I was wondering when this was going to come along... Thanks for second place, I'm glad you liked it! As a fellow pianist, I know how difficult performing in front of people can be. Sorry it didn't go so well... All I can say is that that feeling doesn't really go away. You've got to learn to get past it, focus on the song, and not all the eyes watching you. Hang in there!
Some people just come for the results, not that I mind.