妍妍一直陪著我回家，明明我知道她根本就不順路，但是她也送我到附近的地鐵站後才和我道別。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSoYa9Rwd71
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一路上她也再沒有提起Beta，也就是黑PR的事，就只是在和我聊著天。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwu9FatX5K4
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當然，我到最後也沒有問，以免我尷尬，也以免她尷尬。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXu3GdhaOVZ
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本來她的形象就是知性，比起童桐成熟的女生。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVrRMpUCt0U
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「頭先咁，好失禮係未？」但沒想到是她主動先提起。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡezrFzCF4Dt
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz36AAQTV68
「每個人都有情緒，唔好放係心。」我說，「相反，你肯係我面前表露情緒，我仲覺開心添。」931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡID98UzAbe3
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdTlfJwBmzf
「下，點解會開心？」931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcjgxAYhQzM
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「起碼你當我真係朋友啊？」931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvRpvm4pDJF
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhz1lyQuW9c
「……返去敷藥啦你！拜拜！」931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJmPgR6RIiG
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjeE8oFrtPF
妍妍用小手袋輕拍我一下，又回到扶手電梯升回月台，她就這樣消失在視野中。至於我，則一邊咀嚼著她的一字一句，回到家中。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMuVMBMsPZ0
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6qFPI6psrd
亞基你這黑白色混蛋你以為上了報紙就能抓門了對吧。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoY2TWLM4Hg
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFYhY1TjMTZ
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我還記得小時候，我或是童桐生病的時候我們總會互相照顧對方。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ZyYdYgjHU
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlj5zE8xNWZ
我生病時，她會自己開門進來，把我學校的功課摔到我臉上，然後檢查我有沒有準時吃藥。最重要是仔細檢查我有沒有吃多吃少，再把我媽煮好的粥，米糊之類的東西翻熱來餵我吃。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5gIJce2jtk
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小病是福，我完全明白。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSfu78A59Ul
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8pTBsAMN8h
她生病時，我同樣地會為她拿來學校的功課，最大分別是我還會幫她通通寫完。這都歸功於我和童桐都能得意地互相模仿對方的字跡，這是長年累月下來互相幫對方做功課練成的無用技能。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbwlIjzNEOI
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC6zCZ6szgC
還有就是我們的字無論寫得多潦草，我們也能看懂，也只有我們能看懂，這在小時候上課傳紙仔時發揮了不少作用。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXm9h0h0g97
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKK5mHnHHjS
不過我始終覺得模仿她裝得比較好，雖然她不承認。畢竟我幫她做功課的機會太多了，甚至上了大學後一些特殊情況，例如焊燈帶，倒模翻模，3D Print，航拍那些都是我幫她。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSsWgmUU3Ex
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcBKPZQ9GCa
這種關係在她有拍拖時也一樣，似乎我的命在她眼中還算有點價值。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1OTcYbb0pB
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDInpi1vqel
離題了。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ51WEeR9B4L
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqr13K9qvS5
總之，現在她這樣在照顧我的光景，我一點也不陌生。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLMjWiy8GuP
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG05ehcJkEs
那麼為甚麼我心跳得這樣快呢？！931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT7LabBdUht
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0GIrjkDfbD
「叮～」931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3wwyLMaVDs
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCALwApzh7H
［警告：心率過快］智能手錶也多此一舉地提示。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfp0lzKwYXY
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSzlqDGydw9
正伏在童桐大腿上的我甩掉手錶扔到一旁。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6tV4RhomKR
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK068uRbUJr
「呀遊，咪叫左你隻手唔好郁…」她鼓起小咀說，然後順手撿起了手錶自己戴了起來，反正密碼也是她生日。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjU3opoLL9t
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaTRMvjJEG8
「抽筋，Sorry。」931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOucX1fbzo3
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4EW99b5RNr
「下？！真係既？！邊度？痛唔痛？…」童桐認真起來，當然在她眼中我手抽筋可大可小吧。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJJYpewjjqL
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Un4IfmgIj
「無啦，無事。」我說，「其實我就咁扒梳發都得…」931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl2WzWAIKDr
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8pIlRJ3a8z
「唔得，等陣我唔控制住你，你隻手就自己郁。」童桐說。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX03rx8ZSEh
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxHxX73T1ZU
膝枕一般是臉朝上，這臉朝下真的太刺激了，雖然我和她雙腳之間有個萬惡的枕頭擋著，但…931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ11TPJQCfLl
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbkqhR2kdvY
好吧可能真的只因為我自己有邪念…931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSuddJcmHBZ
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡicGJUPnJRg
「比賽仲有幾耐？」931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAzzqcfMSWh
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZas7J9UfCj
「一星期唔夠。」我把臉埋在枕頭中說。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoKUycB7ts4
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbtYveli25h
「…唔好勉強，呀遊。」931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh9i0QXC7gB
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDzINujCUUR
「我會有分數。」我說。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYbETpnjQF3
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不，我沒有。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ05cgcASon9
