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149章 – 如坐針氈的晚上8964 copyright protection143PENANAvCEiWUI6Zs 維尼
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今天的行程相當緊湊,在小菜館吃完午飯,一百人分批到兩家,好讓新人敬茶。杜家和歐陽家都是公共房屋,沒有門戶之別,所有人都知道︰香城的公共房屋是有名的狹小,分批到屋內雖然難看,但我們都理解的,難道在樓下敬茶嗎?8964 copyright protection143PENANAPg51snbiIp 維尼
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不懂儀式步驟的光哥,被老媽不斷提醒、一催再催,光哥收起平日挺火爆的性格,唯唯諾諾,口癖由「很麻煩」變成「是」,看來這是老媽的指示呢。8964 copyright protection143PENANAE8oJQtpfz7 維尼
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一整個下午,光哥被帶到各處敬茶,我跟在後面負責拍照、幹雜活,蠻充實又有點空虛,時間瞬間過去,茶敬完了,太陽已經下山,最後的程序是晚飯,被借走的身體就可以要回來了。8964 copyright protection143PENANA0Lfjj2j7Xp 維尼
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喜慶場合,我想沒多少人喜歡。其一是因為浪費錢、浪費時間。這是臉子派對而被迫就範,可能親友都擔心︰某天自己的孩子結婚了,或是其他喜慶場合想找個誰吶喊助威,如果今天不來,就少了一個回禮;其二,在這種場合能高談闊論的只有兩類人,第一類是事業有成的人,第二類是自吹自擂的人。那麼其他人呢?就會如坐針氈。8964 copyright protection143PENANA5f5EHshmIP 維尼
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晚宴上菜前,兩房主人家忙著招呼客人︰安排座位、臨時加開酒席、聯絡賓客、當跑腿買東買西……我想傳菜員以外,我是進出晚宴廳最頻密的人。賓客快到齊了,差不多上菜了,主人家的一圍沒有我的位置,老媽說︰「不要緊吧,到其他桌子都一樣嘛」。8964 copyright protection143PENANA8bcuUzjgzV 維尼
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嗯,都一樣,沒關係。8964 copyright protection143PENANAcF2NFF0jGC 維尼
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我坐到印象不深的親戚一桌,旁邊的人要怎樣稱呼我也忘了,幾年才見面一次,上一次見面可能是中學時候吧,他們留給我的印象,就只有那張臉。8964 copyright protection143PENANAylbL9mmHkH 維尼
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我點頭微笑,坐到桌子的出菜位置,呆望著水杯裡因為小孩不斷拍打桌面而有的漣漪和水波。8964 copyright protection143PENANAKc3oVxZWNu 維尼
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「水…」8964 copyright protection143PENANAI2YOn8Fj7k 維尼
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可能到了這個時間,我有點累了,我一直發呆,沒有向身邊的人搭話,也沒有留意他們有沒有向我搭話。只知道,桌上的杯倒下了我仍然沒有反應,直到我的裙子沾濕了為止。8964 copyright protection143PENANAMMax9XTecD 維尼
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「我叫你幾次了。」旁邊的叔叔跟我說,他遞給我幾張袋裝紙巾。8964 copyright protection143PENANAsHut4jbMjo 維尼
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我接過紙巾,又抹又吸地想要弄乾裙子。8964 copyright protection143PENANAbmXXaIbAON 維尼
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現在的樣子很像尿裙子啊…為甚麼我發呆到杯子打翻了還沒有反應?8964 copyright protection143PENANAV3v40mSBH0 維尼
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可能我真的累了。8964 copyright protection143PENANAmSSDhHEDif 維尼
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沒辦法,多熬兩個小時就離開這裡了,忍耐一下吧。8964 copyright protection143PENANAZf91CH9LrL 維尼
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能擦走的都擦掉,裙子上殘留著應該是茶的污漬。我漂亮的衣服啊。8964 copyright protection143PENANAiLpoPWDers 維尼
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當我抬頭找是誰家的小孩毀掉我的裙子的時候,給我送紙巾的叔叔看著我,應該是孩子的爸爸。8964 copyright protection143PENANA59kc5E2tJE 維尼
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「杜麗程,我沒有記錯你的名字吧?」那個叔叔說。8964 copyright protection143PENANAOroFGBPGzy 維尼
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「嗯…我是杜麗程。」我說,但是我記不起該怎樣稱呼他。8964 copyright protection143PENANAQQrJ3Rhg9X 維尼
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他是我媽的姊姊的兒子,即是表哥對吧?8964 copyright protection143PENANA9brYiOmErV 維尼
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「很久沒見了,你還記得我嗎?」表哥說。8964 copyright protection143PENANAQtiRMDLox2 維尼
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「表哥?」我說。8964 copyright protection143PENANAMvn5HgQdYT 維尼
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「你記得我啊,上一次見面你還很小呢。」表哥說。8964 copyright protection143PENANAELbVHugP7Z 維尼
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這位表哥應該比我年長三十年。8964 copyright protection143PENANA8kmJtTWWj2 維尼
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「對呀。」我說。8964 copyright protection143PENANAdApogob3qW 維尼
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是甚麼時候的事已經忘得一乾二淨了。8964 copyright protection143PENANA3VTvR3yWqx 維尼
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「已經長這麼大了,你媽媽一定很高興。」表哥說。8964 copyright protection143PENANAHm6XuVbYqj 維尼
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「嗯。」我微笑著說。8964 copyright protection143PENANARBNTtiZG0N 維尼
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有甚麼高興不高興?人會長大呀,還會死呀?為甚麼有人快死了,你不會說「你死了,兒子一定很高興」?8964 copyright protection143PENANAHkjM3Bh1fc 維尼
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「長得這麼美,應該在交往了吧?」表哥說。8964 copyright protection143PENANAyxF4EbtpvI 維尼
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「唔…還沒。」我說。8964 copyright protection143PENANALgGKSFLoUa 維尼
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這時旁邊有兩個誰插話。8964 copyright protection143PENANAix6g7wqAVF 維尼
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「不是吧,這個年紀還沒有交往?」8964 copyright protection143PENANA7uvrhZXUpC 維尼
