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「喂。」583Please respect copyright.PENANAeEZQn9zfNc
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聽見一貫能讓自己放鬆的聲音,眼角的淚水和一肚子的委屈全數爆發,氾濫的幾乎將自己平日的理性全數沖的一乾二淨。583Please respect copyright.PENANAljpUesmNie
「我失戀了......」583Please respect copyright.PENANAeyvNrIR4c3
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「你在哪裡?別喝酒。」583Please respect copyright.PENANAMRM96ONcdK
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姜幸宇嘿嘿兩聲,搖了下手中的啤酒鋁罐,向後倒在汽車旅館的彈簧床上,電話也沒掛就失去意識,剩閃爍的手機螢幕還清醒著。583Please respect copyright.PENANAB8DxLeEcOn
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人,總是在不停的跌倒中成長。583Please respect copyright.PENANA1zzPqeVw52
我總相信,自己只是跌倒的特別頻繁罷了。583Please respect copyright.PENANA6MZu3x4o0K
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被酒吧的昏黃燈光包覆著,我坐在吧檯前,身旁的俊俏男人臉卻臭的像久沒清理的垃圾場。583Please respect copyright.PENANAbUMkV5odiC
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他是嚴祐俊,我的青梅竹馬。583Please respect copyright.PENANAsMn83stE1y
人如其名那樣的嚴酷冷俊,但我知道,他其實是個非常溫柔的人。583Please respect copyright.PENANAOJRzIOk9Wq
冰山只是假象,裡頭藏了個熾熱的靈魂。583Please respect copyright.PENANAHp9YWZCKEH
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但是他現在的視線可以殺我很多次。583Please respect copyright.PENANA38J2716Wtj
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「……」酒保愣愣的看著身邊男人的冰冷視線,我只能回以孱弱的乾笑,努力抬起嘴角弧度。583Please respect copyright.PENANAciupj1AWwi
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啊,不由分說的就把他拉來這一定是錯誤的選擇啊啊啊啊。583Please respect copyright.PENANAk2dFMc0iJK
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知道一定會被罵到臭頭,我也只能將錯就錯下去,無視殺氣展露笑顏的點酒。583Please respect copyright.PENANAUmvpSeSnqY
「我要一杯威士忌!」583Please respect copyright.PENANAtuf9pLrQHo
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酒保點點頭,我看著他純熟的倒酒,晶瑩剔透的玻璃杯襯著金黃色的威士忌,像暖陽似的,有點美。583Please respect copyright.PENANAXyTs9cyulC
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「先生你的威士忌。」583Please respect copyright.PENANAluciayf9hy
待清脆的聲音響起,我正打算拿起杯子時,隔壁的大手伸過來一把將酒抄走,我只能癡癡的看著暖陽不到幾秒便消失在友人的喉嚨。583Please respect copyright.PENANAKZVyzZmTit
寬口的玻璃杯撞擊在桌面上,招來了幾個客人的視線。583Please respect copyright.PENANA6UGXFEMZQS
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「……」我沉默的盯著他看,表情十足像受傷的幼犬,心裡不知道哇咧了幾次,只能等死。583Please respect copyright.PENANAQVevXY8a1T
「……」他的視線不容反駁,也完全無視裝可憐攻勢,直接把我穿透的稀爛。583Please respect copyright.PENANAocbZZhPUbI
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不妙,他超生氣的…583Please respect copyright.PENANA8XHv9FxlG3
唰。583Please respect copyright.PENANAfCfaYp6Voe
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一杯顏色奇異的調酒被推到我面前,一回頭,看見一個濃妝豔抹的女人不合時宜的媚眼,我只能尷尬的笑笑,挑了下眉舉起杯子準備赴死。583Please respect copyright.PENANAQVRpEi1phj
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「…拿來。」手中的杯子再次消失於無形,伴隨友人冷冷的聲音又是一杯瞬間下肚。583Please respect copyright.PENANAZKop51Thcx
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他將方才的玻璃杯再次叩上吧檯。583Please respect copyright.PENANAh1oYdQLIH7
「威士忌。」583Please respect copyright.PENANAQoubXWOnnK
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「欸,還喝…?」我嚇到傻眼,站起身抽出包包裡的大鈔後把友人緊抓著杯子的手扳開。「不可以了!」583Please respect copyright.PENANAqNExgNHSZ7
