Today was surprisingly warm for March. It felt like August instead. 671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtajMefXJOc
I was in three different departments at my job, doing all the tasks others could, but they decided to give me. 671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Vlh44Fvw0
I am coal for a fire they never want to see extinguished, yet here I burn out.671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQTWLOza78U
It's been four months since that day.671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5W8lTPJTnh
Call me Hidaka. It's my lesser-known name, but that doesn't bother me. 671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHIVJMzf4GD
I'm young still, 22, yet old in spirit. I have lived a lot of life. Much more than a lot of people my age. 671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmOnS5yBSkg
That may sound petty or like a brag. But trust me, I in no way feel pride in this. 671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkRsK2TS7x6
Only loneliness.671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFLKI55Yt0i
At 16:00, I clock out and get ready to leave. There is a party at my family's home tonight, but I feel like ditching. Too bad I can't drive.671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYxL2uMZp7V
My brother sends a text to me, stating only good news. After being belittled by one of my managers all day, it's nice to have something to smile about. 671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGHnwl5QOv1
Once I gather my things, I go around the store to buy some items for myself. 671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJch1xxXp2V
On impulse, I decide to buy a picture. I never buy décor, but this was a must. 671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFbeBDmIdWZ
It was a photograph of cherry blossoms. 671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRNXaULCAT2
One thing everyone quickly knows about me is I love cherry blossoms. They remind me of good, whimsical memories. They recall a sweet time before this era.671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡunJL9gxjeX
They remind me of home. 671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi2ajXvD9vV
The guests arrive a little later than 18:00, but I don't mind. I'm not the one hosting, anyway.671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIzgYtjjGie
My sister and brother are making an effort to make more friends at their church. I think that's amazing. They found a place they really like. 671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcuNc7YIRGz
All night, we play board games. Not much conversation is actually done, and when we all stand to talk, it is dead silent. 671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxYkIfaH71N
I don't want to be here. 671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi0fXGpAiKI
It is now 0:04. I sit in my messy workspace, staring at the faux ivy hanging from the ceiling. 671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtmbAUeRfVK
I contemplate a lot of things at this time of night. 671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTaxdAK4Hps
I think about my job and the anxiety of being a hamster stuck in a plastic ball forever.671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Au7WIH4F7
I think of how I didn't care for company and how I wished I was left alone this evening. 671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfcHtPf1q45
I think about how I haven't had a proper church home in almost 2 years and how I wish I could find a place and congregation to return to each week. 671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbKn0wgA3RI
I think about being 22 and how my sisters want me married. I don't want to think about it now.671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBq6rvRLGv9
Most of all, I think of 2 years prior to this time. It was a time of freedom and promise, a time where I truly thought I knew where God wanted me. 671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbQ6pYCGs6k
Now, I have a better understanding of where to go next. Better than I did four months ago. But I'm still the same. 671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTiFjWH7pSx
I'm still lonely. I still feel depressed and bitter. I still feel dejected, betrayed, and abandoned. 671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkQWEPFsApK
Maybe I should sleep all of this away. I think I need to talk to God more about this sorrow.671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLBknimg5q1
I know all of this makes no sense. But I hope I can prove to you it will. 671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmxlEHLc8oR
I want it to make sense.671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm1cTWH3i1S
But alas, I must rest. Sleep only comes for the traveler once a fortnight, so I must seize it like a prize. Now I will go to the place of my dreams, a place where these past four months haunt me no more.671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlBIvw2v5qH
The PaperGarden.671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWNEmj698CP
To be Continued...671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡivVXpFecjK
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