那晚在我家,從警局回來後,我媽攔住拿東西去童桐那邊的我。1188Please respect copyright.PENANAjhNioxZe8M
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAsfsF63EWXa
「喂,你有幾鐘意童桐?」我媽問。1188Please respect copyright.PENANAlDpgKP6iRC
1188Please respect copyright.PENANANVl789heFI
「要幾鐘意就有幾鐘意。」我。1188Please respect copyright.PENANAmE7Ge6uSYd
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAXFmRzqj5Z1
「照顧佢一世,用一世人陪佢對抗呢個病你願唔願意?講緊既係一生一世。」我媽問。1188Please respect copyright.PENANAr2HMQXp52k
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAhFgYJkvI3x
「幾多世都願意。」我口出狂言。1188Please respect copyright.PENANA48K8VlfaGI
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAZwYteuar4Z
「既然係咁。」我媽舉起右手,「就交呢個俾你。」
1188Please respect copyright.PENANA3VLS1EVKVi
1188Please respect copyright.PENANASQK66ngh6Q
當晚我媽把手上的兩枚戒指之一脫了下來,放到我心中。1188Please respect copyright.PENANAO4otSaHTUh
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAXwyLooQFUq
「咩黎…」1188Please respect copyright.PENANAmSxliTOnBA
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAeulQQVeG84
「你馬家既家傳戒指,本身唔貴,但係係由你太嫲傳到黎我手上。」1188Please respect copyright.PENANAGyN0yLrg3v
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAyB4JfoHCxe
這比起單純昂貴還要珍貴吧!1188Please respect copyright.PENANADUMdF9bAnB
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAk0FNwOWRyT
我媽輕推我手指,使我以手心輕輕握住:「呢隻戒指話傳女唔傳男,有女既就傳俾個女,無女既就傳俾個仔既新抱。」1188Please respect copyright.PENANAeMtucCgSmP
1188Please respect copyright.PENANANLqKD8RoZo
但我媽這凝重的表情是前所無見的。1188Please respect copyright.PENANA0QBasRBGKJ
1188Please respect copyright.PENANA7j7pLPAoSt
「而且一經送出去,就唔可以收返,更加只可以係結婚前送…你阿爸當日就係送俾我做訂婚戒指。」1188Please respect copyright.PENANAkCqa0Q9EN6
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAwFffy5e8b3
換句話說,有在結婚前送出去,後來卻沒有一生一世的風險。但因為不能收回的規則,這代代相傳的戒指便會從此失落。1188Please respect copyright.PENANA1KnXCr1lDL
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAih4fVPh7Ne
「但點解突然…」1188Please respect copyright.PENANA3DO6ee4LIH
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAqkKidAVf5r
我媽的笑容之中信心滿滿:「因為我專登向童桐講過呢隻戒指既事。」1188Please respect copyright.PENANAoJ8ankSOa5
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAV5APlA6Qx4
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAh76cGXlSvy
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAm02EYHYLtk
因為河水暴漲,從沉沒的辛巴二號到街道上倒不難,跳到水中游兩步便到。這兒不像剛剛那程死亡航海,河水的水面升高淹到大街小巷中,使水流並不急,但待會兒風眼過境後便難說。1188Please respect copyright.PENANAxeATXORqPt
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAlJAFnw416f
「童~~桐~!!」1188Please respect copyright.PENANAMZbJ9HrYCb
1188Please respect copyright.PENANA83mUsJ1sbe
「桐……桐………桐……………」1188Please respect copyright.PENANAG2sXIdBcog
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAULuAwcGCpc
我回音在風眼中回蕩,卻未有人回應。1188Please respect copyright.PENANAI31nu30oL0
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAOoS5KZdOIf
辛巴二號這樣暴力靠岸,加上現在大澳恍如鬼城,在這兒的童桐應該聽到才對。1188Please respect copyright.PENANAO2EjqYiSik
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAl6s4lRiD2N
去關帝廟看一看嗎?時間不多了,沒有賭輸的餘裕。1188Please respect copyright.PENANAXGSkONPcTD
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAhSYGZXbrse
耳邊只有腳下泛濫河水的嘩啦嘩啦聲,我自己的呼吸聲也顯得吵耳,心跳聲更是愈聽愈叫我自己不安,她不會在這段期間出事吧。1188Please respect copyright.PENANAKkeaXh4r8j
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAecKXpmHn6q
…等等。1188Please respect copyright.PENANA5X4bZNScXB
1188Please respect copyright.PENANALljHixjnmR
我靈光一閃。1188Please respect copyright.PENANAKzhejLoxlM
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAxsZIP0vygU
如果是童桐的話,的確會這樣犯傻。1188Please respect copyright.PENANAUUun6gzhmX
