I'm so sorry on what's going on!!! Tip- Try a new friend group, who at least cares about you .Hope you find your secret lover soon! and about that girl, It's just normal. I feel that way with a boy too. But, not in THAT way. I hope you get a gazillion presents next year, it's something you deserve. Oh one more thing, call a family meeting and finish all your arguing on the spot. If they don't, give your sister a taste of her own medicine. Stay Amazing!!!
I can see how that would be an awkward/uncomfortable situation; makes you feel like you just got undervalued compared to everyone else. And trying to be super enthusiastic with a gift is hard (even if you really like a gift, sometimes that doesn’t translate to your face)
Also… I’m sorry but your family sounds fairly toxic, with people trying to tick others off and tear each other apart but… also not tear each other apart? You shouldn’t have to be in the middle of all of that, because you don’t deserve it.
-Alex
Also, sorry about everything else that's going on. You deserve so much better.
Just remember that we love you and we'll try our best to keep you smiling, even if right now it's a forced one.
Love you!!!
-ItsAmelia
Also… I’m sorry but your family sounds fairly toxic, with people trying to tick others off and tear each other apart but… also not tear each other apart? You shouldn’t have to be in the middle of all of that, because you don’t deserve it.
Anyway, thanks for the kind words!