夢醒來了。1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSXhtFCcKD6
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不論是昨天的那個。1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡInRUjGEuJv
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還是從孩童時期開始的那個。1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBnE7jlTu2R
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早上８時。1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF6FSvSZ30J
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「嗶嗶嗶，嗶嗶嗶！」1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmYjwnv9wl0
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsSY1GjNnBj
我拍熄鬧鐘，結果它自動轉成了收音機。1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡghTI0M7FR9
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7VaKTWKPs8
「斯里蘭卡經濟一夜間突然崩潰，有專家以”雪崩＂形容，根據外電報道…」1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoKUmgpHyzx
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcFrtRWp6zK
直接拔電！1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk0AobUGCKL
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房中又回歸了平靜，我把電池扔到一旁，喘一口氣躺回床上。1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ16OYqyzANh
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX8H6QjEpYP
這下子該怎麼辦？我扶扶額頭，以眼角餘光望向躺在我旁邊全身赤裸的妍妍，沒想到最後我和她還是越過了那一線。1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuFyqfm8pjC
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0nmQYpeL0L
本來應該是目標達成，處男畢業，我應該歡呼才對，但現在心頭更多的卻是不安。1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYGfGBf3Udm
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr01XZDzNHo
明明沒有對不起任何人，我又為何這樣動搖？我的良心為何在責難我？1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡksHCsiBTJ6
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqGZFMjrGgZ
我聽從了自己的感覺行動和妍妍渡過了這一春宵，現在本應消失的另一個盤算卻好像冤魂不散似的，要把我從內撕裂！昨晚的躊躇沈澱成劇毒，鑽入我的骨髓中折磨著我！1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRItNo2VFkf
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2wgsx26VRP
…總之，先穿回褲子洗個臉吧。1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB8QfRqGFHk
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKVz33fhKoL
我到床尾執回自己的褲子和內褲穿好，跑到浴室胡亂梳洗一下。已經接近枯萎的體力經過一晚的睡眠後已回到了最低水平，至少現在能站穩。1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfyt8jlLelJ
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妍妍還沒醒呢，她也筋疲力盡了吧。1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRCdtdBjMeW
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKV8mdea1Nx
感覺現在跑掉會使情況更加糟糕，所以我在妍妍家廚房搜索了一輪，然後熟練地煮起了早餐。油香四溢，感覺這早上要多吃點蛋白質補充一下。1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvFc0bEV3H2
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLJGzCFOqEQ
親身上陣比想像中更累人啊。1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEJP3Bc5O1R
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf87zPVZokr
不知道是香氣還是聲音，妍妍從睡房中探出頭來：「嘩，第一次事後朝早有人煮埋早餐俾我食。」1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH2zAu1qFmJ
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeK6mjkmq48
再炒一隻蛋。1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCzGRqsXHWi
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrsjOuOyDMs
「煮慣晒。」我說，「希望岩你食，我係你間屋只搵到呢Ｄ。」1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ3EDCDfBlf
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZyni2hathI
「哦，我買返黎放架咋，我本身懶煮飯。」1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEhrZmjf5Xw
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEFhC2ppjT3
「你去刷牙洗面先，就搞掂。」1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGIF1oo8czM
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcYJeiGXatY
再再炒一隻蛋好了。1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsjYyUdP6tq
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBu7vtxeAuE
把早餐擺好，將幾乎全新的圍巾掛回原處後我坐下來等正在梳洗的妍妍。1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHZc8VOuT6e
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3RDvxSok4X
……屋中靜得耳朵發痛，這已經不是安靜。1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrLdy9bVdPu
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8AlR0Z1xeU
這是冷清。1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDS4KU9tkMk
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTAjvkrNVXh
當中的分別是…我們的家，我們居住的空間或多或少也有一些和我們掛勾的東西，飾物之類吧。我屋有我和童桐的合照，亞基成長的照片，我拿過的獎牌獎盃。無論是童桐的毛公仔，Beta的飛機杯，程太家中的刺繡之類，除了是一個空間外，家應該是我們留下歲月痕跡的地方。1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN0Dj2Y9e9d
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ34QN9wPDbT
但這兒…甚麼也沒有。1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡduhB8kp3eC
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF6eA2IkpJJ
牆上是空的，廚櫃的調味料連包裝也沒有打開，電視櫃內的遙控已經封塵。1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcRMIeoqw7H
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMjdQ1cAvjk
相比起「家」，妍妍的這個單位我更覺得像是一個戲棚，只是裝成家的樣子，但根本只有表象，內在…1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZnT2PrUtsX
