「我是個意外不該出生」
我從夢境中醒來，734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFpT4RnUqSg
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事隔多年我還是會被那些回憶驚醒，734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX87nPHk1zX
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那是父親童年時光常常告訴我的，734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmtF42aVFIT
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幼小我的父母就離異，734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvhYKuJ2Rjn
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母親是內地人離婚後就回國了，734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6a5L1uQk6J
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對母親的記憶還是有，734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5kXy8d3uMX
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記得她很常酗酒，734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLQLueN9GPN
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後來的日子，734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡojOqBdVBoP
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我總是在房間聆聽他們的爭吵。
父親獨自承擔起照顧我的生活，734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQKp0TkRmV
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忙於工作的他，734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI4Ga69IYhj
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常常讓我睡在幼兒園，734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmb9ME9NoJt
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到了上課時間再直接上課，734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGqGy03zt68
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什麼？為什麼能睡在那裡，734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUqCdndvim3
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因為姑姑是那裡的英文導師，734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiK40c1Z6Vh
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所以我總能寄宿在那裡，734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJMNhluMLAE
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剛開始還會看著監視器期盼，734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzyveDebknu
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漸漸的知道自己並不會被接走。
開始在小學上課，734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL43JJJnY7D
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父親工作的地方不一定，734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLQlq7aEm0c
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輾轉的換了三所小學，734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBw5vlifzp9
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以至於我跟同學之間的關係並沒有那麼好。
父親性格上也開始逐漸扭曲，734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDziq41LmJs
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他開始會喜怒無常，734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDrzgM73vWn
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沒來由的找我發脾氣，734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Kp5aMXEG9
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下一秒又對我十分和善。
我很好奇……家人還有被關愛的感覺，734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9cvraAVXT3
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很小我就與異性交往，734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkURdoZnHgS
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試圖尋找一些慰藉。
父親，是一名水電工，734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmP14ZmIUnq
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家裡總是擺滿各式各樣的工作，734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8xHU9c6xH3
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偶爾我也會陪同他工作，734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCzcbcfPOYw
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我會睡在工地，734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXsrw14T7st
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用紙箱跟外套搭建自己的窩，734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVWEvVLafqv
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父親在工作上十分認真敬業，734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ27ICNA2DUa
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委託人總是非常信任他。
國小三年級，734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcq0PNL3hRR
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他開始會講貶低的話語，734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXvre4M6rfZ
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那些原本用來工作的用具，734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbve4X3SpXI
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偶爾會成為威脅我的道具，734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ7bX5xOdVY
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他會拿著水管說：「你信不信我會打你」734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxr1xMBr85p
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有次，他不蠻玩沉浸電腦跟網友聊天的我，734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcnek5QcPP9
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他直接逼迫我隔天不准上課，734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuiVUZDtTYI
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要我轉告給老師，734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCEXYjoDlaO
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電話裡他說：「老師吼？有種你就報警」734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUEQSC4XiGc
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老師報了警，結果不小心報錯地址闖錯的門。
之後，我偶爾會逃家，734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCuk2jpuIYF
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沒過多久被安排進了補習班，734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQxBZ4j5FEF
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那樣的對待仍然持續，而我染上了自傷的習慣。
這樣的日子長達了三年的光陰。
我從回憶中反應過來，734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHiW5M9uK1w
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細細去回想每個片段，734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq1kcnOt6Cb
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父親，很不容易的照顧了我的起居，734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWsq2wKIL6y
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仔細想想一個照顧小女孩，734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYjcrXKpAIy
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對他一個大男孩很不容易，734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKRePeTlmFo
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所以他很常說：「我是個意外不該出生」734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNaNjglfWaP
734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoTV7aHp96S
卻不知不覺間深深烙印在我腦海。
或許，我本不應該誕生吧。
整理了一下情緒，734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSxyKF4bkEI
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走進廁所打理了一下自己狼狽的摸樣，734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLeEsQvVwR7
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我打開冰箱，拿出冰牛奶，734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMrjILZJXjL
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打算為自己做份牛奶麥片當早餐，734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyKt6KhPSiG
734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHIv7g8NmID
是父親最常為我做的簡易餐點，734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkAYzXqDBnn
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還是有很多屬於他的回憶，734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz1Mbc05TIj
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我喃喃自語到：「好想失憶啊～」734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDsXu1jnmDw
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正準備吃下第一口時，734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3PXq8Qr295
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手機螢幕上顯示著今日的新聞，734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh6TbHkcf2K
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《少女淚訴遭狼父性騷擾》
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頓時，回憶到了我國二那年。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ09i1Mx1rRw
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