I doubt your mom actually knows who you are. And it's okay to not socialize with people. If its what ur comfortable with its fine. Just make sure u don't feel lonely or anything. And also, I love your writing! Especially your poems! They're very good! And also Fall of Ages is one of the most interesting books I've read even though I'M STILL PISSED OFF ABOUT CH34- anyway ur doing wonderful darling <3