,好感度便會下降,我在童桐心中便是家人而不是戀人。相反地好感度上升,親密度便會下降,這時童桐便視我為戀人而不是家人。1132Please respect copyright.PENANA4TcokAw6Gl
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAEY73HRecYd
透過他的觀察,我的陳述,我和童桐在社交網頁上互TAG,為對方按讚的密度之類,演算法計算出我和童桐之間的親密度和好感度。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAMgmBxVVLlH
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAPcemJwODLT
直到婚禮那天,演算法計算上我和她親吻一幕後卻出現了嚴重錯誤,好感度和親密度同時破錶,她同時視我為戀人,同時也視我家人。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAyH3ogsmdwr
1132Please respect copyright.PENANA5oyqCkyOmH
同時視為家人與戀人,這要不就是演算法有誤,要不就是我和童桐在亂倫。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAszmPhakk9H
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAjhrD73OYvw
「交友app,婚姻介紹公司,獵頭公司,HR公司,甚至你用緊既社交網站既香港分部,都有人透過Deep World既渠道,問過我呢套演算法點樣賣,因為佢地既業務好用得著。」Beta說,「但我都無理佢地,因為依加當務之急係幫你,你咁樣報答我?」1132Please respect copyright.PENANA5t71GqwxHU
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAOKmZc97W3h
他指著紅腫的臉說,一個掌印烙在他臉上。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAOP97nPbd1z
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAV5smYmSgiG
「問題唔撚係你套演算法!你要賣就賣撚飽佢!!」我說,「問題係你話,你話童桐竟然係個個…」1132Please respect copyright.PENANAP6fcactBdi
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAga25MMzpbt
「唔係我話,而係唯一既可能。」Beta說。1132Please respect copyright.PENANA1DUNMhlZxW
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAm98SFKP17C
「……」1132Please respect copyright.PENANA2GeHTaRB50
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAtlaSnjBPQq
「我個日係情聖婚禮度唔小心連左佢個垃圾wifi所以收唔到錯誤報告,我轉返自己網絡之後同你依加心情差唔多。」Beta說。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAvA1Th1uwAo
1132Please respect copyright.PENANA5UhzCNrJ7I
「挑,咁算…咦幾時連鬼左酒樓個垃圾WIFI,唔怪得無響過…」Beta走到一邊。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAh7UsfHpXxY
連那邊正在玩手機的Beta也側目望過來,但他的面色好像有點差?
1132Please respect copyright.PENANACoehBQ0qy7
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAKoQ54g7DiB
「差你老母!」1132Please respect copyright.PENANA8LL6tqmrqS
1132Please respect copyright.PENANA8ngk8mr3lb
「做成錯誤既原因並唔係因此演算法本身,而係輸入資料有錯誤,即係童桐有事暪住你,暪住全世界。妍妍都係咁樣講,你知架。」1132Please respect copyright.PENANAqQoQPEoYpj
1132Please respect copyright.PENANA5PqibpcyDc
這混蛋,打算再說一次嗎?!1132Please respect copyright.PENANATVJVsDYaXr
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAQ8P0bhdbpr
「夠啦!我唔會信!童桐每晚12點就會訓教,佢話要訓美容覺,佢無可能…」1132Please respect copyright.PENANA6GmgFrKqOq
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAyqpgzf1MtT
「尋晚你係妍妍屋企過夜個時,佢幾點搵你?」1132Please respect copyright.PENANA2lLCiEUbdS
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAsOqdfEiuqc
「……」1132Please respect copyright.PENANAllUBX4uO4V
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAOgQrUkmIp4
凌晨三時多。1132Please respect copyright.PENANA3NqMFKiVau
1132Please respect copyright.PENANA14cr4Nik3O
我看看手錶,已經是凌晨二時左右。1132Please respect copyright.PENANA8WTHKmE3bw
[叮]手機和智能手錶同時跳出通知。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAKcMSxeVqGL
[仲未返?咁夜既?擔心你]童桐。
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAdcJYpbnLHA
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAGxdUqo7K81
「你只係相信你自己希望既事。」Beta說,「你只係憧憬住泡影。」1132Please respect copyright.PENANA1QcfNyhVIv
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAFs4gCHYPiZ
不可能,童桐怎可能…1132Please respect copyright.PENANA16hHgK6XuT
1132Please respect copyright.PENANA2kru6UUpq1
