筆言錄 - 走進獨處、然後忘記

「因為我開始學會獨處那時我已經失去大部分而且當時我沒有朋友。」他1184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEcfudlMvRg
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「獨處是不錯的。」我1184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXqdnLuIf0C
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「但是會獨處的時候我已經挽回不了的東西太多。」他1184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUTJTP6Aun3
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「但也你得到了『失去』，也令你明白失去。」我1184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxpD3tq4SFT
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「我現在害怕得到，得到會失去。」他1184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCzrWp6gDax
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「是的，但失去同時亦會得到，得到同時亦意味失去，所以你是要逃避整個世界嗎？」我1184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmLfabUWgJ5
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「原本想。」他1184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNhQdx1Jhin
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「這樣子，不得不失。」我1184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJQJNycr99Y
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「但這樣就不長大了。」他1184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvJkBC6vo4t
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「就像時間永遠停頓一樣。」我1184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkst7ngmwXX
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「消失、一個人、沒有人在乎、不會恐懼、一顆石頭。」他1184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyep24YWrxx
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「但石頭也會消失的，但消失後的石頭會變成沙石，然後流進生命的循環1184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqtPF7ZHI0T
石頭也會變成某些事物的腳踏1184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Ek5O5lGGN
任何事物只要存在就會影響別人，就會有人在乎1184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGAA03Vskhe
就好像我現在跟你說話一樣1184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ5Wxt6MPZO
至少我當下還有介意著你的心1184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyWTPmF6H4N
雖然明天可能沒了1184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3nFwqeVSIf
但明天你也會面對新的別人1184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ZQkay1bBq
到時就到他們在乎你。」我1184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKT4dwyFJz1
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「分開之後還會記得嗎？」他1184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtLAi0jtYSE
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「可能不會了1184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8VJuP8Go6p
但當重遇某個相近的剎那1184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyWBFFCkYlz
還會有冒起對你的記憶。1184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡURQGQyALTc
我們會忘記，但忘記過後才能憶記新的下一刻1184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDzqd5bEpUD
尤其像我這些金魚腦的人，不忘記就容不下下一個剎那。」我1184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLLhxbf2OVe
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「我怕因為認不得我記不得她她也記不得我。」他1184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlsbiuz5rik
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「都不記得了，還怕什麼。」我1184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvhEvjWeoum
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「還想再遇見還有很多話還沒說。」他1184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjsBfP93cGm
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「那就去吧1184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlEJUb7Ah1K
趁還記得的時候。」我1184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡulShcigIVP
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「可是要去哪裡才可以遇見？」他1184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjhgpWuw776
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「不知道1184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNNdrdWKkw6
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也許你就會知道。」我1184Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBXqdUFhzvP
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一埸關於失戀的對話，記於10月25日晚

話說我得一個這樣的評價：「跟你說話會一直哭啊。」

我應該是要感到高興吧！

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