Lucy?" I raise my head in alarm. "Lucy!" I turn to the familiar voice. "There you are!" I feel warm arms engulf me, pulling me, soothing me.1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSO0ZxwSwzV
"Ray…" I choke out. Ray releases me and looks at my tear-stained face. He takes my hand and slips the blade from between my fingers, his eyes never leaving mine.1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ0Tj1gsdZ9
"Lucy," his voice is broken. "Please tell me you didn't."1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡStkaEhHrgr
"I-I didn't." I take a deep, shaky breath. "But I almost did." He turns his head and shuts his eyes.1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTWUlVZ13Nx
"Promise me something, Lucy." He looks back at me. "Promise me that you'll never cut again, OK?" I nod. "If you ever fall back to this place again, call me over. I'll help you, Lucy." He grabs my hands. "Promise me."1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlTCq5WhbxU
"I promise, Ray." I whisper, tears leaking out of my eyes. He pulls me into a tight hug, breathing out a sigh of relief. He kisses the top of my head and then moves back…1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGzd18C5R2i
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I open my eyes and stare at my wall, but it's not there.1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSMMt3yp3LO
My blanket is hanging off my bed, my clothes are strewn across the floor, my hair is sticking to my wet cheeks and the window is shut, enclosing me in darkness.1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdSh4K07EcC
I feel nothing but pain and agony. A dark cloud is filling my head, making me seem heavy.1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwfpPCwqfBb
Fake.1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo0IGXorsmh
Not myself.1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0FmuLqsThQ
The silver blade is shining, piercing the darkness with an evil light. It taunts me, challenges me, dares me to touch it, to pick it up and to use it.1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2LhJQoGrjS
Oh, Ray. Where are you?!1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhxvzq8U3Yu
"I'm going somewhere with my parents and we won't be back until Friday. Call me if you need anything, OK?"1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNO7NJ5PLDO
Help me, Ray! Help me!1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHeGtDuBwI3
I punch in his number and put the phone to my ear.1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiXUGOfNoRm
Voice mail.1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPKCeL79pzy
I try again.1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAqNptdjfwx
No answer.1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBFDv5RF3v4
I frantically pull at my hair, curling into a ball. I shut my eyes but a few lone tears escape. I shake my head, trying to pull myself out of my despair and trying, somehow, to pull myself together. I'm falling apart, breaking down.1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8zTE2O9vMh
I can't. I must stay strong.1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdtECDPthuG
My tears come faster.1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDgZlTMC51U
Keep it together, Lucy. Keep it together.1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYndV56gexT
"Ahh!" I scream, pushing myself back. I lose my balance and fall off my bed, crashing to the floor. I cover my face with my hands, shaking, sobbing.1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsnO0ce8X93
"Ray!" I cry out. Please…1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcybJ3h17wo
My hands fall to my sides, my hair a knotted mess. I stare silently at the ceiling.1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8LxcTg2DQR
Is it really that high?1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrtvzumHPo3
I curl up on my side, staring into the black nothingness under my bed.1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLaUbvw55FA
I must move… I need to move.1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFPO5MkyHRB
I eye the door.1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdjNnZmRbe9
I will myself to sit up.1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrKA8igXzrk
My room turns upside down and goes blurry, my vision faltering. I still and wait for the dizziness to pass.1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Hz7D40KNc
I blink once – twice- and then sit on my knees.1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTbDbQ92RQ0
I focus on the door.1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhDba2GKlW3
I crawl forward.1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLOtgLAoPTV
I need to get there.1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9I82Nitloj
I slowly try to stand up. I advance, pushing one leg forward and then the other, and repeat.1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIniSuOLveB
My legs are wobbly, broken.1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Wf2rLUM4C
Just a few more feet…1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5gVS5VQNVD
I reach out my hand and take another step-1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcLxD5VggWz
and collapse to the ground.1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrIJByznZIx
"No…" I try to stand again, but I can't get up.1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUdWkbQs2cv
I grab at my bed sheet, trying to pull myself up. I feel around, grabbing at anything I possibly can. I grasp closer to my blanket and freeze as I touch something cold. Sharp.1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1dT2nHPW8H
I suck in a breath.1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRzM0W7WAsC
A chill of excitement and fear shoots up my arm, down my spine and spreads through my body.1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBVwt6tQ0R9
I bring the blade closer to me, another thrill flowing inside me.1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡioDKlG4u1u
Just once.1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy30w2NztMn
"Promise me."1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAz1kC0mmTW
"I promise, Ray."1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrXPylBDQwB
No, I can't. I promised him.1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2UE9vXotbU
But it'll feel so good…1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPkHdyiGEtx
I study the blade, turning it around in my hands.1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrGOGeL1v5z
It'll be quick. Just one cut.1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLPahyGMqKP
It'll heal quickly, faster than normally.1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb2m8EweK20
Now's your chance, Ray… I look at the door, waiting for him to walk through and stop me.1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡecwraRA9ou
Anytime, now…1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAhymAZS9j8
My vision blurs. I feel drops on my skin.1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNYAm5PxSPa
Is it raining?1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLAbiShQWp1
No, that’s impossible.1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoHbBUcQ229
I can't see.1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtaijV5RbnU
I try to take breath but I choke up, a heavy weight sitting on my chest. A rock is stuck in my throat.1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡynDYK8xtZ2
I can't breathe.1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIeXWT6R8n0
I thrash around, clawing at my throat. I make a gurgling sound, trying to swallow.1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlN3tc3E30S
What's poking my leg…?1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoBxkLyOY5K
I look down, choking on air, and spot the blade.1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdM8prZHUdd
How did it get there?1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT5sWz0ZWTc
I take it and hold it closely to myself.1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB32j5dlfrl
How can something so evil look so beautiful?1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0LId6TLg5d
I bring it down to my wrist and shiver.1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHnbgMoRyJ3
So cold.1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ09z48NUKOZ
I press down and drive it across my skin.1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaxdRCvjyUE
I let out a shaky breath that I didn't know I was holding. My blood drips warm and red down my arm.1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4MAkD0PZmE
I take another breath.1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuxjBX4mqAl
Another.1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxyJL4BWlWS
My breathing comes harder, faster.1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmq8WfRrD4I
I slide the blade and cut again, slicing more of my skin. I gasp, my arm stinging. A groan escapes my lips as the pain takes its place, the sick pleasure mixing in.1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1c3dpvLx0A
I lean back, resting my head against my bed.1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGDSUqWARA1
I shut my eyes tightly.1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKKWabmVihY
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