「我是個意外不該出生」
我從夢境中醒來，622Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTGl0IJK8m4
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事隔多年我還是會被那些回憶驚醒，622Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnfGygB0KQW
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那是父親童年時光常常告訴我的，622Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbtT2LKZPiy
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幼小我的父母就離異，622Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ80JCXZ9FGL
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母親是內地人離婚後就回國了，622Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcEqnNN2C0I
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對母親的記憶還是有，622Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaKt1U1e7jG
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記得她很常酗酒，622Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkIaWVxxte2
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後來的日子，622Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuW6LQC1R4k
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我總是在房間聆聽他們的爭吵。
父親獨自承擔起照顧我的生活，622Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCLOiiGTLV0
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忙於工作的他，622Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvl5AxqBuam
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常常讓我睡在幼兒園，622Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK8chLiEiNS
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到了上課時間再直接上課，622Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYN5QnhUzXi
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什麼？為什麼能睡在那裡，622Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfFsEvMlg4I
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因為姑姑是那裡的英文導師，622Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjURWchQoBP
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所以我總能寄宿在那裡，622Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkdRBrqyVT2
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剛開始還會看著監視器期盼，622Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwOfpyskZn3
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漸漸的知道自己並不會被接走。
開始在小學上課，622Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYaUOJXS5gD
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父親工作的地方不一定，622Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy8soiKtK4k
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輾轉的換了三所小學，622Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfAZMCnP9bl
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以至於我跟同學之間的關係並沒有那麼好。
父親性格上也開始逐漸扭曲，622Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡztncfp4hSI
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他開始會喜怒無常，622Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1CKLoIsyy7
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沒來由的找我發脾氣，622Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX6HySXujBY
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下一秒又對我十分和善。
我很好奇……家人還有被關愛的感覺，622Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnFmHse7W67
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很小我就與異性交往，622Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW4aDF1jWGO
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試圖尋找一些慰藉。
父親，是一名水電工，622Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxmlfMnUXbk
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家裡總是擺滿各式各樣的工作，622Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWfDpHCUiFZ
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偶爾我也會陪同他工作，622Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNMM3Pm2mAZ
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我會睡在工地，622Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmGUyiRXWu9
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用紙箱跟外套搭建自己的窩，622Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFiTZMFzHh2
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父親在工作上十分認真敬業，622Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeldI1rlGAs
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委託人總是非常信任他。
國小三年級，622Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡodCXTgG9jg
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他開始會講貶低的話語，622Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUuLjyust3N
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那些原本用來工作的用具，622Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnByOAPJFis
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偶爾會成為威脅我的道具，622Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZmReK1FkMj
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他會拿著水管說：「你信不信我會打你」622Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3OjW1UZ3tT
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有次，他不蠻玩沉浸電腦跟網友聊天的我，622Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmyEuGYMSKI
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他直接逼迫我隔天不准上課，622Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh1jLFTJna1
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要我轉告給老師，622Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Ammqy5mui
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電話裡他說：「老師吼？有種你就報警」622Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7yWOaaBZs8
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老師報了警，結果不小心報錯地址闖錯的門。
之後，我偶爾會逃家，622Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeb20Owr62F
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沒過多久被安排進了補習班，622Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQQlLZS5jRK
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那樣的對待仍然持續，而我染上了自傷的習慣。
這樣的日子長達了三年的光陰。
我從回憶中反應過來，622Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNHvl0bfjwF
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細細去回想每個片段，622Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFo1DT3bLNv
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父親，很不容易的照顧了我的起居，622Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Ydg7XFShL
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仔細想想一個照顧小女孩，622Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7J5j5FcCwN
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對他一個大男孩很不容易，622Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnG5zhyymic
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所以他很常說：「我是個意外不該出生」622Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyIBlmmrtFT
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卻不知不覺間深深烙印在我腦海。
或許，我本不應該誕生吧。
整理了一下情緒，622Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1zhAhyJsvA
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走進廁所打理了一下自己狼狽的摸樣，622Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ46YbGi2uTF
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我打開冰箱，拿出冰牛奶，622Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5eQJAt7evk
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打算為自己做份牛奶麥片當早餐，622Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXJg6gVfTXE
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是父親最常為我做的簡易餐點，622Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAFYtBO9lQs
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還是有很多屬於他的回憶，622Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDTffsi8pcB
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我喃喃自語到：「好想失憶啊～」622Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo3UiJ0GQ8T
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正準備吃下第一口時，622Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3adonb1D0B
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手機螢幕上顯示著今日的新聞，622Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7uL4OASHsa
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《少女淚訴遭狼父性騷擾》
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頓時，回憶到了我國二那年。622Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVrMvd1Fh7i
然後按「加至主畫面」