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAsAwtNQl8gY
…我了解她。1188Please respect copyright.PENANAp5VJICZp4Z
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAw5PNGYSq6i
這種感覺我知道,這很難解釋,大概是我代入了童桐的位置,去思考如果是她按這些客觀條件會怎樣行動,這樣的瞎猜。1188Please respect copyright.PENANAPVptMBZ9Sf
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAl6KodH3Ssr
我自己會稱之為默契,只屬我們青梅竹馬之間的默契。1188Please respect copyright.PENANA7gtlOO2NsV
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAj5QBSOBiEu
我鼓起對自己的信心,我鼓起對童桐的信心,轉身往關帝廟反方向走去。1188Please respect copyright.PENANAhqCW5k3ZOk
1188Please respect copyright.PENANADFm3o628lF
「…天…沙沙…文台……十號颶風信號現正……過境…市民請勿…沙…水邊…沙…留係安全地方…」1188Please respect copyright.PENANAmDoCDXfrYH
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAmf7FoWLIwW
街市攤擋不知那處有收音機未關閉,加上空空如也的街道,只有我一人涉水前行,感覺就像甚麼災難電影一樣,眼角甚至看到有些昆蟲之類游到水中。1188Please respect copyright.PENANAU3ZU6jRHJ4
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAaLH9aKoTzW
這樣恐佈的地方,童桐竟然自己待了兩天。1188Please respect copyright.PENANAqmwkYdejzV
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAfhkrnMCTjc
…要快點才行。1188Please respect copyright.PENANAyj663UpXP1
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAxddV8uQNW5
「痴撚線…」抬頭看,風眼的雲牆無聲地旋動,潛藏於藍天白雲後的是撕裂天地的毀滅之風。1188Please respect copyright.PENANAm5DGnxUJFH
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAdzWq4M3Nep
機會只有一次,這是以我的全部換來,只有一次的機會。1188Please respect copyright.PENANA8wEL6YfZHo
1188Please respect copyright.PENANA7VqwQmGIOy
我自己一個走在化為鬼城的水鄉之中,每走一步身體和直覺也告訴我要馬上離開,因為這兒極為危險。1188Please respect copyright.PENANALrAB08BDg8
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAHiS5Wm9RHP
但是我卻一而再再而三地違背我的直覺,同時直直另一邊的海傍走去,正是那間文物酒店所在的海傍。1188Please respect copyright.PENANA4ZZWdj3pK3
1188Please respect copyright.PENANANPlilTcHIK
我退縮過很多次,我放棄過很多次。1188Please respect copyright.PENANAbE2ULhHhXH
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAuJ1vDzVQgB
但現在即使是不是情侶,我們有沒有將來也好,把童桐帶離這險境…我也是責無旁貸吧。1188Please respect copyright.PENANAvRe7U8Q7o6
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAt1GIL55T7t
我可是親口答應過她的。1188Please respect copyright.PENANADNnLiCZ7cC
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAbcbv4RboxV
這邊不但是在海邊,更加突出在防波堤和避風塘外,直面一望無際的汪洋,由古蹟改建而成的酒店立於風暴之中,孤單地挑望著空無一物的蒼海。1188Please respect copyright.PENANAAcC0f34Gdd
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAW826TPdTwH
童桐再笨也不會離開相對安全的市中心前往這邊。1188Please respect copyright.PENANAnWfA1e4WF4
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAsEA3cNAtFt
除非她聽到了辛巴二號強行靠岸的巨響,然後卻以為我們在這邊靠岸。1188Please respect copyright.PENANAfJzy24x2rI
1188Please respect copyright.PENANARfB9lDLx3g
但是。1188Please respect copyright.PENANAwrV4oRn8P1
1188Please respect copyright.PENANA5rkvawAN7F
當我來到沉入海中的海傍時,那兒卻空無一人。1188Please respect copyright.PENANA2MpV2BoHoP
1188Please respect copyright.PENANA9VshYpZso1
…1188Please respect copyright.PENANAu1DNI3wuZC
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAvaoH7xVWbM
「唉,童桐…」1188Please respect copyright.PENANAsP0NVQrHbs
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAnzjwpCTATW
…失敗了嗎。1188Please respect copyright.PENANAXNlU7eEFev
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAzkWpOHS8KO
果然連我對她的了解也是我自作多情嗎?1188Please respect copyright.PENANA2hJGZ7iOmm
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAehjr1ILDla
果然從頭到尾都只是我的美好幻覺嗎?1188Please respect copyright.PENANA43Lwd1mW5S
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAaMNKZ6TC7j
我抹去眼角的淚花,用意志掙扎出最後的體力,揉揉滿是瘀傷的臉,準備轉身繼續尋找。1188Please respect copyright.PENANAPc60rSFYHF
