Today was surprisingly warm for March. It felt like August instead. 708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8FpALFxuUK
I was in three different departments at my job, doing all the tasks others could, but they decided to give me. 708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ41Tse43khH
I am coal for a fire they never want to see extinguished, yet here I burn out.708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSoPuz65fOx
It's been four months since that day.708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡORuCAEz9pW
Call me Hidaka. It's my lesser-known name, but that doesn't bother me. 708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzxkWbTtWtV
I'm young still, 22, yet old in spirit. I have lived a lot of life. Much more than a lot of people my age. 708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7y2aJ5soC3
That may sound petty or like a brag. But trust me, I in no way feel pride in this. 708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5fKLZX2pGt
Only loneliness.708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4vZ1oLnDTu
At 16:00, I clock out and get ready to leave. There is a party at my family's home tonight, but I feel like ditching. Too bad I can't drive.708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeUk6gddHaT
My brother sends a text to me, stating only good news. After being belittled by one of my managers all day, it's nice to have something to smile about. 708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmLDAkRllxJ
Once I gather my things, I go around the store to buy some items for myself. 708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA2IUHgNoSY
On impulse, I decide to buy a picture. I never buy décor, but this was a must. 708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWCuMHcsS4V
It was a photograph of cherry blossoms. 708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz8y4LyJQfT
One thing everyone quickly knows about me is I love cherry blossoms. They remind me of good, whimsical memories. They recall a sweet time before this era.708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN36UkUQT04
They remind me of home. 708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPHJs3V9PrD
The guests arrive a little later than 18:00, but I don't mind. I'm not the one hosting, anyway.708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwdUyxBCx74
My sister and brother are making an effort to make more friends at their church. I think that's amazing. They found a place they really like. 708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLC1QmgI1UH
All night, we play board games. Not much conversation is actually done, and when we all stand to talk, it is dead silent. 708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtqbIL6VRsZ
I don't want to be here. 708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3JePAOw3CS
It is now 0:04. I sit in my messy workspace, staring at the faux ivy hanging from the ceiling. 708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTHnCcLC2Zh
I contemplate a lot of things at this time of night. 708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZjR1iG4jUj
I think about my job and the anxiety of being a hamster stuck in a plastic ball forever.708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcq7Cd3mSqS
I think of how I didn't care for company and how I wished I was left alone this evening. 708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg6Zw6zmcot
I think about how I haven't had a proper church home in almost 2 years and how I wish I could find a place and congregation to return to each week. 708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Ob0kVC9QO
I think about being 22 and how my sisters want me married. I don't want to think about it now.708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8T8rmr2DPQ
Most of all, I think of 2 years prior to this time. It was a time of freedom and promise, a time where I truly thought I knew where God wanted me. 708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTSRf18cSAQ
Now, I have a better understanding of where to go next. Better than I did four months ago. But I'm still the same. 708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsftsYfvZiV
I'm still lonely. I still feel depressed and bitter. I still feel dejected, betrayed, and abandoned. 708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhCbpccHc38
Maybe I should sleep all of this away. I think I need to talk to God more about this sorrow.708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4oMg99xaxb
I know all of this makes no sense. But I hope I can prove to you it will. 708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi2l398smHP
I want it to make sense.708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqcgVtglsdM
But alas, I must rest. Sleep only comes for the traveler once a fortnight, so I must seize it like a prize. Now I will go to the place of my dreams, a place where these past four months haunt me no more.708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjb92grzxqG
The PaperGarden.708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDSjDCeW0nM
To be Continued...708Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhoOEcXcv7Q
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