I have felt this way before. Constantly asking, “Will anyone love me?” “Am I worthy of love?” “Why am I unlovable?”. Thamk you for putting into words something everyone has felt, even if they won’t admit it.
The world may not love for nothing, but individuals can. Individuals can refuse to declare, can love in silence, can love without expectation. Not to mention, you did create. I enjoyed reading this, and want to provide some warmth away from the fog, if that's at all possible.