「玩啦，嚟到都唔玩，中學唔癲下邊得㗎姐。」呀詩走去夾公仔，夾咗幾個都夾唔到，啲金幣又俾佢玩曬。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqLi3uemZ2y
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佢就悶悶不樂咁企係夾公仔前面，扁起個嘴，望住入面樣衰到乜咁嘅哆啦A夢。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6rWqtSQlvC
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「你想要隻咁樣衰嘅哆啦A夢啊？」我問道。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5nXfcjl8Zx
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「咩樣衰啊？你講咩啊？」呀詩一嘢搣落我手臂度，痛到我哇哇叫。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuFtPga3mSX
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「佢變曬型喎大佬。」我都唔明，變曬型嘅公仔都好擺係度俾人夾嘅？983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaY62PRtN1w
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最唔明嘅係竟然真係有人曬錢夾，就好似啲難食到仆街嘅店至今仍然屹立不倒。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIrP0R39tFN
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「咁點啊？變曬型都好，我都咁鐘意啊！」983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKFRmz7R71N
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「你有無50蚊啊？」983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ09WEyPvTv7
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「得，我去唱金幣。」我服咗佢。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf8FZIqqhWN
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唱完金幣之後，我問呀詩：「你係咪想要啊？」983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2fr9bSLl1l
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「係啊。」佢想伸手過嚟拎金幣，但俾我阻止咗。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuekOsrWpvP
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「我嚟啦。」983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpjj3KVGLP2
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「我想自己嚟啦，我想自己夾。」呀詩堅持。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5cSEbyj5zn
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「啲錢我㗎喎！而且你睇下你自己...夾咁多次都夾唔到，俾你夾咪又係夾唔到。」983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCpWSY4foTs
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「依家睇死我啊？！」983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxSDFmrDjzk
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係喱個電光火石之間，呀詩企得好埋，伸手過嚟搶我手上面嘅金幣，為咗伸長隻手，佢成個人壓埋嚟我度，佢心口兩舊大石亦都好自然咁壓埋嚟，我隻手完完全全感受到曬。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeSAqXSks0t
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我呆係原地，任由呀詩魚肉。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwKPKFqDpxp
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呀詩佢嗰種重量級嘅觸感，真係每接觸一下，心臟就要承受一下重力嘅衝擊。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9k4947Hyq1
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呀詩好輕鬆咁係我手上面拎走啲金幣，咁如果50蚊可以換到咁衝擊嘅接觸，當然係抵到爛啦！983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqdmN4DaP0p
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結果？咪一鳩樣，佢喱啲叫無謂嘅堅持。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd4uDKl40fG
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當其時我哋仲係學生，身上嘅零用錢唔多，無幾耐身上啲錢就洗到七七八八。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDjG199amCx
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呀詩佢最後係惱羞成怒咁走，而我竟然可以一次都無夾到。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfVBtAlEe4b
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行出商場，個天已經停咗雨，原本以為我同呀詩逃學會係好浪漫，好青春嘅舉動，但依家我只係覺得我哋好撚慘。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEX1mNvkn2f
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「之後去邊啊？」對於一路上嘅不順心，我已經無乜耐性，語氣都唔方好得去邊。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5JfOu0NU0X
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「我想去海旁。」983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW1DDDfB8XH
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What?983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq5iUqmB6kM
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依家咁嘅天氣去海旁？唔方好得去邊喎。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiHqxbdJhdw
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呀詩佢又無問我意見，直行直過，意思姐係，你去唔去都無所謂，我可以自己一個去，咁樣。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5W0kmrtAz3
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我緊隨佢身後，即使我幾唔想去，都唔想拋低佢自己一個，只好硬著頭皮跟上去。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaGFPXHcZbX
