Lucy?" I raise my head in alarm. "Lucy!" I turn to the familiar voice. "There you are!" I feel warm arms engulf me, pulling me, soothing me.1225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRkarmGLzKz
"Ray…" I choke out. Ray releases me and looks at my tear-stained face. He takes my hand and slips the blade from between my fingers, his eyes never leaving mine.1225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbkYV4GMWjp
"Lucy," his voice is broken. "Please tell me you didn't."1225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtyLeXEPkjO
"I-I didn't." I take a deep, shaky breath. "But I almost did." He turns his head and shuts his eyes.1225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvB1PqF9svQ
"Promise me something, Lucy." He looks back at me. "Promise me that you'll never cut again, OK?" I nod. "If you ever fall back to this place again, call me over. I'll help you, Lucy." He grabs my hands. "Promise me."1225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFjjg7TnFFb
"I promise, Ray." I whisper, tears leaking out of my eyes. He pulls me into a tight hug, breathing out a sigh of relief. He kisses the top of my head and then moves back…1225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYaanINvDJh
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I open my eyes and stare at my wall, but it's not there.1225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLH6a6wMo6m
My blanket is hanging off my bed, my clothes are strewn across the floor, my hair is sticking to my wet cheeks and the window is shut, enclosing me in darkness.1225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4gSvCcUk9n
I feel nothing but pain and agony. A dark cloud is filling my head, making me seem heavy.1225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡikJE8ZPkgp
Fake.1225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1RITkzBpst
Not myself.1225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu47z0FqmVO
The silver blade is shining, piercing the darkness with an evil light. It taunts me, challenges me, dares me to touch it, to pick it up and to use it.1225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2uAXQY5jQH
Oh, Ray. Where are you?!1225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAfv73uOtj9
"I'm going somewhere with my parents and we won't be back until Friday. Call me if you need anything, OK?"1225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeDFp0yMlji
Help me, Ray! Help me!1225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn2IN7UsIMz
I punch in his number and put the phone to my ear.1225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPsSh67ncfH
Voice mail.1225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7mSbUnD38k
I try again.1225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡte8nGFqO2T
No answer.1225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUcCdZHc0CP
I frantically pull at my hair, curling into a ball. I shut my eyes but a few lone tears escape. I shake my head, trying to pull myself out of my despair and trying, somehow, to pull myself together. I'm falling apart, breaking down.1225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQPLoOJJUoV
I can't. I must stay strong.1225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjBjt9QtFvt
My tears come faster.1225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN1yY0S7MiE
Keep it together, Lucy. Keep it together.1225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7qegoZ7mrN
"Ahh!" I scream, pushing myself back. I lose my balance and fall off my bed, crashing to the floor. I cover my face with my hands, shaking, sobbing.1225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzoXQ6K8Dfl
"Ray!" I cry out. Please…1225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHvvID7UAqF
My hands fall to my sides, my hair a knotted mess. I stare silently at the ceiling.1225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGp75miuzet
Is it really that high?1225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr1LTiJPYFV
I curl up on my side, staring into the black nothingness under my bed.1225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE7EOBNED4c
I must move… I need to move.1225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrtNXAQkDFq
I eye the door.1225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnLmg4AKa2W
I will myself to sit up.1225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQY9MKdGBXM
My room turns upside down and goes blurry, my vision faltering. I still and wait for the dizziness to pass.1225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ87I5m0r3X
I blink once – twice- and then sit on my knees.1225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLp7y99NtqX
I focus on the door.1225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7w6iLsrPz8
I crawl forward.1225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbSQq9xSwi7
I need to get there.1225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZbuTPwneUZ
I slowly try to stand up. I advance, pushing one leg forward and then the other, and repeat.1225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6LH0VCCfCd
My legs are wobbly, broken.1225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcd4uBak4M0
Just a few more feet…1225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Tto9HmMvj
I reach out my hand and take another step-1225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWQ8FpCznOA
and collapse to the ground.1225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdxiG32f4xA
"No…" I try to stand again, but I can't get up.1225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9mSZE2OXMq
I grab at my bed sheet, trying to pull myself up. I feel around, grabbing at anything I possibly can. I grasp closer to my blanket and freeze as I touch something cold. Sharp.1225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLT7zrFS7BS
I suck in a breath.1225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqYGsauadNW
A chill of excitement and fear shoots up my arm, down my spine and spreads through my body.1225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡor6BWsQTYc
I bring the blade closer to me, another thrill flowing inside me.1225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnLEPP3eSve
Just once.1225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg5fx5o3zX0
"Promise me."1225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ66aYfAMvha
"I promise, Ray."1225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR9WWjxLpQR
No, I can't. I promised him.1225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Y0Me6nJsr
But it'll feel so good…1225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiyBbmwaA7G
I study the blade, turning it around in my hands.1225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmUHoc6mI19
It'll be quick. Just one cut.1225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡijQlyHKPW7
It'll heal quickly, faster than normally.1225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFKy1Z3U8Uf
Now's your chance, Ray… I look at the door, waiting for him to walk through and stop me.1225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoYnm02YhUJ
Anytime, now…1225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOVeNaNwsGk
My vision blurs. I feel drops on my skin.1225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw50CcZRQhy
Is it raining?1225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRFhwBSpMXm
No, that’s impossible.1225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZtfdiJoxnO
I can't see.1225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ditpndgJO
I try to take breath but I choke up, a heavy weight sitting on my chest. A rock is stuck in my throat.1225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMcIKYEPqf7
I can't breathe.1225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcbf1zh0zil
I thrash around, clawing at my throat. I make a gurgling sound, trying to swallow.1225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrddyBB7Ban
What's poking my leg…?1225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtFIuFvDWhh
I look down, choking on air, and spot the blade.1225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZt70tcjTx
How did it get there?1225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE4OO3Epwfg
I take it and hold it closely to myself.1225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjIQTbaE4G1
How can something so evil look so beautiful?1225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDahyUjfBw1
I bring it down to my wrist and shiver.1225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡokz1Ibh0C2
So cold.1225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMcByjqNhqb
I press down and drive it across my skin.1225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfXP6PNE1js
I let out a shaky breath that I didn't know I was holding. My blood drips warm and red down my arm.1225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP3XCOEVxXX
I take another breath.1225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1sXG16CzSa
Another.1225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5scJh75O3J
My breathing comes harder, faster.1225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLCnZhh05sY
I slide the blade and cut again, slicing more of my skin. I gasp, my arm stinging. A groan escapes my lips as the pain takes its place, the sick pleasure mixing in.1225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxEl17rE9DP
I lean back, resting my head against my bed.1225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2gnQKpT1bX
I shut my eyes tightly.1225Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6PGUfqzybx
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