No Plagiarism!8oE0SjWqVS2uFfkRmpxSposted on PENANA 補昨日的日記。昨日寫到一半累得睡著,今日接續完成。8964 copyright protection120PENANAxheyvyIMTe 維尼
今天接連發生太多、太多事情了。我真的……好累。8964 copyright protection120PENANAL2HLjFRE8i 維尼
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上午四節課都在考試。國語、自然、作文。所幸都有正常發揮,甚少失誤。8964 copyright protection120PENANAbgYmR2uUCM 維尼
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但是其實這個時候我已經筋疲力盡。8964 copyright protection120PENANAO6Km7kfQPx 維尼
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午飯的時候,學務處廣播說昨日宣告染疫的那名同學的所在班級,報出另外一位同學確診。8964 copyright protection120PENANAQj8QEWFCHq 維尼
而我們班上恰巧有兩位同學與之有過近距離接觸,接到通知,立即返家,需要隔離十天。8964 copyright protection120PENANAdESyN6lOmu 維尼
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我吃不下飯了。各位好同學,我真的……很擔心你們。8964 copyright protection120PENANAfqYRxcqVdY 維尼
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下午第一節課,老師語重心長的宣布,那位我在班上最要好的朋友恰巧因食物中毒引發急性腹膜炎,住院開刀去了。8964 copyright protection120PENANAL4twnqGY49 維尼
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醫師說若不慎,可能會……有生命危險。 8964 copyright protection120PENANAyvUZdyYQcd 維尼
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我真的很惶恐——老實說我在班上屬於根本沒有朋友的人。能夠遇到她是很難得的機緣。我真的感到很慶幸。 8964 copyright protection120PENANATFD7LtB25A 維尼
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不過,萬一,要是失去……不,我不敢想像。 怎麼會?我……好擔心。 8964 copyright protection120PENANAK84eOBkujl 維尼
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我已經好累,好累啊。8964 copyright protection120PENANAWZGRQVNMfC 維尼
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下午接近放學時,又一次宣布,隔日預防性在家進行線上教學。雖然本人原本極其厭惡停課這件事情,但當下實則鬆了一口氣。8964 copyright protection120PENANAaTcFfddQOv 維尼
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因為我好累啊。好想回家安安穩穩的睡上一覺。8964 copyright protection120PENANAyzSrMLsvxb 維尼
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於是我背著大捆大捆的課本回家,正準備好好休息——8964 copyright protection120PENANArN69i5mWDu 維尼
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一上車,爸爸張口就告訴我祖父驟然心肌梗塞,命懸一線的消息。現正在花蓮的慈濟醫院進行急救。8964 copyright protection120PENANA3xDHmdwEe9 維尼
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隨便啦。其實祖父八十五歲高齡,這樣被送去醫院又平安無事的回家不下十次了,每次不都沒事。8964 copyright protection120PENANAOVpdLycIQk 維尼
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跟我說幹嘛。8964 copyright protection120PENANAwrhUBnzNo7 維尼
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慈濟醫院近日爆發院內感染,想要進去必須先進行快篩。爸爸紅著眼說那個東西很痛,不讓我們去。8964 copyright protection120PENANAOPK5Tcp92p 維尼
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最後我沒有去——8964 copyright protection120PENANAVvRWjca7P5 維尼
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——沒能去見他最後一面。8964 copyright protection120PENANAzfQPTvFVfE 維尼
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祖父就這樣過世了,那樣猝不及防的。8964 copyright protection120PENANA6tdj725tuL 維尼
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怎麼會?為什麼?好空虛,好絕望的感覺啊。8964 copyright protection120PENANAj3gjGL2Bbo 維尼
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我很痛,很悲傷。當然,很累。8964 copyright protection120PENANAoCCXlO1BdZ 維尼
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爸爸顯得特別憔悴。我出生至今,頭一次看見一向堅強的他落淚了。8964 copyright protection120PENANA9bdQUDGDp7 維尼
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他很無助。明天要進行線上教學,他是老師,需要費很多精力準備的。8964 copyright protection120PENANA3h1Q5M9RHz 維尼
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一時間千頭萬緒,爸爸一面流淚,接著姑姑的電話,一面傳訊息給所帶班上的家長們。8964 copyright protection120PENANAc8Wp6o6pOi 維尼
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有幾個他向來很討厭的白目家長拋出一些無聊問題。爸爸的情緒瞬間怒漲。8964 copyright protection120PENANAzkoGmfR7Mj 維尼
