那晚在我家,從警局回來後,我媽攔住拿東西去童桐那邊的我。1155Please respect copyright.PENANAJPhgDDJsda
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「喂,你有幾鐘意童桐?」我媽問。1155Please respect copyright.PENANAlv3yau7ymF
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「要幾鐘意就有幾鐘意。」我。1155Please respect copyright.PENANAhVcrcHUXjG
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「照顧佢一世,用一世人陪佢對抗呢個病你願唔願意?講緊既係一生一世。」我媽問。1155Please respect copyright.PENANARGrVCAxBeP
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「幾多世都願意。」我口出狂言。1155Please respect copyright.PENANA1JXgpx7xOr
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「既然係咁。」我媽舉起右手,「就交呢個俾你。」
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當晚我媽把手上的兩枚戒指之一脫了下來,放到我心中。1155Please respect copyright.PENANArLNyHA95YT
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「咩黎…」1155Please respect copyright.PENANAY2JrAm6E8X
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「你馬家既家傳戒指,本身唔貴,但係係由你太嫲傳到黎我手上。」1155Please respect copyright.PENANAp756nJ98ZV
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這比起單純昂貴還要珍貴吧!1155Please respect copyright.PENANAReyMmay7uF
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我媽輕推我手指,使我以手心輕輕握住:「呢隻戒指話傳女唔傳男,有女既就傳俾個女,無女既就傳俾個仔既新抱。」1155Please respect copyright.PENANAO3bso0Fjp8
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但我媽這凝重的表情是前所無見的。1155Please respect copyright.PENANAmcsrQ8NRs0
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「而且一經送出去,就唔可以收返,更加只可以係結婚前送…你阿爸當日就係送俾我做訂婚戒指。」1155Please respect copyright.PENANA9Zq8be98Yq
1155Please respect copyright.PENANA8sL03C1Tfg
換句話說,有在結婚前送出去,後來卻沒有一生一世的風險。但因為不能收回的規則,這代代相傳的戒指便會從此失落。1155Please respect copyright.PENANA72oS2tE0ng
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「但點解突然…」1155Please respect copyright.PENANA3s6jJg04lp
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我媽的笑容之中信心滿滿:「因為我專登向童桐講過呢隻戒指既事。」1155Please respect copyright.PENANAjUZauSFqjx
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因為河水暴漲,從沉沒的辛巴二號到街道上倒不難,跳到水中游兩步便到。這兒不像剛剛那程死亡航海,河水的水面升高淹到大街小巷中,使水流並不急,但待會兒風眼過境後便難說。1155Please respect copyright.PENANALalRY3MzEN
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「童~~桐~!!」1155Please respect copyright.PENANAe2MdQBwDe8
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「桐……桐………桐……………」1155Please respect copyright.PENANAijBsFGbjUA
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我回音在風眼中回蕩,卻未有人回應。1155Please respect copyright.PENANAMLQrElWdBq
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辛巴二號這樣暴力靠岸,加上現在大澳恍如鬼城,在這兒的童桐應該聽到才對。1155Please respect copyright.PENANApGScKR1tTL
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去關帝廟看一看嗎?時間不多了,沒有賭輸的餘裕。1155Please respect copyright.PENANAyS9hSW3fSo
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耳邊只有腳下泛濫河水的嘩啦嘩啦聲,我自己的呼吸聲也顯得吵耳,心跳聲更是愈聽愈叫我自己不安,她不會在這段期間出事吧。1155Please respect copyright.PENANAq8ICIfv5E5
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…等等。1155Please respect copyright.PENANAYqkoH0NOxK
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我靈光一閃。1155Please respect copyright.PENANAiQmeDk0ZqU
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如果是童桐的話,的確會這樣犯傻。1155Please respect copyright.PENANAmlRh9BwAVE
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…我了解她。1155Please respect copyright.PENANADcdUNj1Unn
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這種感覺我知道,這很難解釋,大概是我代入了童桐的位置,去思考如果是她按這些客觀條件會怎樣行動,這樣的瞎猜。1155Please respect copyright.PENANAiJXq1WrCnF
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我自己會稱之為默契,只屬我們青梅竹馬之間的默契。1155Please respect copyright.PENANANExMSEMhof
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我鼓起對自己的信心,我鼓起對童桐的信心,轉身往關帝廟反方向走去。1155Please respect copyright.PENANApbT0dsOWnY
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「…天…沙沙…文台……十號颶風信號現正……過境…市民請勿…沙…水邊…沙…留係安全地方…」1155Please respect copyright.PENANAbT313KjI3I
