I'm so sorry on what's going on!!! Tip- Try a new friend group, who at least cares about you .Hope you find your secret lover soon! and about that girl, It's just normal. I feel that way with a boy too. But, not in THAT way. I hope you get a gazillion presents next year, it's something you deserve. Oh one more thing, call a family meeting and finish all your arguing on the spot. If they don't, give your sister a taste of her own medicine. Stay Amazing!!!
-Alex