Lucy?" I raise my head in alarm. "Lucy!" I turn to the familiar voice. "There you are!" I feel warm arms engulf me, pulling me, soothing me.914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7AuhzOq1zi
"Ray…" I choke out. Ray releases me and looks at my tear-stained face. He takes my hand and slips the blade from between my fingers, his eyes never leaving mine.914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWW6ND97V25
"Lucy," his voice is broken. "Please tell me you didn't."914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa9t0wvbDBr
"I-I didn't." I take a deep, shaky breath. "But I almost did." He turns his head and shuts his eyes.914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6WWnjdpN96
"Promise me something, Lucy." He looks back at me. "Promise me that you'll never cut again, OK?" I nod. "If you ever fall back to this place again, call me over. I'll help you, Lucy." He grabs my hands. "Promise me."914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZIR6vgUMv5
"I promise, Ray." I whisper, tears leaking out of my eyes. He pulls me into a tight hug, breathing out a sigh of relief. He kisses the top of my head and then moves back…914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjLLU8Oxfop
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I open my eyes and stare at my wall, but it's not there.914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtnigllMFbB
My blanket is hanging off my bed, my clothes are strewn across the floor, my hair is sticking to my wet cheeks and the window is shut, enclosing me in darkness.914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlVdIvTkg2b
I feel nothing but pain and agony. A dark cloud is filling my head, making me seem heavy.914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxYFnyLnjpj
Fake.914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF9N0QOu2dS
Not myself.914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsqXRtXM6yb
The silver blade is shining, piercing the darkness with an evil light. It taunts me, challenges me, dares me to touch it, to pick it up and to use it.914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Y1CZvwAIG
Oh, Ray. Where are you?!914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcJ8xXCIMN1
"I'm going somewhere with my parents and we won't be back until Friday. Call me if you need anything, OK?"914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRUxfqvF520
Help me, Ray! Help me!914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡds7Y1kyniG
I punch in his number and put the phone to my ear.914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH40DaPuzoj
Voice mail.914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnzG8wAYglM
I try again.914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzSPl0fGqbv
No answer.914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWuRBnouKJt
I frantically pull at my hair, curling into a ball. I shut my eyes but a few lone tears escape. I shake my head, trying to pull myself out of my despair and trying, somehow, to pull myself together. I'm falling apart, breaking down.914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbudtiUFTHy
I can't. I must stay strong.914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhc1NVEiRrF
My tears come faster.914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhvaxz2SAi1
Keep it together, Lucy. Keep it together.914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMmW9gLNjio
"Ahh!" I scream, pushing myself back. I lose my balance and fall off my bed, crashing to the floor. I cover my face with my hands, shaking, sobbing.914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXLUynIWZTJ
"Ray!" I cry out. Please…914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiL2fQTOnjV
My hands fall to my sides, my hair a knotted mess. I stare silently at the ceiling.914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyht66oBlC8
Is it really that high?914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3YXVJ07Fzd
I curl up on my side, staring into the black nothingness under my bed.914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ05cB8HZKT4
I must move… I need to move.914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJ7PHQQerT
I eye the door.914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVXxIxA7BhJ
I will myself to sit up.914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ4fuLHsnNz
My room turns upside down and goes blurry, my vision faltering. I still and wait for the dizziness to pass.914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡanpHp9I5DN
I blink once – twice- and then sit on my knees.914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV3nAAngLpq
I focus on the door.914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMREq7pRMCO
I crawl forward.914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlCnzQjUyFX
I need to get there.914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpR7cI8c4Xa
I slowly try to stand up. I advance, pushing one leg forward and then the other, and repeat.914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡycKpSeUa0Z
My legs are wobbly, broken.914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV0aIl0XId1
Just a few more feet…914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaV7KbZWeNd
I reach out my hand and take another step-914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8qCCB1aJ0I
and collapse to the ground.914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDll8HizwL8
"No…" I try to stand again, but I can't get up.914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOnEyg7AXrl
I grab at my bed sheet, trying to pull myself up. I feel around, grabbing at anything I possibly can. I grasp closer to my blanket and freeze as I touch something cold. Sharp.914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbqnzRn1dK6
I suck in a breath.914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSGhDHla8Y0
A chill of excitement and fear shoots up my arm, down my spine and spreads through my body.914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRhqUFOdZSv
I bring the blade closer to me, another thrill flowing inside me.914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKsOjYYLhDI
Just once.914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6FzBxbg09Q
"Promise me."914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo57xYhPnOc
"I promise, Ray."914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOrZlEH7hBB
No, I can't. I promised him.914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVoFq0Qx3IP
But it'll feel so good…914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV2WJypS8D8
I study the blade, turning it around in my hands.914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkZyKj4ag4O
It'll be quick. Just one cut.914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbUBLSnlAng
It'll heal quickly, faster than normally.914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBeRIugvdTP
Now's your chance, Ray… I look at the door, waiting for him to walk through and stop me.914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Rj4wc33cp
Anytime, now…914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWngReCCgQe
My vision blurs. I feel drops on my skin.914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUzXZUmTCwy
Is it raining?914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnJG9t3zgIJ
No, that’s impossible.914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg9RHFj8KZl
I can't see.914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHTfUJZIdXc
I try to take breath but I choke up, a heavy weight sitting on my chest. A rock is stuck in my throat.914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡktB4gnOA57
I can't breathe.914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡloL5njk1F5
I thrash around, clawing at my throat. I make a gurgling sound, trying to swallow.914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCXvUsqzvOU
What's poking my leg…?914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZP1XEcW0Bd
I look down, choking on air, and spot the blade.914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxfKJskmRdB
How did it get there?914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP1PiPG7a5V
I take it and hold it closely to myself.914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtkaj7i4KaV
How can something so evil look so beautiful?914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlOiri8bLHS
I bring it down to my wrist and shiver.914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXN1Odo0Mt1
So cold.914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡseC8aLvyR0
I press down and drive it across my skin.914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl4yaUyLOiK
I let out a shaky breath that I didn't know I was holding. My blood drips warm and red down my arm.914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaUPnXqniWE
I take another breath.914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRm6H1of8ES
Another.914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbu3O9vXK6m
My breathing comes harder, faster.914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ094SUOxyhd
I slide the blade and cut again, slicing more of my skin. I gasp, my arm stinging. A groan escapes my lips as the pain takes its place, the sick pleasure mixing in.914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNqT1xh86J1
I lean back, resting my head against my bed.914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGR68OeXrAE
I shut my eyes tightly.914Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNKsdu17CDx
I should not have done that.8964 copyright protection910ＰＥＮＡＮＡdtUTDQ9CZ0 維尼

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