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讓女性視角能做得更加的完善。
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在漆黑的夜裡,滂沱的大雨密密麻麻地落在了地上,我獨自一人蜷縮在樹下,身體也在微微的發抖,我像是被困在黑暗之中,連一點希望都沒有。708Please respect copyright.PENANAIROSezSGVd
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腳踝的扭傷已經讓我無法正常行走,只能任由雨水拍打在我的身上。708Please respect copyright.PENANARPMxG5hxAR
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雨滴如絲綢般在我的臉上打轉著,夜空中的月亮被大雨的霧霾給壟罩了起來,只剩下一線微弱的月光在照耀著我。708Please respect copyright.PENANAh0gMBw3pYa
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「會害怕的話,就打電話給我啊。」708Please respect copyright.PENANAkQSduVu9tU
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不知道為什麼,這時我卻想起了晨皓說的話。708Please respect copyright.PENANAvODAM740rP
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我伸手到口袋裡拿出手機,猶豫了一下,最終還是點了兩下手機的屏幕。708Please respect copyright.PENANAJvMyTr0BEm
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但手機螢幕卻沒有任何反應。708Please respect copyright.PENANAUTspEp2ihE
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「哈......」708Please respect copyright.PENANAWFJqkysrM5
不禁地小聲苦笑了出來。708Please respect copyright.PENANAThsJeT04eq
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就連打電話,也沒辦法了呢......708Please respect copyright.PENANAlD9FyHm1Lq
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我失落的放下了手機,無力地靠在了樹幹上,心裡不安的情緒正逐漸的升高。708Please respect copyright.PENANAHHoG8zh6vp
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這種孤獨以及無力感壟罩著我的內心,讓我覺得心靈深處好像要被撕裂開來,痛的難以呼吸。708Please respect copyright.PENANAcuGfHKLw53
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看著腳踝上的傷口,它就跟鎖鏈一樣綑住了我的腿,動彈不得。708Please respect copyright.PENANAlahVL6cP8h
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我忍著傷痛試著站起來,但腳踝的傷口讓我無法站穩,我倒在了地上,身上全都沾滿了雨水跟泥巴,感覺上十分的狼狽。708Please respect copyright.PENANA5gnJKRxMZH
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晨皓……不知道你看到這麼狼狽的我,會怎麼想呢?708Please respect copyright.PENANATdeppAS86T
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再次試圖的站起來,但傷口處又傳來一陣撕裂的疼痛感。708Please respect copyright.PENANAbyvlZAZul2
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現在,我終於忍不住了......708Please respect copyright.PENANAlscyJ57jNu
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臉上的淚水跟雨水交融再了一起,讓我的臉像是覆蓋了一層薄膜,彷彿是化不開的情感在交會流淌。708Please respect copyright.PENANAiZcxxmobsT
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「晨皓......你在哪裡呢......」708Please respect copyright.PENANAMbgz8HbGCG
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自從跟他當鄰居後,我的生活才變得開朗了起來。708Please respect copyright.PENANAdAwgOaHWFm
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我不禁地想起了我的家庭,那個令我感到可笑的家庭......708Please respect copyright.PENANAHauyoL25OO
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一陣寒風吹過,那個我曾經想逃離的家。708Please respect copyright.PENANAgCIYmBTeIy
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但現在仍舊還是沒有逃離那份孤獨感。708Please respect copyright.PENANAELGIR3qOaw
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晨皓學長......這陣子跟你的許多互動我真的很開心。708Please respect copyright.PENANA7jSTRYnYr1
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你就像一座島嶼,但現在......我感覺自己像是被大海所吞噬了。708Please respect copyright.PENANAzeVDDUEb5F
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想到那個熟悉的房間,當時的風雨印象中就跟現在一樣吧。708Please respect copyright.PENANANMzqoL0FuV
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父母在我很小的時候就離開了我,留下的只有那令人感到厭惡的親戚。708Please respect copyright.PENANAFhRGoQArQV
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我是個麻煩的包袱。708Please respect copyright.PENANAOPJ5R8zXkE
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「姐姐如果沒有生下妳就好了,現在還要我來照顧,真煩!」708Please respect copyright.PENANAKu7YGJXkGv
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一直以來,我都記得這句話,可能我就是包袱吧。708Please respect copyright.PENANAUL3bm5EPao
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對他人來說,我是個不被重視的存在。708Please respect copyright.PENANAHCSRGSXb0q
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在某天,我逃離了那個家。708Please respect copyright.PENANAMXXkA5vjUN