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「對啊,你哥已經結婚了。」8964 copyright protection143PENANA33ecm3UZuA 維尼
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「你好。」記不得他們的稱呼,我說。8964 copyright protection143PENANAOx5vv8FYgh 維尼
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其實我不想理他們,直接無視好像有失主人家風度,勉為其難還是回應一下好了。8964 copyright protection143PENANAoSkxrBw171 維尼
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「不記得我們嗎?我們是表姐和表姐夫啊。」女人說。8964 copyright protection143PENANAhSuAVxyErc 維尼
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「表姐、表姐夫,你們好。」我照著說一遍。8964 copyright protection143PENANAvQ1rHURdn1 維尼
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原來這一圍是表兄弟姊妹...看他們三姑六婆的樣子,這個晚上會相當漫長啊…8964 copyright protection143PENANAPMpvGCHaqL 維尼
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「還沒交往嗎?」表姐說。8964 copyright protection143PENANA4HrLD8b9vA 維尼
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我不是答了「還沒」嗎?你是耳朵聽不見還是甚麼?8964 copyright protection143PENANAiOW46MUNn5 維尼
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「嗯。」我說。8964 copyright protection143PENANAkuCVjZT7Ci 維尼
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「不是吧,要求太高是嗎?」表姐說。8964 copyright protection143PENANA7wf623UxHk 維尼
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不想交往就每天準時睡覺呀,問我的事幹甚麼?8964 copyright protection143PENANAYqmRE3etdM 維尼
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「不,圈子裡女人比較多,對象很難找。」我說。「那麼你的兒子呢?我記得老媽跟我說有表姐的兒子交了個女友啊,請問兒子今天有來嗎?」8964 copyright protection143PENANA2mOZLfZZxv 維尼
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表姐臉色一沉,沒有回話,眼神在說「這姪女一點也不可愛」。8964 copyright protection143PENANA6Sf09Tm3d1 維尼
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「我記得,杜麗程是香城大學畢業,對吧?」表哥說。8964 copyright protection143PENANAetsDcJlDpa 維尼
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又來了,這種切入,好像見到話題的軌跡。所以我很討厭這種聚會,沒成就的人是最難受的,因為其他人一定冷嘲熱諷,明明他們自己也混得不怎麼樣。8964 copyright protection143PENANA3fQJJBctdW 維尼
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「是的。」我無奈地說。8964 copyright protection143PENANAmjbzAnH1se 維尼
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「唸書真厲害呢,你很聰明吧?」表哥說。8964 copyright protection143PENANAlsMy4HgaTe 維尼
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唸書聰明有甚麼用?8964 copyright protection143PENANAbxQNeQQo9J 維尼
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「嗯…還好吧,剛好到分數線。」8964 copyright protection143PENANA82KtryOMTI 維尼
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「真謙虛,聽說能考進香城大學都是尖子啊。」8964 copyright protection143PENANAM6ZTAGxBS2 維尼
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你已經知道答案,那你問甚麼?8964 copyright protection143PENANA3ZjdAMFtz4 維尼
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「傳言而已,不用在意啊。」8964 copyright protection143PENANAZYA3SfWfvg 維尼
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「那麼你唸甚麼學系啊?」表哥摸摸下巴問。8964 copyright protection143PENANAJC9x05OGSt 維尼
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旁邊的表姐夫婦等待我的回答。8964 copyright protection143PENANAgWKa0KmJ5l 維尼
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「社會學。」我說。8964 copyright protection143PENANAy6lVEqkzs5 維尼
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「社會學,唸甚麼的?」表姐說。8964 copyright protection143PENANAd3RhGQgHmH 維尼
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媽的,跟你有甚麼關係?8964 copyright protection143PENANAv92mxUJHVr 維尼
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「嗯…分析社會系統、結構、現象,古今中外也有。」我說。8964 copyright protection143PENANAeJrKHyaqIh 維尼
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「不錯啊,好像蠻有趣。」表哥說。8964 copyright protection143PENANAvBiQ0A6NfS 維尼
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「嗯,唸的時候很高興。」我說。8964 copyright protection143PENANAog9MoD5XEf 維尼
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「那麼畢業了,有用嗎?」表姐夫問。8964 copyright protection143PENANALsPTh3recA 維尼
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沒用,所有人也知道香城的發達行業相當少。8964 copyright protection143PENANAWPbnQj5KyB 維尼
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「比較小吧,這不是職業導向的學科。」我說。8964 copyright protection143PENANAxiwLZm3MV4 維尼
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「為甚麼不唸有用的學科?護士啊,教師啊,工程師啊,治療師啊,有很多學科可以唸,為甚麼要挑不能賺錢的?」表姐說。8964 copyright protection143PENANAKiWWdaxXn4 維尼
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那你應該要先問大學為甚麼要開辦這些課程了。8964 copyright protection143PENANAcJpju1YtjT 維尼
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「我挑學科,同時學科也挑學生啊,不是這麼容易的,表姐。」我說。8964 copyright protection143PENANAmvVmkWMqxL 維尼
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沒唸過書就閉嘴吧,我知道你一直想要我出洋相啊,不是嗎?8964 copyright protection143PENANAbK3jTPWNAd 維尼
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