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他在打字欄裡面打下「你去死吧」這幾個字。8964 copyright protection120PENANADJtKBNvscj 維尼
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……還好,總算是及時被我攔下來了。8964 copyright protection120PENANAUSl8q766Lp 維尼
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但是……我嚇壞了。爸爸從來沒有這樣過的。8964 copyright protection120PENANAzfRq7nwotg 維尼
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我緊緊的抱著他,等他漸漸冷靜。8964 copyright protection120PENANAkD63CMoPQb 維尼
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從學校要回家的全程,我就坐在副駕駛座,愣愣的回不過神來,擠不出一句安慰的話語。看著他流著淚,用顫抖的嗓音打電話給伯父,大姑姑,母親。然後慢慢的向校方,向葬儀社傳訊息,明日請喪假一日,大家對不起。8964 copyright protection120PENANAejCdRwd4iK 維尼
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陸陸續續有人傳來節哀之類的訊息。8964 copyright protection120PENANA1lFAOCp4ng 維尼
爸爸一一道謝。8964 copyright protection120PENANAqyIsjeDCDw 維尼
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其實我一直都覺得,「請節哀」這三個字,很空洞,很沒有意義。剛剛失去至親的人,有可能因為你這三個字,而心情變好嗎?8964 copyright protection120PENANA0jMDTdBNUW 維尼
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答案是不會。我看爸爸,他只感到無比厭煩,還有痛。8964 copyright protection120PENANAMCQrYDUHpk 維尼
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我的爸爸患有中重度躁鬱症。8964 copyright protection120PENANAEY4VPmnRfr 維尼
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他有嚴重失眠,每天必須靠強效安眠藥勉強入睡。8964 copyright protection120PENANA5qJ9bArHtg 維尼
還記得很小的時候,我曾有一次因為晚上睡不著覺,向他要了藥吃。8964 copyright protection120PENANAgyvQ0Z5AJY 維尼
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他馬上用力地打了我一掌,然後面色嚴肅的跟我說,那個藥,小孩子吃了會死的。8964 copyright protection120PENANAbnSkbo4DPY 維尼
後來我再也沒有看過他吃藥。也就是說,他開始背著我,在深夜才吃藥,還必須等待半個小時左右的有效發揮,才能入睡。8964 copyright protection120PENANACd53RvlvLl 維尼
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只為了不想讓我看到。會死……我認真覺得那並沒有誇大。8964 copyright protection120PENANA9sDW7uTUKi 維尼
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這個症狀,除了面對學生及上頭勢力的壓迫外,絕大部分來自——童年陰影。8964 copyright protection120PENANAqNZigYyAZZ 維尼
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嗯。要說我對這位祖父有多麼強烈的情感嘛,其實沒有。8964 copyright protection120PENANAPeQeiVDnoj 維尼
爸爸常常掛在嘴邊的,就是說我很幸運,有一個好的爸爸。他沒有。8964 copyright protection120PENANA27fOanq3wG 維尼
祖父的原配——也就是爸爸的親生母親——在三十三歲過世。她的喪禮過後不滿一年,他再娶了。8964 copyright protection120PENANALKsy2n61xf 維尼
從此以後兩人開始天天苛待、打罵、凌虐爸爸家四姐弟。8964 copyright protection120PENANAVeFPCuIFwA 維尼
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我聽到爸爸向電話另一頭的姑姑說,他從此以後再也不會和阿姨說半句話了。8964 copyright protection120PENANAtX0zkvUW65 維尼
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(他們稱繼母作阿姨。)8964 copyright protection120PENANAebYA9jek7c 維尼
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他應該很恨才對呀。8964 copyright protection120PENANAHPq6Ip0bqn 維尼
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那為什麼,還要哭呢……?是又愛又恨嗎?8964 copyright protection120PENANAoorhKElKYj 維尼
又愛又恨這種東西,既抽象且矛盾,真的存在嗎?8964 copyright protection120PENANAvQz99Rf3Bh 維尼
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我不懂。8964 copyright protection120PENANAMuFoPD8DAD 維尼
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回到家裡面,媽媽也即時趕回來了。8964 copyright protection120PENANA9LNBjGc8sN 維尼
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她說其實本來想把我們倆孩子留在家裡,兩個大人獨自去的。後來又想想覺得不行,我們太小了。8964 copyright protection120PENANA2tmr5v6SuT 維尼
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好羨慕孩子都已經成人的伯父家啊。媽媽說。8964 copyright protection120PENANAbb2lxvdMQw 維尼
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——原來我們只是累贅。8964 copyright protection120PENANAWj0jEw55H6 維尼
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這種感覺很怪異,很彆扭。即使心底非常想要幫點什麼忙,一點點也好,只要能夠稍稍減輕爸爸的壓力……實則卻什麼也沒辦法做,只能在一旁乾瞪眼。8964 copyright protection120PENANAj7cvORWmG1 維尼
