I am so sorry that you had to lose your best friend like that, I myself moved away from y two best friends and i keep contact but its not the same my best friend and I talk talk on a weeklt basis normally on the weekend she and I would be on facetimes as much as possible, but him, I talk to him pretty much only once a month to check in on him I liked him from 1-7th grades he was the one person who could calm me down and most of the time he still is, but recently he has been different we are in our sophomore year and he officially has his first girlfriend something I always thought i would be but that wasnt the case sadly but yea I ge it i saw him last year when I visited but i couldnt do that this year so i just didnt get to see him or even meet his girlfriend although i honestly dont really want to meet her, anytime he talks about her he talks about the fact that she is perfect in every way and I just sit there like then what am I i am the one who has been there since 1st grade im just frustrated it kinda feels like he doesnt even really want to be friends with me i feel like im the only one fighting to keep our friendship going idk maybe its just me