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I stare down at his moon lit face, worried.1098Please respect copyright.PENANAct93CsAsCf
He's shaking underneath my grasp.1098Please respect copyright.PENANAb65G8OqbyD
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"Livia," he says. His voice is soft.1098Please respect copyright.PENANAnTXuNKGgX5
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I run the palm of my hand down his cheek, feeling the cold tears that have managed to escape without me knowing.1098Please respect copyright.PENANAwUQYZTlke7
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I smile bitterly.1098Please respect copyright.PENANAoA5lp2Uz2p
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"It's alright now Jere." I kiss his eyelid lightly as more tears threatened to fall. I tasted the salt.1098Please respect copyright.PENANAGyuOfNxWDU
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"Liv," he calls again, his voice wavering this time.1098Please respect copyright.PENANATDVlOqYMfF
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I continue to stroke his cheek, trying to ignore the amount of blood coming from his side, where I press my free hand onto.1098Please respect copyright.PENANAeg797wl9a6
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"Just breathe Jere, are you still breathing? In and out just like I told you."1098Please respect copyright.PENANAZfAJoQGcNY
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He struggles to take staggering breaths, obeying me.1098Please respect copyright.PENANAR4rEyf99Ib
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I look around, seeing if the ambulance had arrived yet. Faintly I heard sirens, but they still sounded far off.1098Please respect copyright.PENANAPjuOPdDHf3
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I allow myself to drop my calm charade and panic a little. Jere's forehead is beaded in sweat. The life in his eyes that once blazed brightly is now dark and sullen.1098Please respect copyright.PENANAFLIKD3MfbQ
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I'm scared of how his each breath seem to grow more difficult then the next.1098Please respect copyright.PENANAAeaTh8OPVY
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I'm scared to look down at my bloodied hand, which determined his lifeline.1098Please respect copyright.PENANAr72b40klGH
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I'm scared my Jere will drift off if I don't keep him awake.1098Please respect copyright.PENANApFEX60JchD
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I must at all cost keep him awake.1098Please respect copyright.PENANAkSQyxbLMhW
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"Livia, how long?" He manages to croak out. "How long do I have to wait?"1098Please respect copyright.PENANAPPse44TmqG
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Feigning a smile I continue my charade.1098Please respect copyright.PENANAeyizlKg02p
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"Not that long baby I promise."1098Please respect copyright.PENANA1K7fchPumJ
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Any other human being would have passed out by now, unlike my Jere.1098Please respect copyright.PENANAkdGddSAzTO
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My Jere laughs, somehow managing the energy to do so.1098Please respect copyright.PENANAoCX8WyDEqm
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He then breaks into coughing spasms from exerting himself too much.1098Please respect copyright.PENANAqll5Wb2YDm
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But he continues to laugh, not knowing how to stop.1098Please respect copyright.PENANAZkoJlrYUKL
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"I'm going to die aren't I?" He laughs.1098Please respect copyright.PENANAgbhYyivGy5
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I frown at him.1098Please respect copyright.PENANAQyhOgVs54N
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"Don't say that."1098Please respect copyright.PENANAVlLEU0mfli
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He laughs hysterically now then coughs up blood in response.1098Please respect copyright.PENANAF04bor1ktE
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I gasp.1098Please respect copyright.PENANAVLwDFCDxxI
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"Jere stop!"1098Please respect copyright.PENANAeF7WDlxp3M
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He goes on.1098Please respect copyright.PENANArDLvEi3bCe
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"I'm better off dead anyway. I've always wondered what it would be like." He says this all dream like, his eyes narrowing.1098Please respect copyright.PENANAATsfEY1tJ4
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Forgetting all about being calm, tears stream down my face, as I yell at him frustratingly.1098Please respect copyright.PENANA1yYM0DhfKA
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"Jere stop it you're not going to die! I won't let you!"1098Please respect copyright.PENANA2kREZE4wKP
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Jere chuckles a little but his eyes don't. He stares up at me bitterly and reaches to brush away my tears.1098Please respect copyright.PENANAlmtpG99ddq
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"Don't laugh." I tell him again softly.1098Please respect copyright.PENANA3LVgCGRY6J
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"I won't."1098Please respect copyright.PENANAgpcd80upTi
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He obeys, watching me soberly.1098Please respect copyright.PENANAOwRCIRnxLS
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"I don't want to leave you." Jere says in a barely audible voice.1098Please respect copyright.PENANAysqvTvlYYR
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All the laughing has put him in an even worse condition than before.1098Please respect copyright.PENANAPqp4XjKxzT
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I don't even try to hide my distress face from him anymore.1098Please respect copyright.PENANAeIQsUjvUnK