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我哋係山腰行去海旁邊都要一段路程，呀詩佢彷似仲為頭先贏唔到隻公仔係度生悶氣，因為佢一直行係前面，佢又無講嘢，而我又睇唔到佢咩表情。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlIHt4KpdI9
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去到海旁，屌你......大風到呢，而且對面岸嘅景色又唔係靚，烏雲密佈咁，但呀詩好堅持。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg3tUWOvw1m
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佢行去海旁嘅欄杆度，上面好多水，而且我哋校服係白色連身裙，佢白色裙咁樣坐上去，一嚟唔舒服，二嚟會透喎。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6WAyP7AhxL
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呀詩佢一手撥走曬啲水，再拍走手上啲水，然後一股勁地坐咗上去，佢理都無理到我，亦都無叫的上嚟之類，我就咁企係外面成個傻仔咁，所以我唔想咁柒就跟埋坐上欄杆度。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEo33wkCTAE
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大半個過程我哋都係狼狽與沈寂中渡過。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3u5YPpKVCU
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我可以做嘅，就係陪係佢身邊，默默地。除咗等，我仲可以做啲咩呢？983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi52j7JjWYW
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等佢開口，等佢將心扉慢慢打開，等佢放低個MK仔。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAyBmIiwFSb
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「其實你鐘意我啲咩？！」呀詩忽然問道。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUVQR09CBtF
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良久之後，呀詩先開口講嘢，而嗰陣我諗緊嘢，加上風又大，我聽唔清呀詩問啲咩㗎，要佢再講多次。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡziecfakKA6
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「一陣之間你要我講，我都講唔出咩，乜鐘意人要原因嘅咩？」983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM9nCxl0PVt
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「唔洗原因嘅咩？」983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYQkNzawhoN
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「要嘅咩？」983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7soNRr8ze
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「唔洗㗎？」呀詩傻頭傻腦地問，我覺得佢好假膠...983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ40ggZwMQND
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「我對你一開始係因為你靚而鐘意你，好膚淺嗰隻，我諗無乜邊幾個一開始鐘意一個人會好深奧，所以我自己一開始就忠於自己。」983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrdRdBpVKDP
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當下我認為喱個可能係一個好好嘅機會，可以一Q登頂。好耐好耐以後，原來所有事會係一個又一個你認為好好嘅機會堆積而成嘅青春。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUp669fnZNe
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如果我自己都唔打開個心同呀詩傾計，我又點關心佢，等我有機會多啲了解佢呢？983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoecS6q8q1p
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我亦認真地道：「一開始係覺得你靚先想接近你，我以為會就咁算，姐係個故事就咁完咗，無下文一啲都唔出奇，但我哋又再遇上，緣份好似又再連接咁，慢慢發現其實你性格並唔係好似你外表咁，我諗喱樣又係你真正吸引我嘅嘢，你嘅靚開始變得唔再重要，而係你成個人慢慢越嚟越重要。」983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXbgmDeZILs
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一 開 始 因 為 你 嘅 靚 而 鐘 意 上 你 ， 卻 因 為 你 嘅 性 格 而 愛上 你 。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa8Ly4HJWXs
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「我都唔明我有咩咁值得你鐘意。」呀詩彷佛對我嘅真誠表白不為所動，我一度以為佢會因為我頭先咁講而感動添。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMLSZydGR2z
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「值唔值得又唔係你話事，係我話事㗎嘛。」我霸氣地道。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPihXX3JZ6l
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「你真係好傻。」呀詩笑笑地道，頓一頓，再道：「傻得好戇鳩。」983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡswJXpAtlvv
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我一啲都唔介意佢咁講我，因為我認。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE1zcsMkSiL
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「我就講咗我自己啦，咁你呢？」983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF392c0Jpnu
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「我咩啊？」呀詩不解地望住我。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe8WNn22Asq
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「講你自己啲嘢囉。」我乘機追問。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM8dpNp2lTp
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「唔想講喎。」真係難搞到呢......983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZFgV4hqTxQ
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「邊有人咁㗎，你問我就得，我問就唔得。」我賴皮，等等，咁都唔算賴皮姐，根本就唔公平！983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ595RCcQwWx
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「我真係唔想講啊嘛。」呀詩態度軟下來，我心忖：佢好彩，如果佢再咁堅持，我就發佢脾氣然後走人！983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3feLamBi6K
