Today was surprisingly warm for March. It felt like August instead. 796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjY0SwNDRcQ
I was in three different departments at my job, doing all the tasks others could, but they decided to give me. 796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvOA43CmFwD
I am coal for a fire they never want to see extinguished, yet here I burn out.796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxWgTX8IFco
It's been four months since that day.796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHfcvRFPGS4
Call me Hidaka. It's my lesser-known name, but that doesn't bother me. 796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj4n6Uo6L3B
I'm young still, 22, yet old in spirit. I have lived a lot of life. Much more than a lot of people my age. 796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡODqLRMDgar
That may sound petty or like a brag. But trust me, I in no way feel pride in this. 796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyADYUGO6YD
Only loneliness.796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBrcUs7rSsW
At 16:00, I clock out and get ready to leave. There is a party at my family's home tonight, but I feel like ditching. Too bad I can't drive.796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLthlFwBbIQ
My brother sends a text to me, stating only good news. After being belittled by one of my managers all day, it's nice to have something to smile about. 796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHuqUBetayy
Once I gather my things, I go around the store to buy some items for myself. 796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIIkpsK02zP
On impulse, I decide to buy a picture. I never buy décor, but this was a must. 796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfulB0eCjc3
It was a photograph of cherry blossoms. 796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxuXkeMQVW8
One thing everyone quickly knows about me is I love cherry blossoms. They remind me of good, whimsical memories. They recall a sweet time before this era.796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkgIrazJkZt
They remind me of home. 796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt0Pec5n18j
The guests arrive a little later than 18:00, but I don't mind. I'm not the one hosting, anyway.796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbcVHyeBh77
My sister and brother are making an effort to make more friends at their church. I think that's amazing. They found a place they really like. 796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGIIMiJcStS
All night, we play board games. Not much conversation is actually done, and when we all stand to talk, it is dead silent. 796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDipYg8ul93
I don't want to be here. 796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0GlZoeCCOS
It is now 0:04. I sit in my messy workspace, staring at the faux ivy hanging from the ceiling. 796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxX8ovE0FGm
I contemplate a lot of things at this time of night. 796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEu5LgRLuGn
I think about my job and the anxiety of being a hamster stuck in a plastic ball forever.796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNSnyRiIAGq
I think of how I didn't care for company and how I wished I was left alone this evening. 796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxhUH40Xbc9
I think about how I haven't had a proper church home in almost 2 years and how I wish I could find a place and congregation to return to each week. 796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3BEwW9TcGT
I think about being 22 and how my sisters want me married. I don't want to think about it now.796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnbXa5pEBFD
Most of all, I think of 2 years prior to this time. It was a time of freedom and promise, a time where I truly thought I knew where God wanted me. 796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡplz3rKjceI
Now, I have a better understanding of where to go next. Better than I did four months ago. But I'm still the same. 796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHgSvkQUdB7
I'm still lonely. I still feel depressed and bitter. I still feel dejected, betrayed, and abandoned. 796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuKEKnJ9lVE
Maybe I should sleep all of this away. I think I need to talk to God more about this sorrow.796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBOsPaVpuK7
I know all of this makes no sense. But I hope I can prove to you it will. 796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡziSEImLRC5
I want it to make sense.796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC8nAPOAP8Z
But alas, I must rest. Sleep only comes for the traveler once a fortnight, so I must seize it like a prize. Now I will go to the place of my dreams, a place where these past four months haunt me no more.796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW1RV5FjGKi
The PaperGarden.796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZpl7ksk8Wj
To be Continued...796Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBaP0qtscyh
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