Sorry little fish, that's all gotta be a pain. But A blown quote for what it's worth: I like to be an optimist- optimists and pesimists are each right half the time, but one is a lot more fun to be around than the other;)
Very true. I try to happy and for a long while I was very happy. But, then life swoops in and bites you in the butt. Anyway, I think most of what I wrote was just me letting it all out. I try not to talk about stuff like that so I let it sit inside, which is not good. Anyway, like I said in one of my other posts: distract, distract, distract, until your ready to face it -- or something like that. (;