I’m tired.841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgePJwtXjT7
If I’m honest, the days keep dragging by841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYr9aTiuYme
and my feet are sliding across the floor instead841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTTp880pimO
of lifting with each step because I can’t find the energy841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgYS3CqawsV
to pick them up and set them back down.841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjSaiLF5Te1
Some people turn and ask me to stop scuffing841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfXmIDzocIW
my feet on the floor, please lift them up and walk841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQTIYpAM8pd
like a normal person, thank you.841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP1fcsS6nxw
I try.841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV6TQ6jUemp
I try everyday to lift myself up and keep walking841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxiMhVeOy6d
but like my feet, I am scuffing across the ground841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwdwo0DYbU6
just barely making it from one place to another841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF4geC9sH0q
without damage.
I’m tired.841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9lZeKfMCfA
Just this Wednesday I was driving home841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCXxxdysiil
on the highway, 480 West from Brookpark Road841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxDzbfIbZQp
where the RTA takes me to Cleveland for classes, and841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwB0NDkUYGb
during the drive, I couldn’t focus on the road before me841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9lQ6ofGo04
because the news that Trump had won left me shaken841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ViPhAL1Wf
for those I’m not sure how to help841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeFRHtUc7rF
when I’ve been given a privilege I didn’t ask for.841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9dzLtSeI8e
And while I was driving down the highway841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNSb5Ik390V
I contemplated the notion of jerking the wheel841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWIZrBSgiDE
to the left and letting my car hit the divide between the841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV4pAlC7cgk
highway East and the highway West; allow myself to841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2sWoShok9G
collide with the wall, break through and destroy841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz6mMapoO8v
the other side.841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyXhLDv2hMm
Then, I contemplated jerking the wheel to the right841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL4il58fb68
into the ditch along the grass so I wouldn’t841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiRjV4dqI0U
harm anyone else in the process. But I841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡenyInprgYK
didn’t do either, even though I841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyKkh3c7oOj
got so scared for a minute841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE7HShY1kih
that I would.
I’m tired.841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPgyjHm6FI4
Last year on August 22nd, my birthday, I had a similar841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ91vBJv6VyA
reaction to suicidal thoughts. I had a rough841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi8V4pNLFNs
birthday; I worked, I was lonely, I felt841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8kiIXcipzt
pathetic, worthless, uncared for and forgotten841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaq2pdSeDz5
so I took the sharpest and largest kitchen knife841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡihCG9oVqiQ
and I pressed the tip of it to my chest, above my heart841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdAWWzqh9JD
and sobbed until I couldn’t sob anymore.841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs5UE4SM6v1
I did not press the sharp edge deep enough to841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdRzyKYsotX
draw blood, but it was the first time841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4WoHbeNSLf
I had allowed myself to841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlhD36nFrKS
get so close to the temptation.
I’m tired.841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy7ABDF71hC
I say that I want to die a lot, even though I never841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL0DIWVwp5H
actually reach out and go through with it841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡquOGVhvdbQ
I think because I’m afraid of not existing841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp1gz80kBoj
just as I’m afraid of existing. And lately I841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbOEo70erYf
have people who reach out to me when I’m not sure841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtBCKOoaoFU
how to reach out to them, and it’s sweet to have people841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuBbk2NioNs
support me, but I go right back to wanting to isolate myself841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH4CyP22PRk
and give up. I have thought about dying every day841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJUDFpqBa1Y
for the last few weeks and I wish I could just841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzNNR3NBgSZ
go through with it.
I’m tired.841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnzdkfknkGP
I’m so tired of being forgotten, of arguing841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiBiSA85zJe
for people to care about me when they should841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgdg2QADYJV
care about me on their own. I often think that841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡibLrDhrZhG
I should just stop putting in such an effort for those that841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJvREDAN6F
do not consider me, but I can’t seem to stop caring.841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYxvsLd5SOT
She often hurts me more than she improves my life841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ34wfQrO5u7
but I’m too afraid to say anything because841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡprnJgeu4uY
I need her. I need her to exist841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJudTDHmt9
in my existence, and I need her to841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBqQYwlhkMX
be by my side.841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2J8rhQwJRK
But I’m tired.
I’m tired841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV1vKRoPqoB
of being tired841Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxCAcmrwyIC
in this tiring life.
and then Add to home screen.