「非常遺憾,你愛既人從來都唔存在,根本無人咁完美,個個完美既佢,佢…只係一個你自己想像出黎既幻象。」他在電競椅上俯視頹然倒坐於地上的我說:「童桐屋企明明咁窮,但係當日植嵐晨出事,佢點樣一口應承律師費?」1132Please respect copyright.PENANARStq7wTwPu
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAEnJkCb8HJr
現在童桐長大了,她爸匯錢也少了,大概視自己責任已完結吧,這個混蛋。1132Please respect copyright.PENANA2Lqn1QbgKw
「錢問題唔好擔心,我可以出住先。」童桐說,「你地有無識既律師?」
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAx4oQBpTygd
1132Please respect copyright.PENANADDJxD4tiHt
我不知道。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAZ02Np52YzI
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAT4npkWxJ7f
「每一次你地出去個時,另一邊就會暫停直播,婚禮個晚係,開會個幾晚係,植嵐晨出事個時係,連水上樂園個時都係。如果唔係同一個人,又點會時間表係100%吻合?」Beta亮出那個我曾經看過他對沉思的日曆表。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAL3tNArm0aX
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAQWlgEi8Lip
「………」Beta不發一言,他的IPAD屏幕上看著一個…日曆?行事曆?
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAXqI7PVSGeL
1132Please respect copyright.PENANALmV8ISWZKd
我不知道。1132Please respect copyright.PENANA8a8gmZsuy1
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAYnWeTH1OdT
「佢收指令黎直播任人褻玩個時,我試過專登用台語注音輸入,佢都識睇,香港又有幾多女仔識得台語注音?」1132Please respect copyright.PENANA0YFYoBxIH7
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAbHoRGwnIg9
而因為她自小被爺爺嫲嫲照顧,童桐的母語是嚴格上來說是台語,她看恐怖片時受驚或喝醉後都會飆台語。
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAZbwFyjC4IZ
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAgrhd3KQIcw
我不知道。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAnir94k3oVC
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAOzONA11mBf
「香港又有幾多女仔頭髮長到落腰,仲要係挑染少少?」1132Please respect copyright.PENANAL9HmRV6U7b
1132Please respect copyright.PENANA3TyYFuptFE
「因為…我懶囉~同埋得你先咁縱我。」童桐輕撥自己長至腰間的頭髮說
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAcFfIPelOiz
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAmUi7pK7QGx
我不知道。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAsvB878em7K
1132Please respect copyright.PENANATBOipbYoDi
「點解你會覺得佢條底褲熟口熟面?係妍妍之前,你條友又見過幾多女仔既底褲?」1132Please respect copyright.PENANAUIPzwsY8Tq
1132Please respect copyright.PENANA06HOdwGjmi
但那衣服團之中有明顯被包著卻跌出布帶的…是胸罩和…內褲。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAyMSly9sqbG
他的鼠標飄過畫面,按向視窗角落的交叉,我視線跟著鼠標的一秒之間我看到Dora角落脫下的內褲…這款式好像有點眼熟。
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAfXns6WCq4L
1132Please respect copyright.PENANATTP7a1BZDk
我就說了—1132Please respect copyright.PENANAmAF6pPXSyW
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAxhAfZk2LKd
「我唔撚知啊屌你老母!!」1132Please respect copyright.PENANAh2WZpcUaaM
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAsV4qisTp4y
回音在Beta的包廂之中回蕩,他不發一言地看著我。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAq4hpWUQ77Y
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAHLKfXIDsz2
「呢張相係個日我係你屋企,影過去童桐間房既相;而呢張相係佢尋晚直播時既CAP圖,窗簾款式都一模一樣。」1132Please respect copyright.PENANABRpUmFio6d
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAUp2T9wI64B
至於Beta在我房間看著掛在牆上的相片。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAQuIKWbp2aT
他把手機收回褲袋然後走出來。
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAJJpxXez4l5
「…呢種窗簾係賣肉丸個間傢俬鋪最受歡迎個種,完全遮光,好多人都會買,有幾出奇?童桐間房向東,朝早日出個時…」1132Please respect copyright.PENANAsmA15N6B0p
1132Please respect copyright.PENANApkR1FOJ2FU
「我唔係講呢樣。」Beta站起來,「但你講得岩,完全遮光…跟我黎。」1132Please respect copyright.PENANAngNFPChWAn
