No Plagiarism!ENykQx1Y8SlWHTocD3WUposted on PENANA A/N: This is part one of a two part piece of poetry. They're separate poems, but carry the same influence. I originally posted this on my journal entry piece here, but I've changed it into a letter and/or journal entry in verse. It's up to the reader to decide who "_______" is, but I had an idea in my mind when I wrote it. I'd love to hear other opinions though. As always, thanks for the patience, I've been incredibly busy with work and my lab assistant to my Advanced Creative Writing teacher. I've been majorly stressed out with a lot of work for class and trying to set up a connection between my work and LA stuff for a book signing. I'll also be doing a podcast with the author I'm building a connection with, so that should be interesting. As always, enjoy the piece, and please give feedback, it helps so much!641Please respect copyright.PENANA4gRx10OHG6
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Dear “____”8964 copyright protection637PENANAPyYJfDIMIQ 維尼
Dear _____,8964 copyright protection637PENANAlMT3qi9eGq 維尼
I expressed all of my hopes and dreams to you. 8964 copyright protection637PENANAP0c5JiuKCB 維尼
As my confidant, 8964 copyright protection637PENANAtRZErtcVX0 維尼
I trusted that you would handle them 8964 copyright protection637PENANADJXuaLPiaD 維尼
With care. 8964 copyright protection637PENANApy0t3OK5Pd 維尼
I was always starving 8964 copyright protection637PENANArQx6PsihjM 維尼
For your validation and encouragement. 8964 copyright protection637PENANAUIV5DnNgC6 維尼
You knew how I hated it 8964 copyright protection637PENANA1bvsgAzIZf 維尼
When someone told me 8964 copyright protection637PENANAj0BMLKU9Qf 維尼
I wasn't good enough. 8964 copyright protection637PENANAcwbGhqEJIS 維尼
Your words kept me breathing and creating. 8964 copyright protection637PENANAPKBfwjjqRm 維尼
You left me torn into pieces, 8964 copyright protection637PENANAy5ENYVMZ63 維尼
Just like that poem I wrote for you. 8964 copyright protection637PENANAJ4Ap9KWL0o 維尼
Remember? 8964 copyright protection637PENANAjm90cCPASg 維尼
The one you said wasn't good enough? 8964 copyright protection637PENANANo0jfjHncq 維尼
I write for myself, 8964 copyright protection637PENANAuXyQwHESMY 維尼
But because you were so selfish, 8964 copyright protection637PENANA3VaxiJ8hBG 維尼
I tried to dedicate every page I wrote 8964 copyright protection637PENANANyqBUUhvLt 維尼
To what you wanted. 8964 copyright protection637PENANATcS99nDgJ2 維尼
When you were satisfied 8964 copyright protection637PENANASWx3aQUMC0 維尼
I felt whole. 8964 copyright protection637PENANALa0iCI9kL8 維尼
I wanted--8964 copyright protection637PENANAPF5AYn2XtZ 維尼
no, needed--8964 copyright protection637PENANAMnkSzUigCF 維尼
your praise. 8964 copyright protection637PENANAvFMK9rdMrE 維尼
That smile, 8964 copyright protection637PENANA5TC12FqoA1 維尼
Paired with telling me what to write and how 8964 copyright protection637PENANAGpxwMAVRfq 維尼
Made me swallow every bit of resentment, 8964 copyright protection637PENANALNxlzq1Bon 維尼
Any bit of pain I felt for my suppressed imagination, 8964 copyright protection637PENANA2BWMtRetpb 維尼
And I did it. 8964 copyright protection637PENANAbz1uN71s1W 維尼
I did it for you. 8964 copyright protection637PENANA4nWzFQ8r9c 維尼
In the end, 8964 copyright protection637PENANA2bnp2vfDnp 維尼
Even when I followed every direction I was pointed in, 8964 copyright protection637PENANAucpV362OrH 維尼
It was never enough. 8964 copyright protection637PENANAdsakCrO3bo 維尼
You wanted more meaning, 8964 copyright protection637PENANAmglvYeqmHd 維尼
More eloquence, 8964 copyright protection637PENANAEBwdEQicMr 維尼
More emotion, 8964 copyright protection637PENANA4C1UKjihpa 維尼
More, more, more, 8964 copyright protection637PENANAROfSmwvjTY 維尼
Always needing more. 8964 copyright protection637PENANAHeEajamQfC 維尼
I don't know how to measure up to those expectations8964 copyright protection637PENANAAEngzGFUmq 維尼
Because I don't have the strength8964 copyright protection637PENANAIt5l2rdx2I 維尼
To keep my chin up when I struggle. 8964 copyright protection637PENANAoJA4x3NLL3 維尼
I don't know how to keep writing 8964 copyright protection637PENANA8ojvi3zmVY 維尼
For your sake 8964 copyright protection637PENANAiRDuCd6gi2 維尼
