我的名字是…曾經是…不,已經很久沒有人稱呼我的名字了。826Please respect copyright.PENANASEsNHgPdyy
826Please respect copyright.PENANAY1lZppivsR
不需要,不值得,也不夠資格。826Please respect copyright.PENANADkjblZVngh
826Please respect copyright.PENANAsFGBE9uzSY
現在他們稱我為「Beta」,他們以為是因為我的電腦背景,Beta Testing云云。826Please respect copyright.PENANAjDKjPDSWot
826Please respect copyright.PENANAHjX9ihU2Mw
並不是的。826Please respect copyright.PENANA4gGAgrKRzR
826Please respect copyright.PENANAN7wrkuEZF4
…這是因為我知道自己的位置,自己的定位。826Please respect copyright.PENANAYJ81inRtMg
826Please respect copyright.PENANAZS1Y851XVd
垃圾就應該有垃圾的位置。826Please respect copyright.PENANARruJ5cJqhA
826Please respect copyright.PENANAA6g0zZWtTb
安份地呆在垃圾箱之中,即使是垃圾也不會惹人厭。826Please respect copyright.PENANAgdcyWJxY3g
826Please respect copyright.PENANAvUt59RKwMX
但是如果一但忘記了自己的定位,試圖走進不屬於自己的位置中,垃圾就會馬上成為人人除之而後快的對象。826Please respect copyright.PENANAhLJAFt1PF8
826Please respect copyright.PENANAnDCd2c2XOM
垃圾就應該有垃圾的位置—這就是Beta這名字的意義,這是對我的警惕。826Please respect copyright.PENANAZ4JSuu78wE
826Please respect copyright.PENANA2MqajDPnBq
這名字用作警惕我自己:不要再好像當年那樣,自以為別人需要我的幫忙。826Please respect copyright.PENANADeFv75xPw3
826Please respect copyright.PENANAXRFtPvdBPM
自以為自己不是垃圾。826Please respect copyright.PENANAYBHpQeGrDS
826Please respect copyright.PENANAnx2OW7uWvQ
「呢個就係你男朋友既真面目。」那時的我,自覺做了件好事,以我自己擅長的事守護了曾待我溫柔的她。826Please respect copyright.PENANAQ0SMmW0jCT
826Please respect copyright.PENANA1uE7yCp6fg
「…你搞咁多野,你想搏咩?」我保護了她,她卻對我惡言相向,甚至在之後率眾向我報復。826Please respect copyright.PENANAW68V5vXNPN
826Please respect copyright.PENANAeMWkY9BqOd
那男人知道自己的真面目被曝光後,消失了。826Please respect copyright.PENANA6U5Dk5L6IB
826Please respect copyright.PENANAGQynDABPF2
她認為這是我的錯,我的潛越,我的狂妄引致。826Please respect copyright.PENANAzpnlG9dYE9
826Please respect copyright.PENANASDyKuvKrmt
「垃圾就應該有垃圾的位置。」—這是她教我的最後一件事。826Please respect copyright.PENANA6naNSXKRVW
826Please respect copyright.PENANAkil2oYHrUr
Beta之上,其實還有其他字母代表更高級的存在或權限,Alpha, Omega, Sigma等,例如那個超級圍棋AI便以「Alpha」命名。826Please respect copyright.PENANAC5f7i7D8fL
826Please respect copyright.PENANAkyULr7HPjp
但我是Beta就可以了,因為我知道我自己的位置,「垃圾就應該有垃圾的位置。」826Please respect copyright.PENANAgtUpDSG5j6
826Please respect copyright.PENANAgcYyvVkP8I
這些往事,我曾經向呀遊提過一次,但他大概也忘了吧。826Please respect copyright.PENANA2REofkggIX
826Please respect copyright.PENANAgF0zELcQfW
似乎…又重蹈覆轍了呢。826Please respect copyright.PENANAK2oewWC204
826Please respect copyright.PENANAllxZAbuRgr
826Please respect copyright.PENANA2Cy84nWDiI
826Please respect copyright.PENANAz0x6Lk4Zb2
即使Beta再三叫我冷靜,我還是沒法控制自己。826Please respect copyright.PENANAPk77L7UAQ7
