Seriously?!? You don't even know how old I am! And sometimes, people are put through things at a younger age than they should.

@Mia Flame, You're 15

@Bengolong,It's a fake birthday! I'm not dumb! Who would put their really birthday on here? Yeash. I literally just chose random numbers.

@Mia Flame, Why not just put no birthday? Honestly I think you are 15 and this is one of your mind games. https://youtu.be/GaQ2sN0z83g 

@Bengolong,Cause, I hate leaving things blank.


Not touching that link, George. We went over that.



And maybe it is just another mind game.

@Mia Flame, The link is Walter White saying "Don't bullshit a bullshitter" You need to get over my horror story. I am no longer in horror mode. 

Also you said you had younger siblings who were around 12 and 10 if I remember correctly? Average amount of years parents wait between siblings is usually 2 to 3 years. 

@Bengolong,That is actually a smart observation. (the sibling observation no the horror.) But there is a thing called adoption. It is actually the best thing in the world in my opinion. It takes this lost child and gives them a family that cares for them even though that child isn't even theirs.

@Mia Flame, My mom would disagree. She tried getting pregnant and couldnt then refused to adopt. Because she wouldn't have been able to bring herself to love it. So I think much less of her now because she really dangled the idea of a lil sibling in my face then took it away.

@Bengolong,That's really hard to go through. But it isn't adoption's fault because your mom didn't think she could love the child. And nothing is wrong with your mom for not wanting to adopt. Most women want a child of their own so bad, that when they find out they can't, it really breaks them. She is actually doing the adoption children a favor by not adopting them if she couldn't think she could love them as one of her own. Don't shame her.

@Mia Flame, I will shame her. I exaggerated when I said the stuff about love. Its pride that drives her. She would have felt inadequate if she could not bare her own so she cut the idea out of her. She's a bad person. A manipulator, a liar, and a killer.  

@Bengolong, No, she's not a bad person. And she's not a liar just because she told you that you would have a younger sibling. She didn't know better at that time. And she can't be a killer. Just because she is unable to bare the child doesn't mean she killed it on purpose. (unless, of course, she had abortion, in that case, yes, she would be a killer.) And, Bengolong, as a male, you wouldn't understand, but the thing most women want is their own child. To hold it as it sleeps knowing this human baby is of their own flesh. They want it to run to their bed during a thunderstorm, thinking "Mommy with protect me!" She wants to watch her baby grow up into a teenager than an adult, know she was there every step of the way. And the best sound in the world to her ears is the sound of her child saying "I love you, Mommy." Suddenly, being told the news that you will never be able to have a child of your own REALLY hurts. It is as if someone took a needle to you balloon of hope for a family of your own and popped it, showering pieces of balloon debris over your head. Just because she is hurt because she can't give you your little sibling as she promised doesn't me she is prideful and selfish because she doesn't immediately turn around and adopt a child she doesn't even know. I hope this makes sense.

@Mia Flame, She did have an abortion. That's what I meant. Also she was never informed. She just failed to get pregnant for a few months and put 2 and 2 together. She had all of those experiences with her other kids. And she could have adopted a baby who would have called her mommy. 

@Bengolong,You literally just said "she tried getting pregnant and couldn't". That is way different than being unable to have the child.

@Mia Flame, Its not. She was unable to. 

@Bengolong,Um. There is a different between abortion and have infertility. 

@Mia Flame, Yeah. She got the abortion years ago. Before I was even born. And THEN she failed to get pregnant. Years later

@Bengolong, So that was a decision she made. Maybe, yes, it was a wrong one. But you can't get made at her because of her present state.

@Mia Flame, Sure I can. 

@Bengolong,Your choice. Just maybe try to understand her perspective.

@Bengolong, good luck with you life, Nathan.