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因為殯儀館的氣氛太悲戚,我沒有在那邊待多久,看了妳的遺容鞠了一個躬就離開了。377Please respect copyright.PENANAbplLO9ARaR
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我甚至不太想去翌日的火化儀式。377Please respect copyright.PENANAE2fPzjaLnM
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和妳的家人道別後,我獨自步行下山,思考有沒有避免這件事的方法。377Please respect copyright.PENANAn3ZS7aD2Ty
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而在途中,我看見了一個身穿白袍的女生站在路中心。377Please respect copyright.PENANArb3PTBSgfn
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你希望改變過去嗎?377Please respect copyright.PENANAO8rxAAnVI7
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她說,我自然地回應她,那當然吧。377Please respect copyright.PENANAv8RfYWkAIk
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她莞爾道,那跟我走吧。377Please respect copyright.PENANAu2rEZxO8Ln
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唔?為甚麼我會跟一個在路中心出現的女生搭話?然後又跟她走?377Please respect copyright.PENANAA9o1Kq4gVj
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在我意識到問題的時候,眼前出現了一片濃霧,然後又迅速地消散了。377Please respect copyright.PENANAegpo8v6HUg
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因為眼前的景象沒有變化,我不虞有他,繼續向市區的方向走。377Please respect copyright.PENANA2rFrJwJ0Jz
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奇怪了,天色突然昏暗了許多。377Please respect copyright.PENANAEZ7LJmt7ql
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我看看天空,黑得好像快要下大雨。377Please respect copyright.PENANAUHhULrXaM4
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這刻的景象,似曾相識有點印象。377Please respect copyright.PENANAjta7JEPCYO
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嘛,反正我帶了雨傘,即使下大雨也不用怕吧。377Please respect copyright.PENANAffhKf9LjJ9
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結果三分鐘不到,從毛毛雨演變成傾瀉般的大豪雨。377Please respect copyright.PENANAOZpMSdUguW
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雖然我有帶雨傘,可是這種大風雨使人寸步難行,因此我只好躲在天橋下等待停雨。377Please respect copyright.PENANAb9C9LdRiCZ
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我終於明白是甚麼一回事了。377Please respect copyright.PENANAXY1Vs267Sf
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這是她自殺的前一天黃昏。377Please respect copyright.PENANAT6rFoMxH9h
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那天晚上雖然下了很大的雨,不過雨勢不持久,一小時左右就停雨了。377Please respect copyright.PENANADhmcTe28H4
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然後在當天深夜,她打了一通電話給我。377Please respect copyright.PENANAGklMGSRBkV
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其實那通電話沒有甚麼特別的情況可言,只是一般地聊天。377Please respect copyright.PENANAwxeMDO2d0q
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硬要說的話,就是她說很辛苦。377Please respect copyright.PENANAk1DXYACndd
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「你不去找她嗎?」377Please respect copyright.PENANA1hcVMCJWgj
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在我思考的時候,一把女聲在我身旁召喚我。377Please respect copyright.PENANAyYCHM6nfFF
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那個人是剛剛的白袍女生。377Please respect copyright.PENANAyNGqB5qw0k
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「啊……?為甚麼妳跟來了?」377Please respect copyright.PENANAMrRoxlCbl8
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我問她,女生說,你很快就能明白。377Please respect copyright.PENANAGZfLADvdOL
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她說,她調校了我的手機的設定,我可以打電話給她。377Please respect copyright.PENANAMpdhnPPyE9
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我捏一下臉龐,痛感沒有一秒的遲緩和減輕,看來是真的。377Please respect copyright.PENANAyeAUZypMT1
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於是,我拿起手機。可是這一刻,我很猶豫。377Please respect copyright.PENANAa8tdKdPHz5
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真的需要這樣做嗎?無緣無故登門操訪,這會不會太煩人?377Please respect copyright.PENANAoowvtMHSm6
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我在思考著,橋外的暴雨沒有停止的跡象。377Please respect copyright.PENANAXcJoHLZkAu