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其實我並不是十分信任別人,不是我不想,而是我真的好累、好累。708Please respect copyright.PENANAlHkLegUqJj
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我不想要再被說成包袱,我可以堅強,不需要別人。708Please respect copyright.PENANAaIVjv4oVxy
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恩,現在想這個也沒什麼用吧......708Please respect copyright.PENANA2PoZ8mKH7j
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淚水跟雨水交織在一起,不停滴在我的大腿上。708Please respect copyright.PENANALIqrNnPTR5
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但或許.......我真的不應該活著。708Please respect copyright.PENANATzdStCWO80
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媽媽、爸爸、晨皓......708Please respect copyright.PENANAsE19vUpZ16
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明明......已經決定不再依靠任何人的。708Please respect copyright.PENANAej7dghoWjS
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但現在想到的人卻是你,晨皓......708Please respect copyright.PENANAwWAtKPEb1V
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意識漸漸的模糊了起來,眼皮好重宛如裝了鉛塊般。708Please respect copyright.PENANAOKkYyKrnGo
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晚安,世界。708Please respect copyright.PENANAe0syujttw7
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「馨雨......」708Please respect copyright.PENANAvVxcBqBhJ1
我蹲在地上,忍不住的緊緊抱住她。708Please respect copyright.PENANAsmgxrZV2AJ
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『晨皓......?』708Please respect copyright.PENANAkRQ5NDvmc4
她一臉吃驚的看著我。708Please respect copyright.PENANA7ixRuYTY6l
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「是我......抱歉我來晚了。」708Please respect copyright.PENANAlEpYwngQRD
我眼中的淚水不斷的溢出,但這次的眼淚不再是悲傷。708Please respect copyright.PENANAvum7ezDddB
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當時我循著她遺落的鞋子不斷地向前方找,終於在樹下看到倒在地下的她。708Please respect copyright.PENANA59ECpXXphr
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但心裡恐慌和憂鬱的情感壓得我喘不過氣,我不斷的試著呼喚她,試圖讓她聽見我的聲音,現在看到她活生生的在我的面前,心中猶如放下了一塊巨石。708Please respect copyright.PENANAjggSBOAG5H
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我用手輕撫著她白皙的臉,好冷。708Please respect copyright.PENANA8ZHU755Shq
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應該都失溫了......全身都如此的冰冷。708Please respect copyright.PENANAUgxWZDXEUK
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『你......怎麼會來?』708Please respect copyright.PENANABuF4sp6jmG
她的聲音有些微弱,但我還是聽的很清楚。708Please respect copyright.PENANAhdRCXDIgTF
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「心電感應。」
我將手伸向她早已被雨水淋濕的頭髮,輕輕摸了摸她的頭。
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『都這時候還在開玩笑.......』708Please respect copyright.PENANArciLt5tWRT
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我看到她臉上的紅暈,不禁的感到一點意外,也許是因為太過興奮,讓我顯得有些輕率。708Please respect copyright.PENANAUzrhVh5mae
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我很沉穩的,真的。
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「別怕,我在這裡。」
我輕聲地說道。
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我放開擁抱,這時卻看到她的左腳有嚴重的挫傷,並且脫下了外套,蓋在她的身上。708Please respect copyright.PENANAccrR5YWXLE
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「馨雨,上來,我們回去。」708Please respect copyright.PENANAYbD6eOIxs1
我轉過身,示意著要背她的意思。708Please respect copyright.PENANAICSuL6W6E4
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『不用......我可以走。』708Please respect copyright.PENANAmIc5aua0Bk
實在是有點頑固啊......但以她現在的情況不可能用走的回去營區。708Please respect copyright.PENANAOgmRwcbAJW
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「沒關係的,上來吧。」708Please respect copyright.PENANARSCRviydIK
我伸出手,扶她起身,然後小心翼翼的背著馨雨。708Please respect copyright.PENANA4gih15VnmN
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她的身體是如此的輕盈且柔軟,並且身體緊貼著我,彷彿我們之間沒有一絲的空隙。708Please respect copyright.PENANAzjg0TIn14p
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我能感受到她的呼吸、她的心跳、她的顫抖,以及她細微的嬌喘聲。708Please respect copyright.PENANAlpkiTcxTA8
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我背著馨雨走在充滿泥濘的路上,雨水不斷的拍打著我們,我們倆的衣服也早已溼透,不過,我並沒有感到不舒服,反而覺得內心十分的踏實且溫暖。708Please respect copyright.PENANAfDdjGHpCjR
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也不知道為什麼,當我聽到馨雨出事後的第一反應就是去找她。708Please respect copyright.PENANA7OotkJ5sj3