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他抬起頭,用極度憂鬱的深邃瞳眸看著我,不發一語,只是輕輕的將頭靠在我的腹部上,幾乎要埋進我的肚子,像隻安靜溫馴的大狗。583Please respect copyright.PENANAxI7feTHqET
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我這才發現他的瀏海比起平常,意外的凌亂,下意識的伸出手摸了摸他柔軟的頭髮,明明是自己失戀他卻比我還難過呢…583Please respect copyright.PENANAC1A3aa28a8
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以自己的力氣背不動他,我拍拍他的肩膀,將嚴祐俊比我稍壯一些的身體攙扶起來。「走,我們叫車回家。」583Please respect copyright.PENANA854y66RPvn
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計程車在嚴祐俊租的小公寓前停下,期間我一直盯著臉色難看的友人,深怕他一吐在車上可能會毀滅世界。583Please respect copyright.PENANATBc5Zr0ra4
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走出電梯,我翻了下門邊的信箱,鑰匙果然好整以暇的放在裡頭,輕笑了下,這是他一直以來的習慣。583Please respect copyright.PENANA8v8rT09RJR
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扶著他走進擺設簡單的異常的臥室,附近幾乎沒什麼私人物品。583Please respect copyright.PENANAk2yW2YmT9t
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瞄了眼醉成孩子的青梅竹馬,直接就讓他這麼躺上床。583Please respect copyright.PENANADEhyeuZEIQ
他的酒量應該不是這麼差,卻讓自己醉成這樣,實在有些蹊蹺。583Please respect copyright.PENANAg9lD5JRqwx
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真的有什麼感情上的心事,他也不會跟我說吧?583Please respect copyright.PENANAKV9omv99LQ
是之前告訴我的那個人,嗎…583Please respect copyright.PENANAlRpb4DQFzb
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搖搖頭不再多想什麼,再次將視線放回床上,想破頭也於事無補。583Please respect copyright.PENANAoLLjj8dscm
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嚴祐俊紅著發燙的臉,毫無形象的像個孩子般在純白色的彈簧床上嚷嚷。「姜、幸、宇,我跟你說喔---」583Please respect copyright.PENANA4qXxqffmQR
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「好好,我幫你拿個冷毛巾再回來聽你……」我虛應幾聲離開床邊,手卻被床上的人一把拉住,瞬間來的重心不穩,就這麼一個踉蹌摔進對方懷裡。583Please respect copyright.PENANAT2owWuWGMM
「嗚哇!」583Please respect copyright.PENANAgebT5KBRCF
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「對不起!有沒有壓到你?這樣拉很危險耶…」我連忙道歉,將身體微微撐起。583Please respect copyright.PENANAkI5Gh9Tzxt
嚴祐俊只是憨憨的傻笑著,583Please respect copyright.PENANAdVD2wF3UL9
我有多久,沒見過他發自內心的笑容了?583Please respect copyright.PENANAxdFl8tfxQq
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我看著他閉目的俊臉,不知不覺有些著迷,完全忘了自己還趴在對方懷裡,自己的青梅竹馬明明帥的一塌糊塗,卻總是為了誰保持單身。583Please respect copyright.PENANAX0DEoxzoHD
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我認真的注視著,忍不住伸手想摸摸他的臉側。583Please respect copyright.PENANA3ZYx4n0OBb
哇,眼睫毛好長…583Please respect copyright.PENANASoe8Vu1NnZ
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突然間感受到從後腦杓傳來的力道,我來不及反應,只覺得自己更加靠近對方的臉,心跳無意的漏了半拍。583Please respect copyright.PENANAu2ZvKAwjxO
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被自己壓在身下的人順勢抬起頭,自然而然的將唇貼了上來,溫熱的觸感和對方的吐息近到不能再近。583Please respect copyright.PENANANmGgwToDH6
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…咦?583Please respect copyright.PENANAyoxXEbdimY
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還沒搞清楚現在的狀況,嚴祐俊的舌已經抵上自己的唇瓣,撬開毫無防禦力的貝齒就像條任性的蛇,擅自深入翻攪。583Please respect copyright.PENANAwDj4ndpBrd
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「嗯…你在……做什麼…」覺得自己的呼吸要被對方吞噬殆盡,我掙扎著扭動,卻無法離開他的唇舌與摟緊腰的雙手。「唔…不可以……」583Please respect copyright.PENANAJSDcNa1Pnt
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在快無法呼吸的前一秒,他的動作驟然停止,我慌忙逃到離床有些距離的門邊,卻無法同時擦去眼淚及安撫自己慌亂的心。583Please respect copyright.PENANAdIojJMjNdh
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嚴祐俊愣愣的坐在床上,長瀏海擋住了表情,他發出低低的嗚咽。583Please respect copyright.PENANAZs76mmu5Le