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAHD4Ifs6XlP
但是原來童桐也了解我。1188Please respect copyright.PENANArJ7QKEY5eH
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAVm1fxoSkyz
更令我心動的是她還了解「我對她的了解」1188Please respect copyright.PENANAPtaDleIt81
1188Please respect copyright.PENANA9BE6JdaVLW
「呀遊…」1188Please respect copyright.PENANATNwuhoeaZf
1188Please respect copyright.PENANA21qpPJbfMC
不惜穿過風暴也要尋覓的那個身影,就在我回身剎那站在我面前。1188Please respect copyright.PENANAoC35BdECUy
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAHAlPCDaQ9o
她就在那兒。1188Please respect copyright.PENANA9rgKm68y2H
1188Please respect copyright.PENANANXRI72TVlr
我的青梅竹馬就在那兒。1188Please respect copyright.PENANARAOGF4EP9q
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAPVN5p9QGGZ
我的女朋友就在那兒。1188Please respect copyright.PENANAe8y7rBkGjA
1188Please respect copyright.PENANA2gvgodXd6M
「童…」1188Please respect copyright.PENANAsZEnHYufqk
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAFzP37C9ZhZ
牽腸掛肚的她,就在身後一步之遙。1188Please respect copyright.PENANAxeYffTESdu
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAF795hEqoz0
「童桐…」1188Please respect copyright.PENANAQQDVM3LmCs
1188Please respect copyright.PENANA80weycntx7
而且還是實實在在的在我面前,不再是夢中的幻象,也不是想像中的虛形。1188Please respect copyright.PENANAiMBVCWCJyb
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAV8VqmnZIJc
「童桐!!」1188Please respect copyright.PENANAqcSzugg70o
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAM40pBhBOnR
突破水阻的我踢起水花,穿過泥水奔向童桐,然後緊緊的抱她入懷。1188Please respect copyright.PENANAJsU7KdPmQz
1188Please respect copyright.PENANA4eqCzFo7yg
「童桐,童桐,童桐…」1188Please respect copyright.PENANAMLOOQFIDYq
1188Please respect copyright.PENANATqGtNcNitu
除了叫喚她的名字,我甚麼也不會說。1188Please respect copyright.PENANANanLGPcyTt
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAO4lUtibEGG
她安全,她沒有受甚麼傷,而且她就在這兒。1188Please respect copyright.PENANAPoTq3JVgFh
1188Please respect copyright.PENANApMgfYoB8o3
童桐就在我懷中,而我能叫喚她的名字。1188Please respect copyright.PENANAgEH0SyuTPT
1188Please respect copyright.PENANASW8P4UY8IG
曾經理所當然地以為她是我的青梅竹馬便會陪伴一生,曾經理所當然地以為我們排除萬難終於接受彼此,到了最後才發現,世界上沒有事是理所當然的。1188Please respect copyright.PENANAVRgsZTQBXS
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAZI9tPEiaEv
除非我們親自去掙取。1188Please respect copyright.PENANAYifcXc0Fze
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAEgUY8D69Ed
童桐住在我旁邊,我沒有努力過,這也許是巧合。1188Please respect copyright.PENANA4lr6LDcRSa
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAYknE6WdeNG
但現在她在我懷中被我擁住,這就是我自己選擇掙取回來之物,我與她的未來。1188Please respect copyright.PENANADvEg5G7Qpl
1188Please respect copyright.PENANA4120QkgyjF
唯有親自掙取回來的事,才是理所當然。1188Please respect copyright.PENANALJ0i53hBkp
1188Please respect copyright.PENANADIbHs21tkw
「點解你咁傻…」我與童桐異口同聲地說,但始終沒放開彼此。1188Please respect copyright.PENANASWcvcfaVvY
1188Please respect copyright.PENANA8e6HDy51P1
撞聲的我們沒有一絲尷尬,面上滿是欣慰。1188Please respect copyright.PENANA7qJfkOsgjM
1188Please respect copyright.PENANA3IykLUIVQq
「我黎左啦…童桐,就好似我應承你一樣!」我哽咽著說,「記唔記得我話過,就算你走失幾多次,我都會搵返你?」1188Please respect copyright.PENANARRaxMf0UUz
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAQaYnxznugr
有點虛弱的童桐笑問:「你幾時講架?」1188Please respect copyright.PENANATNraVd92Ce
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAJaqVKBafSg
「咪就係當年你媽咪黎個晚,你自己走左去後山個晚。」1188Please respect copyright.PENANAHd0QpWoY9Q
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAtcD8rFiP1e
「咚——噹!!!」1188Please respect copyright.PENANA7SVrZtikiy
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAYlTRP6jr58