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街市攤擋不知那處有收音機未關閉,加上空空如也的街道,只有我一人涉水前行,感覺就像甚麼災難電影一樣,眼角甚至看到有些昆蟲之類游到水中。1155Please respect copyright.PENANAghTUFP8gXW
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這樣恐佈的地方,童桐竟然自己待了兩天。1155Please respect copyright.PENANA9HtHKVOa10
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…要快點才行。1155Please respect copyright.PENANAySe1mYBmhz
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「痴撚線…」抬頭看,風眼的雲牆無聲地旋動,潛藏於藍天白雲後的是撕裂天地的毀滅之風。1155Please respect copyright.PENANApFzIHNECUG
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機會只有一次,這是以我的全部換來,只有一次的機會。1155Please respect copyright.PENANAw4drwSSNVm
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我自己一個走在化為鬼城的水鄉之中,每走一步身體和直覺也告訴我要馬上離開,因為這兒極為危險。1155Please respect copyright.PENANA4K60VNPjR5
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但是我卻一而再再而三地違背我的直覺,同時直直另一邊的海傍走去,正是那間文物酒店所在的海傍。1155Please respect copyright.PENANAyZnTNKnjMZ
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我退縮過很多次,我放棄過很多次。1155Please respect copyright.PENANAwYaIRzNxQU
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但現在即使是不是情侶,我們有沒有將來也好,把童桐帶離這險境…我也是責無旁貸吧。1155Please respect copyright.PENANAVYfHuWJGdh
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我可是親口答應過她的。1155Please respect copyright.PENANAA4q9hQimOw
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這邊不但是在海邊,更加突出在防波堤和避風塘外,直面一望無際的汪洋,由古蹟改建而成的酒店立於風暴之中,孤單地挑望著空無一物的蒼海。1155Please respect copyright.PENANAvkhh5F14tm
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童桐再笨也不會離開相對安全的市中心前往這邊。1155Please respect copyright.PENANAXAWIqeJQhg
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除非她聽到了辛巴二號強行靠岸的巨響,然後卻以為我們在這邊靠岸。1155Please respect copyright.PENANAqsmr74mt5g
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但是。1155Please respect copyright.PENANAHRO0VwSHWA
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當我來到沉入海中的海傍時,那兒卻空無一人。1155Please respect copyright.PENANAFa7OcxlJ3T
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…1155Please respect copyright.PENANARsvybOzTRL
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「唉,童桐…」1155Please respect copyright.PENANAZEagVrnM6h
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…失敗了嗎。1155Please respect copyright.PENANATdFttZ03ND
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果然連我對她的了解也是我自作多情嗎?1155Please respect copyright.PENANAIdehPkIGdu
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果然從頭到尾都只是我的美好幻覺嗎?1155Please respect copyright.PENANAoRiWhQplxU
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我抹去眼角的淚花,用意志掙扎出最後的體力,揉揉滿是瘀傷的臉,準備轉身繼續尋找。1155Please respect copyright.PENANABUFcXtUoAY
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但是原來童桐也了解我。1155Please respect copyright.PENANAfLjlPH4xyk
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更令我心動的是她還了解「我對她的了解」1155Please respect copyright.PENANAwcml8ZCp8R
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「呀遊…」1155Please respect copyright.PENANAhPL5Wuoou0
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不惜穿過風暴也要尋覓的那個身影,就在我回身剎那站在我面前。1155Please respect copyright.PENANAtQu6URHnCh
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她就在那兒。1155Please respect copyright.PENANAaKoxZ9x2hq
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我的青梅竹馬就在那兒。1155Please respect copyright.PENANAkFB3UmJ1ky
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我的女朋友就在那兒。1155Please respect copyright.PENANA1KjPBWsNcX
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「童…」1155Please respect copyright.PENANAIUz1VJnAGw
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牽腸掛肚的她,就在身後一步之遙。1155Please respect copyright.PENANA7QbbLQ2IWN
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「童桐…」1155Please respect copyright.PENANAPZfgoLQKMB