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即使能上場，已經是必敗無疑。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡphBLXvlhS7
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHppt0snmJN
鐵師傅說我最快只能在比賽前一天短暫練習，然後出賽，還要使用磅數不同的弓，這是他和英姐一起討論出的最大折衷方案。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKP91mwZEBe
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwCaSOeCFgp
輸是輸定了，就是看輸成怎樣。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCsHeBmh7Rd
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老實說，我自己都想退賽了，運動員因傷退賽在體育界也見不少吧，而且我還勉強算是為了救（自己害的）人而受傷，不算難看。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKpZ7bUL0fT
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難不難看是一回事。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2weiaKcBi1
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甘不甘心又是另一回事。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9zLXgGnTPy
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh9g4M9UhuZ
「呀遊…」童桐讀懂我的心思，輕輕用手梳我的後腦勺頭髮，絲絲蘇麻感從後腦勺散開。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZZF31IO4hh
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但我不甘心。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Au7KqjgIH
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這是我擅長的東西，能有成功機會，能在童桐面前威一次的東西。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOZRnno2JVO
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3bPMKxCoPx
還是我熱愛著，努力過，一直努力著的東西。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmO7o2oRvM2
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqUh7jz78h3
我不甘心。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxYdh4YKYNc
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLcDn9DQKpu
「就算輸我都想落場。」我把臉埋在枕頭中說。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgUIfHr1cj1
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCIUbAOLKsO
「…真係？」童桐說。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV1Lgz9Q00n
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我停頓了片刻。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj6K4xfRq6a
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9QuwjVBvG1
那一瞬間，我發深思熟慮與時間無關。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF7ZU4psSJF
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJpHyYFwJ8i
「呢樣野係我所愛，我努力過，我努力緊既事。童桐…我想落場，即使會輸。」931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSSjbINBrV8
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就和你一樣，童桐。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡePKVRijeyO
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和你一樣。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvHws9E3B2p
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7d2x4ok0qj
我有做過失敗的盤算，和童桐連青梅竹馬也做不成最壞敗局。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI7SRbSWGc2
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsMNK7P0Pwl
但至少我試過了，即使後悔也是後悔「自己為何要不自量力」，而不是「自己連試也沒有試」931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmWHXvLV1H2
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiYFfkYSmfn
連試也沒有試的懊悔，比起試了後失敗的挫敗更傷，更沉重，相信我。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR7G8kJMQnR
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsPhkYugw0c
「既然係咁…我就黎睇你喇。」童桐說。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvSZpRL5GuJ
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcD9nItENvi
「下？」我抬起頭看她，她馬上一手把我的頭「質」回枕頭中不準我亂動。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJuhE2Mrg0
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDrhm8a6wYl
「上次我唔黎係怕影響你集中，但既然你今次點都係算既…我就黎睇你，陪住你輸，陪住你灰，再陪住你企返起身好唔好？」931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5cdS72AvSU
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIkZHroSPb9
童桐溫柔地輕撫我的髮絲，然後雙手環抱我的頭，溫暖的胸脯輕壓到我的側臉，接著後腦一下輕壓，不知道是她的淺吻還是只是用額頭蹭磨我的頭髮。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUFYqk0BCpH
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ1slTaHMhE
「多謝你，童桐。」931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ005DQWaHK0
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk9XN6xYtcc
這大概是我這麼多年和童桐最親密的瞬間，我整個頭被童桐抱在懷中輕蹭，耳邊只剩下隆隆聲和她的香氣，她的體溫。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJs3PSgxAV7
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvZYakiHQ7g
「叮～」931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh4C6Zbs73c
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNxuRA4GIx3
熟悉的警告聲，這是代表［警告：心率過快］，但我現在沒有戴著。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPJRouskNzJ
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHpVuV3JkQ5
戴著智能手錶的人，是童桐。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnkSeAofSE0
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV8O23zbivJ
「……」童桐和我都沒作聲，然後她默默地脫下手錶塞到茶几一旁。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ11cl0CT3GD
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡecpeYiww48
「嗚嗯嗯嗚嗯嗯童桐嗚？？！？！」她死命地把我的頭往枕頭塞，這是要悶死我吧？！931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5xoWN0lhrC
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW9zYMfcXQH
似乎她發現這樣作弄我會亂掙扎，所以她還是放開了我。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡInFJ3KaPGN
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoMIeV65AiP
「依加…幫，幫你清走Ｄ藥膏，唔好拎轉過黎！傷頸呀！」931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi8wM5GNP1v
931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEigGRDtxjj
我被她扭回伏向下的姿勢，但那一瞬間已看到滿臉通紅如喝醉一樣的童桐的害羞樣子。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc16y8t5tZl
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太可愛了。931Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfjOttFZWoN
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如是者，已成敗局的魚腩盃準決賽如期來臨。
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