826Please respect copyright.PENANATmCd5ywFZd
如果剛剛不是他捱了我那一巴掌,我真的會把這破電腦砸成碎片。826Please respect copyright.PENANARvgwIWXQl5
826Please respect copyright.PENANAuMAyyAzssb
「屌完啦嘛,癲撚夠啦嘛。」眼前的Beta冷冷地說。826Please respect copyright.PENANAyMxaei3HD5
826Please respect copyright.PENANAYjBPV9YZcr
屏幕上密密麻麻的資料,顯示著那天和向二人說我要追求童桐後我和她之間的好感度和親密度變化。826Please respect copyright.PENANAW6Z3VDOKbj
826Please respect copyright.PENANA1kcN6FgnIA
[童桐的好感度上升了][童桐的親密度下降了][馬川遊和童桐的親密度:60%][馬川遊與童桐的好感度:20%][童桐的好感度:80%][童桐的親密度60%][無計演算甄姿妍與馬川遊的好感度]826Please respect copyright.PENANA1g4rQwwUXO
826Please respect copyright.PENANA3Rz2E4xBXw
而就在那天我和童桐在婚禮上親吻後,他的演算法得出了錯誤報告。826Please respect copyright.PENANAzit1tOaDjy
826Please respect copyright.PENANAnnFZqakc6t
>警告:確認到錯誤826Please respect copyright.PENANAzg24blP3FX
>警告:好感度親密度總和溢出826Please respect copyright.PENANAFvnNqUoo9j
>建議:中止演算826Please respect copyright.PENANAK7qQVnn6eJ
>報告:演算法已發現了一個錯誤826Please respect copyright.PENANAgncRwvkIfH
826Please respect copyright.PENANAz770FzpOKk
按他的設計,好感度和親密度是沒法共融的。親密度上升,好感度便會下降,我在童桐心中便是家人而不是戀人。相反地好感度上升,親密度便會下降,這時童桐便視我為戀人而不是家人。826Please respect copyright.PENANA1KaiqZjW3K
826Please respect copyright.PENANADzr9brMVVp
透過他的觀察,我的陳述,我和童桐在社交網頁上互TAG,為對方按讚的密度之類,演算法計算出我和童桐之間的親密度和好感度。826Please respect copyright.PENANAZ1FqmPSM0D
826Please respect copyright.PENANAdHNdoGf5u1
直到婚禮那天,演算法計算上我和她親吻一幕後卻出現了嚴重錯誤,好感度和親密度同時破錶,她同時視我為戀人,同時也視我家人。826Please respect copyright.PENANAhy7YpwUDU9
826Please respect copyright.PENANAAhhsF51lN4
同時視為家人與戀人,這要不就是演算法有誤,要不就是我和童桐在亂倫。826Please respect copyright.PENANAZy94xNqQbZ
826Please respect copyright.PENANAJskd16qEzk
「交友app,婚姻介紹公司,獵頭公司,HR公司,甚至你用緊既社交網站既香港分部,都有人透過Deep World既渠道,問過我呢套演算法點樣賣,因為佢地既業務好用得著。」Beta說,「但我都無理佢地,因為依加當務之急係幫你,你咁樣報答我?」826Please respect copyright.PENANAMSlwWoLh2p
826Please respect copyright.PENANA3fzPk6eHY2
他指著紅腫的臉說,一個掌印烙在他臉上。826Please respect copyright.PENANAnCtVs5fxhU
826Please respect copyright.PENANA6rmynfqWem
「問題唔撚係你套演算法!你要賣就賣撚飽佢!!」我說,「問題係你話,你話童桐竟然係個個…」826Please respect copyright.PENANAMYiCZUqzz0
826Please respect copyright.PENANARKWS7YQct2
「唔係我話,而係唯一既可能。」Beta說。826Please respect copyright.PENANA00q8A0V19X
826Please respect copyright.PENANAX4RWRpiaxV
「……」826Please respect copyright.PENANAIoPTiNwxcw
826Please respect copyright.PENANA9qF6ifCll8
「我個日係情聖婚禮度唔小心連左佢個垃圾wifi所以收唔到錯誤報告,我轉返自己網絡之後同你依加心情差唔多。」Beta說。826Please respect copyright.PENANAyKAOWFrcVW
826Please respect copyright.PENANA1utYhsuXFx
「挑,咁算…咦幾時連鬼左酒樓個垃圾WIFI,唔怪得無響過…」Beta走到一邊。826Please respect copyright.PENANAEtRMgmWomd
連那邊正在玩手機的Beta也側目望過來,但他的面色好像有點差?
