I went through something similar at your age, albeit a bit different, I want to say it’s alright to not have a goal or some sort of deep meaning. I lived like a robot for the senior years of highschool, just getting through each day. At least I could manage to get out of bed, which at worst, I couldn’t even do. And it’s okay. Small reasons like that camp you’ve been looking forward to next month, or the matcha crepe cake you’ve always wanted to try. And it’ll be fine. You’re not alone and you’re definitely still a person.
- Took one psychology paper lol if you want someone to talk to, I’m very happy to hear you out and dish out crappy advice.
Listen right now. Ok you listening? Good. You gotta go to a doctor maybe if this gets worse because like that could make you feel so much better. Or you could go to a therapist.
Please don't worry about me, I know it sounds really bad, but it was mostly one of those in-the-moment writings - I typed this during one of those peaks in emotion where it's most intense. I am working on myself, and am sure that over time, I will adopt a healthier mindset. I want to thank you for your concern and care, my goal is to improve things and it means alot <3
You’re not alone and you’re definitely still a person.
- Took one psychology paper lol if you want someone to talk to, I’m very happy to hear you out and dish out crappy advice.