No Plagiarism!ahRPmYQGVPpP7WZA8K13posted on PENANA 沁著手汗的掌心握在木欄杆上,右手卻是在另一平行宇宙中若無其事,操控著固定動作,上下滑動著手機屏幕。8964 copyright protection123PENANAWEfDCHkAzo 維尼
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我當時是否曾抱有幻想?8964 copyright protection123PENANAJO8ZYEdN90 維尼
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這不是二進制的問題,答案並不是0與1的兩極。8964 copyright protection123PENANASD4YOeXRYA 維尼
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或許在某個瞬間,我曾以為他會撐起我枯燥生活的支架,不管是用任何極端或者溫和的方式,為我無法跨過的那片空白塗上色彩。8964 copyright protection123PENANA5kzIvhbaWo 維尼
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或許在某個霎眼,我曾以為他會是把帶出我那個世界的使者。8964 copyright protection123PENANAr03gVui0co 維尼
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我問過我自己我是否願意瘋狂?8964 copyright protection123PENANAx6ZLG1xNfU 維尼
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而我始終在掙扎的苦海中漫無目的地狂奔,但不停因現實而踟躕不前,又因走不出心中的桎梏而空有嘆息。8964 copyright protection123PENANAhNUKCZZsBS 維尼
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直至我走到地下,因為大部分同學還在樓上,地面走廊幽靜得讓人心虛。8964 copyright protection123PENANA48McBQN9HL 維尼
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暖陽從音樂室側的後門滲進走廊,後門旁邊的印刷房放了一張佈置雜沓的桌子,暖陽於那落入當時還是淺藍的瓷磚,調弄著散開與井然並存的陰影。8964 copyright protection123PENANABNEBg9yPok 維尼
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我越過那條稜角分明的界線,長髮又瞬間混入明光,與黑暗締結。8964 copyright protection123PENANAsATc2wJlGk 維尼
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其實你們都錯了,無論你們想歪到哪個地方,不管密室私語還是水乳交融。8964 copyright protection123PENANA5inzJooqb2 維尼
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錯了,錯了,通通都錯了。我的青春就是在這裡開始出錯的。8964 copyright protection123PENANAhlgX6XXh97 維尼
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想像中的青春連續劇橋段,並不會如你們所願的出現。肩上沉重的負擔始終是無法讓我從乖學生走出——即使我被賦予跳出限制的契機。8964 copyright protection123PENANA6FmA9sr1mm 維尼
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記得林俊傑有句歌詞是:「那些你很冒險的夢,我陪你去瘋。」8964 copyright protection123PENANADWfnXJJqPp 維尼
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我知道在看小說的你們現在必然噓聲一片,但抱歉我的夢從不冒險,沒有瘋的餘地,多餘浪漫請交給那些填詞人、作家。8964 copyright protection123PENANA4M2Phu0rI8 維尼
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我就只是去收一本歷史作業而已,恰逢班群裡說要拍聖誕聯歡會團體照。8964 copyright protection123PENANAlaCdZYlLGB 維尼
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大家正納悶J在哪裡,我就順便把他的方位出賣了。8964 copyright protection123PENANAcwdMNV1cJm 維尼
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也許音樂室的隔音實在太好,記得連悠揚的琴聲也不曾聽到,我也不清楚他是否在裡面探索自己的世界,還是短暫逃離這間「修道院」,在另外一個維度跟外星人訴說。8964 copyright protection123PENANAU9db4nXUOg 維尼
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當時的我,到了鋼琴室門口,敲門的手懸空而不知所措,掙扎幾許之後,卻還是以我們最習慣的溝通方式,發一道訊息給他勸他出來拍照。8964 copyright protection123PENANAhzpU8BtWAx 維尼
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但是我很快就發現,我失算了。8964 copyright protection123PENANAgc03gJVsKG 維尼
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同學開始七口八嘴地問我為什麼我會知道J在哪。8964 copyright protection123PENANA2VWE5mdZkg 維尼
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在他們眼裡,J屬於不喜歡入鏡,除了與他的好兄弟聊天之外,會逕自走到一角打遊戲機耍帥的人。8964 copyright protection123PENANAdWMIG46Bue 維尼
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他們也是在這個時候開始懷疑我與J的關係匪淺。8964 copyright protection123PENANAcNzcywqCIP 維尼
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正如我所說:「戀愛在這間學校裡面就像是突變的癌細胞,少之又少且不受祝福。」8964 copyright protection123PENANAK9cpdRSJck 維尼
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他們會衝上來問:「你是不是喜歡上他了?」8964 copyright protection123PENANAUS1bHwpPC0 維尼
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「你們兩個真的很有默契啊!」8964 copyright protection123PENANA4YXcuf7mgd 維尼
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「你們已經是情侶了吧!」8964 copyright protection123PENANArGmRGeIhUg 維尼
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接著把我與他有關的一切交錯,連上曖昧的關係。他們記憶還會回溯,倒追一切對話內容,細嚼慢咽每個字每一每一捺的含義。8964 copyright protection123PENANA3zCs61XpFT 維尼
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哪怕只是我在班群說今天雨很大我忘記帶傘,他說了一句「你智商很低」的諧音,他們管這個叫「打情罵俏」。8964 copyright protection123PENANAYnXD4wDiVw 維尼
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你會知道,這些都是名為祝福、八卦、好奇的咒音。就好像班上突然出現了十多個媒婆,明明距離未到,卻趕著讓我跟他再靠近一點,關心則亂,窒息感隨之而至。8964 copyright protection123PENANAI1YkB7mRfg 維尼
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咒音使我不敢再靠近,或者選擇把這段關係始終留在冰冷且無人窺探的社交軟體。8964 copyright protection123PENANAAkdZlNusZK 維尼
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