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而且還是實實在在的在我面前,不再是夢中的幻象,也不是想像中的虛形。1155Please respect copyright.PENANAqyoOuOmelX
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「童桐!!」1155Please respect copyright.PENANAnnW0x8va9N
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突破水阻的我踢起水花,穿過泥水奔向童桐,然後緊緊的抱她入懷。1155Please respect copyright.PENANAg73CUV2zco
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「童桐,童桐,童桐…」1155Please respect copyright.PENANAmQOC4bHPzJ
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除了叫喚她的名字,我甚麼也不會說。1155Please respect copyright.PENANABc3tP5PGVB
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她安全,她沒有受甚麼傷,而且她就在這兒。1155Please respect copyright.PENANAWYxBUuRa35
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童桐就在我懷中,而我能叫喚她的名字。1155Please respect copyright.PENANAamnK5lPRDS
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曾經理所當然地以為她是我的青梅竹馬便會陪伴一生,曾經理所當然地以為我們排除萬難終於接受彼此,到了最後才發現,世界上沒有事是理所當然的。1155Please respect copyright.PENANAlN3zhmcc6N
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除非我們親自去掙取。1155Please respect copyright.PENANA3SPuOl4QIs
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童桐住在我旁邊,我沒有努力過,這也許是巧合。1155Please respect copyright.PENANArVxxWqSyZB
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但現在她在我懷中被我擁住,這就是我自己選擇掙取回來之物,我與她的未來。1155Please respect copyright.PENANAAq832WKxch
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唯有親自掙取回來的事,才是理所當然。1155Please respect copyright.PENANArlADYLHT20
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「點解你咁傻…」我與童桐異口同聲地說,但始終沒放開彼此。1155Please respect copyright.PENANAENYLufUmK2
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撞聲的我們沒有一絲尷尬,面上滿是欣慰。1155Please respect copyright.PENANANJq3gVLTEK
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「我黎左啦…童桐,就好似我應承你一樣!」我哽咽著說,「記唔記得我話過,就算你走失幾多次,我都會搵返你?」1155Please respect copyright.PENANAA9jKMrF9cz
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有點虛弱的童桐笑問:「你幾時講架?」1155Please respect copyright.PENANA1qfXaJMCtR
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「咪就係當年你媽咪黎個晚,你自己走左去後山個晚。」1155Please respect copyright.PENANAHRwG1qu5Xj
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「咚——噹!!!」1155Please respect copyright.PENANAu8VA471MGq
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即使呀遊掩住了我的耳朵我還是能聽到巨大的一聲轟鳴,狗群馬上被巨響和爆出的火花嚇得停步,掩著我耳朵的他,正笑盈盈的低頭看著我,不知說甚麼。1155Please respect copyright.PENANAjJsJ2fQbBn
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雙唇一開一合,就不知他在說甚麼。
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那晚逃下山後,我爸以魚桿擊向欄杆以巨響嚇跑流浪狗。1155Please respect copyright.PENANAtJjDK1wNUL
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怕童桐被嚇倒,所以我掩住她的耳朵後和她這樣說:「童桐,就算你走失幾多次,我都會搵返你。」1155Please respect copyright.PENANAY8ufhsyrlD
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現在,在這風眼之中,童桐難以致信地掩住口。1155Please respect copyright.PENANA8Bc6BcEDQo
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是的,即使眼前是超強颱風,我對童桐的承諾還在。1155Please respect copyright.PENANAyFALMM3MwL
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我還在。1155Please respect copyright.PENANArc10AvZGIs
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「個晚,原來你…原來你係話…」童桐喜極而泣,如多年的心結終被解開。1155Please respect copyright.PENANAMAT7K5ex5m
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即使你再迷失,即使你走失幾多次,即使追尋幾多次也好。1155Please respect copyright.PENANAwOcdu1ndOh
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我也不會放棄。1155Please respect copyright.PENANAcNy2mtDcmW
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我都會追上來,帶你回家。1155Please respect copyright.PENANAmOkUkhtOMl
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「呀遊!」童桐哭著擁住我:「好在你無事!好在你無事!」1155Please respect copyright.PENANAsM7CNrnqw0