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就像裝飾品一樣。8964 copyright protection120PENANAhTi2Jgr7nV 維尼
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後來的一段時間,兩個人半句話也沒有說。只是默默的拉著我和妹妹驅車上路。8964 copyright protection120PENANAb1BEr0KDqi 維尼
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車程二個半小時,回老家。8964 copyright protection120PENANAdO0zARpQBD 維尼
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中途我很害怕,因為一直聽著爸爸不斷地反覆地囈語著:8964 copyright protection120PENANAbv2fPs9W4k 維尼
對不起對不起,啊,不不不,對不起我的是你。但是你,怎麼還沒說對不起就走了呢,怎麼可以怎麼可以。8964 copyright protection120PENANANlIlC8lBbz 維尼
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我很擔心,很擔心,他會不會就這麼瘋了。8964 copyright protection120PENANAUHN5rzY1Dt 維尼
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到了以後,媽媽不斷地和我說著,欸,你去和阿嬤聊天啊,快啊,阿嬤現在很傷心。8964 copyright protection120PENANAp5cEmiz9jM 維尼
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我說我不要。我一點都不想要啊。她可是害慘我爸爸的罪魁禍首。8964 copyright protection120PENANANwSCsFiZBF 維尼
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我恨死她了。看看,像我,恨就是恨,恨了,便實在半點都不愛她,千真萬確。8964 copyright protection120PENANAkbVp1GBz4Z 維尼
但是又愛又恨,那到底是什麼呢?8964 copyright protection120PENANACwQ3TFivOV 維尼
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後來禁不起媽媽不斷擠眉弄眼(真的討厭。我實在厭惡她這種性格。),我免不了還是得開口和她搭上幾句。8964 copyright protection120PENANA7cPVF7pq9i 維尼
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她問我高中了沒?8964 copyright protection120PENANALlTG8DYbMf 維尼
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什麼?不對呀。要是旁人、生人問我,我會歸於覺得是其覺得我的身高不像小學生,國中生。8964 copyright protection120PENANAnzLYbaQFJL 維尼
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但她並不是。理論上,法律上來說,她是我的祖母。8964 copyright protection120PENANAW7AWVNvPXJ 維尼
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那,還會這麼問?顯然她一點,半點也沒有關心過我,關心過我們全家。8964 copyright protection120PENANA1zFizfYXUZ 維尼
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她媽的嫁來這裡純粹就是貪圖這該死的財產啊。8964 copyright protection120PENANAwmjw57CDO4 維尼
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我幾乎可以想像,在無數祖父睡在加護病房的晚上,她興奮的笑,想著這個老頭子終於要死了,都是我的了。8964 copyright protection120PENANAOSGkquWcak 維尼
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噁心透了。想吐。8964 copyright protection120PENANAWtq4tv9qle 維尼
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準備回程時候已是晚上八點半左右。我很累。8964 copyright protection120PENANAk4sLZUIkmK 維尼
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還好明天是線上上課,稍晚一些,否則真的會沒有體力上學。8964 copyright protection120PENANA0adaO1tvOv 維尼
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還真是頭一次有真的謝謝縣長大人的感受啊。8964 copyright protection120PENANAOCZcB0ShFa 維尼
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然後突然接到全中運延期的消息。縣長公布的。8964 copyright protection120PENANARRTD8aTGqd 維尼
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我對她的好感瞬間消彌殆盡。8964 copyright protection120PENANAyjykqxksu7 維尼
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縣長,這件事情是你可以做主的嗎?8964 copyright protection120PENANAxxZVn499Pl 維尼
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可知聖火已經繞完了全台灣,全花蓮的中小學校老師們傾巢而出,大費周章的幫你佈置好了開幕典禮的佈景——也是花蓮的臉面啊——選手們都已經在這裡準備就緒,一切精神嚴正繃緊,備戰狀態下,一切只要待你一聲下令,就要開始了……8964 copyright protection120PENANAMO9Mp3pwEL 維尼
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結果你那麼唐突的跟我說延期?真的笨,昏庸,腐敗,根本廢物。8964 copyright protection120PENANA1T8k6GXz9f 維尼
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我實在厭惡我們政府。8964 copyright protection120PENANAOkvDSKOTaS 維尼
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糟糕,似乎不小心透漏政治立場了呢。怎麼隱隱感覺會被人討厭……唉,算了,我不顧了那麼多。因為好累。8964 copyright protection120PENANAIzXP3aghvU 維尼
