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他在床上徐徐張眼。659Please respect copyright.PENANAE8TNsckKHv
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床褥太軟,腰骨微痛。這不是家裡的床。659Please respect copyright.PENANARVX02Szw5W
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暈眩冉退,目光聚焦。看見多張整齊排列的病床和面無血色的老者,他瞬間得出以下結論——醫院。659Please respect copyright.PENANA1H18KdUuMy
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嗯。醫院。659Please respect copyright.PENANAkkKrN2DqZo
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接受醫生的檢查,證實無恙後,獲告知可以隨時出院。護士根據過往紀錄,已通知兒子和媳婦,只待他們前來接送。659Please respect copyright.PENANAV4gZgC96M6
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醫生離開後,護士也去忙別的。659Please respect copyright.PENANAQs1KRreb0b
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他呆坐床上,默默看著醫護人員在多張病床之間來來回回,感覺實在又虛幻——活到這個年紀,總得要到醫院走幾趟,實屬平常不過的事情,對吧?659Please respect copyright.PENANAr25qdpGTgt
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如他所料,兒子在晚上八時許現身。一臉倦容。659Please respect copyright.PENANAD5eXoBLDzo
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「醫生說我沒大礙。可能是公園太熱,熱昏了。」659Please respect copyright.PENANAo1b6hZwT8F
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「那就多待在家裡避暑,不要外出四處走動。」659Please respect copyright.PENANAx5x8vTTx60
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「知道。」659Please respect copyright.PENANAelfErUNvIf
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兒子攙扶他走出醫院,在街邊截下的士,直驅住所。659Please respect copyright.PENANANIZQWpjxLI
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車廂裡,二人不發一言,各自對著窗外景物發愣。659Please respect copyright.PENANA0ETSBuspu2
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沒有怨氣或鬱結,只有緩解不了的疲憊。身心俱疲。659Please respect copyright.PENANAZrI13kbu4P
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黃色街燈在夜幕下迅速往後退。一盞、兩盞、三盞……不盡,無窮。659Please respect copyright.PENANA4BwxrwrPSS
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兒子倏忽開口,神色惘然。659Please respect copyright.PENANAwyd55jSX9s
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「我有末期肝癌,剩半年壽命。」659Please respect copyright.PENANASmZnej8tcc
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「她知道了沒?」659Please respect copyright.PENANATDYtbk6yKO
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「不打算告訴她。」659Please respect copyright.PENANAYFruTS9h7F
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「你如何在她不知情的情況下抽時間接受治療?」659Please respect copyright.PENANAbWTkF2R4W9
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兒子笑而不語。659Please respect copyright.PENANABHQQ3ssfbX
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他愣住片刻,良久才道:「明白。」659Please respect copyright.PENANAVdD6SsMt9I
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兒子輕拍他的肩膊,以示感謝。659Please respect copyright.PENANAvSo6ieIYGv
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抵家。兒子依舊朝妻兒溫柔地微笑。他沒作聲,逕自到浴室洗澡去。659Please respect copyright.PENANAhNOpA6xKCH
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蒸氣瀰漫,看得見,抓不著。甚麼也抓不著。抓不著開始,也抓不著終結。659Please respect copyright.PENANAn8OarHZWrp
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沒選擇的情況下被生產下來,沒能選擇長大與否,沒選擇的情況下經歷病痛,沒選擇的情況下死去。生老病死,全是沒能選擇的。659Please respect copyright.PENANAtFgihZHNjB
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翌日,兒子和媳婦如常上班,孫兒如常上學,家裡只餘他一人。百無聊賴。659Please respect copyright.PENANAJzNYhS1NG9
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他決定到公園走走。659Please respect copyright.PENANAJQmIE2FaXZ
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樹影婆娑,鳥叫蟲鳴。659Please respect copyright.PENANAIyI86glHri
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此樹是否去年那樹?此鳥是否去年那鳥?此蟲是否去年那蟲?要緊,不要緊。在意,沒能在意。659Please respect copyright.PENANAroH92HwIVX
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幽幽踏步,皆因內心焦躁。659Please respect copyright.PENANAji2K2CBNbL
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來到涼亭,棋友們向他問好。他笑說自己比年輕人更健康。棋友們以為再也看不見他,感到難過。他認為無論難過與否,該死的時候總得要死。659Please respect copyright.PENANAZ05VYBT8yt
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全場一片默然。659Please respect copyright.PENANAyUnQ0misDH
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聊聊笑笑罷。下棋耍樂罷。659Please respect copyright.PENANAxupi85nVMF
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不要問為何。不要問感受。659Please respect copyright.PENANAhXobE8ykt2
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有如那樹那鳥那蟲。沒能在意。659Please respect copyright.PENANAjFC4g38Ns3
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正午,他前去學校接送孫兒。孫兒說吃過同學送的怪味糖果後身體輕微不適。他不以為然。下午,孫兒痾嘔不止。聯絡不上兒子和媳婦,他只好獨個兒帶孫兒到醫院去。輪候期間,一張發白的熟悉臉孔癱軟在擔架床上,被匆匆推送入急症室深處。659Please respect copyright.PENANAMcI97jk21w
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那是今早與他談笑風生的其中一位棋友。659Please respect copyright.PENANAXs4KoJf0Xt
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數個身穿便服的男女先後抵達護士站,然後按指示守在急症室外。沒多久,醫生步出急症室,宣告棋友的死訊。男男女女隨即哭作一團。659Please respect copyright.PENANAtSPxm1XDmz
