TYLER

Its 10:30 pm and I'm in the shower thinking about all the ways this is wrong, why would I even consider carrying my ass to this stupid club in the first place. What the hell is wrong with me? A few passing thoughts later, I get out of the shower and get dressed, I'm wearing a black button up shirt, with black jeans, and black sneakers, it's not to much and not to...try hard. As I'm about to get into the elevator and start making my way to Dice my phone pings, it's Jared, the message reads.

Hey dude, just checking on you, what are you up to?

Well...if I told him that, he's going to make me feel more like an ass than I already do, but something tells me that's just the thing I need, as the elevator hits the ground floor I think maybe I should call him, just to help me not to make any bad decisions later on.

" Yeah dude whats up? Did you read the text I sent you? "

" Yep, and the answer to your question is that I'm up to absolutely no good "

" Where are you? "

Jared's voice becomes more stern as he asked the question

" I'm on my way to Dice "

" Tyler turn around! " 

" Its not like I'm going there to do anything, I'm just going to show my face, have one drink and leave....hopefully speaking "

" Tyler, please man I'm trying to save both you and Diamond, she's my friend too, don't forget that, so if shit goes left and Diamond needs a fucking shoulder I'm going to be there for her! Its not only you who's going to feel fucking guilty when you fuck around with Dianna, I'm going to feel guilty too man, because when she's crying over your sorry ass and ask me if i knew anything about it, I'm not going to lie to her, nor am I going to sugar coat it, I'll tell her the truth and nothing but! And you know what happens after that she'll get mad at me, me! Because of the dumb shit you pulled! You know what man, if you don't end things with Dianna tonight, this friendship is over, I don't want to know a fucking thing, leave me out of it, that way when I tell diamond I don't know something it wont be a lie. Tyler look, do you love Diamond? "

Everything Jared said was so damn true it hurt, I don't want to mess things up with diamond but when I'm with Dianna I feel so fucking alive, shit, even on the phone she just makes my life fucking ecstatic, but I do love Diamond.

" Yes " 

" Then why are you doing this? "

" I don't know "

" Wow, that's it? You just don't know? " 

Deep down I knew the answer but I wasn't ready to accept it.

" Look Jared you don't fucking understand OK! "

And just like that I hung up and continued my journey to Dice, I know this is selfish of me I know but i just I need to just see her, but most of all I need a drink.

After making my way out the hotel, and getting a cab, I have arrived at Dice. My heart starts pounding and I  immediately start praying to the great God above that I can contain myself tonight. As I walk inside the club and make my way to the bar the ability to hear anything but the music is impossible, but that all fades when i see her, she's wearing the most beautiful deep v-neck red dress with a thin chain going down her back connecting the fabric on her hips and shoulders, it makes her body look so...., 

NO TYLER, NOPE. 

God if your listening to this prayer...., help me!