即使呀遊掩住了我的耳朵我還是能聽到巨大的一聲轟鳴,狗群馬上被巨響和爆出的火花嚇得停步,掩著我耳朵的他,正笑盈盈的低頭看著我,不知說甚麼。1188Please respect copyright.PENANAtoyubJ8XPn
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAGMaxoRLv23
雙唇一開一合,就不知他在說甚麼。
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAVOZku2KHhX
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAp6wukgkN57
那晚逃下山後,我爸以魚桿擊向欄杆以巨響嚇跑流浪狗。1188Please respect copyright.PENANA9q2H9xjIyM
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAVOk4gMJoEK
怕童桐被嚇倒,所以我掩住她的耳朵後和她這樣說:「童桐,就算你走失幾多次,我都會搵返你。」1188Please respect copyright.PENANAnl361zL4X9
1188Please respect copyright.PENANARLSPrnuQKE
現在,在這風眼之中,童桐難以致信地掩住口。1188Please respect copyright.PENANAWmlfu3k5NW
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAERRNFhvNmm
是的,即使眼前是超強颱風,我對童桐的承諾還在。1188Please respect copyright.PENANAPGMz4AZgYD
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAWsZoGxaxrX
我還在。1188Please respect copyright.PENANAySsqujUuT4
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAvcUsifKzIS
「個晚,原來你…原來你係話…」童桐喜極而泣,如多年的心結終被解開。1188Please respect copyright.PENANA7oAJeZ016K
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAL0AHMkyaiE
即使你再迷失,即使你走失幾多次,即使追尋幾多次也好。1188Please respect copyright.PENANAKSXKwLnuZ0
1188Please respect copyright.PENANA8wqmnYAcHB
我也不會放棄。1188Please respect copyright.PENANAqmUI8WZF0Z
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAx1f4mgj9fo
我都會追上來,帶你回家。1188Please respect copyright.PENANAQTekvTWErn
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAUOXZkxx8sw
「呀遊!」童桐哭著擁住我:「好在你無事!好在你無事!」1188Please respect copyright.PENANAJMqCkchKH4
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAauzMXsSAx7
「我應承過黎一定會黎搵你架嘛!」1188Please respect copyright.PENANAsqUpAdc2Yr
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAkJU5qRywb4
全身濕漉漉的我們互相在風眼下相擁,我輕撫著她的頭髮。1188Please respect copyright.PENANApr9cCAhcB9
1188Please respect copyright.PENANA1PcR6MiqH5
「對唔住,對唔住,因為我,都係因為我一個人,因為我控制唔到自己,對唔住…」1188Please respect copyright.PENANAtuu9AJRH36
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAzruPgsQdlY
看著一股腦兒在道歉的她,我好像看到昨晚的自己,更使我想起妍妍教我的那件事。1188Please respect copyright.PENANAmxp6rKsRWT
1188Please respect copyright.PENANATN4DdIzpFx
「呢個時候講多謝會比較好,童桐。」1188Please respect copyright.PENANAQIrIpqa1m9
1188Please respect copyright.PENANA3CWyErZz7j
我說過要帶她回家好好教訓她一頓,但是現在…不需要急在一時。1188Please respect copyright.PENANA1nvdEHwWwO
1188Please respect copyright.PENANA96wgOImYBI
「…咁,多謝你,呀遊。」童桐破涕為笑說。1188Please respect copyright.PENANANVJRK6vvSw
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAibLxQYogTR
「我知道如果我有咩事,你都會咁樣黎搵我,帶我返屋企。」我說,「所以就算你幾唔開心,幾諗唔通都好,我都一樣會黎搵你。」1188Please respect copyright.PENANAgil50E2kPy
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAl0YtNZfIdV
「我…我唔會再咁,呀遊,我唔會再連累你…我…」1188Please respect copyright.PENANAg3flVxobjw
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAIYltLu3WFV
「咩連累唔連累,你既問題又好,我既問題又好,我地都會一齊解決。」我說,「之前係,今次係,下次係,永遠都係。」1188Please respect copyright.PENANAKfFfaOOnTe
1188Please respect copyright.PENANA45mRdWmY4f
「下次…唔會,我唔會俾自己仲有下次…」童桐低頭說。1188Please respect copyright.PENANASu8ubO4fyl
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAn1XnY3Fq7z
「唔好逼自己。」我說,「慢慢黎,你一定會好返,要幾耐都好,我都會陪你。」1188Please respect copyright.PENANA7q1fkJNKLe
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAIMoKjwdm3M
我扔開遠方的雲牆。1188Please respect copyright.PENANAtpI7lBCs1o
1188Please respect copyright.PENANA6xPjY9eTZi
我無視頭上的風眼。1188Please respect copyright.PENANAiWQBrFvaqk
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAYCQZbhDEvu
我把懷中的童桐抱到身前,然後低頭深吻。1188Please respect copyright.PENANAUL2RROyJqx
