Lucy?" I raise my head in alarm. "Lucy!" I turn to the familiar voice. "There you are!" I feel warm arms engulf me, pulling me, soothing me.962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwOADlbQXHJ
"Ray…" I choke out. Ray releases me and looks at my tear-stained face. He takes my hand and slips the blade from between my fingers, his eyes never leaving mine.962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡABZViAPwDt
"Lucy," his voice is broken. "Please tell me you didn't."962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrTOOVp3m8K
"I-I didn't." I take a deep, shaky breath. "But I almost did." He turns his head and shuts his eyes.962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmhMScNVMXp
"Promise me something, Lucy." He looks back at me. "Promise me that you'll never cut again, OK?" I nod. "If you ever fall back to this place again, call me over. I'll help you, Lucy." He grabs my hands. "Promise me."962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMAfaGT9oER
"I promise, Ray." I whisper, tears leaking out of my eyes. He pulls me into a tight hug, breathing out a sigh of relief. He kisses the top of my head and then moves back…962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAG3i9gEcKv
962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyTPOcloGEG
I open my eyes and stare at my wall, but it's not there.962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTsClbfgNLi
My blanket is hanging off my bed, my clothes are strewn across the floor, my hair is sticking to my wet cheeks and the window is shut, enclosing me in darkness.962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYn0R50pUiy
I feel nothing but pain and agony. A dark cloud is filling my head, making me seem heavy.962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvn5VINWs9d
Fake.962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMrGONI276P
Not myself.962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtUDBmhiMSC
The silver blade is shining, piercing the darkness with an evil light. It taunts me, challenges me, dares me to touch it, to pick it up and to use it.962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdn9M19xSnY
Oh, Ray. Where are you?!962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPPQetXBJ0g
"I'm going somewhere with my parents and we won't be back until Friday. Call me if you need anything, OK?"962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCifkUwrO7I
Help me, Ray! Help me!962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcJTfeaisoZ
I punch in his number and put the phone to my ear.962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmMFjCbXzWT
Voice mail.962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT1jFYs4jRX
I try again.962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcJf65QJRqP
No answer.962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHGcwDm4xJM
I frantically pull at my hair, curling into a ball. I shut my eyes but a few lone tears escape. I shake my head, trying to pull myself out of my despair and trying, somehow, to pull myself together. I'm falling apart, breaking down.962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXBCJt3yMTB
I can't. I must stay strong.962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD8lqdUM76K
My tears come faster.962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMvDeuDxYC
Keep it together, Lucy. Keep it together.962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCOYkasJCUn
"Ahh!" I scream, pushing myself back. I lose my balance and fall off my bed, crashing to the floor. I cover my face with my hands, shaking, sobbing.962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMUfHCs77Nj
"Ray!" I cry out. Please…962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcP4Qrf3brM
My hands fall to my sides, my hair a knotted mess. I stare silently at the ceiling.962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4LeYkxW4QH
Is it really that high?962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsdbY4iayRa
I curl up on my side, staring into the black nothingness under my bed.962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyrBQAyE6Bj
I must move… I need to move.962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHJpjW3TDIO
I eye the door.962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHai1iqMD1M
I will myself to sit up.962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7QQTll5YD1
My room turns upside down and goes blurry, my vision faltering. I still and wait for the dizziness to pass.962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD7hPMuPFqR
I blink once – twice- and then sit on my knees.962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9kmsjp8Wix
I focus on the door.962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkSS6dTVZLD
I crawl forward.962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYWBKy0VNwb
I need to get there.962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡruccnZCXXD
I slowly try to stand up. I advance, pushing one leg forward and then the other, and repeat.962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKKeYzGBmXs
My legs are wobbly, broken.962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOcoW4alBFU
Just a few more feet…962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9VecyFdu6t
I reach out my hand and take another step-962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxzLUgjGGBm
and collapse to the ground.962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6APAJsHEMs
"No…" I try to stand again, but I can't get up.962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9rrylZTbxI
I grab at my bed sheet, trying to pull myself up. I feel around, grabbing at anything I possibly can. I grasp closer to my blanket and freeze as I touch something cold. Sharp.962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡivDN8IOA6h
I suck in a breath.962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡow7mnTFlKV
A chill of excitement and fear shoots up my arm, down my spine and spreads through my body.962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS8e8BvNofM
I bring the blade closer to me, another thrill flowing inside me.962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSQBG1udxJf
Just once.962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1mYmZBtqNk
"Promise me."962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIg8K6W2KvW
"I promise, Ray."962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0kbbT78Dp1
No, I can't. I promised him.962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1fH2bNta0a
But it'll feel so good…962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAZxlBO9BOk
I study the blade, turning it around in my hands.962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8v9fBRnOgv
It'll be quick. Just one cut.962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9xuyZDRiFp
It'll heal quickly, faster than normally.962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ2jffiMViU
Now's your chance, Ray… I look at the door, waiting for him to walk through and stop me.962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwf29xUNAza
Anytime, now…962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHXeO5aXLzE
My vision blurs. I feel drops on my skin.962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDds8achUXh
Is it raining?962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoXM76t4op6
No, that’s impossible.962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXiNon1MfSi
I can't see.962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3nZVbNqLrB
I try to take breath but I choke up, a heavy weight sitting on my chest. A rock is stuck in my throat.962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyPNUHRsUTS
I can't breathe.962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIEIeWvICyn
I thrash around, clawing at my throat. I make a gurgling sound, trying to swallow.962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXxaC7hppZh
What's poking my leg…?962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuS9BJqpTxD
I look down, choking on air, and spot the blade.962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF2KUHZVTkc
How did it get there?962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwea1Jcvx7I
I take it and hold it closely to myself.962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡum9PCAJECg
How can something so evil look so beautiful?962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5GmTdpbXNA
I bring it down to my wrist and shiver.962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfE47PsOqyV
So cold.962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMKB4lIznll
I press down and drive it across my skin.962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCDpQIeirQ3
I let out a shaky breath that I didn't know I was holding. My blood drips warm and red down my arm.962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGmmuQitYLl
I take another breath.962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMXv90RRCzA
Another.962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5BPRZqcL88
My breathing comes harder, faster.962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM9KBhEwIpL
I slide the blade and cut again, slicing more of my skin. I gasp, my arm stinging. A groan escapes my lips as the pain takes its place, the sick pleasure mixing in.962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhe7BFBpZ99
I lean back, resting my head against my bed.962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ9FxyqiPZD
I shut my eyes tightly.962Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdmfEkq1s4a
I should not have done that.8964 copyright protection958ＰＥＮＡＮＡjjbmCu9DjP 維尼

216.73.216.224