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「其實你自己好想講，但只不過唔知點講姐。」我唔敢話好了解呀詩，但隱隱約約都估唔到佢喱刻點樣諗。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCtxsSnHvIZ
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呀詩抬頭望一望我，由佢表情睇落去，我頭先係講中了。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzkBqw2S5UN
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「咁你想知啲咩啊？」983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWkWa0N4lFL
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「全部！」我諗都無諗，秒答。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqqtYAoADtD
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「邊有人好似你咁貪心㗎！」呀詩一錘打埋嚟，但今次唔痛的。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ298TqLGzjJ
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「咁講你個呀彥囉，你真係咁鐘意佢？」983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHCv8q40l4T
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喱個先係我最最最想知嘅嘢。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEN8gXWzFOJ
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「我同彥佢係青梅竹馬之餘，仲要係左鄰右里......」983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNIep5bzCPT
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我出身係一個支離破碎嘅家庭，由細到大，我都未曾感受過咩係家庭溫暖，甚至唔明點解會出身係喱個世界上。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwRcQdqkGUV
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我返學亦同其他人好唔同，每次都會期待有人嚟接我放學，當你見住個個都有人接，你可以一出個學校門口，就衝去爸爸媽媽嘅懷抱入面，一家人融洽地放學。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdY04wxqRAS
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而你只能夠眼望人哋擁有嘅嘢，努力克制自己嘅葡萄。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6hLjmVuwz5
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我媽咪一早離咗婚跟佬走，留低我老豆，老豆好似好慘咁，媽咪跟佬走，俾綠帽佢多。但我老豆係抵死嘅，份人衰爛賭，周圍問親朋好友借錢，借到佢身邊無人無乜。媽咪一開始都幫佢還，捱咗好一段時間，發現老豆只會變本加厲，仲繼續留係佢身邊嘅話，就唔係好人，而係戇鳩了。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA4DqsGjY63
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我好想跟媽咪，我好想逃離老豆嘅家，因為老豆對我一啲唔好，只有呀媽對我好。但媽咪嘅新歡似乎唔太鐘意我，因為佢除咗媽咪之外，都唔鐘意老豆同我。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJTIlR4s4Xn
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對於咁嘅人生，一早想重刷首抽了。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkT9DsRnBxK
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但我無咁嘅勇氣，你無勇氣，就只能過住行屍走肉嘅生活。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgjO7C5wUJk
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係我屋企，時不時就有人走上嚟叫我老豆還錢，又拍門又講曬粗口咁。有一次我放學返屋企，我住公屋的，係香港社會最底層嘅公寓，門口企咗兩個紋身硬漢，一見我就互相講咗兩句，就行緊過嚟。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ37KpQOsvsq
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「妹妹，你住邊啊？」眼神兇狠，不見得友善。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhD9KRScn9m
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我嚇到個腦空白曬，都唔知點應佢好。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwkd5vPHEeI
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係喱個時候，我隔離個鐵欄打開咗，一個男人出嚟趕走咗兩個硬漢，中間發生咗咩事我都唔知，我只係咩都唔想理。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg01kCk0P9N
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最後喱個具有幾霸氣而不失良善嘅叔叔邀請我去佢屋企坐下，話依家我屋企無人，自己一個係屋企好危險。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvNYud27j9F
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「呀彥！出嚟陪下人啦！」個男人向屋入面大嗌。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMBhfwJLoGq
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今次係我第一次見呀彥，佢出嚟望一望我，目無表情，二話不說就拖咗我入房。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUjQPWJktry
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佢屋企好乾淨企理，唔似得我嗰度，家不成家，老豆都唔會理間房係點，起身就係賭，賭波賭馬咩都齊。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxr9gkJfnFL
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呀彥佢拉我入房，閘埋門，嗰陣時我好驚，驚佢會唔知對我做啲咩，但對比頭先，喱啲唔算係啲咩。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJHWtb8gkTJ
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最後只係自己諗多咗，誤會曬。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfZPy3qvfMe
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佢只係打機姐。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjXDwAdoLp8
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而我就係度望住佢打機，我見佢攞住支槍，前面仲見到旺角地鐵站，都唔知佢玩緊咩，我亦都唔知自己係度做緊咩。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFkdUUEpBu5