「愛你,不可以嗎…」583Please respect copyright.PENANAkLiJ7HpMY7
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…他把我,誤認成誰了?583Please respect copyright.PENANANHvbI1vy0m
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我哭得說不出話,只是搖搖頭,抄起他放在床邊的手機,刪除了自己的號碼後,不發一語的離開,像是我從來沒在這空間裡存在過。583Please respect copyright.PENANA5hbYdGzyrp
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他,沒有挽留。583Please respect copyright.PENANAMuv8DtoCua
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我喜歡姜幸宇。583Please respect copyright.PENANANmGwGBfvir
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小時候只是單純覺得他笑起來很好看,只因為這樣,想要守護他的笑容不被任何人事物抹去,於是一直陪在他的身邊。583Please respect copyright.PENANAvSE53iPLpC
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十七歲那年,我們兩個坐在速食店裡,看著他用手機的通訊軟體跟剛交的女友聊天,臉上時不時泛起淺淺的幸福笑意。583Please respect copyright.PENANAuOGR95y19p
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「喜歡一個人,是怎樣的感覺?」吸了一口可樂,我淡淡的開口。583Please respect copyright.PENANA0oSyJJFgCV
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「嗯…」姜幸宇思考了一下,臉上的表情有些曖昧。「會想要吻她的唇、會想像對方被自己壓在身體底下之類的…」583Please respect copyright.PENANA4p8LPeGIcz
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「…這樣啊。」我目不轉睛的盯著姜幸宇因吃完炸雞而帶著油光的嘴唇,想想之前好像也有類似的想像。583Please respect copyright.PENANAiZS5h9rOFd
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想像把他壓在身下,盡情的疼愛他什麼的。583Please respect copyright.PENANAbVaZ7wy6z7
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聽他一說,我才終於意識到這件事。583Please respect copyright.PENANAPf4O09SIWy
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我愛上了姜幸宇。583Please respect copyright.PENANAx8ljOnKqhr
我愛上了我的青梅竹馬。583Please respect copyright.PENANArRErthU2cc
我愛上了不該愛上的,他。583Please respect copyright.PENANAuJKU1U7OvF
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那天在喝了幾杯酒,醉的一塌糊塗後亂吻了他,清醒過來時被他用力的甩開,我看著心愛的人的眼淚,這次終於是為我而落下的。583Please respect copyright.PENANAvfkahq9exw
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但,這並不是自己想要的…583Please respect copyright.PENANAxNzDRm1d4C
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他的眼淚讓我的心很痛,在他用恐懼陌生的表情看著我時,我恨不得拿把刀就了結了自己的生命。583Please respect copyright.PENANAzwigndQMJn
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我一時不小心顯出的脆弱越了界,我們的關係,都是被我打壞的。583Please respect copyright.PENANAO3kIHCYoN3
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明明,我只希望一直守護著他的笑容,卻反而奪走了他的笑容。583Please respect copyright.PENANAczWgwkCu4R
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「……」拿著他剛才碰過的手機,看著上頭再次輸入好的電話號碼,我無法按下儲存。583Please respect copyright.PENANAvhcccrk4ps
所輸入的號碼不會儲存,確定要返回嗎?583Please respect copyright.PENANAxZGpDXmL1C
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「啪!」583Please respect copyright.PENANATMPmpVhATn
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我把手機丟了出去,毫無保護的手機重重的撞上牆壁,和我一樣無聲的崩潰了。 我的世界失去了你,便一無所有…583Please respect copyright.PENANAjEuBvXYsgP
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■ 有人說,太完美的愛是浪費時間,只因我們都是殘缺的。583Please respect copyright.PENANAbqSZVleJw4
而那殘缺中的美好能有多美好,只有一直在身邊看著的人能發覺。 我和他的故事最後怎樣了,
其實那又是,另一個故事了。583Please respect copyright.PENANAkOhrusg3s0
能確定的是,我們依舊在不停的兜圈裡,持續的成長著,成長到能擁有這份愛為止。
直到,那時候……
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