826Please respect copyright.PENANAq68IrN7QBA
826Please respect copyright.PENANAFTjfomBYtS
「差你老母!」826Please respect copyright.PENANAg6wx6cplpF
826Please respect copyright.PENANAOYGfiHaeJg
「做成錯誤既原因並唔係因此演算法本身,而係輸入資料有錯誤,即係童桐有事暪住你,暪住全世界。妍妍都係咁樣講,你知架。」826Please respect copyright.PENANAwHEw4nTNon
826Please respect copyright.PENANAYflN9YTfRA
這混蛋,打算再說一次嗎?!826Please respect copyright.PENANAsU82xZTs3g
826Please respect copyright.PENANA1rWCzUJHKo
「夠啦!我唔會信!童桐每晚12點就會訓教,佢話要訓美容覺,佢無可能…」826Please respect copyright.PENANALh5BOvoBWz
826Please respect copyright.PENANAIOcIBvpb6l
「尋晚你係妍妍屋企過夜個時,佢幾點搵你?」826Please respect copyright.PENANAsoKy3ppDUk
826Please respect copyright.PENANANVKo4gWWve
「……」826Please respect copyright.PENANAxnPXLfyAaU
826Please respect copyright.PENANAg3kIRzC1Ro
凌晨三時多。826Please respect copyright.PENANAehpnLKLEPe
826Please respect copyright.PENANAVU2vd1pT6Q
我看看手錶,已經是凌晨二時左右。826Please respect copyright.PENANA8VyQj5ofFx
[叮]手機和智能手錶同時跳出通知。826Please respect copyright.PENANA0FYAfifIGP
[仲未返?咁夜既?擔心你]童桐。
826Please respect copyright.PENANAkxI4O0oebX
826Please respect copyright.PENANAyHqmKXdcx4
「你只係相信你自己希望既事。」Beta說,「你只係憧憬住泡影。」826Please respect copyright.PENANADLWIStPHQQ
826Please respect copyright.PENANAW2N3EBJ4TF
不可能,童桐怎可能…826Please respect copyright.PENANAO0AYjSOsf7
826Please respect copyright.PENANAY4NUx8H6Dr
「非常遺憾,你愛既人從來都唔存在,根本無人咁完美,個個完美既佢,佢…只係一個你自己想像出黎既幻象。」他在電競椅上俯視頹然倒坐於地上的我說:「童桐屋企明明咁窮,但係當日植嵐晨出事,佢點樣一口應承律師費?」826Please respect copyright.PENANANhRdh9FkME
826Please respect copyright.PENANAymM6Yq3dWQ
現在童桐長大了,她爸匯錢也少了,大概視自己責任已完結吧,這個混蛋。826Please respect copyright.PENANAzjO2UY5JJx
「錢問題唔好擔心,我可以出住先。」童桐說,「你地有無識既律師?」
826Please respect copyright.PENANAqQmzlTfUOq
826Please respect copyright.PENANAXA9BOZg534
我不知道。826Please respect copyright.PENANAUZ4Foha7qg
826Please respect copyright.PENANA44OXKJ8x0X
「每一次你地出去個時,另一邊就會暫停直播,婚禮個晚係,開會個幾晚係,植嵐晨出事個時係,連水上樂園個時都係。如果唔係同一個人,又點會時間表係100%吻合?」Beta亮出那個我曾經看過他對沉思的日曆表。826Please respect copyright.PENANAhf8TS7Wd95
826Please respect copyright.PENANAG6qaf7Nlfl
「………」Beta不發一言,他的IPAD屏幕上看著一個…日曆?行事曆?