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女生沒有說甚麼,只是默默站在一旁看著猶豫不決的我。377Please respect copyright.PENANAJPBzQH2WQ2
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「你不會不甘心嗎?」377Please respect copyright.PENANAPomZlzYHD5
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她冷不防蹦出這句話,不知為何,這一句好耳熟。377Please respect copyright.PENANAncnoyaCjMZ
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「人生可不是經常有這樣的機會讓你重來的。」377Please respect copyright.PENANAVzkqx2RhrZ
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她說。越發不安的我終於按下了屏幕的電話鍵盤,打了一通電話給妳。377Please respect copyright.PENANATr0Kghr0MP
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有空嗎?377Please respect copyright.PENANAUYVO1hbs6j
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我生硬地問,電話另一端的妳慵懶地問,為甚麼突然打電話來。377Please respect copyright.PENANAh8koJSUV9w
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「這可不像你的作風欸,突然打來是有甚麼事嗎?」377Please respect copyright.PENANARbqUTCD4CX
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妳問,我問妳現在是不是在家。377Please respect copyright.PENANAT88xzCFRp5
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「那當然,不過我現在不太想見人……我明天才找你,好嗎?」377Please respect copyright.PENANAoja7iBGcTB
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妳疲倦地說。要是我這一次像從前般不干涉妳的私事,那麼明天我看見的就是妳的屍體。377Please respect copyright.PENANAmgA4P69XBv
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「……要是今天以後妳不會再見到我呢?」377Please respect copyright.PENANAJEZwWmFPN5
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我說,妳立刻害怕地問,是不是之前說錯了甚麼。377Please respect copyright.PENANAxVBIfJLNGJ
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「你在我家附近?那你想上來還是我到樓下接你?」妳問,我說我自行上來就好,妳替我開門就可以了。377Please respect copyright.PENANAPoMvDnndku
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妳隨口說了句好吧就掛線了。377Please respect copyright.PENANAtcpOP1jWHN
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雨稍微減弱了,我就立刻衝上妳的住處找妳。377Please respect copyright.PENANAu5IOLnkMAL
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這段路我一直在想,要是可以重來,我定會珍惜這一次的機會。377Please respect copyright.PENANACcus082ZC6
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跑了十至十五分鐘終於趕到了,妳披頭散髮迎接我,我沒有一絲介懷,馬上給了妳一個擁抱。377Please respect copyright.PENANAbC84FSSHVr
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我眼前抱緊的是我最愛的人,是那個讓我經歷各種第一次的女孩子。377Please respect copyright.PENANABQXVc10qNB
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這個不是夢,是現實!377Please respect copyright.PENANANBV4Jk87kB
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妳撫摸我的頭安慰我,問我是不是作了甚麼惡夢了。377Please respect copyright.PENANAeVfW4G2wq5
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我笑笑搖頭,以孩子腔說沒有這樣的事。377Please respect copyright.PENANAKLWkjj8dC2
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溫馨的氣氛在我們重遇的大門口縈繞,我幾乎忘掉過來的目的。377Please respect copyright.PENANAGE1wGaXOuM
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然後,妳把我帶到了妳的房間。377Please respect copyright.PENANAEVsQopal61
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妳一關上房間就直入主題,問我為甚麼突然那麼緊急地找妳。377Please respect copyright.PENANA481cS8fz8z
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我問妳,跟朋友吵大架的事和好了沒有。377Please respect copyright.PENANANy6Qvc6yiX
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「我跟她已經決定好重修舊好……不過她男朋友的事就不能提及了……」377Please respect copyright.PENANAmSgOUNmKPu
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妳碎碎唸道,真不懂自己在搞甚麼。377Please respect copyright.PENANAFJutn2Np27
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好討厭……377Please respect copyright.PENANATuoePhaaEZ
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妳潸然淚下,整個場景急轉直下。377Please respect copyright.PENANAzYsTnJEUkQ
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「明明已經做好打算這樣一勸朋友也當不成了,要是勸阻不成日後不見還好,現在這種結果卻是那麼四不像,豁出去的勇氣全白費,像個傻瓜一樣……」377Please respect copyright.PENANA84uItttReB
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「……身邊沒有一個人理解我,我好辛苦……」377Please respect copyright.PENANAFf3cAoaoEp
