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I’ve seen countless shorts, videos, and comments about suicide.55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEaMTsWttF7
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People say: “Think about your mom, dad, grandparents, your dog or any pet, your friends, anyone you know. They love you. So don’t do it.”
But let me respond — from the perspective of someone standing on the edge:
Dad — why don’t you talk to me?55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhVGqZB5tom
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Why can’t I remember a single time you played with me?55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbLXjbXeWGR
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Why do you mock me, laugh at me, make others bully me?55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfoCjcZkaDl
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Why are you never proud of me?55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUs5kwwRYCi
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I know you work hard, but is it really impossible to spare just five minutes a day?55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwTIXH99nhf
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Or even just two minutes in a month to ask how your child is?
Mom — why do you fight with me over everything?55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeYsHNZcTKX
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Why do you taunt me, make me feel like I’m always wrong?55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOB5P4F9MYB
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Why did you steal my childhood and force me into the role of a second mother?55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡArge8my6Dw
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Why didn’t you let me play, paint, dance, or sing like other kids?55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwla7C7oKMY
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Why do you compare me with my siblings until they hate me too?55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzc8YAgqgxT
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I can’t remember the last time you treated me like your daughter — not your burden.55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqARjymz1DN
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A smile, a hug, a pat on the head — is that too much to ask?
Brother — I raised you. I took care of you.55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRPdxyGMO97
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You saw me breaking, yet you sped up the process.55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgyhY1ZAe04
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Do you remember how you blamed me for everything, how you made Mom hate me?55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmZUv4SdDGi
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Do you know how deeply that broke me?55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9w6XWR6Xp
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I tried to protect you — so why did you give me reasons to die?55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYjVd5s9Huf
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Was your hatred really that deep?
Sister, little kid — even you joined in.55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKCZk4VqY9T
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You’ve changed a bit now, but I still remember.55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdfaZAE2Rl7
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I took you to school, protected you, gave you my chocolates and my love.55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPtDx48OrUi
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So why did you help tear me apart?
Grandpa — you were my friend once. Then I found out your truth.55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrlMwSBvVOG
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Why do you drink, scream, abuse, and destroy everything?55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSeZugbEx3V
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Why did you have to be another man who hurt me?
Grandma — why did you humiliate me in front of the whole family because of my skin, because I’m a girl?55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOVcgDBYYFT
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Why do you play your games behind everyone’s back?55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7hdxf7CtR2
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Why did you become a puppeteer of cruelty?
My two friend-dogs — why did you die so early?55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyyQInEGKHx
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I couldn’t even say goodbye.55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkGDYdXyhMI
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I tried to save you.55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ERnZa78Ea
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I told everyone what really happened.55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgTjrJoOesX
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They didn’t hit you that day… so did they kill you later?55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEq4lgUxtzp
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Was it painful?55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKddukPBGDJ
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I should never have left you.55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSszXfubjDd
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They told me about your death 15 days later.55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFtMihcJsv7
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I asked everyone — they stayed silent.55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡItz9FLBfzE
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Was poison really that brutal?55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQQA3Z7LKSx
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I went back to that place. A snake bit me.55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXWRyw8loTn
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I thought I’d see you again.55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW6ebgjVUwv
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I’m sorry I wasn’t there.
Principal Sir — you saw my grades for 10 years, my achievements.55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwtP0kufgDJ
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But not my pain?55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5yXy8xLZxY
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Why didn’t you ask any questions?
Classmates — I don’t even care anymore.55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzstlHwxPgj
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But I remember how none of you talked to me, played with me — for two whole years.55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOo1CoJzMkf
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You chose silence. What could I do?
My 5th class classmate — you died.55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9xGMnkB1zC
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The only memory I have is scolding you.55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMgcmRpbQ7O
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But I also remember your last smile.
Coaching Teacher — I asked you for help.55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeNFWGDwEa0
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You laughed. You mocked me in front of everyone.55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7HVrcT7WDY
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One month later, I attempted suicide.55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkSJrF8cFRb
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You still don’t know.
To everyone who saw my pain and looked away —55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCMGVV1NTaG
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Why?55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCWD4wN4R3o
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Why did you turn your backs when I begged for help?55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrZo873TvV8
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Why did you make me feel like suicide was my only answer?55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSNiIdmqZjz
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Why am I falling apart like this?55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUPHejnEROH
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Why are there blood clots on my body, bruises on my spirit?
So don’t talk online about mental health if you won’t even listen to our side.
Don’t tell us to care about family and friends — some of us never got that kind of love.55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqgjrZDOnNy
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At least tell us: “You matter — for yourself.”
And remember:
Not everyone is remembered forever.55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDOwN0piO0k
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People move on.55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx4NtP67XXx
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Family is not the same for everyone.55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Qz1ujkTUM
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And love isn’t always where it’s supposed to be.
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