筆言錄 - 走進獨處、然後忘記

「因為我開始學會獨處那時我已經失去大部分而且當時我沒有朋友。」他939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoIst6HH84D
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「獨處是不錯的。」我939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFxjCI6gIEZ
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「但是會獨處的時候我已經挽回不了的東西太多。」他939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp6Ndw3EFhG
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「但也你得到了『失去』，也令你明白失去。」我939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYZCWGdKeTe
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「我現在害怕得到，得到會失去。」他939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ79lq0gjg9O
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「是的，但失去同時亦會得到，得到同時亦意味失去，所以你是要逃避整個世界嗎？」我939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHE1GSEbCiY
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「原本想。」他939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5jguLOqk1R
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「這樣子，不得不失。」我939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhthz1RtAfY
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「但這樣就不長大了。」他939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjC788dytq0
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「就像時間永遠停頓一樣。」我939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF1HYxVJKL5
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「消失、一個人、沒有人在乎、不會恐懼、一顆石頭。」他939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9MCereKtCI
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「但石頭也會消失的，但消失後的石頭會變成沙石，然後流進生命的循環939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuCE4mwzY6b
石頭也會變成某些事物的腳踏939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡicoiHePqDJ
任何事物只要存在就會影響別人，就會有人在乎939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdn5vqEkWKT
就好像我現在跟你說話一樣939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzlnO8Ogv87
至少我當下還有介意著你的心939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1TVoRhPWkG
雖然明天可能沒了939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJWzqDo8em
但明天你也會面對新的別人939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡACwjbVr2d7
到時就到他們在乎你。」我939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBvAFsSd31e
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「分開之後還會記得嗎？」他939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG2cHmtd1dD
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「可能不會了939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpvm5j1dYTJ
但當重遇某個相近的剎那939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1d3W1jWaVZ
還會有冒起對你的記憶。939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdTmvC0OG4Z
我們會忘記，但忘記過後才能憶記新的下一刻939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrpQPMuXle0
尤其像我這些金魚腦的人，不忘記就容不下下一個剎那。」我939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsdyGxGmNop
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「我怕因為認不得我記不得她她也記不得我。」他939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ftXlzGwJX
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「都不記得了，還怕什麼。」我939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡknjvEFSz4s
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「還想再遇見還有很多話還沒說。」他939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDmCl1dWqTt
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「那就去吧939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQmENvYKEdl
趁還記得的時候。」我939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI5PGnStqBk
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「可是要去哪裡才可以遇見？」他939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVFpLgvoPfw
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「不知道939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ6HzcJGKYo
當用盡你的方法直到絕望的時候939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLHQFhixJqU
也許你就會知道。」我939Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwD4wbi7Pv5
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一埸關於失戀的對話，記於10月25日晚

話說我得一個這樣的評價：「跟你說話會一直哭啊。」

我應該是要感到高興吧！

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