阿朗只成為Fiona的點心。941Please respect copyright.PENANACmxPtuyqk1
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姜太公釣魚。941Please respect copyright.PENANAdbV6nHUkCw
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而她,只鍾意「他鍾意她」。941Please respect copyright.PENANAm8EBUlsMo1
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別人的一切愛意,都成為她的養份。941Please respect copyright.PENANAJoWWVDjZ9o
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她是一朵不會枯萎的玫瑰,而摘的人,手破血流。941Please respect copyright.PENANAUzUjKD9Nuh
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當然帶刺。越多人摘,越多人為她流血,這一份腥臊滴在泥土中,她就盛放得更加嬌艷欲滴,血一般紅地宣告她是被愛的,比起別的女生,她在頂點。941Please respect copyright.PENANA48bihhg2ZI
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阿朗確是「夠好」,對Fiona而言,他好看、有志氣、有能力;具體地說,那就是得體——靚仔、成績好、咩都識玩吓,成為他的女朋友,臉上有光;何況,他還被不少人明戀暗示。而最後,她得到他。941Please respect copyright.PENANArgDKwS1NrU
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何其滿足,她無疑俯瞰他人,仿佛側面證實她是最艷美的花,與別的、不被人供養的,不同。941Please respect copyright.PENANAySn8kYpU1k
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所以,阿朗是她明面上的男朋友。941Please respect copyright.PENANADFBqHOk33D
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這樣的Fiona,偏偏,阿朗沉迷於她的薄倖。941Please respect copyright.PENANA3Lyo2unoeI
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她一點都不珍惜他的感情。941Please respect copyright.PENANA8mR3zGwuHr
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但是,這就令他越想證明,自己值得被她珍愛。他當然願意負傷照料花莖,供給她所有需要的血液,一滴一滴,毫不吝嗇地落在黑沉沉的泥裏,讓她生長、供她營養、使她開得更鮮紅艷麗。941Please respect copyright.PENANA1PgvlM2n7f
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哪管,他已經乾枯。941Please respect copyright.PENANAZ8HDqKnniB
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他說:「如果你願意放棄另外兩個男朋友,我可以當無事發生過,重頭嚟過好冇?」941Please respect copyright.PENANAdtEHoG9A36
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他的確不忿,他的確生氣,可是沒有關係。941Please respect copyright.PENANAk4Mh4Q84hW
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阿朗對Fiona加倍的好,噓寒問暖,將兼職的薪水化成大大小小的禮物奉上;將文字上的「休息多啲!」、「食咗飯未?」煮成紅糖水、綿密瘦肉粥;約她去主題公園,重複玩旋轉木馬;學習怎樣拍出自然不曝光的個人照,從此相機裏全是她的身影;只要她說:「嚟接我。」,就會立刻飛奔出去找他;如果她說:「噢,唔洗啦。」,那麼他也會悻悻然回家……941Please respect copyright.PENANAAfmYOgoByf
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他對她上癮。941Please respect copyright.PENANAbDgdCpHyCR
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他甚至,在腦中替她辯護:咁,都正常嘅,邊個唔想自己多人錫、多人關心?話哂,佢都係女神吖——941Please respect copyright.PENANABdVaQxiEWY
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願者上釣。941Please respect copyright.PENANAeVxOrgyXZj
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他不明白的是,她喜歡另外兩個人什麼?或者,為什麼仍樂不思蜀地統領眾兵?941Please respect copyright.PENANAJ97aTwpJDC
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有他一個,不夠嗎?941Please respect copyright.PENANATGh6maQVhY
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不夠。941Please respect copyright.PENANA6jEDJweKJ1
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天梯,要爬。Fiona從來不缺來自異性的善意和所謂的「好」,她有的是收割的殷勤。不過是一個人的好,就想將她關在細小而木訥的盆栽裏?等待太陽心情好的時候散恩播種?等待某個人憐惜的時候澆水施肥?一場仗,也不可能只得一個將軍吧,尚有千軍萬馬方能硝煙彌漫。941Please respect copyright.PENANAPEk0WPmTmq