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過咗好耐，叔叔入嚟，對於呀彥打機見怪不怪，佢見到我之後好訝異我點解係度。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC7nPNQzRJ0
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「你仲係度啊？」叔叔和藹可親地問。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbsPTos6ovf
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「係啊。」983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ9zvPBURmt
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佢叫咗我出廳，坐咗係一個好舒服嘅沙發度。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDCW8a5vpXo
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「你爸爸同我都有啲交情，之前都帶我贏過錢，我知佢依家都唔係咁好景......」983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRB3cS3sibw
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「不如咁啦，以後你放學就嚟我度，等晏啲你老豆返嚟再走囉！咁樣好無？」983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJqJhaHiRCR
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我思考咗一陣，諗起頭先嘅情景，默默地點點頭。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSrXIMOxIc3
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「就咁話啦喎！你返到都可以做功課㗎，仲可以叫呀彥一齊做，個死仔成日掛住打機㗎咋！」983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrlibvkoO3m
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「好啊。」983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6f6ldpedLH
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我第一次感受到溫暖，心裡面異常地開心，亦都好期待放學可以去呀彥屋企。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ836eEd5jHQ
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當你長期身處黑暗入面，你見到一丁點光芒嘅時候，你會拼了命去抓住那點光芒。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJZSxssTAPj
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之後嘅日子，我放學就成日去呀彥度，只不過呀彥佢唔會理我，佢小學都係讀我隔壁校，放學佢就開門俾我，然後就返入去房度打機。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5vtr4dvmIa
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叔叔佢唔係成日係屋企，我都無理到，有呀彥係度都總好過我嗰個冷冰冰嘅屋企。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7xbbQkLQNH
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有一個月，我問老豆拎中午嘅食飯餐，佢都無俾到，話叫我帶飯返學，最後佢都無煮到飯，我都無錢買飯。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZdyKIyWSO
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就算係食垃圾到仆街嘅活力午餐，都好過咩都無得食啊。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSY9jqKIdxz
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之後嘅中午我都無食到嘢，嗰段時間就用嚟做功課，讀書方面從來都難唔到我。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjhsi8BckdW
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啲同學仔都問我做咩中午唔食飯，我仲強顏歡笑咁呃佢哋話我好飽啊......983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYKdZBxA6uS
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一去到呀彥，我餓到一啲力都無，仲要揹住好重嘅書包。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6cMOvJC343
 983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh2LwwKGhLf
呀彥如常地開門俾我，正準備轉頭行返房嘅時候，佢望到我嘅唔妥。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPx0EmKelLp
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「你做咩事啊？」我好似第一次聽到佢把聲。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD3jl0KokQC
 983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGY0retReaK
「好...好...好肚...肚餓。」有氣無力地道。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6nLtZHoDI1
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我用盡最後一道力行去沙發度，隻腳軟到呢，好似變咗啲軟糖咁，一用力就會斷。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkHhABqbwsA
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我最估唔到嘅係，呀彥竟然親自落廚，煮咗碗面俾我食。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV5DWtr3u15
 983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGIufQokyTA
我到依家都仲印象深刻，好足料，有丸有肉有菜，而且仲好好食！983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCplv1qCWsf
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「慢慢食啦你，你想食幾多都有。」983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvUBwb1RIDQ
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我一路食，啲眼淚忍咗成日，終於都唔爭氣咁流落嚟，視線已經模糊到見唔到碗面。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEAUYGizLx1
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只係覺得自己點解咁慘......最慘嘅係，唔係人哋覺得你可憐，而係連自己都覺得自己可憐。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGXt1dXTSWr
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可能因為喱餐面，我同呀彥破咗冰咁，慢慢熟絡起嚟，佢就好似我生命嘅救贖，為我悽慘嘅生活徒添不少色彩。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnkkpZOWrNZ
983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJYb8NM8lzv
