Its https://vocaroo.com/

Thank you! @Thelongspoon,

@Gabriel Taylor, I'm the guy she's talking about by the way

Um. Okay. I heard about what she said. And hey, I'm not against you or anything okay? I'm Not trying to get too personal about this. If you don't mind answering, please be honest. What really happened between you too? I'm not going to say I'm on one of your sides. @Thelongspoon,

@Gabriel Taylor, I'm not gonna say what happened between me a recently turned 18 year old and Abby who's a 16 year old child. You can probably imagine what happened from the way she talks about me. 

I can't really imagine it enough. But all I can say is, I'm sorry for whatever happened. I know I didn't do anything wrong though, but I jsut feel bad for her of how you and she feels. I hope all will be well for the both for you. Things can change for each or both people. It's not easy to handle certain situations like this. I'll miss her. She's funny and entertaining as a friend in this website. And I'm also sorry for whatever she said to you. I think I know she didn't mean to say whatever that was offending to you unless it was true. If not, then she problably said it out of anger of things she wasn't expecting to say out of her mouth. I'm like that too sometimes a lot. I don't blame her and you. Sometimes we have to stop and think before we speak and do things. Again, I'm not saying it was bad for the both of you, it's your fault, you deserve it, none of that. I'm not a person like that. I try to help other than putting others down. I hope you understand. Once again, I'm sorry for whatever happened. And I do hope we have a great few months like she said. @Thelongspoon,

Also for my guess of what happened, if you're too old to date her or something other than that, I can get the feeling and imagine that.@Gabriel Taylor,

@Gabriel Taylor, No I just thought she was annoying and I hated myself. 

Don't hate yourself. Not at all. Everybody has a purpose and makes mistakes. Even me.@Thelongspoon,

@Gabriel Taylor, No one has a purpose. Life isn't a story driven campaign its a sandbox. Some people die of cancer when they're 4. Some people are pedophiles. Some people blow themselves up in the name of their God.

Did they have a purpose? No. There's no karma. No set plan for us and if God is real he's a sinister entity that just poured us out so he could watch the chaos. 

That's a... understandable opinion. Not everyone thinks the same way about god though. There's many stories about him. Me? I don't think about that at all. I'm not judging you though. Again, not all people are the same. I'm sorry you feel that way too.@Thelongspoon,

@Gabriel Taylor, I'm gonna shoot myself in the head 

Hey, hey, hey! Let's not go that far. First of all, we're in a public conversation, plus, I hope you don't have a weapon. You still have a long life to live. Are you dying it's not worth it at all! Sure we all find ourselves down in the dumps, going through very tough times and a lot of crises. Everybody may or will go through that. I went through that many times and I still go through them. But then eventually, things will change. It may be bad, or good. But not forever. Please don't, even if you're not joking. And I know we just met, but you can't end your life like this and even say things like that. Look, I know you may feel not pleasant a lot with god. But in my opinion... Please understand. @Thelongspoon,

@Gabriel Taylor,I'm a racist. I hate trans people. Dislike gays. 

And I want to shoot myself in the head. You should be cheering by now yes?

Hey, you need serious help. I'd rather have, myself cheer for you when you're actually feeling better. So, why is it that you want to harm yourself?@Thelongspoon,

Hey, you need serious help. I'd rather have, myself cheer for you when you're actually feeling better. So, why is it that you want to harm yourself?@Thelongspoon,

@Gabriel Taylor, It feels good in the moment when I'm drunk and high 

Oh. Well, at least that's not what you're focusing on. Let's change the subject and have a fork in the road to pause from negativity. What do you like about Penana? Are there any stories you like or made? What's your favorite genre? I hope you understand what I'm saying if you're still drunk. Please be honest.
@Thelongspoon,

@Gabriel Taylor, I came here when I was 16. I fell in love with a deleted story from a user I knew. 

How Nice! Keep going! What else you know if you don't mind me asking?@Thelongspoon,

@Gabriel Taylor, I groomed her into a relationship she did not want. I am the reason she deleted her channel and left. 

From before, I'm sorry to hear that. From my understanding, that may be she was the most lovable person you ever had. And you feel like you've lost everything including the most person you've loved. If that happened. Do not let yourself down! Like I said, there's so many things and events in life that could be in store for you. Hopefully luck, bonds, courages, and plenty more where they come from. You could end up finding someone out there that may have a great feeling for you, or that someone may find you. Just be patient, it takes lots or little of time. If you do end up meeting that person, she may not like you, like you, just yet, get to know her a little more each moment, each day, and each year by chance. Or you could find Abby again. Which may or may not happen. I bet you'll doubt that at this time. Hopefully that wil change in a goodway though. Other than loving somebody, you still have other friends and family that love you. And I hope you believe that and I also hope they're still with you.@Thelongspoon,

Just have faith.@Gabriel Taylor,

@Gabriel Taylor, I will sooner kill myself before I let Amelia go 

Is that her actual name?@Thelongspoon,

@Gabriel Taylor, No. Its a fake name we made up. 

Okay. Look. I have a big and long story to tell you. And it's true. It could be what you may be going through, or similar. I had a lot of moments, and I seriously mean, a lot of moments that I didn't want to live, and not live with my family. I have autism by the way. And I strongly feel because of that I wouldn't cause so much stress, conflicts, negativity, problems, accidents, crises, damages, you name it all. I felt like I wasn't needed anymore to my family. I've been a handful because of that. I'm a little older than you too. I'm 19 years old and about to turn 20 in a few months. I should know better by a lot of things that I've learned, been taught, been enjoying, and improving. But by delaying the process of hearing things from my parents, my school team, my therapists, my doctors, and counselors who are telling me things I should know as an adult the words come into my ear and out like I'm not listening. But I'm trying to. I also can't explain things well like I'm mixing up words. What's even worse out of all the things I truly hate myself with this disability, is I forget so many important things. It's been very easy for me to forget in less than a second, multiple times. Especially if I lose something. I place things that I forget to look or watch for, and a few seconds or minutes later, I come back and remember it's missing. I tend to know where I've left it, but when I check, is it in the previous place I've checked? Nope, not there either. As you know, my memory is pretty low-scored. It's not easy for autistic people for things like I'm going through myself. But then again, that's life for me. God chooses what role we'll be living in. It depends on how we're born, our differences, our nationality, our rights, and other things people are going to experience in life. It doesn't mean they'll always encounter things they'll have to deal with bad times. Everybody goes through that. I know you and I went through some things too. It sucks. But we can still get through those troubles and show them we're not afraid. For our problems, we just have to find another way, or around an obstacle. It's not easy sometimes though. But eventually, we'll get it right and get through it. @Thelongspoon,

....@Thelongspoon,