1188Please respect copyright.PENANA1MSHXisqWB
童桐閉上滿是淚水的一對妙目,與我相擁相吻在風眼之下。1188Please respect copyright.PENANAYJwV4iFdEY
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAzM7Ui2wQVp
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAtcR2RC6U0s
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAn5DhKnl4ix
暴風的漩渦之中,太陽沉向地平線的盡頭,雷雲被染成赤紅,夕陽餘輝閃耀在雲隙之間,風眼雲壁罕見,而被日落映成火燒般的雲牆更加罕見,大概一生人也沒法見到一次這樣的氣象奇觀。1188Please respect copyright.PENANAdfGubRoWDi
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAhPqMuG4gKE
但我不看在眼內。1188Please respect copyright.PENANAsj4tvH7iHf
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAT68stPFIxr
一生中唯一?別開玩笑了。1188Please respect copyright.PENANA7dHabxucuu
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAYV3EwhmOix
因為我真正的一生中唯一,便在我眼前。1188Please respect copyright.PENANAjU8sRhgzsO
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAP2RPc4IGWB
我的一生中唯一,就在我懷中。1188Please respect copyright.PENANApLobR3vl5e
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAovNsF2p35q
我們自小已相愛著彼此卻不自知,不坦白,更因為各種原因而不斷錯過彼此。1188Please respect copyright.PENANAYqtQi4PG4C
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAfM1YwSGNl5
既是為了保護對方,更加是保護自己。1188Please respect copyright.PENANAxx6k2Iw6G3
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAz553gVi0E1
不想面對現實,更加不想對方面對現實的自己,於是以青梅竹馬之名來尋求只存在於夢幻泡影中的永遠。1188Please respect copyright.PENANA41atDi2bWE
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAj0fjDBGxqq
現在夢醒了,我們赤裸裸的,不完美的活在彼此的現實當中。1188Please respect copyright.PENANANWrSYfkgt7
1188Please respect copyright.PENANA5yQoEc6PO0
但正因為不完美才要學習接納,除左接納彼此的醜陋,更加要接納自己的不完美。1188Please respect copyright.PENANAm3t2uCBBzH
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAFotyrJjxrV
因為我們終於知道,自己的不完美在對方眼中…或者就是完美的。
「童桐,我地識左幾多年?」1188Please respect copyright.PENANAupvbvoMwEl
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAkI4aoDTYyV
「幼稚園計起…十幾二十年?」她說。1188Please respect copyright.PENANAeMmCTqt0a9
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAEIvgcGs0SV
「…嗯,咁做或者好狂妄,但係我講過由第一眼見到你已經鐘意你。」我說,「我地都相處左十幾年,如果係我地既話…我諗…我諗會唔會其實…可以…既話…我…」1188Please respect copyright.PENANAoBnzTPWiTb
1188Please respect copyright.PENANA3C8FiAmsX4
勇氣,給我最後一次的勇氣吧!1188Please respect copyright.PENANAr8buMTscDA
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAhqHywNjIBS
連暴風雨中的航海都挺過了,這又算甚麼?!1188Please respect copyright.PENANAPcH430g3S5
1188Please respect copyright.PENANA9owofp060s
「童桐,我意思係…我意思係…」1188Please respect copyright.PENANAe6vr5Oi9w1
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAzXhlKht7Aq
「呀遊。」她笑著打斷我,「你想講咩?」1188Please respect copyright.PENANA3c8VOEoas4
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAcSUGBEURTZ
她的笑容比起那赤色雲牆更加美麗。1188Please respect copyright.PENANA8DUTg2DeTe
1188Please respect copyright.PENANANCsuDuZnOq
「童桐。」1188Please respect copyright.PENANAkTqRSzPXhA
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAyu0UmPCoY8
明鏡止水—我深呼吸。1188Please respect copyright.PENANAPxRPmzPrzc
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAQxBxkErir7
即使不是為了給予她安全感,我也打算這樣做。1188Please respect copyright.PENANAesltnqxGMQ
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAhIhBXnYLbs
我媽叫我這樣做,就算她不知童桐人格障礙一事,大概都是猜到童桐對他人陪伴的依賴吧。1188Please respect copyright.PENANAICAKnssE5b
1188Please respect copyright.PENANApWvBabbV9j
這東西,代表著畢生的陪伴承諾。1188Please respect copyright.PENANAViuUBImZVk
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAUI4XYJQOrR
「未來幾大風雨都好,世界變成點都好,你同我變成點都好。」1188Please respect copyright.PENANADoLu9fad38
1188Please respect copyright.PENANA5zUVzPEUKJ
