「我是個意外不該出生」
我從夢境中醒來，773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1jRhSQD7tu
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事隔多年我還是會被那些回憶驚醒，773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhCT7QeTrIs
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那是父親童年時光常常告訴我的，773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6H03GavGpt
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幼小我的父母就離異，773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9wspgVCzdU
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母親是內地人離婚後就回國了，773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUrLepCPSQB
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對母親的記憶還是有，773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZttIzwtm0e
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記得她很常酗酒，773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLnbzE52jDB
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後來的日子，773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKb3XzMwcGN
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我總是在房間聆聽他們的爭吵。
父親獨自承擔起照顧我的生活，773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOB8XD7Zie2
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忙於工作的他，773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFd0uO9ZSKr
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常常讓我睡在幼兒園，773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbbaw6rWiS8
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到了上課時間再直接上課，773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtF7GEQsfmN
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什麼？為什麼能睡在那裡，773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNtuR25gECd
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因為姑姑是那裡的英文導師，773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJOEvgPC2rB
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所以我總能寄宿在那裡，773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡidLShH1b7z
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剛開始還會看著監視器期盼，773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOuImjalIZr
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漸漸的知道自己並不會被接走。
開始在小學上課，773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡps9kFCgphT
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父親工作的地方不一定，773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuVJJJjcgp3
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輾轉的換了三所小學，773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFcNtYlmXv8
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以至於我跟同學之間的關係並沒有那麼好。
父親性格上也開始逐漸扭曲，773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO6ckTz9BTO
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他開始會喜怒無常，773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxP2W0ykfdD
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沒來由的找我發脾氣，773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtC4QBQ4iJc
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下一秒又對我十分和善。
我很好奇……家人還有被關愛的感覺，773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxTcmuuNtae
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很小我就與異性交往，773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYS07x1R3bA
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試圖尋找一些慰藉。
父親，是一名水電工，773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdgO1DNR3qj
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家裡總是擺滿各式各樣的工作，773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLm4fhT6yzG
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偶爾我也會陪同他工作，773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgk0QCkLUBJ
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我會睡在工地，773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ0cu1dI9tu
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用紙箱跟外套搭建自己的窩，773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH63stX8uj0
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父親在工作上十分認真敬業，773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡasuDpLznbS
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委託人總是非常信任他。
國小三年級，773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3CR7YnOR4K
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他開始會講貶低的話語，773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbH8NsPhNT4
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那些原本用來工作的用具，773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuZc1uqu0hd
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偶爾會成為威脅我的道具，773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz7feIXbwal
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他會拿著水管說：「你信不信我會打你」773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLVGsENxiKM
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有次，他不蠻玩沉浸電腦跟網友聊天的我，773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2PgEDYrA0S
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他直接逼迫我隔天不准上課，773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHFzUzWaDIV
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要我轉告給老師，773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡujSo3KxeNV
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電話裡他說：「老師吼？有種你就報警」773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJFaVKfHD9H
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老師報了警，結果不小心報錯地址闖錯的門。
之後，我偶爾會逃家，773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhvCYmHnk1k
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沒過多久被安排進了補習班，773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwY104dkMC4
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那樣的對待仍然持續，而我染上了自傷的習慣。
這樣的日子長達了三年的光陰。
我從回憶中反應過來，773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkfU3SaWCfC
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細細去回想每個片段，773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG7YqYOFIqE
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父親，很不容易的照顧了我的起居，773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJdHAFeCtYN
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仔細想想一個照顧小女孩，773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfux0wWgGJK
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對他一個大男孩很不容易，773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJEnTKaKTz1
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所以他很常說：「我是個意外不該出生」773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPW6zr09Oiu
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卻不知不覺間深深烙印在我腦海。
或許，我本不應該誕生吧。
整理了一下情緒，773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ21BO8RBrKU
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走進廁所打理了一下自己狼狽的摸樣，773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfW2oUzvoxY
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我打開冰箱，拿出冰牛奶，773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhi9hBdRc5G
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打算為自己做份牛奶麥片當早餐，773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHy9iaV36H9
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是父親最常為我做的簡易餐點，773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUP6YAwSQ7t
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還是有很多屬於他的回憶，773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0SyFQWJRZB
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我喃喃自語到：「好想失憶啊～」773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAPGNCQUl6n
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正準備吃下第一口時，773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcOekZJJcRz
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手機螢幕上顯示著今日的新聞，773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQEvNVaCvw4
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《少女淚訴遭狼父性騷擾》
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頓時，回憶到了我國二那年。773Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMI8oAuSCVb
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