826Please respect copyright.PENANAqnq6PohTFK
826Please respect copyright.PENANA3PUVPm7oeN
我不知道。826Please respect copyright.PENANAAlaetBBMqp
826Please respect copyright.PENANADxv1dmuEWH
「佢收指令黎直播任人褻玩個時,我試過專登用台語注音輸入,佢都識睇,香港又有幾多女仔識得台語注音?」826Please respect copyright.PENANA3UgZxmf0gx
826Please respect copyright.PENANAMJbW9u3zqE
而因為她自小被爺爺嫲嫲照顧,童桐的母語是嚴格上來說是台語,她看恐怖片時受驚或喝醉後都會飆台語。
826Please respect copyright.PENANA4nHcDkGiyJ
826Please respect copyright.PENANApWqqzaOOyP
我不知道。826Please respect copyright.PENANA6elbc0fflH
826Please respect copyright.PENANA7NRXZyRo1h
「香港又有幾多女仔頭髮長到落腰,仲要係挑染少少?」826Please respect copyright.PENANAgTtu7IzsGg
826Please respect copyright.PENANAX0dzyzRgyT
「因為…我懶囉~同埋得你先咁縱我。」童桐輕撥自己長至腰間的頭髮說
826Please respect copyright.PENANAZoYMbTHraT
826Please respect copyright.PENANAusfrWfjWxk
我不知道。826Please respect copyright.PENANApKG7WC5dWu
826Please respect copyright.PENANAUdgFbx9moG
「點解你會覺得佢條底褲熟口熟面?係妍妍之前,你條友又見過幾多女仔既底褲?」826Please respect copyright.PENANAp9rhGxtN9t
826Please respect copyright.PENANA4F2FmIFEOp
但那衣服團之中有明顯被包著卻跌出布帶的…是胸罩和…內褲。826Please respect copyright.PENANAEVP7tiZtdz
他的鼠標飄過畫面,按向視窗角落的交叉,我視線跟著鼠標的一秒之間我看到Dora角落脫下的內褲…這款式好像有點眼熟。
826Please respect copyright.PENANAgc1UBJLhFC
826Please respect copyright.PENANAVeQbUoma16
我就說了—826Please respect copyright.PENANANBQsMLlbkb
826Please respect copyright.PENANAcccubdvsK9
「我唔撚知啊屌你老母!!」826Please respect copyright.PENANAsZf7UFs2LX
826Please respect copyright.PENANAXRLUicRAbz
回音在Beta的包廂之中回蕩,他不發一言地看著我。826Please respect copyright.PENANA7TuMT872JR
826Please respect copyright.PENANAMgYRM0sR2Z
「呢張相係個日我係你屋企,影過去童桐間房既相;而呢張相係佢尋晚直播時既CAP圖,窗簾款式都一模一樣。」826Please respect copyright.PENANAEMsATIEtoJ
826Please respect copyright.PENANAwAc3436pr4
至於Beta在我房間看著掛在牆上的相片。826Please respect copyright.PENANArKoTwiO5WY
他把手機收回褲袋然後走出來。
826Please respect copyright.PENANA15TVu0vEd1
「…呢種窗簾係賣肉丸個間傢俬鋪最受歡迎個種,完全遮光,好多人都會買,有幾出奇?童桐間房向東,朝早日出個時…」826Please respect copyright.PENANAsNhx0gXqYB
826Please respect copyright.PENANAMoI8exs0bQ
「我唔係講呢樣。」Beta站起來,「但你講得岩,完全遮光…跟我黎。」826Please respect copyright.PENANAXUxR3IxGaV
826Please respect copyright.PENANAhwJyKOTFpK
已經腳軟我的花了好大的氣力才站起,扶著牆壁無力地前進。Beta打開門離開包廂,接著打開對面另一個包廂的門。826Please respect copyright.PENANAubkr7SLX6v
826Please respect copyright.PENANAJR1UN5yl3i
「呢塊係…」826Please respect copyright.PENANA2cxwZFFsRt
826Please respect copyright.PENANAWlogn9vg5u
「正係同一款窗簾,我黎做個實驗俾你睇。」826Please respect copyright.PENANAbCdZ3gEWJp
826Please respect copyright.PENANAh8qxrG5qgb