我把手探進衣服中的防水暗格,掏出那隻戒指,然後忍著身體的疼痛單膝跪下。1188Please respect copyright.PENANA7MvOiqu7qS
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAV0G4OoRnYu
「童桐,可唔可以一生一世咁同我係埋一齊?」1188Please respect copyright.PENANAjV8WXVCsF5
1188Please respect copyright.PENANA2p7PajGYg7
童桐似乎沒想過我會有這一著,先是呆住,然後本來已止住的淚水湧出。1188Please respect copyright.PENANAXs1VsvTIRS
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAxf4ioKL7qh
「呀遊…」她低頭看著單膝跪在水中的我。1188Please respect copyright.PENANAJrqsPGbM6n
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAEE73ZoshF1
即使正式在一起的時間不長。1188Please respect copyright.PENANAmhHVrs0GdN
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAG3M3aDHuBB
即使我們都傷害過彼此。1188Please respect copyright.PENANA9MwFbnoTV0
1188Please respect copyright.PENANArmuKBAimQp
但我們已經在彼此身邊很久,很久的時光了,漫長得叫人…沮喪。我們繞了很多遠路,也自以為自己曾經到達過終點,但是我決定給童桐再一個承諾。1188Please respect copyright.PENANAlfJOHhawfM
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAfkySFCiDtA
這枚戒指,值得由我戴到童桐手上,直至我擁有的時光盡數逝去。1188Please respect copyright.PENANArZ0uZ6jicX
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAvT0JKvoTuz
即使她反悔,我也不後悔為她戴上這戒指,因為她就是我畢生的唯一。1188Please respect copyright.PENANAhvi3Np0LqU
1188Please respect copyright.PENANA3rj0ovqxo8
「真係…可以?我…我…我既話…」童桐也深知道這戒指的意義。1188Please respect copyright.PENANA4JRODiGwg2
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAWYlpU1gVUP
「唔係你可以,而係只有你先可以,先配得上。」我說,「童桐,我地就係呢個風眼見證下訂婚喇,你記唔記得我仲差你一次正式表白?」1188Please respect copyright.PENANAytyJ8Iq5hb
1188Please respect copyright.PENANATezi4EcjtD
「你又話會向我表白既?」童桐說,「表左架啦?」1188Please respect copyright.PENANACETTCy5AtD
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAVgW6tIIzSW
「下,表左架啦。」1188Please respect copyright.PENANAGzYvfkX2rr
1188Please respect copyright.PENANANPiXDpCx7M
「唔制!」她輕拍我一下,「快D,我都要好浪漫咁俾人表白!」
1188Please respect copyright.PENANA6LDami53YA
1188Please respect copyright.PENANA7BsOpiXuHh
「嗯!你,你,你依加係…!」童桐含著淚點頭。1188Please respect copyright.PENANAfAs00cJfMw
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAuErAoKlEKf
「…依加就係個一次。」我說,「不過係直接訂婚。」1188Please respect copyright.PENANAl19wy0WNHO
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAFY2MWmB9n4
「呀遊,呀遊,我…」1188Please respect copyright.PENANAQSY7jMu9l7
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAFpw3SdBwJo
無數選擇交錯下,我要在此奠定我與童桐的未來。1188Please respect copyright.PENANAmAmy1uSSz6
1188Please respect copyright.PENANACjwohsNNi1
「呢個時候講我願意,我會開心D。」1188Please respect copyright.PENANAj5VPkP19wI
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAgqlhpAQQTG
童桐看著我,我看著童桐,我在心中下定決心,這表情我要永遠記著。1188Please respect copyright.PENANALuRIxy864M
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAzaDo8d3K5U
因為現在的童桐比任何存在更要美麗,連那氣象奇觀也為之失色。1188Please respect copyright.PENANALVAEPpEiUW
1188Please respect copyright.PENANArYhj9NWXmj
「我願意!」
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAEnbzQ1BVwe
1188Please respect copyright.PENANANVUTNmHqDC
童桐向前伸出手,我把那訂婚戒指套進她的中指,即使她瘦了所以尺寸雖然有點太大,但只要我牽住她的話——1188Please respect copyright.PENANA1CBUNfdRIF
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAxeVmVc3THQ
——便永遠都不會分離。1188Please respect copyright.PENANA0Rl2cAs0uT
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAl90zwQWymG
這是第三次自以為和童桐到達終點。1188Please respect copyright.PENANAnry0fxjAEJ
1188Please respect copyright.PENANApo5i0mAcgw
第一次,我與童桐在情聖的婚禮上接吻,我那時覺得我們拉近了距離而變得更加親密,所以能衝過終點。1188Please respect copyright.PENANAPEmxrcCJtQ
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAYch88zTCTw
結果我被童桐的另一面直接摧毀,還差點心碎而死。1188Please respect copyright.PENANAAzHE1PAjyk