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然後爸爸上了車,一一向家長們解釋,假仍然是放著的,後續再議。8964 copyright protection120PENANAJnLaER3FHn 維尼
我感到萬幸,那群白癡家長們沒有再叨擾他。8964 copyright protection120PENANA6OMSaSBpcs 維尼
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否則我真的怕他崩潰。8964 copyright protection120PENANA5627MagcQH 維尼
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然後終於,終於,終於,我們回到家了。8964 copyright protection120PENANANcJ5HfPCjN 維尼
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我覺得我現在的狀態,已經不能單單用「累」一個字來形容了。8964 copyright protection120PENANAozQ4rP4iMs 維尼
好……好……好累。8964 copyright protection120PENANABKe65t4Ouc 維尼
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唉,實在太亂。我來整理一下頭緒。8964 copyright protection120PENANAIhWgxFlTDp 維尼
明天我和妹妹迫不得已獨自待在家裡,各自與班級同學線上上課。爸爸要去上班……我很擔心。媽媽學校有教評會。爸爸下班以後,要去辦祖父的死亡證明書,再買午餐回來和我們一起吃,然後去伯父家商討後事日期等等。8964 copyright protection120PENANAo2dpFLNQ8t 維尼
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晚上又要回到那個我厭惡至極的地方。8964 copyright protection120PENANAB8Qe99I640 維尼
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這次還要住兩個晚上。好好的假期,我感到被徹徹底底地毀了。8964 copyright protection120PENANAqqFfkSdLMZ 維尼
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好崩潰。8964 copyright protection120PENANAzWsCm6i6GM 維尼
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後來在深夜時,我接到了因被匡列而本在居家隔離的一位別班好友,女孩子,確診了。8964 copyright protection120PENANAa0OSHxhWby 維尼
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……當一個人崩潰上再加崩潰,再加崩潰,那是什麼?我不知道。8964 copyright protection120PENANAxTcjsNmYg2 維尼
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我只知道,我很累。8964 copyright protection120PENANAXWaR9sdyFK 維尼
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在學校,在家裡,在老家。處處都是焦急,慌張,悲慟,愁雲慘霧。我覺得自己正逐漸被四面八方排山倒海而來的壓力,擠迫得快要喘不過氣來。8964 copyright protection120PENANAXf9OwndBgG 維尼
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沒有任何一個地方能夠讓我稍稍喘息。8964 copyright protection120PENANAAAGTqLQAnH 維尼
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我累,我好累。誰來救救我?8964 copyright protection120PENANAC7SJ7Km9Eq 維尼
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好想哭……不對,我不知不覺竟是已經邊打字邊哭泣了。8964 copyright protection120PENANAKToIzWKfIl 維尼
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喔,對了。其實關於祖父這個人,因為爸爸時常想起什麼往事便對我說,所以有很多很多故事可以講。8964 copyright protection120PENANAKv52EvGY3X 維尼
加之之前我好友向我說,生活裡發生的任何事情都可以拿來當作寫作的題材,8964 copyright protection120PENANAok56FWcnJo 維尼
於是我考慮利用暑假,把整件事情的始末寫成短篇小說。8964 copyright protection120PENANAHs1U9ICfmp 維尼
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順便練習練習吧。正巧我最近沒有靈感。8964 copyright protection120PENANAOhzRuAGYIy 維尼
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祖父,在最後,還要利用您的離開來圖利。對不起了。8964 copyright protection120PENANAjUr1wtK57G 維尼
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好像不知不覺寫太多了,抱歉。很謝謝願意讀到最後的大家,打完字,有適度的發洩掉負面情緒了。8964 copyright protection120PENANATotSmTNU6K 維尼
我個人其實不怎麼喜歡那種滿是抱怨和訴苦的文章。沒想到這次竟然把這種氛圍帶給大家,真的很對不起。8964 copyright protection120PENANAzbOlPVOyhY 維尼
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望大家願意接受。8964 copyright protection120PENANARI7b04LzQ3 維尼
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啊,我忽然覺得,其實所謂能夠讓我稍稍喘口氣的地方,是這裡啊。真的。8964 copyright protection120PENANAfbhl9FDV9a 維尼
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不過最後還是要由衷勸告,凌清現在是個不定時炸彈。我自己也不知道會不會哪個時候突然爆炸,崩潰,暴怒。所以最近,大概這幾個星期,要接近我,就要做好聽人嚎啕哭泣,或者莫名其妙接收一大堆負面情緒的心理準備喔。8964 copyright protection120PENANAdkc0CMY9N4 維尼
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謝謝大家。8964 copyright protection120PENANAal8b5Zcmgm 維尼
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