I’m tired.720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiA7DuxhEuR
If I’m honest, the days keep dragging by720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHXhIA27Sfe
and my feet are sliding across the floor instead720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz47SSSgkoi
of lifting with each step because I can’t find the energy720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjgCrJjRWAF
to pick them up and set them back down.720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS3PUIkeWVl
Some people turn and ask me to stop scuffing720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjfa8UNJcoF
my feet on the floor, please lift them up and walk720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmcLoll9YTr
like a normal person, thank you.720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEjM03oNrLO
I try.720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqHiQ7mUSDk
I try everyday to lift myself up and keep walking720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJGgJrtByBV
but like my feet, I am scuffing across the ground720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJeRou4nxxN
just barely making it from one place to another720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg62RXEilk9
without damage.
I’m tired.720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPKYWtJme7C
Just this Wednesday I was driving home720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGNoMmPzL01
on the highway, 480 West from Brookpark Road720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ851b9YxyS
where the RTA takes me to Cleveland for classes, and720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXdLN5UJtoy
during the drive, I couldn’t focus on the road before me720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXTM1oWDciQ
because the news that Trump had won left me shaken720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7BB3GEIV0x
for those I’m not sure how to help720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ63YIew76QZ
when I’ve been given a privilege I didn’t ask for.720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2weE5dsity
And while I was driving down the highway720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu6KYCL1FZZ
I contemplated the notion of jerking the wheel720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtXuB0xrrTS
to the left and letting my car hit the divide between the720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXpkEtwYLrS
highway East and the highway West; allow myself to720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVCHQi8lnx5
collide with the wall, break through and destroy720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzYDorkVj7g
the other side.720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiWoSTlXwHw
Then, I contemplated jerking the wheel to the right720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmRwtHXeYUa
into the ditch along the grass so I wouldn’t720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxnhQMqR9rM
harm anyone else in the process. But I720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9HINXSEt8z
didn’t do either, even though I720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEEhLd1RecF
got so scared for a minute720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF4ulYkGRdK
that I would.
I’m tired.720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy0YcT8Tu5T
Last year on August 22nd, my birthday, I had a similar720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnEwHTz0lxF
reaction to suicidal thoughts. I had a rough720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbuksTfI7FW
birthday; I worked, I was lonely, I felt720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOlkZZBReQE
pathetic, worthless, uncared for and forgotten720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV4W9fLIIQk
so I took the sharpest and largest kitchen knife720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKtiaUJrnqM
and I pressed the tip of it to my chest, above my heart720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyySkKOfKCq
and sobbed until I couldn’t sob anymore.720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUO7VELr9lm
I did not press the sharp edge deep enough to720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa9uPcbUmxm
draw blood, but it was the first time720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTuzTrLilSx
I had allowed myself to720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL7C8qIrDAM
get so close to the temptation.
I’m tired.720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFxkOmq8Zgx
I say that I want to die a lot, even though I never720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7rToYOYr4W
actually reach out and go through with it720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJJw0Xt1in
I think because I’m afraid of not existing720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3NIJkN2ERt
just as I’m afraid of existing. And lately I720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUUrtVKtsaY
have people who reach out to me when I’m not sure720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEMgS02lUAK
how to reach out to them, and it’s sweet to have people720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2PH8ZsMurA
support me, but I go right back to wanting to isolate myself720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL5HiWerwgb
and give up. I have thought about dying every day720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ98t5dqbvuB
for the last few weeks and I wish I could just720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMO5v3HZfaN
go through with it.
I’m tired.720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuIznpxgsa0
I’m so tired of being forgotten, of arguing720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcCf7Z7r4yK
for people to care about me when they should720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlHDqubg7kx
care about me on their own. I often think that720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ81WvihBW8K
I should just stop putting in such an effort for those that720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3c0gOHEQvp
do not consider me, but I can’t seem to stop caring.720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwuJsGiRcmg
She often hurts me more than she improves my life720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ohUdBZmvJ
but I’m too afraid to say anything because720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡITFaL4tJKX
I need her. I need her to exist720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmpTLh9FSNc
in my existence, and I need her to720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgMBJ3eqS1h
be by my side.720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdWyjOMNtDD
But I’m tired.
I’m tired720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaaE4AtsO0C
of being tired720Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Q4T8oGKIm
in this tiring life.
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