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAPVqueJcTNa
第二次,認清現實的我在童桐面前坦白,我與童桐都只是一介凡人,都有自己的秘密,我們都有自己的邪念。1188Please respect copyright.PENANA2RFyvGSRsp
1188Please respect copyright.PENANA6N0BEPISqr
但我不會稱之為黑暗面,因為只有不同面向互嵌,才是完整的我們。那次我以為我們都接受了彼此,而正式成為了情侶。1188Please respect copyright.PENANAaK4mShqHIj
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAPjIo51hXQq
到此為止嗎?大功告成嗎?其實不然。1188Please respect copyright.PENANAVkOSGA1TVu
1188Please respect copyright.PENANApiR1jjwsmY
結果我們是做了自己畏懼了十多年的事,積壓一生人的擔憂在眼前步步逼近,龐大的心理壓力更使童桐的人格障礙發作,最後變成了現在這局面。1188Please respect copyright.PENANAQ1oJDRXAmC
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAYhudptwJh0
…還有Kay的悲劇。1188Please respect copyright.PENANAdFoVR3KHdF
1188Please respect copyright.PENANALsctqsCMCG
現在第三次,我覺得我與童桐訂婚後又再次衝過了終點線。1188Please respect copyright.PENANAcTlucyY7d0
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAffNxc75g1z
一切來到這裡,便應告一段落了吧?1188Please respect copyright.PENANA8kgoo5XIuY
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAcKC1Pt8lIC
追了這麼,總算能停下腳步了吧?1188Please respect copyright.PENANAXhz3CA4DUb
1188Please respect copyright.PENANA3jEwqJzUhT
這麼漫長的衝刺,到了大功告成的時候了吧??1188Please respect copyright.PENANAoOtNeH37Gp
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAzeF8TKGPRF
其實不然。1188Please respect copyright.PENANAueZ7HVitgT
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAdmAxM0cL4B
「童桐,咁以後…都要你好似咁多年咁照顧我。」我站起來擁著她。1188Please respect copyright.PENANAF3dokS0UZI
1188Please respect copyright.PENANANuMUIHCK4a
並不是這樣的,人和人之間的關係從來都沒有終點線。1188Please respect copyright.PENANA7Xqs03klX2
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAyf3MJQTcTL
即使我們得到了一時的結果,不論是之前那兩次,還是這一次,我和童桐還是要繼續走下去。1188Please respect copyright.PENANAb5PKSNQXFB
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAVjB7PUfUXA
「當然,我亦會照顧住你,好似咁多年黎咁。」我說。1188Please respect copyright.PENANAbv3DC4daHq
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAxyzYRqU8CV
「嗯,勾…手指尾?」童桐問。1188Please respect copyright.PENANAKVWNQacfsj
1188Please respect copyright.PENANA3iOZ7vBYIU
童桐舉起尾指,不同之處是她中指上多了一枚戒指。1188Please respect copyright.PENANA2D4LKQRp5q
1188Please respect copyright.PENANATYBz02eton
而我手心中,多了一道保護她而來的疤痕。1188Please respect copyright.PENANApeavB20Aon
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAc6D23ABDuY
我舉起尾指,如孩童時一樣輕輕勾住童桐的尾指,但現在勾起來的手指也能感到那戒指的重量。1188Please respect copyright.PENANAa06HAFYo7z
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAmI2zJ9QWZi
唯有不斷地了解彼此,不斷地與彼此並肩前行,一直一直,一直地走下去,直到我們時光的盡頭,直到人生的彼岸。1188Please respect copyright.PENANA7QTTscGVZn
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAGANqIkvkh4
這並非登山,也不是賽跑。1188Please respect copyright.PENANAkMr2EG90RQ
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAmPQebp6ceS
沒有頂峰,也沒有終點線。1188Please respect copyright.PENANAJmsyl5k7QO
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAxzrkyRwTbP
這是無盡旅途般的航海,與童桐漫向無邊無際的未來,與童桐一起互相扶持著,直到比遙遠更遙遠的彼岸。1188Please respect copyright.PENANAx0KLoBG224
1188Please respect copyright.PENANABbVBW6t1Dw
「以後就交俾我,我…會努力。」1188Please respect copyright.PENANAB5Ln7oJKq9
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAaKD2UGI4VX
「嗯!」童桐嫣然一笑,「…咦?咁我依加咪就係係你既…未…未…未婚…未婚妻?」1188Please respect copyright.PENANAPnjxtWoICy
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAhgFJHCKdHT
意識到自己新身份的童桐,她的臉蛋比那美麗而恐怖的赤色風眼更紅通通。1188Please respect copyright.PENANAh18EvhviQs
1188Please respect copyright.PENANALWHXfCw25Z
「你呢~係我既女朋友~兼未婚妻~」我說,「最重要係,我天下第一最可愛既青梅竹馬。」1188Please respect copyright.PENANAFduZcwpfhi
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAWrIH6C5alr
