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憂靈
ISSUE #13
Author: Dream walker
憂靈
Author: Dream walker
ISSUE #13
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已經過了3個多月。

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她對我來說是個特別的人。

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一方面她能知道別人不知道的，

而我能看見別人看不見的。

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這讓我覺得我跟她一樣特別，

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再者，

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我似乎是從她的眼睛裏看到自己的樣子，

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不知何處藏的悲傷，

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似乎她也和我無異，

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苟延殘喘的呼吸著，

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並且用尼古丁與焦油摧殘自己的呼吸器官。

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隨著時間的推移，

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我與她總是會在頂樓相遇抽上幾包菸，

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然後各自回去過自己的生活。

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這是我能想到最舒服的相處模式，

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人是貪婪的，

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一旦擁有了就會想要更多，

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最終只會陷入無限迴圈中，

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好比喜歡的女生一直很熱絡的和你每晚睡前講1個鐘頭的電話，

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某天卻因為各種原因減少與你的相處時間，

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也許是你做錯了什麼事？

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或管不住該死的嘴，

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像柯文哲一般的失言。

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又或許是她有了比你更好的傾訴對象。

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對方也許比你高也比你帥，

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還有對她的需求沒有你那麼高，

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她也許需要花一個小時陪你照顧你的情緒與緩解你的孤獨，

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卻只要花半小時在他身上就好了，

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有時人與人之間相處就是無數很諷刺且毫無邏輯與因果關係的事情堆砌而成的成品，

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他的優點竟然是沒你愛她？

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若是沒有真正體會到愛情是不會瞭解這種感覺的。

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儘管我與她一隻保持著若即若離的關係，

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但我卻一直把她喝醉後說的話放在心上，

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那是一句真情的告白....我想是的，

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她說：

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「你對我來說是特別的。」

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這讓我感到開心。

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除了能看到鬼之外，

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我沒有什麼高人一等的才華。

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我在普通的家庭出生，

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父母健在，

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且有一個除了大腦以外都比我優秀許多的兄長，

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父母做的是廚師與服務業，

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也是普通到不行的工作。

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而我從國小一直到大學，

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成績排名都保持在中間的位置，

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講難聽就是不上不下，

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也就是普通。

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我會的才藝也是非常普通，

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學了兩年的吉他、

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音準不錯但缺乏技巧與特色的歌喉。

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可以説，

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扣掉看得到鬼這項無法養活自己的特殊能力，

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我就是個隨處可見的正常人。

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因此一旦有人告訴我，

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我是特別的。

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我的虛榮心便會作祟，

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讓我感受到莫名的榮譽感，

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馬斯洛把每個人的需求設立成了一座金字塔，

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而我所缺失的便是自我實現的部分，

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但這也沒什麼好丟人的，

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因為所有人都是這樣，

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有錢人不會滿足於有錢，

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當你擁有了就會想要更多，

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這與人在愛情中的表現是一模一樣的。

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憂靈
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Tragedy
Last updated: Jul 6, 2022
Total word count: 7,118
Total reading time: 24 Minutes
Writer:
Dream walker
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