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAZGHxCMX1gg
已經腳軟我的花了好大的氣力才站起,扶著牆壁無力地前進。Beta打開門離開包廂,接著打開對面另一個包廂的門。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAdJ8bsed2hV
1132Please respect copyright.PENANALxzx4rN9GP
「呢塊係…」1132Please respect copyright.PENANAMzIuU5qw56
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAw2AEMayAAI
「正係同一款窗簾,我黎做個實驗俾你睇。」1132Please respect copyright.PENANA6U52ilJ4OP
1132Please respect copyright.PENANARaRLuUdi39
在包廂門後,一張窗簾正掛在空中,和童桐房是一樣的款式。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAbJlEwo6CvZ
1132Please respect copyright.PENANA5BjJF5ppKY
接著Beta拿出一支電筒,把包廂的燈關掉後用電筒照向窗簾。窗簾在傢俬鋪也是被類似的方式展現,來突顯出其超卓的遮光功能。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAXP9cwmJMbJ
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAYvH5mHoSTR
「好似你睇到咁,完全唔透光。」Beta說,「但係如果係咁呢?」1132Please respect copyright.PENANAhCzAzfDdno
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAB6B20mUdG1
他掏出一支觀星筆。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAuIVuazF7wt
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAD73LpBVJmU
Beta按下按鈕以觀星筆青色的耀目光點照射向窗簾,剛剛完美擋下普通電筒光線的窗簾被貫穿,窗簾的背後出現一個青色的光斑。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAMFc6T37fZy
1132Please respect copyright.PENANACwdfXvFXIX
「呢種係鐳射激光,即使係呢種窗簾…亦擋唔住雷射光。」1132Please respect copyright.PENANAHtr3xGtb4y
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAJTNQjK53Qg
「你想講咩。」1132Please respect copyright.PENANAIvEclK2L93
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAZphg4kjfxv
「我既登入帳號同密碼已經俾左你,佢聽晚凌晨12點半會直播。」Beta亮出截圖,直播時的背景就是窗簾,「只要你係直播開始後向童桐既睡房發射雷射光。」1132Please respect copyright.PENANAayQNyIyL4Y
1132Please respect copyright.PENANA5AiEOK2PJH
Beta把觀星筆塞到我手中。1132Please respect copyright.PENANApTIFFp9SwT
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAlvaTyuzLCh
「而如果直播畫面都同時出現雷射光既話…我諗,就唔使再證明D咩。」1132Please respect copyright.PENANAWbYkvunJaO
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAMTtQUTAzQu
「……」我握住觀星筆,曾經有一瞬我想扔掉,然後說甚麼我不會試童桐,我會無條件相信她云云。1132Please respect copyright.PENANALvtRG0ZXdG
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAypGpasSpJV
但我卻沒有這樣做。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAk3at3xpLvu
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAOOiMbxLxuG
因為…即使是我…1132Please respect copyright.PENANAvvymg0mYF9
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAkYTyBEFrsI
…也做不到了。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAgJv2aIdgc4
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAW6UYbjsotJ
〔由於在最終分歧點選擇了B,對童桐的傾向減少了,現在呀遊不會扔掉觀星筆〕
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAXh8l2gsXLJ
「要講既野係咁多,有人到今日仲相信地平說,亦有人認為全球暖化係大騙局,每個人相信D咩係佢地自己既選擇,即使證據再確鑿,又或者完全係自己既幻想。」Beta走出包廂說。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAIK7cekUXQk
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAWrzY5bdUPP
「你…」1132Please respect copyright.PENANAvgMwrqm8vQ
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAwF0Q8gVu6I
「你呢一巴令我諗返起我點解叫Beta,今晚就到此為止。」Beta說,「俾個良心你當狗肺,本來我以為你同其他人唔一樣,馬川遊。」1132Please respect copyright.PENANAqARUKTQeZX
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAeHTJWzkskL
他似乎語帶哭腔,有點激動。1132Please respect copyright.PENANABMh5xOX5Zj
1132Please respect copyright.PENANAgziydl6B8N
「對唔住,我最近情緒起伏好大,經歷左太多…」剛剛錯的人的確是我。1132Please respect copyright.PENANAwezSqq5Zae
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