妍妍一直陪著我回家,明明我知道她根本就不順路,但是她也送我到附近的地鐵站後才和我道別。1240Please respect copyright.PENANAh0Iin6wtIa
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一路上她也再沒有提起Beta,也就是黑PR的事,就只是在和我聊著天。1240Please respect copyright.PENANAM5BNYOhqZG
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當然,我到最後也沒有問,以免我尷尬,也以免她尷尬。1240Please respect copyright.PENANA7VJUDW9QrD
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本來她的形象就是知性,比起童桐成熟的女生。1240Please respect copyright.PENANA1t7Slyqy7X
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「頭先咁,好失禮係未?」但沒想到是她主動先提起。1240Please respect copyright.PENANALxc5dBuxVE
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「每個人都有情緒,唔好放係心。」我說,「相反,你肯係我面前表露情緒,我仲覺開心添。」1240Please respect copyright.PENANA0dxK80gVki
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「下,點解會開心?」1240Please respect copyright.PENANAyVQ9Dma0Oc
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「起碼你當我真係朋友啊?」1240Please respect copyright.PENANAh3Fh5Qnlg5
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「……返去敷藥啦你!拜拜!」1240Please respect copyright.PENANAvBbKLfhN4t
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妍妍用小手袋輕拍我一下,又回到扶手電梯升回月台,她就這樣消失在視野中。至於我,則一邊咀嚼著她的一字一句,回到家中。1240Please respect copyright.PENANAGy8jfHjz0Q
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亞基你這黑白色混蛋你以為上了報紙就能抓門了對吧。1240Please respect copyright.PENANAo5k8bInRlD
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我還記得小時候,我或是童桐生病的時候我們總會互相照顧對方。1240Please respect copyright.PENANAMLN7knZBiO
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我生病時,她會自己開門進來,把我學校的功課摔到我臉上,然後檢查我有沒有準時吃藥。最重要是仔細檢查我有沒有吃多吃少,再把我媽煮好的粥,米糊之類的東西翻熱來餵我吃。1240Please respect copyright.PENANAKBpbLIRfQr
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小病是福,我完全明白。1240Please respect copyright.PENANAfpTLGh3rxv
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她生病時,我同樣地會為她拿來學校的功課,最大分別是我還會幫她通通寫完。這都歸功於我和童桐都能得意地互相模仿對方的字跡,這是長年累月下來互相幫對方做功課練成的無用技能。1240Please respect copyright.PENANAvhflyC3RP9
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還有就是我們的字無論寫得多潦草,我們也能看懂,也只有我們能看懂,這在小時候上課傳紙仔時發揮了不少作用。1240Please respect copyright.PENANAlnO7HSKvla
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不過我始終覺得模仿她裝得比較好,雖然她不承認。畢竟我幫她做功課的機會太多了,甚至上了大學後一些特殊情況,例如焊燈帶,倒模翻模,3D Print,航拍那些都是我幫她。1240Please respect copyright.PENANA3SBcTVlplz
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這種關係在她有拍拖時也一樣,似乎我的命在她眼中還算有點價值。1240Please respect copyright.PENANAgEQzzdcRK6
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離題了。1240Please respect copyright.PENANAhYNirnrD6n
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總之,現在她這樣在照顧我的光景,我一點也不陌生。1240Please respect copyright.PENANAF8v9jlbXdx
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那麼為甚麼我心跳得這樣快呢?!1240Please respect copyright.PENANAQUlz07xHex
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「叮~」1240Please respect copyright.PENANA3zcGMIZ4J9
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[警告:心率過快]智能手錶也多此一舉地提示。1240Please respect copyright.PENANALZvB8o3AIH
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正伏在童桐大腿上的我甩掉手錶扔到一旁。1240Please respect copyright.PENANAR0B3myjFxb
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「呀遊,咪叫左你隻手唔好郁…」她鼓起小咀說,然後順手撿起了手錶自己戴了起來,反正密碼也是她生日。1240Please respect copyright.PENANAWvy0OQ3EGX
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「抽筋,Sorry。」1240Please respect copyright.PENANAmzhlQ5OHk1
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「下?!真係既?!邊度?痛唔痛?…」童桐認真起來,當然在她眼中我手抽筋可大可小吧。1240Please respect copyright.PENANApZc0SshTcB
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「無啦,無事。」我說,「其實我就咁扒梳發都得…」1240Please respect copyright.PENANAJbyf136wiS
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「唔得,等陣我唔控制住你,你隻手就自己郁。」童桐說。1240Please respect copyright.PENANA0Pr0dm2Q1E
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膝枕一般是臉朝上,這臉朝下真的太刺激了,雖然我和她雙腳之間有個萬惡的枕頭擋著,但…1240Please respect copyright.PENANAJnIcIrKV8E
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好吧可能真的只因為我自己有邪念…1240Please respect copyright.PENANA2ePP10qshk
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「比賽仲有幾耐?」1240Please respect copyright.PENANAHeqUkZ23ym
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「一星期唔夠。」我把臉埋在枕頭中說。1240Please respect copyright.PENANAaKd4SwNQHK
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「…唔好勉強,呀遊。」1240Please respect copyright.PENANACeXHhvCVCP
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「我會有分數。」我說。1240Please respect copyright.PENANAgXsqEj9jsw
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不,我沒有。1240Please respect copyright.PENANAjceC1sjXIK