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根本不顧任何的風險......708Please respect copyright.PENANALCIL0ERRic
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她的安危對我來說已經變得比自己還要重要了嗎?708Please respect copyright.PENANANoltw1jNnB
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這讓我重新思考這份情感。708Please respect copyright.PENANAh6ouf8dUQP
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我現在只知道我做的決定是正確的,並且也如願以償的找到了她。708Please respect copyright.PENANA2JXfLb0wvk
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之前我一直在想我跟她的感情。708Please respect copyright.PENANAm5VH9YKtRj
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不對,是我對她的感情。708Please respect copyright.PENANAtYa7HnJ8k7
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也不知道馨雨是如何看待我的,我只知道我不想讓她受到傷害。708Please respect copyright.PENANAslhWOpprYu
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我喜歡她嗎? 我不禁的在心裡問自己。708Please respect copyright.PENANAnW2l2JnGi1
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恩......我猜是的。708Please respect copyright.PENANA963AU9DYlO
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正當我在腦內風暴的時候,馨雨的手臂緩緩的擁抱住了我的頸部。708Please respect copyright.PENANA6zPUm7hRsw
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「馨雨,還很冷嗎?」708Please respect copyright.PENANAS6lDHldEio
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『不會了......』708Please respect copyright.PENANACXgcIwWIAx
聽到她那細微的聲音,感覺現在我就是全世界最幸福的男人。708Please respect copyright.PENANAoUAKr2JU8a
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『還有......對不起。』708Please respect copyright.PENANAW2cEi9exag
她在我的耳邊輕柔的說著,在聲音裡帶著淡淡的啜泣聲。708Please respect copyright.PENANAjVysF61BLr
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「我們趕緊回去吃火鍋好嗎?」708Please respect copyright.PENANAAe4EGktVze
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『好......我好睏,但我也想吃火鍋。』708Please respect copyright.PENANAdVi6PZB18I
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「很快就到營區了,妳先睡吧。」708Please respect copyright.PENANATlPLjbVnMl
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轉頭看向靠在我背上的天使,她是如此的惹人憐愛。708Please respect copyright.PENANAgZoJFVV6eI
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我望了望前方,已經看得到營區的燈光了。
「馨雨,妳還好嗎?已經到了。」
她的臉色有些蒼白,但還能微微的點頭回答我。
在營區的門口,祐誠撐著傘急忙的跑了過來,看到我們後便說道:『阿晨,沒事吧!』
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「嗯,我沒事。」708Please respect copyright.PENANAK5ZvRb6cn2
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『都沒事真的太好了,抱歉!我真的不知道今晚會下雨,天氣預報說不會下雨的......』708Please respect copyright.PENANABoY6FvTK1R
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祐誠他十指併攏的低頭向我道了歉。708Please respect copyright.PENANAKSUSEUCHP9
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「沒什麼,她沒事就好了,有沒有藥膏跟砂布?馨雨的腳挫傷跟扭傷了......」
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這時營主的老婆大聲的向我們喊著:708Please respect copyright.PENANAfXtNzXMPpx
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『快帶那個妹妹進來!這邊能做緊急的傷口處理。』708Please respect copyright.PENANAVcZ0SxJsYN
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隨後我便把馨雨交給她了。708Please respect copyright.PENANA61TXZI4H1h
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我們一群人都在屋子裡,討論接下來該怎麼做,以及問我是如何找到馨雨的。708Please respect copyright.PENANAjLNb9bC75x
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『你知道外面有多危險嗎!竟然獨自去找人!』708Please respect copyright.PENANAIloLghOMWn
營主向我怒斥著。708Please respect copyright.PENANA6pRlNcjT3s
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「抱歉......」708Please respect copyright.PENANAufFQUPBwx3
嗯,我不知道該怎麼回應他。708Please respect copyright.PENANA5YPmS2elDC
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也知道自己的行為是非常魯莽且危險的,但我真的顧不上那麼多了。708Please respect copyright.PENANAlvBaBMEudI
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雨柔坐在我的旁邊,看著我狼狽的樣子便說道:『晨皓,你先洗個澡吧,洗完先去休息,好嗎?』
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我點了點頭,便起身前往浴室淋浴了,但心中還是放不下妳,馨雨。
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在洗澡的時候我正在思考人生。
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媽的,來個迎新而已遇到這麼多事情,好煩、好累,不知道馨雨好點了沒?
