If this is your story then, I wish you good luck in your love life! Soon you'll find the love of your life. Eventough I haven't been in any kind of relationship nor had any crushes I can completely relate with you cuz this is one of my biggest fears. I'm saving all my love for that one man whom I have no idea about. I guess if it takes long to find a perfect match then let it be. I think the wait worths it. Have a great day!