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逐漸隨著經歷成長而感覺異樣。

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難以脫離。1195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlB0TTMzs7H
毫無去處，不得不。

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難以忍耐。1195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA9cocrDYZZ
無法壓抑，不可避。

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轉向他人求助，1195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPAYavEovR6
使妳陷入更深處、更深藏。

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妳的平凡面具，下方藏著什麼？

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「他這樣對我，是為了我好，我要慢慢去接受這事實。」1195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpN5Kmy6F62
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包裝妳的異樣，1195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHgGn7d7rRg
編織出一道厚繭囚住，1195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlP9I8qd0S8
妳所謂的「醜惡真實」。

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外表與他人無異。1195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡObnG2OdcuN
「這樣的我。」1195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPGAgp174bK
內心翻覆常識認知，妳心中慾望與常人認知對立。1195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtaFkZE0DcY
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深刻的發生經歷，清醒的刺激……那顆被希望所麻醉的心。1195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡylKgDpIjGg
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刻下的痕跡，要透過多少次的淡忘抹除？還要包裹多少層？

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妳期許：

「擺脫身上的痕跡。」1195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ5qwajSl5J
「將異樣的感受消除。」1195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡou3Z33GtIg
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「別再讓那種感覺來了……」1195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWL5tweh5ZW
「讓我……毫無能力去反抗。」1195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPyffJ637xm
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妳渴望：1195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxi1DLWHfEY
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「拜託了，能讓我等待到嗎？」1195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAUP4f6FXVn
「有個可以接納我的人嗎？」

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「一個也好……」1195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMLjTf0wSDI
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深入、切頗開妳的厚繭。1195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡucpTuC4OWK
接納，接納妳不堪入目的所有。1195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPeiGzdhG97
「暴露出來。」1195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUE5yNf2IeM
羞恥的感官，使反抗的理智鎮靜。

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「真是沒救了，妳母親生下這種東西。」父親的話，1195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq7sESR7rkn
傷透了我的心，但也必須依賴、傾靠他的話語。1195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYXHkuq4eON
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「別再繼續了……感覺好奇怪……」1195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3sFscjnm1d
我原本認為只是嚴父管教子女，但卻也導致。1195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHJY8i4pCt9
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父親認為我不是正常人，但我也認為父親因為我也不正常了。1195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTUgYQh6OXc
我所受到的傷害成為父女彼此的快樂，只是我一直沒意識到，1195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuOMNEwVSyf
原來我一直感到快樂與不解。1195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxfhik3yQYF
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牽起一絲又一絲，1195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFIHHyncwNH
有粗大、有細小的，1195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqz8SH7ffvZ
快樂與憂鬱。

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「爸爸……我不想努力了……」1195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlo5AaJ8UAa
不再想要努力當個好孩子，想要沉淪下去，1195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwXy5ZsRvmd
爸爸會原諒我嗎？會接受嗎？我這樣做是正確的嗎？1195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT5rnQEp9d6
討厭那種不理解，又讓自己愉快舒服的情感。1195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs2kceDQNsq
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正在慢慢理解，正在接受自身的畸形。1195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRTdob7rIde
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放出妳的津液，流淌一地的內容物，1195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbXgvvjzvKg
冒出妳內在的快樂蒸氣。1195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ433IfaH148
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四溢出……1195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOGSRwpOD5d
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「放棄努力，一直是這麼容易的事情。」1195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVLq8gNb9la
「為什麼？我一直沒有意識到，我一直是快樂的？」1195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7vVDR1ossN
「那樣努力想擺脫快樂的我，是不是像個傻子？」1195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyFMLJPdSUn
「答案是肯定的對吧？」1195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Vhnpb0AtF
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視覺畫面充斥戀愛的雜訊；1195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUilES4ItzF
抑鬱低落伴隨頂點快樂。1195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Zw0gQJgQK
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「為什麼這麼讓人無法自我，但又要跨出這一步，1195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJvcVR81oDG
才可以感受到真正的快樂？錯過太多了，憂慮也太多了。」1195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6fz4PhsqHI
「想忘記所有的不理解，就這樣投入在快樂中吧……」1195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1IS3QAhFfK
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內心浪叫...就算即將要失去生氣。1195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj3QwMEQluU
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「每次清晰響亮的聲音，都在提醒，正在什麼樣的環境。」1195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5FjLIZT9TT
「把更多的快樂給我，這樣我可以再產出更多的快樂。」

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更多、更多的快樂，覆蓋過往的憂慮與不悅。1195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeAP8rQi8MW
不要再努力掙扎，也不要再嘗試用希望麻醉那些憂愁與不理解。1195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr96BrmVuQt
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產出過多的快樂，快要沒有了知覺。漸漸不再有了回應，意識薄弱。1195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo46p72t34k
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全身的津液有多少流淌在底下？1195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcOTPzgW5OH
好像也不怎麼在意了……1195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI4YaEaWHTo
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身體不再燥熱，只剩空虛、寂寞，1195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQyLR12xNpN
而且從內到外的冰冷。1195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSjt7lecdeo
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像電視一樣的雜訊蓋住了眼前的景象，1195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ymaIWeMHN
黑色與白色的點密集蓋過像篩網一樣的視線。1195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6KNgi0g5TC
只剩下黑色與白色的點，像父親時常拍打的老舊電視機。1195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5CBGkwNqtA
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「是啊……就像父親的老舊電視機，供他娛樂，1195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT5fjJHsg1m
壞掉的時候打幾下就好了。」1195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKsEcCvTKV3
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眼睛失去知覺，急速微弱的聲音。1195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBV6ZNLqj42
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收割了妳……所剩不多、僅剩的心之果實。1195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhXT1cOyJ1P
掀開妳內心的蓋子，津液滿出，至頂部流下。1195Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNASBjVruok
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那是一顆帶有人性溫度的心之果實。

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取出，

心之果實。

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終於...

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不再渴求。

不再呻吟。

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