阿樂看見她走路的姿態有一點奇怪,雙腿合得不夠埋,不明所以:924Please respect copyright.PENANAnStVQIEkud
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「做咩?你整親對腳咩?」924Please respect copyright.PENANArlpB0a1V2i
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「琴晚……今朝起床就有啲痛。」924Please respect copyright.PENANAqvdUvhtrtG
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她落座餐桌,準備食腸仔多士煎雙蛋;他反應過來,有些不好意思:924Please respect copyright.PENANAF2tGtJYONC
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「對唔住。」924Please respect copyright.PENANAd78zkxBVqL
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他抿一抿嘴;她低頭微笑:924Please respect copyright.PENANAwjhwFOL2om
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「唔好咁講,我自己有責任。」924Please respect copyright.PENANAB2q9YdSn3q
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「咁……不如以後都由我照顧你?」924Please respect copyright.PENANADceMWgjTrd
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他捉住她的手,腦中又閃過Tanya那對纖細的手;續道:924Please respect copyright.PENANAbajqmOYFrj
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「同我一齊,好唔好?」924Please respect copyright.PENANAyfiLZnNtRM
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青青的手很小很小,體積只有他的一半多點,卻被她輕易掙開,如同她在睡覺時那樣:924Please respect copyright.PENANAp1Zwxxz9n4
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「唔好講呢啲啦。」924Please respect copyright.PENANACgRliDtayl
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她心虛得不敢看他,只敢藉吃東西來移開目光;但她不明白,他喜歡自己什麼?是為了負責任才這樣說嗎?924Please respect copyright.PENANAI7UzmEVgS0
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更心虛的是,青青無法斬釘截鐵地拒絕,因為,她對阿樂是有一些好感的,她明白,要不是如此,她是不會在情慾驅使下和他發生關係;因而混亂,她不知道自己應該怎樣做,才對大家都好,或者說,怎樣才是對的。924Please respect copyright.PENANAKnRqiaA2LP
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他笑:「怕咩醜喎?」她吞吐幾下:「唔係呀——Sorry。」924Please respect copyright.PENANANImEAgfk9M
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「你未ready好?」924Please respect copyright.PENANAlPYhMdGhqs
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阿樂有些恍然大悟的感覺,他可以等。924Please respect copyright.PENANAlTpNUivwka
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「我……未諗清楚,琴晚可能係有少少衝動咗。」924Please respect copyright.PENANAasUBPuvmqQ
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青青艱難地道;他呆一呆——即係點?924Please respect copyright.PENANArcbJnuoliR
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「哦……好吖,咁你諗諗佢。」924Please respect copyright.PENANAhqaiwVGpY1
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阿樂唯有這樣說。924Please respect copyright.PENANAiyvZG8qYYU
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講真,經過昨夜他覺得自己完全沒有損失,反而賺了很多很多,他聽她說了好多話,知她酒量很淺,知她愛情價值觀,知她平時無論怎樣沉穩卻還是有失控的一面。924Please respect copyright.PENANAig2qLZpOf4
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何況,他的處子之身並不值錢——Tim少還經常笑他是青頭仔,笑他太易動情卻苦戀無果。924Please respect copyright.PENANAPKXBDfXOP9
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只是,阿樂不明白什麼是「一時衝動」?924Please respect copyright.PENANAP19KK1CCSi
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青青並不喜歡他,是嗎?924Please respect copyright.PENANAPYPvLTJxGS
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那為何一開始不推開他,後來更邀請他吻她,甚至最後也不反抗呢?924Please respect copyright.PENANAlWIgdg4ieR
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那可是生理性的痛楚啊——924Please respect copyright.PENANASxoYc2Mhcm
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就算怎樣的酒醉,也應該可以在一瞬間清醒吧。924Please respect copyright.PENANAhCB1lqrtbR
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但反正,她給他的印象又多了一些,總是不斷地有反差感,這很令他入迷……她並不是單一的人物,相反很多元很新奇,很中他意。而此刻,她竟然選擇逃避,與昨天的勇敢又很違和。924Please respect copyright.PENANAsyWHw4mIbC
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天知道,落差會使人欲罷不能。924Please respect copyright.PENANAi7z7M8jhRd
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「做咩啊,當我免費鴨呀?」924Please respect copyright.PENANACzHCZf8Fek
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他想開一下玩笑,舒緩一下尷尬的氣氛,他不願令二人有隔閡。924Please respect copyright.PENANAqiUhEJH3wB
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「唔係、唔係啊,絕對冇咁覺得你係免費㗎……都唔係鴨。」924Please respect copyright.PENANAXkYbXd33wP
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她慌張起來,她不想他這樣想,雖然,她的確靠他破了處,原屬意氣之爭,她只是想證明她也能有令男人緊握不放的能耐,絕對不比別人遜色;但她心知自己的行為,在別人看來是在利用他,愧疚地續道:924Please respect copyright.PENANAKkXFRV7YN7
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「或者,你可以當我係免費雞……可能咁樣會好啲。」924Please respect copyright.PENANAy6f6v7V7uv
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對你嘅快感會好啲;我良心都會好過啲。924Please respect copyright.PENANAH8P3FYUrEh
