This is a set of two poems :3 42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZVfFC9m6Gp
(First on love, second on heartbreak.)
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her tears taste like honeydew with a42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9LohM7MTSL
hint of extraterrestrial redshifting.42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Rq6ki70p5
she walks with the grace of moonlight42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ADkp7yaUK
and has eyes like protostars.42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnqt9O1GYvK
she’s not quite up to societal standards,42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7nRK3cDjq3
and she lives in the future, not the past.42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhMivCwmcGE
i still chase after her anyways,42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdtK94VumhP
tail wagging, tongue lolling like the dog i am.42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ4r3LlbLS8
CW: SH, body dysmorphia/body image42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwFhaF15hQC
who taught you to hate?
“who taught you to hate your hair?”42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUUfE524Hkb
she did, with her idle remarks42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuby8rLHjva
about how it would look better curled.42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1hZ8i5RqQ1
(i curled it into long ringlets.)42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFDPDE6O8YV
then she said it would be better short42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn3qY1qdMSY
(i chopped it all off with a swiss army knife.)42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvjzXwJ5dZx
it’s been bleached, stained, and cut42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9PqzQDtjiN
in all manners of ways.42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoe2JziSHFl
(still it was never enough.)
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“who taught you to hate your freckles?”42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI4c0iziqdi
she did, tracing constellations on my cheeks42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdJBYigtJVn
with a permanent red sharpie until it looked like42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpVIHkE6r6n
i had wept thousands of scarlet tears.42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBkbwEZxwru
(i spent all night scrubbing it to no avail.42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6qkjDAQReb
she offered no help, only a faint smile at my struggles.)
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“who taught you to hate your skin?”42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ65WoF37ttu
she did, with her languid tongue and42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaxhEQOEhIS
knife-sharp jabs. too pale, not tan enough,42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNCooj5AxiE
she said, running fingers down my arm,42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjwDGoGCqSg
like a vampire, coming to suck blood.42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpYiU4UYphh
(i dug my nails into what made up my outsides42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZPHhyRTYoT
and tried to pry it off my very bones.)42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkiG9hFkqdo
i’m was left with only scars.
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“who taught you to hate your bones?”42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZzhJiIPAJV
she did in late nights spent curled together42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIvgHDvxpAF
in the back of my pick up truck, poking42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPMV7VesYVf
and prodding at my body, saying that42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡavOqvBSn2g
i must be pretty big-boned to weigh so heavy.42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP6F7qxCmL1
(i dug my fingernails into my thigh, peeling back flesh42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmqPqOMLDKI
until i could claw away at the bone hidden beneath.)42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtVud5TKFXx
the hospital tutted and bandaged me up,42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxNnVlGNW5B
and stuck me into a small box with a self-proclaimed42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgIUVUXJQY7
therapist whose only job was to make me feel worse.
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“who taught you to hate yourself?”42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsNZXZWZ97Q
she did with her loaded gun questions42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCFnM6c0lmg
and sketchy answers. late night calls42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnUPLtscvm8
of ‘i love you’s’ and tired apologies42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3o8Xq4MQrS
when it was never truly my fault.42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ58Dbc7z1d
she taught me to hate myself.42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCBifRJhQbB
(what is love if not another form of hate?)
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