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檸檬糖在口中化開,酸澀與甘甜,是十五歲的夏天。461Please respect copyright.PENANA4CT5Fl7RfM
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也許是賀爾蒙在作祟,那些原本不在意的事情,很容易因為朋友的一言一行,直到睡前仍縈繞在腦中。461Please respect copyright.PENANAceycA3rGcX
今天臉上有長痘痘嗎?最近有沒有在長高?變聲期過了嗎?461Please respect copyright.PENANAZIbL1lM1ua
開始注意自己的外貌、檢查今天的髮型是否得體、連穿著搭配也要好好斟酌一番。班上的女孩子裙子比之前短了幾公分,和朋友間的話題漸漸多了是否有心儀的對象。461Please respect copyright.PENANA9KNLhIlmw0
還有。461Please respect copyright.PENANAJmVQOxPyIi
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沒有血緣的孩子,真的會全心全意去愛嗎?461Please respect copyright.PENANAe3kX9kbz35
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這是屬於Alain的小煩惱,就像一根已經深埋於血肉之中的小刺。如果不去碰觸,只是知道它在那裡,卻不會有任何感覺。但只要輕輕碰觸,好像原本已經麻痺的疼痛就會異常清晰。461Please respect copyright.PENANApMoRg7GFWn
可惜這個小煩惱沒辦法和他人分享。461Please respect copyright.PENANAlcZ0wevBlV
外面的傳言千奇百怪。有韓司晨在外不檢點,女方未婚先懷孕,才會多了一個私生子。有仗著自己身世,硬將孩子搶回到自己身邊。大人們總跟他說:別去相信那些,一件不是事實的事,最後總會被傳成好像一切合理。人們似乎天生愛聽八卦,多數時候也不會求證,就算否認了也不一定會被相信。461Please respect copyright.PENANAlA3qkeLoRQ
新聞上、網路上、生活中,有很多對於非親生孩子在家庭中遇到的困難。原本是不太在意的,直到無意間翻出收養的文件。有些疑問好像得到了答案,雖然它們並不是強而有力的因果關係。461Please respect copyright.PENANA2Gi0XBto70
韓司晨在同齡的同事裡,是少數有孩子的人。然而在這十幾年間,好像從未看過他有和其他女性有過任何曖昧的關係,爺爺奶奶最常開玩笑的也是「什麼時候能夠交個女朋友」或者是「大概一輩子都不會結婚了吧」。一個男人長時間沒有和女性有交往,卻又在年紀輕輕有了孩子,好像終於能知道為什麼外頭對於自己有那麼多臆測。461Please respect copyright.PENANAB3ezXAVfIO
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韓司晨對自己不好嗎?461Please respect copyright.PENANAMOWS7rwGdg
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怎麼可能呢。他想要什麼就能得到什麼,吃的穿的住的一樣不差,讀的是評價不錯的學校。雖然工作很忙,但還是會盡量空出時間來陪自己。461Please respect copyright.PENANAQ3MDWUW1F3
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但夜深人靜時,腦中會突然閃過幾個念頭,而後一夜未眠。461Please respect copyright.PENANAzCdruUp3RO
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韓司晨沒有要藏這件事的樣子,文件就放在觸手可及的地方,只是被他碰巧翻到。為什麼他會收養自己、他是基於什麼心態收養自己的、這些年的養育只是基於一種義務嗎?那麼未來呢?在自己成年的時候,會不會同時意味自己要離開韓家?461Please respect copyright.PENANAyqQ0Rg64FN
他知道自己不應該想那麼多,但不好的想法不受控制,偶爾使他沒來由的恐慌。大抵是青春期的多愁善感,他開始小心翼翼,連發脾氣也不敢,深怕從大人們口中說出傷人的話。461Please respect copyright.PENANA5XlRppSnlq
如果他是被收養的,那麼他的生父母呢?為什麼這麼多年來從沒聽說過他們的訊息?又是為什麼會放棄了自己的孩子呢?是不是自己不配他們的喜愛呢?那麼,韓博士又知道多少呢?461Please respect copyright.PENANAKEapiVxYXi
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你看,有那麼多的問題,只要問了就一定有答案。461Please respect copyright.PENANAG96Owbzt7v
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但要如何開口?好像問了就會折損這幾年的關愛與照護。如果答案不符合期許,也許過去的回憶也會跟著變質。可每當他想問,話語卻始終哽在喉頭。在對方投來疑問的眼神時,只能搖搖頭說「沒什麼」。461Please respect copyright.PENANAXaxdFInGaa
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他從睡夢中驚醒,左小腿疼地他發出一聲悶哼。他伸手打開一旁的檯燈,發疼的地方傳來火辣的灼燒感。他抬起手臂,用衣袖抹去被疼出來的眼淚。突然這樣子,他也不知道該怎麼辦。抬頭看了一眼時鐘,半夜一點,博士大概去休息了。461Please respect copyright.PENANAwzGSPfTUrJ
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「腿不舒服嗎?」門被緩緩推開,韓司晨穿著酒紅色的家居服站在門後。你看,也許他對你真的不只是一個義務。腦中有個聲音輕輕地飄過。Alain點點頭,指了自己的左小腿。461Please respect copyright.PENANAkkvXdLPbdq
韓司晨坐到他的床邊,一雙大手在少年的腿上輕輕按壓。「這樣好點?」461Please respect copyright.PENANAp8TXOFhFK7
大概過了十幾分鐘,疼痛終於有所緩解。被折騰這一下也算是耗盡Alain的體力,腦中仍飄著「所以還是關心我的呀」「博士怎麼還沒睡覺」等問題,身體已經宣布暫時罷工無法思考了。461Please respect copyright.PENANADZNYhoGujB
他揉揉眼睛,眼皮沉得不想再打開。他知道博士還在床邊,伸手幫他關了檯燈,一隻手輕輕撫過他的臉頰。「有些事,如果你真的好奇,我們可以一起去找答案。」柔軟的唇印上少年的額頭。461Please respect copyright.PENANAC6O9lC5WnQ
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晚安。461Please respect copyright.PENANAHyjjjHrp1b
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深夜突襲~461Please respect copyright.PENANAH9FlmlUC10
其實只是青少年青春期容易想太多461Please respect copyright.PENANAZ2yZ5dw22X
可能還有些bug,最近沒怎麼在打文,有點生疏461Please respect copyright.PENANAOCIgxagwGs
然後那啥,其實博士也不知道阿嵐的生父母是誰XD461Please respect copyright.PENANAcqEz9imN2k
如果以後有再寫modern AU 也許會寫到吧461Please respect copyright.PENANA3cCdG65w2I
晚安461Please respect copyright.PENANAP5vxdaBu2I
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