Lucy?" I raise my head in alarm. "Lucy!" I turn to the familiar voice. "There you are!" I feel warm arms engulf me, pulling me, soothing me.1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEmXXaMHMvR
"Ray…" I choke out. Ray releases me and looks at my tear-stained face. He takes my hand and slips the blade from between my fingers, his eyes never leaving mine.1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGPAKiYhW2V
"Lucy," his voice is broken. "Please tell me you didn't."1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh05gatlHKN
"I-I didn't." I take a deep, shaky breath. "But I almost did." He turns his head and shuts his eyes.1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQWwHqZYZ3T
"Promise me something, Lucy." He looks back at me. "Promise me that you'll never cut again, OK?" I nod. "If you ever fall back to this place again, call me over. I'll help you, Lucy." He grabs my hands. "Promise me."1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3MP2kCdYz0
"I promise, Ray." I whisper, tears leaking out of my eyes. He pulls me into a tight hug, breathing out a sigh of relief. He kisses the top of my head and then moves back…1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3SWOFULuPx
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I open my eyes and stare at my wall, but it's not there.1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbca5r9spAB
My blanket is hanging off my bed, my clothes are strewn across the floor, my hair is sticking to my wet cheeks and the window is shut, enclosing me in darkness.1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdZ87WnTx1v
I feel nothing but pain and agony. A dark cloud is filling my head, making me seem heavy.1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcQfhSpfTQp
Fake.1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQzFpeZ72es
Not myself.1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVYNjMegjdX
The silver blade is shining, piercing the darkness with an evil light. It taunts me, challenges me, dares me to touch it, to pick it up and to use it.1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI1NwLxpkXL
Oh, Ray. Where are you?!1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0dUWtYmvvE
"I'm going somewhere with my parents and we won't be back until Friday. Call me if you need anything, OK?"1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqc215Id0aF
Help me, Ray! Help me!1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXTIgkoyO62
I punch in his number and put the phone to my ear.1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT6D87N83zB
Voice mail.1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0v6R9JuM0Z
I try again.1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7MDskhKchd
No answer.1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBlngJ781kA
I frantically pull at my hair, curling into a ball. I shut my eyes but a few lone tears escape. I shake my head, trying to pull myself out of my despair and trying, somehow, to pull myself together. I'm falling apart, breaking down.1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCvwdhpKH3L
I can't. I must stay strong.1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJG5ed8UivU
My tears come faster.1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZeiMVbJO3E
Keep it together, Lucy. Keep it together.1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmv8KoaE9DZ
"Ahh!" I scream, pushing myself back. I lose my balance and fall off my bed, crashing to the floor. I cover my face with my hands, shaking, sobbing.1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb95xnNqunW
"Ray!" I cry out. Please…1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnPkVtYW1hp
My hands fall to my sides, my hair a knotted mess. I stare silently at the ceiling.1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI9o7mq3N1Y
Is it really that high?1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTt0UWr6TJK
I curl up on my side, staring into the black nothingness under my bed.1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ47n7W1m19p
I must move… I need to move.1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZhRdJUeZID
I eye the door.1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoXrikCSw8L
I will myself to sit up.1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7i5vIm1ihs
My room turns upside down and goes blurry, my vision faltering. I still and wait for the dizziness to pass.1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXEjAsN8wmU
I blink once – twice- and then sit on my knees.1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgGwH0OQh2L
I focus on the door.1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEsyYTcY4lO
I crawl forward.1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4x0uacVtnq
I need to get there.1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI3gysyF0uH
I slowly try to stand up. I advance, pushing one leg forward and then the other, and repeat.1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt7QjPgZtbC
My legs are wobbly, broken.1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ01cr7GJXuU
Just a few more feet…1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWddPVsyQvY
I reach out my hand and take another step-1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYnGPnuNGPP
and collapse to the ground.1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe62xSJyQEd
"No…" I try to stand again, but I can't get up.1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPOjQPCaWQo
I grab at my bed sheet, trying to pull myself up. I feel around, grabbing at anything I possibly can. I grasp closer to my blanket and freeze as I touch something cold. Sharp.1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH0EWnNh2NM
I suck in a breath.1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg0NUsrQYNn
A chill of excitement and fear shoots up my arm, down my spine and spreads through my body.1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTUOmAOOumA
I bring the blade closer to me, another thrill flowing inside me.1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0AYm9ZBVxr
Just once.1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxR02jLLIJn
"Promise me."1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy26fuJ547U
"I promise, Ray."1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOGZ4O42TCf
No, I can't. I promised him.1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhqAPQasMrj
But it'll feel so good…1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeQUVqLchwo
I study the blade, turning it around in my hands.1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdLus2SNFjs
It'll be quick. Just one cut.1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ3swciyLBy
It'll heal quickly, faster than normally.1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6OcH9ft03v
Now's your chance, Ray… I look at the door, waiting for him to walk through and stop me.1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKPCYJ58jWP
Anytime, now…1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlGOVPzDx9X
My vision blurs. I feel drops on my skin.1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsn1QwLYY59
Is it raining?1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ98Evo59A6L
No, that’s impossible.1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtrSlpIXnQ7
I can't see.1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBlgiQe1dfT
I try to take breath but I choke up, a heavy weight sitting on my chest. A rock is stuck in my throat.1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKDPfbmtenZ
I can't breathe.1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW3HvYYkXGZ
I thrash around, clawing at my throat. I make a gurgling sound, trying to swallow.1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKr6xfemiOs
What's poking my leg…?1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmlCMjubHWn
I look down, choking on air, and spot the blade.1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRv2xK8BdkR
How did it get there?1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1YCEl6Dd1C
I take it and hold it closely to myself.1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU7nELiS8vs
How can something so evil look so beautiful?1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEu8Lf6jrTl
I bring it down to my wrist and shiver.1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZnWTjCb277
So cold.1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDvz1PHzXx3
I press down and drive it across my skin.1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLUde46sAnM
I let out a shaky breath that I didn't know I was holding. My blood drips warm and red down my arm.1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Y7euZtbGJ
I take another breath.1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9602kZACSG
Another.1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJqPbG6l2Fh
My breathing comes harder, faster.1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXcLZfTULWg
I slide the blade and cut again, slicing more of my skin. I gasp, my arm stinging. A groan escapes my lips as the pain takes its place, the sick pleasure mixing in.1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡljhqAfnAmP
I lean back, resting my head against my bed.1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN7DA0MNhfH
I shut my eyes tightly.1226Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVM6uj6clTd
I should not have done that.1234 copyright protection1222ＰＥＮＡＮＡRgVxQaLlJN 尼

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