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I stare down at his moon lit face, worried.1349Please respect copyright.PENANATbs7r8AG1u
He's shaking underneath my grasp.1349Please respect copyright.PENANAoff6FaN4w9
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"Livia," he says. His voice is soft.1349Please respect copyright.PENANAaj8D2S7fkc
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I run the palm of my hand down his cheek, feeling the cold tears that have managed to escape without me knowing.1349Please respect copyright.PENANAL2nDqq1m2l
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I smile bitterly.1349Please respect copyright.PENANArnoj4zknM3
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"It's alright now Jere." I kiss his eyelid lightly as more tears threatened to fall. I tasted the salt.1349Please respect copyright.PENANAKxA9dOlD8Z
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"Liv," he calls again, his voice wavering this time.1349Please respect copyright.PENANAt2NoJFQFuq
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I continue to stroke his cheek, trying to ignore the amount of blood coming from his side, where I press my free hand onto.1349Please respect copyright.PENANADhVcr2mwN5
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"Just breathe Jere, are you still breathing? In and out just like I told you."1349Please respect copyright.PENANAXymLXWI98J
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He struggles to take staggering breaths, obeying me.1349Please respect copyright.PENANA3ZrWPlOiBC
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I look around, seeing if the ambulance had arrived yet. Faintly I heard sirens, but they still sounded far off.1349Please respect copyright.PENANA6Z6hG35cLQ
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I allow myself to drop my calm charade and panic a little. Jere's forehead is beaded in sweat. The life in his eyes that once blazed brightly is now dark and sullen.1349Please respect copyright.PENANABQQyjdp543
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I'm scared of how his each breath seem to grow more difficult then the next.1349Please respect copyright.PENANAOuupkzUtTT
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I'm scared to look down at my bloodied hand, which determined his lifeline.1349Please respect copyright.PENANAAuDeGkgfzS
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I'm scared my Jere will drift off if I don't keep him awake.1349Please respect copyright.PENANAoKHH3zqGer
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I must at all cost keep him awake.1349Please respect copyright.PENANAfH6XPN8ED8
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"Livia, how long?" He manages to croak out. "How long do I have to wait?"1349Please respect copyright.PENANAZ0IM2x97xa
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Feigning a smile I continue my charade.1349Please respect copyright.PENANAKgfNrmsTrD
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"Not that long baby I promise."1349Please respect copyright.PENANAuKS8cNddmo
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Any other human being would have passed out by now, unlike my Jere.1349Please respect copyright.PENANAfSVMawddNq
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My Jere laughs, somehow managing the energy to do so.1349Please respect copyright.PENANAiRV2xEJPDc
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He then breaks into coughing spasms from exerting himself too much.1349Please respect copyright.PENANA3gnN1YKSwJ
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But he continues to laugh, not knowing how to stop.1349Please respect copyright.PENANA1iAL4bfdh1
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"I'm going to die aren't I?" He laughs.1349Please respect copyright.PENANAaV1JXU0zuA
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I frown at him.1349Please respect copyright.PENANAvy7uSvkR22
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"Don't say that."1349Please respect copyright.PENANAIOwHam8XOS
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He laughs hysterically now then coughs up blood in response.1349Please respect copyright.PENANA3mSJ7q4Y8x
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I gasp.1349Please respect copyright.PENANA2fHfHm5U8u
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"Jere stop!"1349Please respect copyright.PENANA5x4qpXDeL2
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He goes on.1349Please respect copyright.PENANA3SpZmSI0d2
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"I'm better off dead anyway. I've always wondered what it would be like." He says this all dream like, his eyes narrowing.1349Please respect copyright.PENANArakFa7fy1Y
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Forgetting all about being calm, tears stream down my face, as I yell at him frustratingly.1349Please respect copyright.PENANABJtFVZn2oP
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"Jere stop it you're not going to die! I won't let you!"1349Please respect copyright.PENANApqqYqzqH9H
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Jere chuckles a little but his eyes don't. He stares up at me bitterly and reaches to brush away my tears.1349Please respect copyright.PENANABOgoxRPjwY
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"Don't laugh." I tell him again softly.1349Please respect copyright.PENANADxwKldhdbz
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"I won't."1349Please respect copyright.PENANANHW552sA4c
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He obeys, watching me soberly.1349Please respect copyright.PENANApRV0oiQsYY
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"I don't want to leave you." Jere says in a barely audible voice.1349Please respect copyright.PENANA3G4tCU2yvJ
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All the laughing has put him in an even worse condition than before.1349Please respect copyright.PENANAY3cNkthWsT
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I don't even try to hide my distress face from him anymore.1349Please respect copyright.PENANACS3fSzQ5NM