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…甚麼也沒有。1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsI1hgcoB5n
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡws9JeCvdnJ
這就是我所感受到的「冷清」，按我媽的說法就是沒有「人氣」吧。1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo3HgSdcjxg
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjrAQggGoZF
正常來說準備好早餐後我應該會玩著手機等她，但是現在我對自己的手機只感到恐懼。手機還躺在豆袋沙發上吹著冷氣，早就因為電池耗盡而黑屏。1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡupIB5W35jX
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxHwySnVnF0
不過叉電線就在手機旁邊不到兩米，手機只要一插便能復活，但我卻不敢這樣做。1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwWVzDld8tZ
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYwRkLosK3v
爸媽先不說，童桐會有多少個未接來電，未讀訊息？1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtNsvh2uRhg
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI98eCWO2HP
明明妍妍說叫我別再理童桐，我就是沒法…真的沒辦法。1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6DpnOQOtoi
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpTpUiPN4yH
「唉。」我嘆一口氣，因為打從心底覺得自己無藥可救1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfCHjsqZzHM
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfZIHsV43CC
「晨早流流唉聲嘆氣做咩？」化好淡妝的妍妍冷不勝防地從後出現環抱著我，從後把頭輕輕枕到我肩上。1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUrC4yQoU1j
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyOYj9ycWKd
「哦無，我驚亞基無早餐食拆屋。」我撒謊。1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyZmCnzaIZN
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJkz2cYfWPr
「……」妍妍表情微妙，然後放開我站起來，「收音機既電，你拆既？」1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡul711rOwJN
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBDjlJnmoeU
我苦笑：「我對斯里蘭卡經濟雪崩無咩興趣。」1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6if9BoffsU
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuoZJwQMFT6
「你撳呢度就熄到。」她把裝好電池的收音機型鬧鐘展示給我看，「我啊…自己一個人住，有時候全日都唔會同人講野，咁亦代表全日都唔會聽到人講野，所以我好似d老人家咁。部收音機除左做鬧鐘，夜晚有時都會聽下等間屋無咁靜，係唔係…好老套？」1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDrqgS9DZ2b
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS4BJGQqgqw
字句中，滲透著落寞。1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkOJvgYXr6Y
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBpxRfPJ9c2
剛剛屋中的冷寂感浮現腦海。1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIlZTY087RP
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHaDUCKnSx6
回想起剛剛她說有人為她寫早餐，那份發自內心的喜悅和喜出望外…1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3zCZ513EXN
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2H5tvLWrAn
…叫我心痛。1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJXfmu09mz
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYLtXVdKH9O
「點會老土啫。」我說，「今時今日一天都係衛星，我仲練緊射箭喔？」1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ08K01CKMk0
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjZ9l3WDLR0
妍妍吃笑：「依加我知你射野叻啦…我地都就黎俾１０後叫阿姨，食早餐啦，唔使等我…咁多炒蛋?」1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHdfQ07cSeQ
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr6vYGr9QTD
「易整。」1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG4KVnFSMbV
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHWef1gzXOR
我把那句以形補形吞回肚中。1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi42kDseUJ2
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ56Lx565fxB
妍妍與我都好像有種默契：誰也不正面提及昨晚的事，誰也不確認我們現在的關係，直到早餐完結為止我們都處於這種曖昧狀態之中。
終於連碗也洗完，我和她坐到沙發上，她摟住我的手臂把頭靠到我肩上。1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkugvIBaNky
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPVHi5apkxK
「……」1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5NlQiLI67R
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「……」1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC84ATWmLUP
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQbVM3mxpz1
我們都不願打破這寧靜。1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzpm6jqvPmy
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7dCzPEOlS1
我是她的甚麼人？她是我的甚麼人？朋友？但我們有這種關係；性伴？但我們只有過一晚這種關係；一夜情？我又不覺得止步於這種關係；情侶？我們誰也沒有向過對方表白，甚至—1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKfKCKxCfvr
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Y708M5Jy1
—甚至知道我們對彼此都沒有愛情。1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRUTujoGIWG
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXOpKNNNSUq
她只是想找人提供一個肩膊，一種慰藉；我只是想找機會鬆開煞車，試圖否定童桐是我的世界中心。1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh2DgQrnZKB
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ95EBk40KJD
老天，我做了甚麼。1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP4l9CqBMT4
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo0dE32YGqG
感覺糟透了，我指心理上，五味雜陳也沒法形容現在我的感受，好像把所有人際關係塞進攪拌機打成一團然後喝掉，不難喝，但味道過於複雜混沌，難以陳述。1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXZ8fcaNmrS
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjPh2J6pJPl