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「我應承過黎一定會黎搵你架嘛!」1155Please respect copyright.PENANAx7tVVP1j7I
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全身濕漉漉的我們互相在風眼下相擁,我輕撫著她的頭髮。1155Please respect copyright.PENANAJ2iYSpv9e5
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「對唔住,對唔住,因為我,都係因為我一個人,因為我控制唔到自己,對唔住…」1155Please respect copyright.PENANALcmN5WcqZM
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看著一股腦兒在道歉的她,我好像看到昨晚的自己,更使我想起妍妍教我的那件事。1155Please respect copyright.PENANA5JwP8XeNBb
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「呢個時候講多謝會比較好,童桐。」1155Please respect copyright.PENANAOyRmHLPgRt
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我說過要帶她回家好好教訓她一頓,但是現在…不需要急在一時。1155Please respect copyright.PENANA53Saczg8VA
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「…咁,多謝你,呀遊。」童桐破涕為笑說。1155Please respect copyright.PENANA4rSiYWF5rY
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「我知道如果我有咩事,你都會咁樣黎搵我,帶我返屋企。」我說,「所以就算你幾唔開心,幾諗唔通都好,我都一樣會黎搵你。」1155Please respect copyright.PENANAIQebstfqy6
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「我…我唔會再咁,呀遊,我唔會再連累你…我…」1155Please respect copyright.PENANAs1Hp4ueRm3
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「咩連累唔連累,你既問題又好,我既問題又好,我地都會一齊解決。」我說,「之前係,今次係,下次係,永遠都係。」1155Please respect copyright.PENANAI8tESD1vSU
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「下次…唔會,我唔會俾自己仲有下次…」童桐低頭說。1155Please respect copyright.PENANAYDTzobfpDw
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「唔好逼自己。」我說,「慢慢黎,你一定會好返,要幾耐都好,我都會陪你。」1155Please respect copyright.PENANAokLhU4TE9j
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我扔開遠方的雲牆。1155Please respect copyright.PENANAFPRwzESuD8
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我無視頭上的風眼。1155Please respect copyright.PENANAYXWvF4k61G
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我把懷中的童桐抱到身前,然後低頭深吻。1155Please respect copyright.PENANASkgQjdOnzO
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童桐閉上滿是淚水的一對妙目,與我相擁相吻在風眼之下。1155Please respect copyright.PENANAW73Wpj4N9M
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暴風的漩渦之中,太陽沉向地平線的盡頭,雷雲被染成赤紅,夕陽餘輝閃耀在雲隙之間,風眼雲壁罕見,而被日落映成火燒般的雲牆更加罕見,大概一生人也沒法見到一次這樣的氣象奇觀。1155Please respect copyright.PENANA2hk7JbYiHV
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但我不看在眼內。1155Please respect copyright.PENANAj1K7ejKMEH
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一生中唯一?別開玩笑了。1155Please respect copyright.PENANAgcLWDGFFyd
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因為我真正的一生中唯一,便在我眼前。1155Please respect copyright.PENANAwuzRP19GpX
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我的一生中唯一,就在我懷中。1155Please respect copyright.PENANAzG29Pa7AS0
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我們自小已相愛著彼此卻不自知,不坦白,更因為各種原因而不斷錯過彼此。1155Please respect copyright.PENANA7OVUSooLtl
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既是為了保護對方,更加是保護自己。1155Please respect copyright.PENANAXYsG3wPHqp
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不想面對現實,更加不想對方面對現實的自己,於是以青梅竹馬之名來尋求只存在於夢幻泡影中的永遠。1155Please respect copyright.PENANASUeAG99AWp
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現在夢醒了,我們赤裸裸的,不完美的活在彼此的現實當中。1155Please respect copyright.PENANA1IsbhME5DA
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但正因為不完美才要學習接納,除左接納彼此的醜陋,更加要接納自己的不完美。1155Please respect copyright.PENANA6FW1NYlgTs
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因為我們終於知道,自己的不完美在對方眼中…或者就是完美的。
「童桐,我地識左幾多年?」1155Please respect copyright.PENANA0pqU8gMOV1
1155Please respect copyright.PENANAj3AXsjVNiS
「幼稚園計起…十幾二十年?」她說。1155Please respect copyright.PENANARDCQ08CEGW
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「…嗯,咁做或者好狂妄,但係我講過由第一眼見到你已經鐘意你。」我說,「我地都相處左十幾年,如果係我地既話…我諗…我諗會唔會其實…可以…既話…我…」1155Please respect copyright.PENANAmLRjLJ1WXj