「好…好肉麻呀!你你你幾時變到咁咁咁咁肉麻架!個,個風到啦我地係唔係要走?!我地,我地走走走…走去邊?」1188Please respect copyright.PENANAtYdCQnljWr
1188Please respect copyright.PENANA9CmiPGW8v3
我忙裡偷閒欣賞著童桐手忙腳亂的樣子。1188Please respect copyright.PENANAJjsvhuu6tE
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAP9a4Yko71F
雲牆逼近,街道上的水開始再次翻騰,我牽著童桐穿過被水淹沒的街道,這樣子下去可大大不妙!1188Please respect copyright.PENANAV6dwz0rUFQ
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAewxfGLh3Z4
「童桐,我地去酒店喇!」1188Please respect copyright.PENANAWEGMkKsXLA
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAxPOd17EZPO
「咁,咁快?!」1188Please respect copyright.PENANAQcqAAlipIz
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAzS704ywvuj
「咩呀,避風呀!」1188Please respect copyright.PENANAu1Pg5e8Bok
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAnNKyNvEbiF
結果那文物酒店也是空無一人,但即使這樣我們闖空門進去也不太妥當,所以呆在有上蓋的二樓走廊便足夠。1188Please respect copyright.PENANA8lvTPSpBIq
1188Please respect copyright.PENANA7uizoBMDyM
我從廚房找來了一些乾糧食水之類,然後放下了阿強退回給我的鈔票,即興寫的道歉信和自己的聯絡電話。1188Please respect copyright.PENANAyq9QIZIsNs
1188Please respect copyright.PENANA8PYtAnn5UO
那夜我與童桐在酒店的走廊席地而坐,相依偎著渡過了狂風暴雨的一晚。1188Please respect copyright.PENANAlYbfdv0LUC
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAmZWAQ4Xz4y
只要她在身邊,多大的風雨我也不怕。1188Please respect copyright.PENANAESbm9ztcX0
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAywSW6cNZ1r
甚至在這樣的暴風雨中,我也能睡著,而且夢中再沒有那一夜的煞車聲和慘叫。1188Please respect copyright.PENANAAoscxKAW7y
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAUOHOFOcNHa
「呀遊…」1188Please respect copyright.PENANAcFZrLFU4tI
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAWuGUYph4Gx
「童桐你俾我訓多陣…」1188Please respect copyright.PENANASXzpZR3Om2
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAfiR2Eb21M2
「但天光啦喎…快D睇啦,個日出勁靚!!」童桐興奮地拍醒我說。1188Please respect copyright.PENANAnVrLyxdchf
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAg0eYhaHwJ0
我揉揉眼睛,不知不覺間天空已經是晴空萬里。1188Please respect copyright.PENANAkkMKPKJkE1
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAjZ3QlJajAa
蔚藍的澄空從東方漫延,童桐興奮得像個小女孩自轉著走向露台,舉起雙手迎向被風暴洗淨的天空,昨夜的風眼變成了柔和的海風,輕輕吹動著童桐的秀髮。1188Please respect copyright.PENANA2p7XnHpkus
1188Please respect copyright.PENANARjEyhwbAhL
即使風暴再完美,也會有藍天在萬尺之上守候;1188Please respect copyright.PENANAepjvkJ0xLK
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAWhP0K94Dky
即使風暴再完美,也會有過去消散的一天。1188Please respect copyright.PENANAMN7aATWx1u
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAm94CJIUZa9
正因為有風暴過境後的風捲殘雲,才有現在眼前的這片蔚藍澄空。1188Please respect copyright.PENANAnY4LAZniXL
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAlwd3zhqmLf
破曉的金光中,我走過去牽起她的手。1188Please respect copyright.PENANA8KTOze6EDe
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAGN0vPfVj5W
「返屋企喇。」1188Please respect copyright.PENANAaGUNJ807sD
1188Please respect copyright.PENANA4tn3erwNsj
「…嗯!」1188Please respect copyright.PENANAaqT97vSL3w
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAae6QIiKs21
曾經我們這樣說過:無論多生氣多不滿,也不準和對方絕交,消氣後便要找對方,因為我們是彼此唯一的青梅竹馬。1188Please respect copyright.PENANArKqoC7Aije
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAeOPbR4EeTL
曾經我這樣向童桐說過:無論你走失幾多次,無論追尋幾多次,我也一定會來找你,帶你回家。1188Please respect copyright.PENANACrLySJa1DV
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAIuiUJpta2X
現在我會這樣說。1188Please respect copyright.PENANAbiQGqJblVm
1188Please respect copyright.PENANAb4SwRPmNCT
未來多大風雨也好,世界變成怎樣都好,我與童桐變成怎樣都好,也要一生一世地一直走下去。1188Please respect copyright.PENANAe36jUxiUwl
1188Please respect copyright.PENANADLWaEDkNUb
晨曦之中,童桐的回眸笑容令我心醉,如過去十多年的每一次見面。