「之後…你有咩打算？」我先開口，感覺在沒有感情基礎下和她有了這種關係，有點佔她便宜，所以我心中或多或少有種負責任的感覺，剛剛那頓早餐是，現在先行開口也是，我希望使她感受到我的關心。1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4q8tJbTSQi
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs3ryK0m1cF
「…我應該唔再做ＰＴＧＦ。」1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT2LLJwKbjV
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPbBu0CSc1Z
「都好既，你係唔係就畢業？」妍妍比我大一年。1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2B1Jm09SCM
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJo1CVNuED
「就快。」她說，「諗緊…都係唔搵工住。」1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Mgrxk4C6r
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ53Xt3JNcpZ
「抖下先？」1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHrGfeIBoLF
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuFcjN5rzke
「嗯，我可能去個長旅行， Working Holidays之類。」她說，「我都唔知，我個人無咩計劃，可能話過去咁多年…我都無任何方向，得過且過，依加有種從新出發既感覺。」1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP6xKs1QWNF
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSW7ipBQMDy
她口中沒有一絲自由的喜悅，我想起情聖說看到我鎖定目標卯盡全力的身姿。我和妍妍可能有類似的過去，但我們的背影大概不一樣吧。1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCBIGst08m2
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHRccNAPQJB
「你會搵到既。」1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqifLKnbwvF
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6JK6JEoFhO
「…你唔係會同我一齊既咩。」妍妍卻說。1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl4WQX1wMDl
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtp1qSFOh40
「……」1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXpxNbEIZH6
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoKtNPc6Coo
「其他人即使岩Feel，我信任佢…都未至於做到呢個地步。」她說，「你對我黎講已經係…最特別既人，呀遊。」1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqUMHOUdEAT
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj4oVvzmub3
妍妍已經說得好婉轉了，現在她已經把交球權交到我手上。1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjn2BZzeF6r
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgNlrw5L9U6
她閃亮的眼神，又有點期待，又有點害怕。1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvw0Sj9qF5K
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAGxYHzziJp
「…對唔住。」1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrFDNbrKhHy
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3bKU0pqWDU
她先是默靜了片刻。1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRjxqj5Nxd1
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtlbGPuZXI7
「點解要道歉？」1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBOyL4oAGzI
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgB4RQ3gcId
我搖頭說：「如果你想我同你起一齊，我好榮幸，係我修到既福氣，我亦都好樂意，搵一日我會正式向你再表白一次，然後正式係一樣…」1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI8yXeGyujB
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG5k895fyJT
她嘴角揚起。1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9QPcsy5iSB
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmtSAyM93hD
「…但係。」1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9cEhxjCqCD
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuvmCw0y51c
她嘴角塌下。1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ3w1Wfm9bE
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXF0f52Cdla
「我心入面仲有童桐，我仲未完全放低到佢，當然我可以呃住自己再呃埋你同你一齊，但我…唔想咁對你，我唔可以明知道自己仲掛住佢既情況下同你係埋一齊。」1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6xOfG9kkuE
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB3jF9DZNDM
「………」我未見過妍妍這樣抑鬱的臉。1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡasTC83ZSLi
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaaLqbKLurW
那不但是傷心，更加是絕望，對上一次看到這表情是在被核彈爆破的植嵐晨臉上。1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUxp3zVFYv6
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXg3wbPgwhW
糟糕糟糕糟糕糟糕糟糕糟糕！1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTQLKKmlPoO
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1mLkjM9Zw
發現自己鑄成大錯的我手足無措：「我，我，我會努力去忘記佢…然後同你係埋一齊！你你你俾少少時間，我處理好我同童桐之間既事，我就會…」1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡes2zeqzxFF
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKXzZATKNhz
「你唔好呃人，馬川遊。」妍妍冷冷地說，她眼中充滿了冰冷。1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhvu3inTHfX
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmfObAkQkaM
…我就說了，我從來不是甚麼好人。1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Zqc7TBa1i
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm5lKWvUvxq
「我無呃你，我會努力忘記佢…」1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpSfpBCAHDB
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiYHT8rSA9u
「你係度呃緊既唔係我，係你自己。」妍妍凝視著我說。1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc7i526I0MO
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQV1T1m3IJ3
「……」我無言以對。1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6eoiLNFVod
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLM1VPeMQCR
「我都係過來人，我都曾經同你都一樣，曾經將一個人視為我既一切，我既全部！」她痛心地掩著胸口說，「根本無可能！無論過幾耐都無可能忘記到！你唔止想呃我！仲要連自己都呃埋！！」1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4wK9hGZDdJ