嗰一個月，我一放學就叫佢煮面，佢亦都唔似一開始咁冷酷。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6FLAmg1prl
983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaIQNXfcSiJ
我都開始將我自己屋企嘅事話俾佢聽，佢知道後對我都照顧有加，係佢令我小學最後嗰段日子過得好開心。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyw5xEvmtKG
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呀彥嘅轉變係佢上咗中一開始。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS3j6YKZvLg
983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU7bh6pk4mG
我同呀彥係同屆，所以我哋一齊升上中學，當時我覺得自己好好運㗎。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfjInY7fmZr
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佢本身成績就麻麻，最後入咗間風評唔好嘅中學，無幾耐佢就成個人嘅look都唔同曬，好似著咗魔一樣。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1qZ4w72yoF
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染髮、打交、食煙、飲酒咩都學齊，佢識嗰班都係一群mk仔女，佢嘅生活變得好多姿多彩。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0UakSEiclX
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而我？無乜朋友嘅我，第一次識到一班朋友，對我都好好。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡydbZYd1km0
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因為咁，我就咁俾人灌上MK妹之名，慢慢係學校傳開去，都無邊幾個想同我做朋友，而大家都係行開MK路線嘅同學仔，一早出面就有自己嘅班子，好難做到朋友。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN2olJUk7Nw
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我只要有佢哋，有呀彥就好。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMBoywmYWvm
983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLPq9KhvnVU
而慢慢大個，我同呀彥嘅身體接觸都多咗，我漸漸由放學上佢屋企變咗有時會過埋夜。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCTsg96Soko
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有一次我係房聽到叔叔同呀彥講：「小心啲啊你！袋住啦，咪搞出事啊。」983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrgOgX33ucF
983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFoJTfVtFDv
我知係咩嚟，亦大概明叔叔講緊咩，但其實實際係點，我完全唔知。淨係小五有上過常識堂講過喱啲嘢，其實心入面係有幾份害怕。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZlTrleiH63
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無幾耐，係呀彥屋企嘅晚上，呀彥比平時更加主動......983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpGafM41i6a
983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzSyztDmwxg
呀彥用手慢慢咁係上游走，一邊錫我一邊游走，而我成身僵硬曬。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQhqqJIRneK
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本身之前都有攬攬錫錫，但唔會做到最後，可能我哋兩個都未準備好。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF9vibcNBDE
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而今晚我覺得會嚟啦。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsLliVXqJuW
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我期待呀彥會講啲嘢，令我安心啲，可是過程中除咗嬌喘聲，就無啦。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGDNfsOkYaN
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我哋兩個都無乜經驗，其實都唔知應該點做，淨係知要除曬啲衫，錫咗幾下，呀彥就帶上防裝。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEwazB6ZrFn
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我凝望住佢嘅眼神，眼神入面係無我係度，緊張得嚟帶點興奮。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjCQfZq6kI2
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我慢慢感覺到有啲嘢頂緊入嚟......983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBGRwiKryqR
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「呀......嗯嗯..」我強忍痛楚。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJCycCcF73r
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「你痛啊？」呀彥柔聲問，當下我真係好愛喱個男仔，為佢忍小小痛楚又算得係咩呢？983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ232NR5pVgL
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「無事啊！」我回道，「你慢慢嚟啦。」983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyfSjayseOm
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之後佢就慢慢頂入嚟，我叫得更加強勁，我feel到成個塞滿曬，但呀彥佢係唔敢郁，hold咗係度。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnRn7n03p0h
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我以為佢驚我痛先唔郁，我期待緊佢會帶領我。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfFetXbm4sj
 983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjhZsCU4ewj
「做咩唔郁？」我柔聲細語，我真係怕醜到唔知點面對佢好㗎當其時。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtDt7V9CIEW
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「我射咗......」呀彥良久才吐出這一句說話。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXavUqmN6Qj
983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQhugfqKVhA
「完咗啦？」我唔係幾清楚發生咩事，直至呀彥攞返出嚟，開始執嘢我先明白。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7fs9LEkBn0