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他默默將孫兒擁入懷裡。659Please respect copyright.PENANAyGGcTwXgvp
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心慌的極致原來是平靜和淡然,皆因透徹體悟到自身的無能無力無奈。659Please respect copyright.PENANAv6FK4gIrHQ
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「爺爺,很熱啊!」不知袖裡的孫兒輕輕推開他。659Please respect copyright.PENANAfSqwZ2jHeE
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「嗯。」對於眼前一切,他花盡全身力氣發出渺小的一聲。659Please respect copyright.PENANAJsLcK1f2ws
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晚餐後,兒子在露台抽菸,媳婦在廚房洗碗。孫兒是個好動的孩子,五分鐘前肚痾得雙腿發軟,此刻已然在梳化上跳個不停。659Please respect copyright.PENANANs29azL8N4
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跳跳跳,有節奏地跳個不停,像心臟。659Please respect copyright.PENANAdvftFBm8sz
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心臟停止跳動當刻,棋友有何感受?掛念未完的棋局?掛念急症室外的男女親友?659Please respect copyright.PENANAHkI16pOt8s
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他的目光不期然落瞄向露台,看著兒子呼出個個煙圈,圈圈復圈圈,冉升消散不復見。659Please respect copyright.PENANAjMi3iR0wI0
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不復見。659Please respect copyright.PENANAihq9yTHkgk
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他莫名的被深深憾動。659Please respect copyright.PENANAqL1VBtJ1sw
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走到兒子身邊,告知棋友的死訊。659Please respect copyright.PENANAw83d5xZr7x
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毋須明言,兒子已猜測到他的用意。659Please respect copyright.PENANAYHWdZhim34
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「我不怕死。」659Please respect copyright.PENANAMSd4WnFfHL
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「我也不怕死——死亡並不可怕,只怕沒能完成想要完成的事。」659Please respect copyright.PENANAdXz2WvB8iD
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「你有沒有想要完成的事?」659Please respect copyright.PENANAii3Q4TFLc7
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「每年夏天買『菠蘿油』給你媽。」659Please respect copyright.PENANAlDxLviYQ1o
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「她的叮囑?」659Please respect copyright.PENANAtNFUjMvqzu
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「不。她離開得太突然,我沒機會問她,只得按照她生前喜好去估計她的心思。」659Please respect copyright.PENANAg9fa0FiZ0P
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「別傻!她不願看見你耿耿於懷!」659Please respect copyright.PENANAcJkEu6YeIF
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「她沒這麼說。」659Please respect copyright.PENANAOngoolBuny
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兒子苦笑,笑他彆扭。659Please respect copyright.PENANAAprDPXBFz9
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再次不了了之?他以為是,直至夜半聞得媳婦哭聲不絕。659Please respect copyright.PENANAXoEQ5wftNo
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無論大家怎樣勸說,兒子依然不願接受治療,堅持要盡量留下金錢予家人。659Please respect copyright.PENANAGqJ94bH3aa
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半年後,兒子沒死去。一年後,兒子仍活著。三年半後,兒子依然沒斷氣。659Please respect copyright.PENANAFjCt2O5unm
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問何解。醫生說原因不明,但癌細胞消失了。兒子說只想盡力工作賺錢養活家人。659Please respect copyright.PENANAQZQj2gheXl
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離開醫院、歸家路上,兒子和他拐到公園散步去。659Please respect copyright.PENANAOwLp6b6RXB
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樹影婆娑,鳥叫蟲鳴。659Please respect copyright.PENANA0LbcBLMASl
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「你多活了三年半。」659Please respect copyright.PENANAmX7bzWmeh4
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「我多吃了三個『菠蘿油』。」659Please respect copyright.PENANAwKHCv2A5Zg
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「想繼續吃?」659Please respect copyright.PENANAh6HLvAe0ht
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「是。期待下一個夏天。」659Please respect copyright.PENANAw0ILzalgNp
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兒子認為這次大病是上天的提醒,希望他往後好好珍惜時間。打算辭職休養一段日子,在接下來的暑假與大家出國旅遊後,才重回職場繼續拼搏。659Please respect copyright.PENANA4564n26tuH
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他為兒子衷心高興著,亦感謝上蒼的好生之德,沒有帶走……659Please respect copyright.PENANA9CY9JCnLGh
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兒子呢?659Please respect copyright.PENANAqT0FlILftP
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悉才尚在身邊的兒子不見蹤影。659Please respect copyright.PENANA8ZKsynN64G
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啊!記起來了。659Please respect copyright.PENANAePe43jO0Vj
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兒子去年在暑假前遇上意外,下半身癱瘓。沒能出國旅遊,沒能重回職場,沒能享受期待已久的夏日。659Please respect copyright.PENANAU9W330nkie
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果然。659Please respect copyright.PENANAi6XxyaSPxr
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不努力走下去,就不會知道下一個夏天是甚麼光景。659Please respect copyright.PENANALfLZswArtI
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婆娑樹影之下、鳥叫蟲鳴之中,他繼續走。659Please respect copyright.PENANAmPRVGKYBYB
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幽幽踏步慢慢走。659Please respect copyright.PENANAwJtwkgUDqi