Specks of blood covers his daunt face from his coughing spasms earlier.1098Please respect copyright.PENANA004FFzoZ86
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His already weak body sinks heavily into me while I try to keep him comfortable.1098Please respect copyright.PENANA0gvXFjFXIm
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"Livia. I don't want you to leave me," he says a bit louder.1098Please respect copyright.PENANAr12sKhW1Pp
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"Shhh I know baby, just don't leave me okay?"1098Please respect copyright.PENANADmJQ3Mh24n
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He tries to nod but he can't.1098Please respect copyright.PENANAhRflMJNXTP
He continues to try but I hold him steady so he wouldn't overdo himself again.1098Please respect copyright.PENANAA5QgTb4s9Y
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I look into those beautiful, moss green eyes that I love so much.1098Please respect copyright.PENANAIFczuHfhEA
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He looks up into mine.1098Please respect copyright.PENANAlot4XtvzN8
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"Don't leave me." He whispers.1098Please respect copyright.PENANAwo5kMT5w57
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"Stay awake." I tell him.1098Please respect copyright.PENANAVht43NOszk
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"I'm tired, how long?" He asks.1098Please respect copyright.PENANAVw6Pzng0Bp
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The siren lights are visible now. They'll be here in any moment.1098Please respect copyright.PENANABRfnTNZdBG
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"You're almost there baby, just hang on okay?"1098Please respect copyright.PENANAYMDJ9tXVRP
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He doesn't reply.1098Please respect copyright.PENANAsVy5hTAgIA
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I hurriedly check if he's still breathing. It's shallow now, faint.1098Please respect copyright.PENANAS6PQmmaSG0
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Looking at him, I lay my hand on his cheek again and gently swipe my thumb across it. His eyes are nearly closed.1098Please respect copyright.PENANAndjXaQ779M
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"Jere, answer me. Jere!"1098Please respect copyright.PENANAQhBHEhl8tb
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His eyes open slightly at the desperation in my voice, ready to obey but unable to find the energy to comply.1098Please respect copyright.PENANA7BkjTq7j8h
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"Stay awake." I told him softly.1098Please respect copyright.PENANA1YwMmgb1zG
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"I will." His mouth reads, but he closes his eyes anyway. He's smiles briefly as I struggled to see through my tears.1098Please respect copyright.PENANAAP599PCVDH
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"Kiss," he whispers inaudibly.1098Please respect copyright.PENANAAKtE2Ptvtc
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I shake my head not knowing whether to laugh at his corniness right now or cry.1098Please respect copyright.PENANALUJFSINYXc
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"Kiss me," he repeats.1098Please respect copyright.PENANAbxYLU7ktJG
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I don't waste time, I need to keep him awake until the ambulance gets here.1098Please respect copyright.PENANAA7kEdz7rrX
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With one hand still holding his wound, I use my free hand to cradle his face.1098Please respect copyright.PENANAXAv5WXXWBS
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His eyes open briefly before I dropped my lips down on his.1098Please respect copyright.PENANAbA8fvgQkjd
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I kiss him gently, ignoring the metallic taste of blood.1098Please respect copyright.PENANA8ftmFzK8kX
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Using energy I didn't believe was still in him, he wraps one arm around me and deepens the kiss.1098Please respect copyright.PENANAyX7oonqzf5
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He passionately draws me in, almost making me forget that he was still in pain for a second.1098Please respect copyright.PENANA5tFx6QqqOd
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Electricity races through me and lingers.1098Please respect copyright.PENANA2eLb2swkPZ
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I cling to him for dear life, knowing that I can never let go.1098Please respect copyright.PENANAUCFXGkaoZW
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But reality hits me hard when his tug on my lips slows.1098Please respect copyright.PENANAWqAFX6rkz8
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I can literally feel all the energy drain out of him as we break apart.1098Please respect copyright.PENANAE1Pwg8aUXe
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He suddenly goes limp in my arms.1098Please respect copyright.PENANAK2o3Q4ggQ0
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"Jere?" I call to him as my eyes widened.1098Please respect copyright.PENANA579rZldiuq
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"Jeremy?"1098Please respect copyright.PENANAQb6an2Uyew
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I shake my head, not believing.1098Please respect copyright.PENANAMvmNM86C6f
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"Jere, talk to me, Jere?"1098Please respect copyright.PENANAdn7knjdq7w
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Soon the ambulance pulls up in front of me in mass heaps.1098Please respect copyright.PENANAUB86PL8izH
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The siren noises was deafening, but I was too numb all over to hear, or feel what was going on around me.1098Please respect copyright.PENANAmY62rlXajZ
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I have no chance to react before Jeremy's limp body is taken away from me.1098Please respect copyright.PENANAUAQnnRgPmU
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