No Plagiarism!wMXamTF0RH9G1Pg59LGOposted on PENANA A/N: This is part one of a two part piece of poetry. They're separate poems, but carry the same influence. I originally posted this on my journal entry piece here, but I've changed it into a letter and/or journal entry in verse. It's up to the reader to decide who "_______" is, but I had an idea in my mind when I wrote it. I'd love to hear other opinions though. As always, thanks for the patience, I've been incredibly busy with work and my lab assistant to my Advanced Creative Writing teacher. I've been majorly stressed out with a lot of work for class and trying to set up a connection between my work and LA stuff for a book signing. I'll also be doing a podcast with the author I'm building a connection with, so that should be interesting. As always, enjoy the piece, and please give feedback, it helps so much!935Please respect copyright.PENANAvccuXMiMXA
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Dear “____”8964 copyright protection931PENANAO5y82cbQAj 維尼
Dear _____,8964 copyright protection931PENANAd58Q37hAW6 維尼
I expressed all of my hopes and dreams to you. 8964 copyright protection931PENANAn4ohzatpLU 維尼
As my confidant, 8964 copyright protection931PENANAwDLT7oIJli 維尼
I trusted that you would handle them 8964 copyright protection931PENANAlwiRmeHEjq 維尼
With care. 8964 copyright protection931PENANAVlYbw7Lv2E 維尼
I was always starving 8964 copyright protection931PENANAzm733ffbt2 維尼
For your validation and encouragement. 8964 copyright protection931PENANAegVhgehVMl 維尼
You knew how I hated it 8964 copyright protection931PENANALfAmkhu9K5 維尼
When someone told me 8964 copyright protection931PENANAXMffA1kppp 維尼
I wasn't good enough. 8964 copyright protection931PENANAfRlR2v4Zbl 維尼
Your words kept me breathing and creating. 8964 copyright protection931PENANAs9aR4HwETJ 維尼
You left me torn into pieces, 8964 copyright protection931PENANAqTBlGqhDrf 維尼
Just like that poem I wrote for you. 8964 copyright protection931PENANAvnE6RCEXvX 維尼
Remember? 8964 copyright protection931PENANAmlNbbcxo7w 維尼
The one you said wasn't good enough? 8964 copyright protection931PENANAwdWilMJogi 維尼
I write for myself, 8964 copyright protection931PENANAS0zYwF67BX 維尼
But because you were so selfish, 8964 copyright protection931PENANAovDPbdB8nA 維尼
I tried to dedicate every page I wrote 8964 copyright protection931PENANAZ9kyITL9cm 維尼
To what you wanted. 8964 copyright protection931PENANAoZHvS9EWrd 維尼
When you were satisfied 8964 copyright protection931PENANA3zfOjbato8 維尼
I felt whole. 8964 copyright protection931PENANAuHerXYWiJ6 維尼
I wanted--8964 copyright protection931PENANAgnwtAQPfnW 維尼
no, needed--8964 copyright protection931PENANAA2HDnjjfLq 維尼
your praise. 8964 copyright protection931PENANAafhkvAsz8U 維尼
That smile, 8964 copyright protection931PENANAoeDbUnfnhC 維尼
Paired with telling me what to write and how 8964 copyright protection931PENANAtEKQpupLrj 維尼
Made me swallow every bit of resentment, 8964 copyright protection931PENANAHH1MHiMKP1 維尼
Any bit of pain I felt for my suppressed imagination, 8964 copyright protection931PENANADV6O0URkRt 維尼
And I did it. 8964 copyright protection931PENANAlPX4HqDB3u 維尼
I did it for you. 8964 copyright protection931PENANAmllDl6GW9f 維尼
In the end, 8964 copyright protection931PENANABfidKxOVvv 維尼
Even when I followed every direction I was pointed in, 8964 copyright protection931PENANAd3297IBGR1 維尼
It was never enough. 8964 copyright protection931PENANAU2uLPxzdhD 維尼
You wanted more meaning, 8964 copyright protection931PENANA5RILfGBfDs 維尼
More eloquence, 8964 copyright protection931PENANAPsCI6oPxCo 維尼
More emotion, 8964 copyright protection931PENANAaj0BIVcEbW 維尼
More, more, more, 8964 copyright protection931PENANAJvEmJBQmsm 維尼
Always needing more. 8964 copyright protection931PENANAjYKNiDt8Tw 維尼
I don't know how to measure up to those expectations8964 copyright protection931PENANAVpLioqrKHM 維尼
Because I don't have the strength8964 copyright protection931PENANANVyeI2Iylv 維尼
To keep my chin up when I struggle. 8964 copyright protection931PENANAaLbhMXCmrr 維尼
I don't know how to keep writing 8964 copyright protection931PENANAO7BDjDkENq 維尼
For your sake 8964 copyright protection931PENANASBE2YFiWnL 維尼