Specks of blood covers his daunt face from his coughing spasms earlier.1349Please respect copyright.PENANAnTiaFoW3f6
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His already weak body sinks heavily into me while I try to keep him comfortable.1349Please respect copyright.PENANA6KjdhUDdWi
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"Livia. I don't want you to leave me," he says a bit louder.1349Please respect copyright.PENANANGQ9inYpR1
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"Shhh I know baby, just don't leave me okay?"1349Please respect copyright.PENANAYW1sra8LIL
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He tries to nod but he can't.1349Please respect copyright.PENANAqqFgmTpdNE
He continues to try but I hold him steady so he wouldn't overdo himself again.1349Please respect copyright.PENANAbXaAPlEUAK
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I look into those beautiful, moss green eyes that I love so much.1349Please respect copyright.PENANAdBu2ndbG8L
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He looks up into mine.1349Please respect copyright.PENANAiPq3dSIdXZ
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"Don't leave me." He whispers.1349Please respect copyright.PENANAlDNYhsdV6p
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"Stay awake." I tell him.1349Please respect copyright.PENANAvbVwv0tG1N
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"I'm tired, how long?" He asks.1349Please respect copyright.PENANAn6LpRZNOII
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The siren lights are visible now. They'll be here in any moment.1349Please respect copyright.PENANAcXXgM0OSPl
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"You're almost there baby, just hang on okay?"1349Please respect copyright.PENANAs3dNj2igHi
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He doesn't reply.1349Please respect copyright.PENANAV3CSWweQpC
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I hurriedly check if he's still breathing. It's shallow now, faint.1349Please respect copyright.PENANAk5kyYH5ZzK
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Looking at him, I lay my hand on his cheek again and gently swipe my thumb across it. His eyes are nearly closed.1349Please respect copyright.PENANATdjfreUvvn
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"Jere, answer me. Jere!"1349Please respect copyright.PENANAodvbrKk5JZ
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His eyes open slightly at the desperation in my voice, ready to obey but unable to find the energy to comply.1349Please respect copyright.PENANA2SzhxqVtJD
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"Stay awake." I told him softly.1349Please respect copyright.PENANAmFvB3F9BqS
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"I will." His mouth reads, but he closes his eyes anyway. He's smiles briefly as I struggled to see through my tears.1349Please respect copyright.PENANAgeyewvMu03
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"Kiss," he whispers inaudibly.1349Please respect copyright.PENANAWUGiaPx7zE
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I shake my head not knowing whether to laugh at his corniness right now or cry.1349Please respect copyright.PENANAaYpqEUwyld
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"Kiss me," he repeats.1349Please respect copyright.PENANAWo4UojtFcm
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I don't waste time, I need to keep him awake until the ambulance gets here.1349Please respect copyright.PENANA5xb9GgTvek
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With one hand still holding his wound, I use my free hand to cradle his face.1349Please respect copyright.PENANAW1WCm7N8LG
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His eyes open briefly before I dropped my lips down on his.1349Please respect copyright.PENANAB9twBpTn3U
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I kiss him gently, ignoring the metallic taste of blood.1349Please respect copyright.PENANAPtq9KybThK
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Using energy I didn't believe was still in him, he wraps one arm around me and deepens the kiss.1349Please respect copyright.PENANA7Wlfrfay13
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He passionately draws me in, almost making me forget that he was still in pain for a second.1349Please respect copyright.PENANAOYgB2d1dou
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Electricity races through me and lingers.1349Please respect copyright.PENANAd1fVLxrZU8
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I cling to him for dear life, knowing that I can never let go.1349Please respect copyright.PENANAHh1l9hmIwe
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But reality hits me hard when his tug on my lips slows.1349Please respect copyright.PENANAMmHRBeobwu
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I can literally feel all the energy drain out of him as we break apart.1349Please respect copyright.PENANAmIfDYHRHDc
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He suddenly goes limp in my arms.1349Please respect copyright.PENANAKt4BUyCdAs
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"Jere?" I call to him as my eyes widened.1349Please respect copyright.PENANAO8Nn5Ch29X
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"Jeremy?"1349Please respect copyright.PENANAYS0tQiCjrO
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I shake my head, not believing.1349Please respect copyright.PENANArEyBG8SCb1
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"Jere, talk to me, Jere?"1349Please respect copyright.PENANAZjgNYuZ2JG
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Soon the ambulance pulls up in front of me in mass heaps.1349Please respect copyright.PENANARFZhvhSkFs
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The siren noises was deafening, but I was too numb all over to hear, or feel what was going on around me.1349Please respect copyright.PENANAPUDCO69W8K
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I have no chance to react before Jeremy's limp body is taken away from me.1349Please respect copyright.PENANAhp2NnNuBOQ
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