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHuS7ea1ueD
回音在寧靜的房間中激蕩，窗邊花瓶折射的晨光也如凝結了一樣。1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVowiYl6VF2
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZHXWYpSqBI
「……我…」我沒法斬釘截鐵的否定她。1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡICPk07YxXm
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBHVJzEH7Ut
由於壓制率不足，呀遊處於兩頭唔到岸的心理狀況
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbkoIDNpA0b
「我唔想做衰人。」妍妍說，「唔好搞到我逼你係我同佢之間揀一個咁。」1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuSLumah81f
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQRXExMPSkX
不，童桐沒有錯，妍妍也沒有錯。1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY9y2ZdlS0U
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmE26aWlh0y
錯的只是我罷了。1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡauf60PRRmY
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUw7fg3jvZ1
我才是那個最該死的垃圾，沒想到連我也有成為渣男，賤男的一天。1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoR3SKGnJEP
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7CfGvxiL5D
「我本來就唔期望你會放得低佢。」妍妍黯然地說，「…我係度期望咩啫…唔通你真係會放低佢…然後同我一齊咩。我只係個PTGF…俾錢就可以擁有既人…童桐係你眼中係完美女神…由細玩到大既青梅竹馬，我又點及得上佢…」1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmrv3mtuhuF
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrpFrKQnxoE
一連串的喃喃自語我盡數聽到耳中，本來打算安慰妍妍的我，在一晚的縱慾後成為了傷害她的另一個混蛋。1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKaSnvkDmUZ
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1xD5mZxnF7
老實說，我希望妍妍痛揍我一頓，這樣我心可能會好過一點。1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWFizyZ2hTF
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxJycaYR3dY
我連說抱歉也覺得更抱歉，我不知道可以怎麼辦，果然沒有感情基礎就不應該在這兒過這一晚嗎。1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOlwI8vHS8T
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF3NMIQtKnT
這種級別的關係困境，已經不是我可以解決得了。1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0VMSnMjNf7
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRubgQjOUhK
面如死灰的我走向手機插回叉電線，開機。1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8dl3h7D71K
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqTZAX0SoXA
未讀訊息：７1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0NBD8hd7Nb
［來自阿媽的２個未讀訊息］1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡisGMoIzjTl
［來自童桐的４個未讀訊息］1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Bc2vNO9vB
［來自英姐的１個未讀訊息］1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4plc4kir6a
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzslWFpxFgv
我通通無視，打開Beta情聖所在的群組，輸入：「黑色警報，集合時間２３００」1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTsStA2x7r3
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[OK] Beta1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJGjXKj3Rp
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyuldJj9Ykc
[黑色！？你唔同童桐一齊左咩，ＯＫ喇不過，不過個個時間我應該睇緊大瀑布未必收到漫遊]在渡蜜月的情聖。1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQvTWG5t9SR
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUctV9V2Me9
加拿大時差是１２小時，但情聖還是照樣答應。1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiRG6gyteJ0
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVJ6e0i0ElM
鎖機後我轉身坐回妍妍身邊，她臉上的愁雲慘霧沒有消散過，看到她這樣我也很難過。1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ8jNPkS5ZK
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQfR0ARszg2
「…」喃喃自語完畢的她看著我，然後說，「我唔係個Ｄ…依加我係你既人，你就要負責任個種，其實尋晚對我黎講只係好平常。只係…你知唔知自己想點？呀遊。」1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKjKiKP7PZE
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi8pDiMXRr5
平日那個成熟知性的她似乎回來了些許。1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt4Y2juYt2r
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqfelJczEUw
不，好似不對勁？1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvBYVu4x7EH
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBzAwkJo0MI
「…我唔想你傷心。」我說出心底話。1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡALssvuNw8n
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXCnQUj9Phx
和童桐平日的那種一哭二罵三掀桌比，妍妍的確是在我和認真討論我們之間的關係。1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgEeVb77Lp5
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmQZb2iBdD8
「但係我又放低唔到童桐。」這也是心底話。1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH4SQUjvSMp
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3onK6wHvxK
「我亦唔想你扭曲自己，一邊掛住童桐而硬夾同我係一齊。」她苦笑,「點可以要你放低一個你愛既人，同一個你唔愛既人一齊？如果係咁，我就好自私。」1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWGjIUJwZN5
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX37PcFgfDg
但我可能是。1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRCc7FPs1dB
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1nwSwE7FNE
「…你真係好好。」我說，「唉，我尋晚…或者真係唔應該…」1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUrP8PuCh5V
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnGbhhAHCFS