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即使能上場,已經是必敗無疑。1240Please respect copyright.PENANALy0wLxW9Bb
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鐵師傅說我最快只能在比賽前一天短暫練習,然後出賽,還要使用磅數不同的弓,這是他和英姐一起討論出的最大折衷方案。1240Please respect copyright.PENANAXpcffsrIcb
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輸是輸定了,就是看輸成怎樣。1240Please respect copyright.PENANAsqSAFmLidE
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老實說,我自己都想退賽了,運動員因傷退賽在體育界也見不少吧,而且我還勉強算是為了救(自己害的)人而受傷,不算難看。1240Please respect copyright.PENANAqHBYorwtyV
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難不難看是一回事。1240Please respect copyright.PENANAW2mZQGu4Qs
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甘不甘心又是另一回事。1240Please respect copyright.PENANA21EDLc4seR
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「呀遊…」童桐讀懂我的心思,輕輕用手梳我的後腦勺頭髮,絲絲蘇麻感從後腦勺散開。1240Please respect copyright.PENANAj9znO6p1zB
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但我不甘心。1240Please respect copyright.PENANALiROvbalrX
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這是我擅長的東西,能有成功機會,能在童桐面前威一次的東西。1240Please respect copyright.PENANAWO8o2avHUm
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還是我熱愛著,努力過,一直努力著的東西。1240Please respect copyright.PENANAhLgDoOheKq
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我不甘心。1240Please respect copyright.PENANAmwbcWVUxRn
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「就算輸我都想落場。」我把臉埋在枕頭中說。1240Please respect copyright.PENANAH5KQ66WhaD
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「…真係?」童桐說。1240Please respect copyright.PENANARXaYa9p5a1
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我停頓了片刻。1240Please respect copyright.PENANAj6rpLeS165
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那一瞬間,我發深思熟慮與時間無關。1240Please respect copyright.PENANAeP67rm9GVr
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「呢樣野係我所愛,我努力過,我努力緊既事。童桐…我想落場,即使會輸。」1240Please respect copyright.PENANAQekgscJfYa
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就和你一樣,童桐。1240Please respect copyright.PENANAdSZ9HL6eQs
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和你一樣。1240Please respect copyright.PENANAZExv14NXTC
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我有做過失敗的盤算,和童桐連青梅竹馬也做不成最壞敗局。1240Please respect copyright.PENANAWWBUO14wwu
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但至少我試過了,即使後悔也是後悔「自己為何要不自量力」,而不是「自己連試也沒有試」1240Please respect copyright.PENANAKYXID3vcEm
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連試也沒有試的懊悔,比起試了後失敗的挫敗更傷,更沉重,相信我。1240Please respect copyright.PENANAaMZHOtqqTn
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「既然係咁…我就黎睇你喇。」童桐說。1240Please respect copyright.PENANAowl08bH5LU
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「下?」我抬起頭看她,她馬上一手把我的頭「質」回枕頭中不準我亂動。1240Please respect copyright.PENANAR3ZTjZG4BT
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「上次我唔黎係怕影響你集中,但既然你今次點都係算既…我就黎睇你,陪住你輸,陪住你灰,再陪住你企返起身好唔好?」1240Please respect copyright.PENANAzcS0ruFsdZ
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童桐溫柔地輕撫我的髮絲,然後雙手環抱我的頭,溫暖的胸脯輕壓到我的側臉,接著後腦一下輕壓,不知道是她的淺吻還是只是用額頭蹭磨我的頭髮。1240Please respect copyright.PENANA7hARMWj58K
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「多謝你,童桐。」1240Please respect copyright.PENANAW6yCyMZRL4
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這大概是我這麼多年和童桐最親密的瞬間,我整個頭被童桐抱在懷中輕蹭,耳邊只剩下隆隆聲和她的香氣,她的體溫。1240Please respect copyright.PENANAL1RMAs5WEk
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「叮~」1240Please respect copyright.PENANASC1cNHw6MN
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熟悉的警告聲,這是代表[警告:心率過快],但我現在沒有戴著。1240Please respect copyright.PENANAX4LZ2h2hfM
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戴著智能手錶的人,是童桐。1240Please respect copyright.PENANADEFzKDxJaW
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「……」童桐和我都沒作聲,然後她默默地脫下手錶塞到茶几一旁。1240Please respect copyright.PENANAtP8L6okVK6
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「嗚嗯嗯嗚嗯嗯童桐嗚??!?!」她死命地把我的頭往枕頭塞,這是要悶死我吧?!1240Please respect copyright.PENANAef8HOmYTlV
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似乎她發現這樣作弄我會亂掙扎,所以她還是放開了我。1240Please respect copyright.PENANAiLcZ7bstdF
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「依加…幫,幫你清走D藥膏,唔好拎轉過黎!傷頸呀!」1240Please respect copyright.PENANA2pV5cLYdsD
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我被她扭回伏向下的姿勢,但那一瞬間已看到滿臉通紅如喝醉一樣的童桐的害羞樣子。1240Please respect copyright.PENANAI89fNUEets
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太可愛了。1240Please respect copyright.PENANAGEtnOOBQZ8
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如是者,已成敗局的魚腩盃準決賽如期來臨。


