No Plagiarism!e0hwNqeHjk2ymfhkTqesposted on PENANA A/N: This is part one of a two part piece of poetry. They're separate poems, but carry the same influence. I originally posted this on my journal entry piece here, but I've changed it into a letter and/or journal entry in verse. It's up to the reader to decide who "_______" is, but I had an idea in my mind when I wrote it. I'd love to hear other opinions though. As always, thanks for the patience, I've been incredibly busy with work and my lab assistant to my Advanced Creative Writing teacher. I've been majorly stressed out with a lot of work for class and trying to set up a connection between my work and LA stuff for a book signing. I'll also be doing a podcast with the author I'm building a connection with, so that should be interesting. As always, enjoy the piece, and please give feedback, it helps so much!923Please respect copyright.PENANAvEL1X631SZ
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Dear “____”8964 copyright protection919PENANA7BaNReOEXh 維尼
Dear _____,8964 copyright protection919PENANAFnOvpS0nKl 維尼
I expressed all of my hopes and dreams to you. 8964 copyright protection919PENANAdX5h5FRnIj 維尼
As my confidant, 8964 copyright protection919PENANAv1IibxeP1q 維尼
I trusted that you would handle them 8964 copyright protection919PENANAyqfsf1nJ5t 維尼
With care. 8964 copyright protection919PENANANqHmGjSKcx 維尼
I was always starving 8964 copyright protection919PENANAKdbXuVZOEt 維尼
For your validation and encouragement. 8964 copyright protection919PENANAvpgLGkBP8N 維尼
You knew how I hated it 8964 copyright protection919PENANAdBwOr5h3b8 維尼
When someone told me 8964 copyright protection919PENANA4WSRNLDtVS 維尼
I wasn't good enough. 8964 copyright protection919PENANAvMA93ke11f 維尼
Your words kept me breathing and creating. 8964 copyright protection919PENANAKiY91rrysQ 維尼
You left me torn into pieces, 8964 copyright protection919PENANAxMasNO82mh 維尼
Just like that poem I wrote for you. 8964 copyright protection919PENANAsfXv6wXOhf 維尼
Remember? 8964 copyright protection919PENANAQHglB9Dm9e 維尼
The one you said wasn't good enough? 8964 copyright protection919PENANAz5lnSefgc7 維尼
I write for myself, 8964 copyright protection919PENANABij8DA5pBL 維尼
But because you were so selfish, 8964 copyright protection919PENANAt8YNMfJdT2 維尼
I tried to dedicate every page I wrote 8964 copyright protection919PENANAOnJYOJpirI 維尼
To what you wanted. 8964 copyright protection919PENANAuhbNBtywcK 維尼
When you were satisfied 8964 copyright protection919PENANAWUHViT9Ai2 維尼
I felt whole. 8964 copyright protection919PENANAQCc9g0tbLM 維尼
I wanted--8964 copyright protection919PENANAz0x3sudLE6 維尼
no, needed--8964 copyright protection919PENANAXRr42GMI1Z 維尼
your praise. 8964 copyright protection919PENANASv4lVnw8xS 維尼
That smile, 8964 copyright protection919PENANAISaalzJj9F 維尼
Paired with telling me what to write and how 8964 copyright protection919PENANAmD48AdHNyL 維尼
Made me swallow every bit of resentment, 8964 copyright protection919PENANAvb7KbC7P2y 維尼
Any bit of pain I felt for my suppressed imagination, 8964 copyright protection919PENANAB3QXnChoPA 維尼
And I did it. 8964 copyright protection919PENANAPFZtPiyldK 維尼
I did it for you. 8964 copyright protection919PENANAHNO5u7hLNs 維尼
In the end, 8964 copyright protection919PENANAHZDCBxWD4N 維尼
Even when I followed every direction I was pointed in, 8964 copyright protection919PENANAg6VsK0kuzG 維尼
It was never enough. 8964 copyright protection919PENANArm0m2NOosb 維尼
You wanted more meaning, 8964 copyright protection919PENANAa8aC3nuny0 維尼
More eloquence, 8964 copyright protection919PENANAxpwwFPvtKH 維尼
More emotion, 8964 copyright protection919PENANAysydIkx9hu 維尼
More, more, more, 8964 copyright protection919PENANAB5J3CWj6Og 維尼
Always needing more. 8964 copyright protection919PENANAjnjKSvjHvh 維尼
I don't know how to measure up to those expectations8964 copyright protection919PENANAHfNMlNbmVg 維尼
Because I don't have the strength8964 copyright protection919PENANAd5OgM7pNQb 維尼
To keep my chin up when I struggle. 8964 copyright protection919PENANADLpRzxu3wR 維尼
I don't know how to keep writing 8964 copyright protection919PENANAHIe9mOFfqy 維尼
For your sake 8964 copyright protection919PENANAMuPEAyMHSN 維尼