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勇氣,給我最後一次的勇氣吧!1155Please respect copyright.PENANAV0sRN9iyPi
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連暴風雨中的航海都挺過了,這又算甚麼?!1155Please respect copyright.PENANAHN6xECknOY
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「童桐,我意思係…我意思係…」1155Please respect copyright.PENANAVK0xLM4vtM
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「呀遊。」她笑著打斷我,「你想講咩?」1155Please respect copyright.PENANAf84jm4ZNwX
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她的笑容比起那赤色雲牆更加美麗。1155Please respect copyright.PENANAXxDpcRR2Ck
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「童桐。」1155Please respect copyright.PENANAELd1ZigdAt
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明鏡止水—我深呼吸。1155Please respect copyright.PENANAtpQwT1fXbB
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即使不是為了給予她安全感,我也打算這樣做。1155Please respect copyright.PENANAiatL8drGkH
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我媽叫我這樣做,就算她不知童桐人格障礙一事,大概都是猜到童桐對他人陪伴的依賴吧。1155Please respect copyright.PENANAurxYwE3nii
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這東西,代表著畢生的陪伴承諾。1155Please respect copyright.PENANAoRfgPmahPZ
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「未來幾大風雨都好,世界變成點都好,你同我變成點都好。」1155Please respect copyright.PENANA1AZrKdu706
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我把手探進衣服中的防水暗格,掏出那隻戒指,然後忍著身體的疼痛單膝跪下。1155Please respect copyright.PENANA6LQsOLzvTz
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「童桐,可唔可以一生一世咁同我係埋一齊?」1155Please respect copyright.PENANAeAoDMAZQIY
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童桐似乎沒想過我會有這一著,先是呆住,然後本來已止住的淚水湧出。1155Please respect copyright.PENANAXep2JD35Me
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「呀遊…」她低頭看著單膝跪在水中的我。1155Please respect copyright.PENANAJlOs18UySW
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即使正式在一起的時間不長。1155Please respect copyright.PENANAT6zY2N6OJU
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即使我們都傷害過彼此。1155Please respect copyright.PENANASk6qiWr8mY
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但我們已經在彼此身邊很久,很久的時光了,漫長得叫人…沮喪。我們繞了很多遠路,也自以為自己曾經到達過終點,但是我決定給童桐再一個承諾。1155Please respect copyright.PENANAZ2DsJ3mitD
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這枚戒指,值得由我戴到童桐手上,直至我擁有的時光盡數逝去。1155Please respect copyright.PENANAlcYbvRVs4m
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即使她反悔,我也不後悔為她戴上這戒指,因為她就是我畢生的唯一。1155Please respect copyright.PENANA2bjyPCj7Wx
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「真係…可以?我…我…我既話…」童桐也深知道這戒指的意義。1155Please respect copyright.PENANAV85JiCEkr4
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「唔係你可以,而係只有你先可以,先配得上。」我說,「童桐,我地就係呢個風眼見證下訂婚喇,你記唔記得我仲差你一次正式表白?」1155Please respect copyright.PENANAnKWUFrJUWG
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「你又話會向我表白既?」童桐說,「表左架啦?」1155Please respect copyright.PENANARad10WmKBI
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「下,表左架啦。」1155Please respect copyright.PENANAaNngpLIECs
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「唔制!」她輕拍我一下,「快D,我都要好浪漫咁俾人表白!」
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「嗯!你,你,你依加係…!」童桐含著淚點頭。1155Please respect copyright.PENANAVHlK0oEVpm
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「…依加就係個一次。」我說,「不過係直接訂婚。」1155Please respect copyright.PENANAQ3St9zmDk8
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「呀遊,呀遊,我…」1155Please respect copyright.PENANAIaG0GzCAd5
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無數選擇交錯下,我要在此奠定我與童桐的未來。1155Please respect copyright.PENANAM4oVB3id1o
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「呢個時候講我願意,我會開心D。」1155Please respect copyright.PENANAo3Lhj7x4ei
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童桐看著我,我看著童桐,我在心中下定決心,這表情我要永遠記著。1155Please respect copyright.PENANAjKo1InHUbo
