I’m tired.659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3zWWCPqZdO
If I’m honest, the days keep dragging by659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEbAuD8rNjV
and my feet are sliding across the floor instead659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA7IIFF74Kw
of lifting with each step because I can’t find the energy659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG6tQ7PWv5U
to pick them up and set them back down.659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwbtq2ArIWP
Some people turn and ask me to stop scuffing659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCxQPlORPGR
my feet on the floor, please lift them up and walk659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyC9jgCqmAL
like a normal person, thank you.659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzH0rHXzlyw
I try.659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbldHZ8f5D3
I try everyday to lift myself up and keep walking659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeKOUkwM555
but like my feet, I am scuffing across the ground659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZj9qkREghR
just barely making it from one place to another659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡghSyPHRWlu
without damage.
I’m tired.659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPsTQHe13YH
Just this Wednesday I was driving home659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHHT2rbBg4U
on the highway, 480 West from Brookpark Road659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvgp322A57w
where the RTA takes me to Cleveland for classes, and659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzKB1rMiHgf
during the drive, I couldn’t focus on the road before me659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9VY8JkMorS
because the news that Trump had won left me shaken659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuupOuJzIir
for those I’m not sure how to help659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8uYH1TmTP6
when I’ve been given a privilege I didn’t ask for.659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwREF7OPV0y
And while I was driving down the highway659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6olJKPrEdR
I contemplated the notion of jerking the wheel659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG8Wid3udvK
to the left and letting my car hit the divide between the659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHx0xE3ZslK
highway East and the highway West; allow myself to659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp801iGiykB
collide with the wall, break through and destroy659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhdmqgZUT0q
the other side.659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbzACPV2hFR
Then, I contemplated jerking the wheel to the right659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWkhwBhLax4
into the ditch along the grass so I wouldn’t659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡahooRl7j8J
harm anyone else in the process. But I659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfK9RyN71qj
didn’t do either, even though I659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVDsqzu4iJ7
got so scared for a minute659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrbZjgaldYk
that I would.
I’m tired.659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmHLGBTf8gA
Last year on August 22nd, my birthday, I had a similar659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN87OlaCI6O
reaction to suicidal thoughts. I had a rough659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9xocgcDLm6
birthday; I worked, I was lonely, I felt659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT3ewR3cYxt
pathetic, worthless, uncared for and forgotten659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm1QoHSM0yA
so I took the sharpest and largest kitchen knife659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWOyGQS5bKp
and I pressed the tip of it to my chest, above my heart659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIBUrEh1ve3
and sobbed until I couldn’t sob anymore.659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpEROtZw6Sw
I did not press the sharp edge deep enough to659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2kwOeVSTSz
draw blood, but it was the first time659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0haHoloHfO
I had allowed myself to659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2hI38m4fuf
get so close to the temptation.
I’m tired.659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBPShjMxDrK
I say that I want to die a lot, even though I never659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCnbi3woaHO
actually reach out and go through with it659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhFVHu2it4o
I think because I’m afraid of not existing659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwmBihrqM95
just as I’m afraid of existing. And lately I659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjicsES6gZO
have people who reach out to me when I’m not sure659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKD9re2xbZO
how to reach out to them, and it’s sweet to have people659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmlKH7RzuTo
support me, but I go right back to wanting to isolate myself659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr4NigOGajh
and give up. I have thought about dying every day659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbYmwjMwSWt
for the last few weeks and I wish I could just659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡokYanK3zLd
go through with it.
I’m tired.659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZEJS4SuiRT
I’m so tired of being forgotten, of arguing659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj9BXX4h8TH
for people to care about me when they should659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNJCJgDWwCc
care about me on their own. I often think that659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj5rgUwSttJ
I should just stop putting in such an effort for those that659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ24yRzI2qh2
do not consider me, but I can’t seem to stop caring.659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNJJQ6ipgpg
She often hurts me more than she improves my life659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc8WieIbsgI
but I’m too afraid to say anything because659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFytho4uYR2
I need her. I need her to exist659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyP1hqQCy4w
in my existence, and I need her to659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMRZrcOO8Lt
be by my side.659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOa4JYXVZhZ
But I’m tired.
I’m tired659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6PNvGaLyQ9
of being tired659Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1wyHmikpPu
in this tiring life.
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