老實說我那時也是十五十六，可能沒這樣少，大概是七十多對八十多吧。1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxbVo2qQ9sL
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWZeXFM5G3Q
「我尋晚好開心，喊得好痛快，之後…都好享受。」她說，「你唔使覺得後悔。」1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN6UKIYKfrP
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2RIvrkKCGG
「…但我依加好似對你唔住咁。」我說，「明明無打算同你係一齊，但又同你…」1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhhc2YGX4Q4
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv9OJ9ywOeY
「我本來就唔應該期望你放得低佢，依加咁樣我都有份自己攞黎。」她哭著搖頭說，「其實我都唔知自己對你係咩感覺。」1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYBQn68dB39
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡugtQg0x5in
解決辦法我真的想不到。1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Y868cVFKi
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdjRmNchHwT
但接下來妍妍的那一句，重擊了我的心坎。1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYHn50eVIh1
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZfeNTd2GW
「但係你再咁樣…我怕我真係會鐘意左你，呀遊。」
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHU2uMkM5wm
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYduDwqhZd2
和妍妍在一起，我便扭曲了自己，即使我自己願意也辦不到，她也不樂見。1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3YDfcLtzt7
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0hryN4BSfh
放棄妍妍，我和她之間的關係更加是不知所謂，而且我也成為了傷害她的人。1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3SKtGVFfDp
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZN9P8MxNyw
我們已經走到了死胡同。1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHwUFhvWTQC
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRS62FtnWgk
「記唔記得尋日我話童桐一定有一個原因先唔做你女朋友?」妍妍說,「就好似你依加唔同我一齊既原因係童桐一樣。」1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpGdbPCOU0e
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyjJseaWvUa
「…嗯。」1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ20sKxRy02B
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKYNN4SkzCG
「或者你應該搞清楚呢個原因係咩，先至再諗我同你之後點算。」妍妍說。1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7cnA6iSs7T
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBJa2LjcLU2
不，我知道她在打甚麼主意。1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ31SLtt3xFS
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSsUC2Z8XYL
「個原因係咩，我都唔會放棄童…」1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6xIhyVHcpb
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh5pKRKYNpQ
「你諗清楚先好講。」妍妍瞬速打斷我的狂言。1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJMC7T09XMy
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPYza3ZCvzz
「…」1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA9U1hNKUbv
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG5ZaAgYWRv
「你咩意思。」1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeD7rGP8hVy
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQr8QrjdtwJ
「對我黎講，你唔同我一齊既原因就係童桐。」妍妍說，「佢既原因係咁既份量，咁既級數，而且我同你之間係無感情基礎，而你，童桐兩個之間係有，佢咁都拒絕你…佢個個原因既嚴重程度，恐怕超乎你想像。」1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgO2aGyRHe6
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqU3OwFX5hz
「……」我突然心中生畏。1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5lT13vvPHC
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKgDHc5N3yU
到底是…甚麼的理由？1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd8LtzWC8Gv
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5kqUEgG2lZ
妍妍有著情聖一樣對於人際關係的洞悉和掌握，她的分析合理得叫我恐慌。1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡceYZMbaO1r
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLXZNAhyvdk
「所以到時你搞清楚決定放棄童桐既。」她欺近我身前，「我又未必會肯同你一齊，你準備繼續打飛機喇，Ａ０遊。」1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSCgIeH6tIS
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQvtMzvsEbQ
…妍妍竟然…1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDxLjD9OeMK
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLiwWroeWWo
「…多謝你。」我已經明白了她的心意。1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjU5a0JeRAr
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl1GKfuIjHY
「嗄？做咩無啦啦多謝我，我，我要脅緊你喎，我，我明明笑緊你A０，做咩…」1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6N8KcMJrQA
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGx64cZZrPe
她只是在給我一個下台階。1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK2yw2wYD8z
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrBcBLxCgOi
妍妍為了我不要這樣苦惱，故意叫我去查清童桐的那個原因，使我不用繼續在這死胡同中打轉，使我可以繼續前進，不用理會她，掌握著所謂的初心，所謂的理想，所謂的目標志向初衷決意真愛！！1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiMVZ92hzId
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那麼。1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUCzEm445Wv
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTiIQR98bCX
當下困在迷宮之中的人。1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj8XKUffkCa
1288Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhwsdJTrfHd
便只剩下妍妍自己。
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