When you're never satisfied. 8964 copyright protection919PENANAyyYYp1NnTG 維尼
No matter how hard I try, 8964 copyright protection919PENANADpqEMe2gua 維尼
Will this ever be enough? 8964 copyright protection919PENANAAg9GoYEsvG 維尼
Will I ever be enough?8964 copyright protection919PENANAgOGCzKRCOl 維尼
I can't find anything to reach for now that you left8964 copyright protection919PENANAsiVqAeKDgo 維尼
And at some point 8964 copyright protection919PENANAhifcxctXOl 維尼
I lost my drive to keep going 8964 copyright protection919PENANAoOYkN980Oc 維尼
Toward what I want instead of you. 8964 copyright protection919PENANAIr14ypCpwx 維尼
You knew having an impact on someone's life was my dream, 8964 copyright protection919PENANAIvusG7BKH1 維尼
And that writing was my way of doing that, 8964 copyright protection919PENANA16jE1HKp70 維尼
But even when you knew about that fragile dream, 8964 copyright protection919PENANA75asStn7H3 維尼
You told me it would never happen, 8964 copyright protection919PENANATZ0bdPtI6p 維尼
So I believed you 8964 copyright protection919PENANAFCq1zQNk2G 維尼
And let myself fall into the clutches of8964 copyright protection919PENANAzTROIz2LXR 維尼
Grief and hatred 8964 copyright protection919PENANA5A7MXfW10U 維尼
For myself, 8964 copyright protection919PENANAE7BjM3ds3q 維尼
For you, 8964 copyright protection919PENANAY93s7H6oyS 維尼
For my future.8964 copyright protection919PENANARKnnK5sxca 維尼
I kept coming back to you 8964 copyright protection919PENANAa6bKJl51h0 維尼
For my daily fix, 8964 copyright protection919PENANAH2f7ACIGJC 維尼
That feeling of being complete. 8964 copyright protection919PENANA9NYsZ4neiw 維尼
But you left me, 8964 copyright protection919PENANAaC4n3ZKioq 維尼
And I'm writing this, 8964 copyright protection919PENANALqkYCsd4r7 維尼
Trying to find something in me 8964 copyright protection919PENANAlfvmPwYb2E 維尼
Other than this emptiness. 8964 copyright protection919PENANAh1PSmzGBq0 維尼
I've become numb to the world 8964 copyright protection919PENANA0SJ1Aq6Qif 維尼
Because maybe if I'm numb enough 8964 copyright protection919PENANAN00NYqMAwr 維尼
Nothing will break through and hurt me 8964 copyright protection919PENANA16IG23zptM 維尼
Like your absence does.8964 copyright protection919PENANAJucBdQlx6D 維尼
You lulled me into a feeling of comfort and trust,8964 copyright protection919PENANAhvlllTc5oP 維尼
Then screamed words of defeat into my ears. 8964 copyright protection919PENANAhVhBRJD7pn 維尼
And those words worked into my brain8964 copyright protection919PENANAelwn4SiXfi 維尼
And under my skin. 8964 copyright protection919PENANAhwQDFT8Q71 維尼
They slid under my skin 8964 copyright protection919PENANAwlYlMZjo67 維尼
And lodged themselves under the surface like acid, 8964 copyright protection919PENANAobzGTDyJ5N 維尼
Burning me deeper and deeper. 8964 copyright protection919PENANAEYFQ8n2RSX 維尼
Your venom slowly killed all of my happiness and passion. 8964 copyright protection919PENANA9x9sPJIJjM 維尼
That spark burned out 8964 copyright protection919PENANA15oKsve3r9 維尼
And the one thing I could rely on, 8964 copyright protection919PENANAtsDu38j0ty 維尼
My ability to express myself with a pen and paper, 8964 copyright protection919PENANApjEgxCVXFN 維尼
Was murdered by your verbal abuse. 8964 copyright protection919PENANAvPZ7g3mMRc 維尼
You destroyed my sanctuary, 8964 copyright protection919PENANAfJB6HuSv5d 維尼
lit it up like a bonfire 8964 copyright protection919PENANAGS5zs509ET 維尼
And watched as my life's work turned to ash. 8964 copyright protection919PENANAvjz81F77eC 維尼
With every strike of your tongue, 8964 copyright protection919PENANAKbZbkpP0Hw 維尼
My soul was broken a little more 8964 copyright protection919PENANAiT2Q7KAd6T 維尼
Until there was nothing but dust left 8964 copyright protection919PENANAhza6x2eiVE 維尼
And I no longer cared or had any drive.8964 copyright protection919PENANA7ZmSA5KGzW 維尼
A/N: That's the first half of a two part poem thing. Thank you so much for reading, lovelies! I've been a little slow updating things, so I'll hopefully post a little more before the school year gets too chaotic. I also have to apply to colleges (oh my goodness I'm going to be in college soon I'm not ready to adult) so that'll take up a good amount of time too.923Please respect copyright.PENANAc6FbT1TKNm
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