在包廂門後,一張窗簾正掛在空中,和童桐房是一樣的款式。826Please respect copyright.PENANAmkhj3Zrt4r
826Please respect copyright.PENANAiXtedbXdex
接著Beta拿出一支電筒,把包廂的燈關掉後用電筒照向窗簾。窗簾在傢俬鋪也是被類似的方式展現,來突顯出其超卓的遮光功能。826Please respect copyright.PENANAOhJHuKGYwm
826Please respect copyright.PENANAVayTQuGOjp
「好似你睇到咁,完全唔透光。」Beta說,「但係如果係咁呢?」826Please respect copyright.PENANAf7CyhvX9Iz
826Please respect copyright.PENANA9taCVBv5fs
他掏出一支觀星筆。826Please respect copyright.PENANARHLd2BbkMK
826Please respect copyright.PENANAQLxPy6uMaz
Beta按下按鈕以觀星筆青色的耀目光點照射向窗簾,剛剛完美擋下普通電筒光線的窗簾被貫穿,窗簾的背後出現一個青色的光斑。826Please respect copyright.PENANAhT7ubcX2Yk
826Please respect copyright.PENANAl0uCW06l5P
「呢種係鐳射激光,即使係呢種窗簾…亦擋唔住雷射光。」826Please respect copyright.PENANATgtvAOjyPK
826Please respect copyright.PENANAG9zbxIMeog
「你想講咩。」826Please respect copyright.PENANAxF2HlytRU7
826Please respect copyright.PENANAyN8OhyB3JY
「我既登入帳號同密碼已經俾左你,佢聽晚凌晨12點半會直播。」Beta亮出截圖,直播時的背景就是窗簾,「只要你係直播開始後向童桐既睡房發射雷射光。」826Please respect copyright.PENANAceoDZS2y5d
826Please respect copyright.PENANAmKOBYL1oso
Beta把觀星筆塞到我手中。826Please respect copyright.PENANAWmCYtMVcwJ
826Please respect copyright.PENANAJ7JQFd9DR8
「而如果直播畫面都同時出現雷射光既話…我諗,就唔使再證明D咩。」826Please respect copyright.PENANA3K8c5qgeHW
826Please respect copyright.PENANAEhWucxSmnm
「……」我握住觀星筆,曾經有一瞬我想扔掉,然後說甚麼我不會試童桐,我會無條件相信她云云。826Please respect copyright.PENANAyjAzL3RU2M
826Please respect copyright.PENANAKI0KOhdEXT
但我卻沒有這樣做。826Please respect copyright.PENANAEVZ1XKOjC5
826Please respect copyright.PENANAoArQwzLCXd
因為…即使是我…826Please respect copyright.PENANA8q3C3ZFP8P
826Please respect copyright.PENANA6PGhWUp3x0
…也做不到了。826Please respect copyright.PENANAJEcd0HnCAI
826Please respect copyright.PENANAb3b9rKmH0K
〔由於在最終分歧點選擇了B,對童桐的傾向減少了,現在呀遊不會扔掉觀星筆〕
826Please respect copyright.PENANAmsFoIO0yFM
「要講既野係咁多,有人到今日仲相信地平說,亦有人認為全球暖化係大騙局,每個人相信D咩係佢地自己既選擇,即使證據再確鑿,又或者完全係自己既幻想。」Beta走出包廂說。826Please respect copyright.PENANA8OL40TVhPE
826Please respect copyright.PENANApJKp2AfrvI
「你…」826Please respect copyright.PENANAjui1j2yOkz
826Please respect copyright.PENANARb2frNX3Iq
「你呢一巴令我諗返起我點解叫Beta,今晚就到此為止。」Beta說,「俾個良心你當狗肺,本來我以為你同其他人唔一樣,馬川遊。」826Please respect copyright.PENANAgv1VNgN91M
826Please respect copyright.PENANAPbOlD3SEZZ
他似乎語帶哭腔,有點激動。826Please respect copyright.PENANAbcaYqYt0cD
826Please respect copyright.PENANAnwuGaiVBUZ
「對唔住,我最近情緒起伏好大,經歷左太多…」剛剛錯的人的確是我。826Please respect copyright.PENANAWnkprtrnS6
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