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知道完之後先發覺頭先講錯嘢，因為呀彥臉色沉重，不發一言。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOFasFh7jK3
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第一次就係咁樣渡過，之後平平淡淡咁瞓咗一晚。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNMDYaJbZfD
 983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXbGsy9b3Z4
可是......呀彥要我做嘅次數多咗，成日都會想我留係度過夜，我直頭好似搬咗入嚟咁。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw0q4NBbpZ8
 983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIjNJLpoPJc
久而久之，我覺得自己好似做雞咁，而呀彥對我好似越嚟越冷淡。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyL00TyPvUW
 983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu8VIahhvx5
而我跟住佢，佢嘅習慣我都清楚曬，開始對男女之間嘅事變得麻木，我都開始食煙飲酒。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCxQVWo96lh
 983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbEJdCRpy6b
無錯，我每日嘅節目都好多姿多彩，但好似無從前咁快樂。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhVZO1hs5Qc
 983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA6KlgLGeNF
而最近，叔叔對我越嚟越好，越嚟越親近，會成日搭我膊頭，唔覺意摸下我大脾......983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT6iJgjn4oS
983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIhLULBYneJ
我知道叔叔佢成日想借啲二抽我水之後，我就少咗去呀彥屋企。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe6vWmhtnqA
 983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqFX4TciTue
「我嘅人生就係咁可悲。」聽完呀詩講之後，沉重到我唔知點樣回應。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcXlGfrUeSv
 983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3aj3V9675B
「近排叔叔都開始唔安份啦，親無人就會揸下我個波，你叫我仲點相信喱個世界係有好人？呀彥都變到唔係我識嘅佢。」983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzdCRCSypB6
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我見到呀詩眼眶嘅眼淚滾下滾下，但佢似乎唔想示弱，所以眼淚遲遲無流落嚟。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhuelYMPE84
 983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNoQa4fS4ZW
佢從右邊裙袋攞咗包煙，再從左邊裙袋攞咗個打火機出嚟，佢點火嘅時候，手都震曬，可想而知佢一個人承受咗幾多壓力。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYwF2CTxD3x
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當下我好想俾個擁抱佢，我諗喱個係我唯一可以做嘅嘢，但身為君子嘅我，覺得咁樣係男女受授不親。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTRAAVwdMnp
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直到呀詩抽完一口煙，吐出濃濃的悲傷後，我終於都忍唔住了，腦袋只係閃過想做就去做嘅概念。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGjFiRtUz3h
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我一手搶走呀詩手上支煙，一嘢將佢支煙拋落海。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBzcVKfjCwD
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呀詩呆咗咁望住我，道：「做乜撚⋯⋯」983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtlgAPTkgEf
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佢未講完，我就將佢攬咗過嚟，用力地⋯⋯983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJRJLqOjdwn
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「你仲有我。」我發自內心地說。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGoBhTt0ZB9
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我睇唔到呀詩咩表情，但我感覺到我頂到佢個胸之餘，仲感覺到佢成個人抖顫起來。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP9uvB0RTDP
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今次我對呀詩無一絲邪念，只係單純地想俾啲力量佢，同埋覺得佢都會想要一個擁抱，絕對無非份之想。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡODD5bnV4YD
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我後未都已經無用力攬住佢了，甚至放放地手，但呀詩仍然攬住我，反而佢仲用力咗。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4rV8DYbjsf
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我就任由佢攬住我，我都好好地享受喱個無人打擾嘅時刻，幾難忘。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYxuT4HFAyP
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嗰一日，我覺得我同呀詩嘅關係大躍進，只不過⋯⋯983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPjQ2n9qRRv
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我同佢都必須係我哋逃學付上代價。我當然避唔過老豆老母嘅追問同埋責罵，罰咗我成個禮拜無得打機。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2p3mhTLe12
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咁呀詩屋企本來就唔管佢，所以唔算係啲咩。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCwLdywk6P4
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而學校對我哋政策，就係要我哋放學去參加嗰啲咩功課留堂班，就係一班人留係一間課室做自己嘢，做一個鐘先可以走，為期一個禮拜。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ52bFmsCz2U
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「最衰都係你，搞到我哋要去留堂班啦！」呀詩同我講。983Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVSUfT3DxlZ
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