dude... I'm sorry. I genuinely shed a tear. While I being probably halfway across the globe can't help much, I really do feel sorry for you... teenagering in 2024 isn't a cup of tea, and thats undersaying it. I suck at this stuff, asked and answered by my friends. But I do want you to know, you're actually quite brave, no kidding. Covid changed all our lives, and messed tjings up bigtime, so I can relate. Youre not alone in the suffering