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因為現在的童桐比任何存在更要美麗,連那氣象奇觀也為之失色。1155Please respect copyright.PENANA944EhB61pn
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「我願意!」
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童桐向前伸出手,我把那訂婚戒指套進她的中指,即使她瘦了所以尺寸雖然有點太大,但只要我牽住她的話——1155Please respect copyright.PENANA5HNR5lCV3f
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——便永遠都不會分離。1155Please respect copyright.PENANAwg3XcH5glV
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這是第三次自以為和童桐到達終點。1155Please respect copyright.PENANAcGqNCvSOOl
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第一次,我與童桐在情聖的婚禮上接吻,我那時覺得我們拉近了距離而變得更加親密,所以能衝過終點。1155Please respect copyright.PENANAS34AY98bE7
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結果我被童桐的另一面直接摧毀,還差點心碎而死。1155Please respect copyright.PENANAsgIgZYJuy1
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第二次,認清現實的我在童桐面前坦白,我與童桐都只是一介凡人,都有自己的秘密,我們都有自己的邪念。1155Please respect copyright.PENANAYirXssxP17
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但我不會稱之為黑暗面,因為只有不同面向互嵌,才是完整的我們。那次我以為我們都接受了彼此,而正式成為了情侶。1155Please respect copyright.PENANANK4agYgBZC
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到此為止嗎?大功告成嗎?其實不然。1155Please respect copyright.PENANAody78j92fe
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結果我們是做了自己畏懼了十多年的事,積壓一生人的擔憂在眼前步步逼近,龐大的心理壓力更使童桐的人格障礙發作,最後變成了現在這局面。1155Please respect copyright.PENANARs3KH014YW
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…還有Kay的悲劇。1155Please respect copyright.PENANAXS444JENJQ
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現在第三次,我覺得我與童桐訂婚後又再次衝過了終點線。1155Please respect copyright.PENANAzfPB6hwHBR
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一切來到這裡,便應告一段落了吧?1155Please respect copyright.PENANA2YnNMlbJml
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追了這麼,總算能停下腳步了吧?1155Please respect copyright.PENANAdur08hcJ0a
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這麼漫長的衝刺,到了大功告成的時候了吧??1155Please respect copyright.PENANAphZIFW2HNA
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其實不然。1155Please respect copyright.PENANA1J48FVC72I
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「童桐,咁以後…都要你好似咁多年咁照顧我。」我站起來擁著她。1155Please respect copyright.PENANAgtEW0bXvjc
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並不是這樣的,人和人之間的關係從來都沒有終點線。1155Please respect copyright.PENANAr8ROckLg4d
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即使我們得到了一時的結果,不論是之前那兩次,還是這一次,我和童桐還是要繼續走下去。1155Please respect copyright.PENANAVOrXdCzDnU
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「當然,我亦會照顧住你,好似咁多年黎咁。」我說。1155Please respect copyright.PENANAiXujqySxIN
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「嗯,勾…手指尾?」童桐問。1155Please respect copyright.PENANAWCTqJi8bLp
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童桐舉起尾指,不同之處是她中指上多了一枚戒指。1155Please respect copyright.PENANAhCoO86P1kk
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而我手心中,多了一道保護她而來的疤痕。1155Please respect copyright.PENANAtwKwWujFQq
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我舉起尾指,如孩童時一樣輕輕勾住童桐的尾指,但現在勾起來的手指也能感到那戒指的重量。1155Please respect copyright.PENANAbaVr0OzcmO
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唯有不斷地了解彼此,不斷地與彼此並肩前行,一直一直,一直地走下去,直到我們時光的盡頭,直到人生的彼岸。1155Please respect copyright.PENANAD57nBvXaLh
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這並非登山,也不是賽跑。1155Please respect copyright.PENANA3CRApMi3zh
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沒有頂峰,也沒有終點線。1155Please respect copyright.PENANAFj9WPXFazH
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這是無盡旅途般的航海,與童桐漫向無邊無際的未來,與童桐一起互相扶持著,直到比遙遠更遙遠的彼岸。1155Please respect copyright.PENANAo6ujGIcfwk
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「以後就交俾我,我…會努力。」1155Please respect copyright.PENANAZrSluo5bSJ