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怎可能足夠呢?Fiona的世界裏,除了養分,還有水和陽光,要很多很多的愛慕。941Please respect copyright.PENANAOCIGTNKVqV
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作為回報,她會雨露均沾。941Please respect copyright.PENANAVxZ9fMXtAp
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「咁,佢哋鍾意我吖嘛,又肯對我好。」941Please respect copyright.PENANAUrNg1CWOWi
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「我當然係個個都多謝啦,咁人哋鍾意我,我都冇辦法嘅。」941Please respect copyright.PENANAPiowuKyXQD
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「但咁多個裏面,我最鍾意你㗎,如果唔係,就唔會俾咁多人知道我同你拍拖啦,係咪?」941Please respect copyright.PENANAhqOhwDVXNO
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「阿朗,你仲係好鍾意我㗎係咪?你接唔接受到?」941Please respect copyright.PENANAyiEjcBIZ3N
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「咁算啦,阿朗。」941Please respect copyright.PENANAFylFhaityO
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但他,只想成為唯一。941Please respect copyright.PENANAnPKO7KCrFR
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所以,最後,她對他的歇斯底理不瞅不睬,面對他的質問漠不關心,笑說一句「對唔住」。941Please respect copyright.PENANAbCZF6Zw2Of
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阿朗到底不是Fiona的觀音兵,他的自尊心不容許他與他人共用女朋友,那樽鹽,不可再被打碎了。941Please respect copyright.PENANAxcYHhRZVK6
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自我犧牲這種事,他不想為一個不愛他的人實現。941Please respect copyright.PENANAWosok7XPX9
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她對誰都不拒絕,仿佛對誰都鍾意。但也許,這證明了她誰都不愛,她只愛自己。941Please respect copyright.PENANAeFqc4gKcTu
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所以,即使看見他人為她崩潰、流淚、哀慟,她也漠然,因為她根本不在乎;唯一擔心的是,別人的眼淚變成滂沱大雨,以猛烈又兇狠的來勢淹沒玫瑰,不能再吸收來自其他人的供養。因此,她又會稍稍安撫對方,告訴對方——多謝你啊,我係唔會忘記你㗎,我哋之間,只係少咗啲緣分咋。941Please respect copyright.PENANA40XwERzuWr
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每一次、每一個。941Please respect copyright.PENANArPK8NHfnA8
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他們果真心軟,並且遙望她,祝福她,還擔心別人待她不如自己那般好。941Please respect copyright.PENANAqhicdaOAVq
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結果,分手,是淡淡的,阿朗挽回無果。941Please respect copyright.PENANAp45ejNclD4
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不過,他也沒有和別人說Fiona的壞話,她畢竟曾經好過,為他緊張的高中生活帶來過一抹亮色,因為她,他才開始學習「愛」,明白女生需要怎樣的關心、喜歡聽怎樣的稱讚、討厭男生怎樣的話語,云云。941Please respect copyright.PENANAiJLddJhZ4G
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而且,確實是他被魚餌引誘。941Please respect copyright.PENANAmFMyhkhVjP
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他看着那一朵玫瑰,沿途繼續驕傲地盛開。只是,他不會再為她獻血了,自有人主動投網、被她獵捕——但不會是他了,他不願做萬分之一,他要做唯一。941Please respect copyright.PENANAMZaHnGmhXK
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他恨她。941Please respect copyright.PENANAKGtHa87nbF
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你都不嬲都咁叻。941Please respect copyright.PENANAE27G2S3oRO
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永遠都係我男神。941Please respect copyright.PENANASLtPhkomXG
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但Fiona此刻,卻慰藉阿朗的自尊心,告訴他:他很叻;哪怕只是客氣說話。941Please respect copyright.PENANAMjuOZ1fG4v
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《相愛十年》//《結咗婚十幾年,好似已經唔太愛。》
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