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妳哭著說,我不發一言,給了妳一個擁抱。377Please respect copyright.PENANAph9W7jPZkK
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有我在。我說。我會支持妳的。377Please respect copyright.PENANAsNTJeqRAjh
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然後妳哭得更大聲了。377Please respect copyright.PENANATUY9UBrGhf
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「你真的會與我站在同一陣線?你會支持我?你不會抛下我的對吧?」377Please respect copyright.PENANADR5XdOjLwM
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妳哽咽著說,哭得淒厲的妳說話也不清楚了。377Please respect copyright.PENANAbqhJCqdSy9
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「我會,就像現在一樣,我不會再讓妳一個人承受這種痛苦了……」377Please respect copyright.PENANAyhlpdvh1qb
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答應我,以後有難題就一起面對,不要窩在心裡好嗎?377Please respect copyright.PENANAQvSpgUD7qr
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我問,她點點頭答應。377Please respect copyright.PENANAN9zfRJZCDm
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過了一段時間她才冷靜了下來,然後就直接梳洗睡覺了。377Please respect copyright.PENANABxYBVxQmcb
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我陪伴了她一整個晚上。377Please respect copyright.PENANAef1eeSThTG
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到了凌晨時份,我也沉沉睡去進入夢鄉了。377Please respect copyright.PENANAl2cfIrLR9t
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到我醒來的時候,天已經亮了。377Please respect copyright.PENANAZGgabFCKpI
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睡眼惺忪的我看一眼手機,日期是四月十四日。377Please respect copyright.PENANACkdnPGu1B6
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也就是我回到現實的時間了。377Please respect copyright.PENANAWUOFe5KBwU
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後面突然一個女生從背後擁抱我叫我早晨,說今天天氣很好。377Please respect copyright.PENANAwvmM1hdQ2y
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「不過肚子就不太好了……下輩子得投胎當男人。」377Please respect copyright.PENANAes1xhsxtbz
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她搓搓肚子說。377Please respect copyright.PENANANADhugcViP
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阿咧?時間線不同了?377Please respect copyright.PENANAMyIz5j6nT8
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我狐疑地想,為甚麼整個場景不同了。377Please respect copyright.PENANA1vA72yttF1
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過來一下。我們到廁所討論。377Please respect copyright.PENANApPeww7g8ve
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一把熟悉的聲音在我的後方響起,原來是送我來的天使女。377Please respect copyright.PENANANSiVUrR3rP
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「恭喜你,你改變歷史了。」377Please respect copyright.PENANAGL3a4fiulC
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她問,想不想知道為甚麼我讓你回到過去改寫歷史。377Please respect copyright.PENANAlqTezPprLd
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「為甚麼呢?」377Please respect copyright.PENANAsQqWRjH0wY
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我不作任何推測,單刀直入反問她。377Please respect copyright.PENANAYxCUHb9Tjk
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「這篇文你寫的嗎?」377Please respect copyright.PENANAxfQ3CvYJh3
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她把我女朋友忌日那天的日記的一頁拿下來問。377Please respect copyright.PENANALQdqwGZMJr
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喂不要隨便拿我的日記啊……幸好沒有寫下甚麼具體色色的內容。377Please respect copyright.PENANAx11Ua1Q0fW
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我僥倖地想。她說,既然我說自己經一事長一智那就要表現出來,要看到有改變。377Please respect copyright.PENANAPRve3xAM5y
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「原來是這樣呀……總之謝謝妳了,讓我能力挽狂瀾。」377Please respect copyright.PENANAxwlV0tsj5w
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我莞爾著感謝她。377Please respect copyright.PENANAgaR1Wwaip1
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不用客氣。她微笑著消失在空氣中。377Please respect copyright.PENANA0e2a7gr1rA
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我握拳暗自發誓,這一次重遇一定要讓我成為一個成熟的男人。