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「別怕,我在這裡。」
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呃啊……現在想起來當時抱著她的畫面,還有這句話。
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整個臉瞬間漲紅了起來,完了……
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這不就跟告白沒兩樣了嗎?
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怎麼辦?
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她淋了那麼久的雨會感冒嗎?
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我有好多話想跟她說,也不知道他喜歡吃什麼火鍋,吃不吃火鍋料?
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雖然沒人問我,但我是不吃火鍋料的。
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火鍋就應該要吃青菜跟肉啊!
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尤其麻辣鍋我最喜歡,雖然我腸胃道不是很好,但在肚子哀嚎之前吃麻辣鍋,誰都不確定我會不會拉肚子對吧?
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像「薛丁格的貓」一樣,實驗中無法預測貓的狀態,同樣的,在我拉肚子前誰都無法預測我這次吃完麻辣鍋是否會拉肚子。
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雖然這個比喻個人認為是很恰當,但有一點算是比較牽強的。
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就是基本上我每次吃都會拉肚子,哈哈。
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好,思緒又扯太遠了。
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腦海中總是不自主地想起剛剛的畫面,那個抱著馨雨的畫面。
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『阿晨,等等洗完出來吃飯喔。』
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「嗯……」
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我迅速的洗完澡,吹乾了頭髮,把沾滿髒污的衣物放進透明袋子裡,並且在把袋子綁了起來放進行李箱。
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好累……不知為什麼疲憊感瞬間湧了上來。
整個身體都筋疲力盡的感覺,現在我只想好好的睡上一覺。
馨雨應該沒事吧……?濃濃的睏意在我的腦海裡盤旋著。
思緒也逐漸變得模糊……
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馨雨……
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沒事就好了……
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我感到一陣輕柔的觸碰,並且伴隨著一個聲音在我的前方呼喚著我的名字——晨皓
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「嗯?」
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睜開眼睛,迷濛的視野中,由帳篷透出的一絲絲陽光照耀在我的臉上,讓我不禁皺了皺眉。
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我慢慢的調整視線,眼睛也在試著對焦著,一個黑色頭髮的少女正在我的眼前。
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我不自主的揉了揉眼睛,感覺眼屎好多,而且有一點睡不飽的感覺……
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『啊……抱歉吵醒你了。』
馨雨她有些擔憂地問道。
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剎那間,我完全清醒了過來,並瞪大了眼睛。
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看一下周圍的東西,沒錯……這是我的帳篷。
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有一瞬間我還以為我睡錯帳…….
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「拍謝,我不知道是妳。」
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『那個.…..昨天謝謝你。』
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馨雨嬌紅著臉說著,在陽光的沐浴上,她真的好美。
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「不,不會啦!哈哈!」
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我們靜靜的對視了一下,也不知道該說什麼,只好彼此尷尬地撇開了眼神。
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但就在這一瞬間,內心的小宇宙彷彿是被開啟了一般,我能清楚感受到悸動感,對妳的那份情感。
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此時此刻,我清楚的明白了。
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我是喜歡妳的,馨雨。
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現在我跟她在同一個帳篷裡,之間只隔不到一步距離,她拿著一杯熱咖啡交給我並向我說:
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『一起出去吃早餐吧!』
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在同一時間,我們倆個的心也愈走愈近。
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不瞞你們說,現在的我,非常幸福。
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