When you're never satisfied. 8964 copyright protection931PENANAhqccQoZxIl 維尼
No matter how hard I try, 8964 copyright protection931PENANAbIUkbaaLxg 維尼
Will this ever be enough? 8964 copyright protection931PENANAMRhepdz8lP 維尼
Will I ever be enough?8964 copyright protection931PENANAhQdgedk7cG 維尼
I can't find anything to reach for now that you left8964 copyright protection931PENANAOyqm0NGlwK 維尼
And at some point 8964 copyright protection931PENANA0HyMxdqSoD 維尼
I lost my drive to keep going 8964 copyright protection931PENANA1C14axH34s 維尼
Toward what I want instead of you. 8964 copyright protection931PENANAkMe9IYV5am 維尼
You knew having an impact on someone's life was my dream, 8964 copyright protection931PENANAlj9FG9jMyw 維尼
And that writing was my way of doing that, 8964 copyright protection931PENANAHli5nBY9Pv 維尼
But even when you knew about that fragile dream, 8964 copyright protection931PENANAfya6wE1JyT 維尼
You told me it would never happen, 8964 copyright protection931PENANAzKBd5ylpBr 維尼
So I believed you 8964 copyright protection931PENANACfUJo35VpJ 維尼
And let myself fall into the clutches of8964 copyright protection931PENANAwkhr2bvT2d 維尼
Grief and hatred 8964 copyright protection931PENANApgEB6tHmpJ 維尼
For myself, 8964 copyright protection931PENANAn4wRi7gAGS 維尼
For you, 8964 copyright protection931PENANA2weheMI8ca 維尼
For my future.8964 copyright protection931PENANAHkHTGjLcS0 維尼
I kept coming back to you 8964 copyright protection931PENANABzJTgSLqNC 維尼
For my daily fix, 8964 copyright protection931PENANAsl9rlkSL6K 維尼
That feeling of being complete. 8964 copyright protection931PENANAhw9o8VkJFZ 維尼
But you left me, 8964 copyright protection931PENANAIOA8WwB5BR 維尼
And I'm writing this, 8964 copyright protection931PENANAZvWN9DGi4A 維尼
Trying to find something in me 8964 copyright protection931PENANAoraAczjRnB 維尼
Other than this emptiness. 8964 copyright protection931PENANAzJeJ4ibDus 維尼
I've become numb to the world 8964 copyright protection931PENANAfqa8c4hIUJ 維尼
Because maybe if I'm numb enough 8964 copyright protection931PENANAAOkzqK0NEF 維尼
Nothing will break through and hurt me 8964 copyright protection931PENANAPfS2A8h5AS 維尼
Like your absence does.8964 copyright protection931PENANA8shU0RjLfz 維尼
You lulled me into a feeling of comfort and trust,8964 copyright protection931PENANAS2ziO0PStC 維尼
Then screamed words of defeat into my ears. 8964 copyright protection931PENANAVf0gGEd5tm 維尼
And those words worked into my brain8964 copyright protection931PENANAPHkBqtojLC 維尼
And under my skin. 8964 copyright protection931PENANARAoe3BmZOP 維尼
They slid under my skin 8964 copyright protection931PENANAvMc7M8z0CA 維尼
And lodged themselves under the surface like acid, 8964 copyright protection931PENANAVrmYT4ECDr 維尼
Burning me deeper and deeper. 8964 copyright protection931PENANAxIqqs7xecP 維尼
Your venom slowly killed all of my happiness and passion. 8964 copyright protection931PENANAERs4rlKOCD 維尼
That spark burned out 8964 copyright protection931PENANAIDGrpbiwqY 維尼
And the one thing I could rely on, 8964 copyright protection931PENANAUijagh5SjO 維尼
My ability to express myself with a pen and paper, 8964 copyright protection931PENANAD94ufJkyDa 維尼
Was murdered by your verbal abuse. 8964 copyright protection931PENANATrfomCWOuk 維尼
You destroyed my sanctuary, 8964 copyright protection931PENANABzLR1Hcqlv 維尼
lit it up like a bonfire 8964 copyright protection931PENANABXhP8nFMso 維尼
And watched as my life's work turned to ash. 8964 copyright protection931PENANAdeBDrNImDb 維尼
With every strike of your tongue, 8964 copyright protection931PENANAUqmeSyp5G4 維尼
My soul was broken a little more 8964 copyright protection931PENANAzGeE06ylZj 維尼
Until there was nothing but dust left 8964 copyright protection931PENANAMifpq2xziN 維尼
And I no longer cared or had any drive.8964 copyright protection931PENANAWeMi8YJkTf 維尼
A/N: That's the first half of a two part poem thing. Thank you so much for reading, lovelies! I've been a little slow updating things, so I'll hopefully post a little more before the school year gets too chaotic. I also have to apply to colleges (oh my goodness I'm going to be in college soon I'm not ready to adult) so that'll take up a good amount of time too.935Please respect copyright.PENANAkUsj9Dv5o5
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