No you just need to stop caring. I've had dreams where I've broken into apartments and stabbed 4 or 5 people to death and I woke up like "Damn. That shit was violent" And look at me I'm fine. That was honestly a pretty bad hiding spot though you should have known better at 13. Reminds me of when I used to tip out all the toys from my toy box and hide under it when I was like 6. (It was a clear plastic box) Great entry though. Loved the details. 

@Bengolong, Thanks, really appreciate it! I definitely would've done something like that as a kid (the toy box thing). I'm still a bad hider irl