When you're never satisfied. 8964 copyright protection637PENANAuLBA7oxaKA 維尼
No matter how hard I try, 8964 copyright protection637PENANA8KmSJ9dlXp 維尼
Will this ever be enough? 8964 copyright protection637PENANAYNJKAHklPp 維尼
Will I ever be enough?8964 copyright protection637PENANATzKqEEQjHW 維尼
I can't find anything to reach for now that you left8964 copyright protection637PENANAh4aRi13tmc 維尼
And at some point 8964 copyright protection637PENANAXbQgAa3X3V 維尼
I lost my drive to keep going 8964 copyright protection637PENANA6lu5tcykfL 維尼
Toward what I want instead of you. 8964 copyright protection637PENANAtlf8HdUEZZ 維尼
You knew having an impact on someone's life was my dream, 8964 copyright protection637PENANAm8HybNJi0q 維尼
And that writing was my way of doing that, 8964 copyright protection637PENANAY9fFZOQdV3 維尼
But even when you knew about that fragile dream, 8964 copyright protection637PENANARPGB7AfnVZ 維尼
You told me it would never happen, 8964 copyright protection637PENANAhPBK63umoD 維尼
So I believed you 8964 copyright protection637PENANAIEZPCrs4e4 維尼
And let myself fall into the clutches of8964 copyright protection637PENANAYduYNGriCF 維尼
Grief and hatred 8964 copyright protection637PENANAF8ZqPrU8Ao 維尼
For myself, 8964 copyright protection637PENANAWY2CXmEYJc 維尼
For you, 8964 copyright protection637PENANAtOFBJKiWnN 維尼
For my future.8964 copyright protection637PENANAAQFoEzpFhP 維尼
I kept coming back to you 8964 copyright protection637PENANA0I0isi31t7 維尼
For my daily fix, 8964 copyright protection637PENANAXSYGMMGsHr 維尼
That feeling of being complete. 8964 copyright protection637PENANAs4L7mlp7IO 維尼
But you left me, 8964 copyright protection637PENANAq44Oq0Jyyp 維尼
And I'm writing this, 8964 copyright protection637PENANAgJpthXJGXg 維尼
Trying to find something in me 8964 copyright protection637PENANAkSqQIpiQ8f 維尼
Other than this emptiness. 8964 copyright protection637PENANAlz6OURfNZ1 維尼
I've become numb to the world 8964 copyright protection637PENANARxNciQiy62 維尼
Because maybe if I'm numb enough 8964 copyright protection637PENANANoGJD9Xypa 維尼
Nothing will break through and hurt me 8964 copyright protection637PENANAsfkoaK99s4 維尼
Like your absence does.8964 copyright protection637PENANA78628vr0lP 維尼
You lulled me into a feeling of comfort and trust,8964 copyright protection637PENANAtWtd8ixHrW 維尼
Then screamed words of defeat into my ears. 8964 copyright protection637PENANAI2MXj02noo 維尼
And those words worked into my brain8964 copyright protection637PENANArWGQrxu5kf 維尼
And under my skin. 8964 copyright protection637PENANAhJqjeNYiyL 維尼
They slid under my skin 8964 copyright protection637PENANAbRlLH7mw4F 維尼
And lodged themselves under the surface like acid, 8964 copyright protection637PENANAQpA2GyFJey 維尼
Burning me deeper and deeper. 8964 copyright protection637PENANAgT0gahcXc2 維尼
Your venom slowly killed all of my happiness and passion. 8964 copyright protection637PENANAgxHKA0oKHL 維尼
That spark burned out 8964 copyright protection637PENANAKJ7cug26Dt 維尼
And the one thing I could rely on, 8964 copyright protection637PENANAXVv9zyLBIE 維尼
My ability to express myself with a pen and paper, 8964 copyright protection637PENANAFaKhfBzAHZ 維尼
Was murdered by your verbal abuse. 8964 copyright protection637PENANA8mf7tDy6Al 維尼
You destroyed my sanctuary, 8964 copyright protection637PENANAFw4k9BRPlj 維尼
lit it up like a bonfire 8964 copyright protection637PENANADmMalwgvSC 維尼
And watched as my life's work turned to ash. 8964 copyright protection637PENANAeD7383nJdj 維尼
With every strike of your tongue, 8964 copyright protection637PENANA01LTSIJlqJ 維尼
My soul was broken a little more 8964 copyright protection637PENANAMb7xFOshNO 維尼
Until there was nothing but dust left 8964 copyright protection637PENANAmTdeCEoBD1 維尼
And I no longer cared or had any drive.8964 copyright protection637PENANA7ZFdnT6rfV 維尼
A/N: That's the first half of a two part poem thing. Thank you so much for reading, lovelies! I've been a little slow updating things, so I'll hopefully post a little more before the school year gets too chaotic. I also have to apply to colleges (oh my goodness I'm going to be in college soon I'm not ready to adult) so that'll take up a good amount of time too.641Please respect copyright.PENANAF3VOzmP8cq
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