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「嗯!」童桐嫣然一笑,「…咦?咁我依加咪就係係你既…未…未…未婚…未婚妻?」1155Please respect copyright.PENANAiQhBzpfht3
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意識到自己新身份的童桐,她的臉蛋比那美麗而恐怖的赤色風眼更紅通通。1155Please respect copyright.PENANAXVzeT9Hek4
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「你呢~係我既女朋友~兼未婚妻~」我說,「最重要係,我天下第一最可愛既青梅竹馬。」1155Please respect copyright.PENANAmkKEZfbwLg
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「好…好肉麻呀!你你你幾時變到咁咁咁咁肉麻架!個,個風到啦我地係唔係要走?!我地,我地走走走…走去邊?」1155Please respect copyright.PENANAL6061zNcXX
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我忙裡偷閒欣賞著童桐手忙腳亂的樣子。1155Please respect copyright.PENANAjoXm4j4nG3
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雲牆逼近,街道上的水開始再次翻騰,我牽著童桐穿過被水淹沒的街道,這樣子下去可大大不妙!1155Please respect copyright.PENANArOUzvLTNej
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「童桐,我地去酒店喇!」1155Please respect copyright.PENANAN51o3yNYcP
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「咁,咁快?!」1155Please respect copyright.PENANAqLwYMtqYQi
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「咩呀,避風呀!」1155Please respect copyright.PENANAfdRT5ZYzN6
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結果那文物酒店也是空無一人,但即使這樣我們闖空門進去也不太妥當,所以呆在有上蓋的二樓走廊便足夠。1155Please respect copyright.PENANA84IH0yygqj
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我從廚房找來了一些乾糧食水之類,然後放下了阿強退回給我的鈔票,即興寫的道歉信和自己的聯絡電話。1155Please respect copyright.PENANAW7ClwbfwYf
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那夜我與童桐在酒店的走廊席地而坐,相依偎著渡過了狂風暴雨的一晚。1155Please respect copyright.PENANA7k4xFb28Jr
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只要她在身邊,多大的風雨我也不怕。1155Please respect copyright.PENANARDkXsAdRK8
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甚至在這樣的暴風雨中,我也能睡著,而且夢中再沒有那一夜的煞車聲和慘叫。1155Please respect copyright.PENANAM7OXNaclco
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「呀遊…」1155Please respect copyright.PENANAdWsLX1Wa5d
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「童桐你俾我訓多陣…」1155Please respect copyright.PENANAih8vto0FUM
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「但天光啦喎…快D睇啦,個日出勁靚!!」童桐興奮地拍醒我說。1155Please respect copyright.PENANAXXwRwYImwA
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我揉揉眼睛,不知不覺間天空已經是晴空萬里。1155Please respect copyright.PENANA9dbPaNRCk3
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蔚藍的澄空從東方漫延,童桐興奮得像個小女孩自轉著走向露台,舉起雙手迎向被風暴洗淨的天空,昨夜的風眼變成了柔和的海風,輕輕吹動著童桐的秀髮。1155Please respect copyright.PENANAFn5RlxGJy1
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即使風暴再完美,也會有藍天在萬尺之上守候;1155Please respect copyright.PENANAVcKIHIKY7c
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即使風暴再完美,也會有過去消散的一天。1155Please respect copyright.PENANAFXNqJ1qxX7
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正因為有風暴過境後的風捲殘雲,才有現在眼前的這片蔚藍澄空。1155Please respect copyright.PENANAYUdpRYG2Rp
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破曉的金光中,我走過去牽起她的手。1155Please respect copyright.PENANAil2FbIOYtL
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「返屋企喇。」1155Please respect copyright.PENANA0T0QoJ3cOd
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「…嗯!」1155Please respect copyright.PENANAVU2AyOkfaK
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曾經我們這樣說過:無論多生氣多不滿,也不準和對方絕交,消氣後便要找對方,因為我們是彼此唯一的青梅竹馬。1155Please respect copyright.PENANA75QHJXLAZa
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曾經我這樣向童桐說過:無論你走失幾多次,無論追尋幾多次,我也一定會來找你,帶你回家。1155Please respect copyright.PENANAChwFGL8Yq6
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現在我會這樣說。1155Please respect copyright.PENANA6gNlXWXKBO
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未來多大風雨也好,世界變成怎樣都好,我與童桐變成怎樣都好,也要一生一世地一直走下去。1155Please respect copyright.PENANAf2CGH9RhxT
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晨曦之中,童桐的回眸笑容令我心醉,如過去十多年的每一次見面。