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她對他掀扯嘴角,淡淡的笑。924Please respect copyright.PENANAsg9EwRFu53
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「我講笑咋,點會咁諗你。」924Please respect copyright.PENANA7lPdb8cu48
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他怕她真將他的調侃放在心上,他只是說說,她何用叫鴨?924Please respect copyright.PENANAwqj08jPr3D
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她突然好後悔昨天發生的一切。924Please respect copyright.PENANAHbbYQa7dh8
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她感覺自己真的在利用了他的陰莖;而他就算穿過了她的陰道,卻未有通往她那愛人的心。924Please respect copyright.PENANA5BGYkuKV2C
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即使沒有酒醉,卻沒有清醒到分辨得來自己的心。她好像很喜歡與他共處,但又不是很喜歡、沒有那種心動的歡喜;若說是不喜歡,好像又有些偏頗。924Please respect copyright.PENANA4hR9XNcMk4
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「好食,我飽啦。」924Please respect copyright.PENANA11t3ZHDtZg
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她正準備將二人的碟一同拿進廚房洗;他捉住她的手肘問:924Please respect copyright.PENANAKASs32wTdF
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「今日我哋一齊出去行吓吖?」924Please respect copyright.PENANAn1Aw9y6XVV
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「唔啦,休息吓啦,我諗你都攰。」924Please respect copyright.PENANAYqc2U9oQ6l
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投射。924Please respect copyright.PENANAa33ESkPtuG
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阿樂沒有放開:924Please respect copyright.PENANAjrBwg4y4aB
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「我唔攰啊,或者我哋夜晚先出去?」924Please respect copyright.PENANASKrpGb98Py
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青青甩開,繼續去廚房:924Please respect copyright.PENANAm3MxfcutOt
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「不如遲啲,我唔想出街住。」924Please respect copyright.PENANAdTRgGLvpFu
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他有些想問:她是不想出門,還是不想和他出門?但他也想到,她平時也能自己留在家中耗很多時間:924Please respect copyright.PENANAlSwwpnAdpR
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「咁好啦——如果你ready好嘅話,就同我講。如果你再需要多啲時間,都可以,我可以等。」924Please respect copyright.PENANAdjAtjfWAPx
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青青沒有說話,阿樂只聽到她開水喉洗鑊、洗碟的聲音;然後她出來,輕聲問:924Please respect copyright.PENANAsz9L1lNgIT
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「如果我唔會ready到呢?」924Please respect copyright.PENANAAlO5A3MGHK
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「點解呢?」924Please respect copyright.PENANAbm7pl36rxV
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阿樂直視青青,無可避免地就是有些傷心。這次,是不一樣的。他也不知道為什麼,他就是喜歡了她,雖然只與她相識不夠一個月,卻有一種莫名其妙的親厚感覺;雖然她未曾承諾什麼,口頭亦常言另一位男子的事,但是,阿樂就是覺得,他們應該要有以後。924Please respect copyright.PENANAnLzLlW1W8u
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青青也和阿樂對視,他們都知道,此刻的糾纏已不是為了今晚出不出街。924Please respect copyright.PENANAHes4bRiswR
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「Sorry。」她說。924Please respect copyright.PENANAQa3nrY60T7
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今晚出不出去,心境也不允許他們走出這一座死寂的圍城;也有一個原因,雖然青青未能確定自己的對阿樂心意,但她就是怕了,所以,她搖擺不定。924Please respect copyright.PENANAuXrrcoItwN
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「咁又唔洗。」924Please respect copyright.PENANAD2mtqW9vOZ
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阿樂覺得他和青青忽然很疏離。924Please respect copyright.PENANAJXwpDSW767
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只能說一些客套的說話,講多兩句就是一些語帶雙關的話,到底少了幾分真摰;但明明,昨天是非常親密,他既是聽她瘋狂訴說的密友,也是聽她瘋狂呻吟的一夜夫妻。不過一夜,他似乎沒能再聽見她,整個人都變得異常飄渺。924Please respect copyright.PENANA8ooW4yKxOq
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捉得到,摸得到,感應不好。924Please respect copyright.PENANAAnJMxDeFNE
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阿樂的自尊受損……924Please respect copyright.PENANA3nfcWwwYoS
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但,沒有關係。這是「應該」的——924Please respect copyright.PENANAgi3FI9rPim
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他說服自己:青青才剛失戀,需要多一點時間去整理思緒和心意。924Please respect copyright.PENANAD5Y7iiUwsa
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何況,他明白,交出真心者注定是被動的。924Please respect copyright.PENANA6pfLZxPFTT
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單戀的人,從來沒有任何資格向對方生氣、難過,即無主動選擇的權利,又無後退放手的孤勇,如此的——低下、卑微;和Tanya相處的片段不斷逐格播放,阿樂早就明瞭這個道理,痛苦地。924Please respect copyright.PENANAO7RKx17kLQ
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他也不想她做錯決定。924Please respect copyright.PENANAil1J5tniFi
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她覺得自己做錯決定。924Please respect copyright.PENANAzVLUFrZN12
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《偏偏喜歡你》//我破咗個文青處,但佢唔肯同我一齊。
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