買到假髮了!我感動地望着那束烏黑的長髮。908Please respect copyright.PENANA4VkXniYTnu
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在全屋只剩下自己的時候,我終於把它戴到頭上去。908Please respect copyright.PENANAiAnvYbSZ8V
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趕緊看看鏡中的我。908Please respect copyright.PENANAN4VDxivRnh
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那感覺…………很差勁!908Please respect copyright.PENANA8qqkuXqFuj
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頭髮跟面形完全不配合,看上去像位大嬸似的。908Please respect copyright.PENANAY8YokEvk75
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?!?!?!?!?!?!?!908Please respect copyright.PENANA6gbX93rtH6
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難道我不適合留長髮?908Please respect copyright.PENANAa4Bl0vOR45
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所謂一做做到底,我把心一橫把妹妹的校服拿在手中。908Please respect copyright.PENANAX9DqKCoXaK
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或許我穿了校服會有改善?908Please respect copyright.PENANA69XlTLt5Yj
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總之我就很噁心地換上了妹妹的校服。908Please respect copyright.PENANA23VOqGAZKG
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我人生第一次穿上裙子。908Please respect copyright.PENANAMLmmxZINy7
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那感覺很特別,雙腳涼凉的,很没安全感。908Please respect copyright.PENANAjuyfIDNXQu
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不過,穿上裙的我只是一個穿校服裙的大嬸。908Please respect copyright.PENANAZVk5WEDB9a
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不可能的…………明明是很可愛,為什麼會變成這樣?908Please respect copyright.PENANAHmRrLEvuid
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應該是漂亮的姐姐才對……908Please respect copyright.PENANA6o1MYdZvwQ
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腦海萌生可怕的念頭。908Please respect copyright.PENANA40SiGwbODn
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難不成我之前看到的全是幻覺?這是我一直害怕擔心的事情。現在終於出現了……908Please respect copyright.PENANA3E8rdXEwkC
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所謂情人眼裡出西施,會不會我只是一個普通的樣衰宅男,而她只是我想像出來的幻象?如果真的是這樣,我不就是思覺失調?!這樣一點意思也没有。為了証明由中三至今的一切不是主觀的幻想,而是客觀事實,只要我戴上假髮並進行拍照就可以了。908Please respect copyright.PENANAUfUpTcjrQo
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但……此時此刻卻是殘酷的天使,不……是殘酷的現實。908Please respect copyright.PENANAXKzG5sfDny
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我失望透了。心似被鐵柱貫穿着,極度痛苦卻哭不出來。908Please respect copyright.PENANA2KnxVJhBkm
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傷心的我把假髮除下來,將它藏入衣櫃深處。908Please respect copyright.PENANAGiHuUmpKPo
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就當我認為告一段落的時候,又有另一種衝擊出現了。908Please respect copyright.PENANATrV8FuSWu5
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過了幾天,一位同班的朋友突然問我:你在扮女人嗎?908Please respect copyright.PENANAymi5w9vI4A
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…………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………908Please respect copyright.PENANA8sTfymaMRr
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我腦中一片空白,一時反應不來。908Please respect copyright.PENANA6azER5krJj
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為什麼他會知道?還有其他人知道嗎?908Please respect copyright.PENANAfTfkO2Sg2K
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“我……只是玩玩下,開玩笑的,哈哈!”我勉強糊混過去。“你是聽誰說的?”908Please respect copyright.PENANA9HaZOEEE7p
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“是XXX和我講的。他說你找他幫忙買假髮。”908Please respect copyright.PENANAUo2bhzz0GI
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“啊!是呀!…………”我心裡實在氣得爆炸。908Please respect copyright.PENANAKiD2nB82Sz
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XXX即是我當時最要好的朋友。908Please respect copyright.PENANAFj8Rjknkux
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我被出賣了。908Please respect copyright.PENANAzo9JnoQGlG
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那一刻我很想親手殺了他。908Please respect copyright.PENANA3ZVpn64z4H
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他將我人生中最大的秘密當成茶餘飯後的話題,隨便跟別人說。908Please respect copyright.PENANAvtM2tvS3aR
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此人不可再相信。908Please respect copyright.PENANA0IX0muPoTk
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在雙重打擊後,我深深感到她的存在將會把我的生活搞得一團糟。908Please respect copyright.PENANApLhnhDbMq0
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是以,我做了一個決定。908Please respect copyright.PENANAABmJuc0Dfu
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一切要重回正軌。908Please respect copyright.PENANAH9cOyNjspJ
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“你只會令我帶來混亂,不幸。請你不要再出來了。我要做回一個正常人。”我對她說。908Please respect copyright.PENANAcFPFinCDWa
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我將她封印在內心的最深處。908Please respect copyright.PENANA3ll0tjPOY2
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被關在牢中,再也沒機會出來。908Please respect copyright.PENANArmqpnRBLir
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如果可以,我希望完全抹殺她的意識。908Please respect copyright.PENANA5INW1o6Evb
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但我發覺這是没有可能的,她已是我的一部分了……908Please respect copyright.PENANAqsng9K9la1
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自此以後,我都刻意避開鏡中的自己。我很怕再次看見她。而假髮也被我狠心丢了。908Please respect copyright.PENANA9CxM0wCF1E
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至於那個出賣我的朋友,我總算是看清楚他的真面目。雖然我沒有和他絕交,但以後我都不找他了。908Please respect copyright.PENANAwxepm5NYL2
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而我扮女人的事朋友們都當我在說笑,並没有認真看待。908Please respect copyright.PENANA9lzyQgqaDg
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事件真的告一段落。908Please respect copyright.PENANAIfGYpsta0c
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時值深秋,其實我也不記得那是不是秋天了,畢竟已經是九年前的事……908Please respect copyright.PENANAfBVr40A2Pp
但當時心情確是如秋天一樣,時冷時暖,百般滋味在心頭。908Please respect copyright.PENANARf7RCgCFGR
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幸好有預科在大量消耗精神,我總算可以忘掉過去,專心應付考試。908Please respect copyright.PENANAIHGzgsVIsU
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在中學至現在,我連一個女朋友也識不到。原因是在女生面前我緊張得失去肌肉協調能力,只會一聲不響地站着。我真的很不懂得和異性相處。908Please respect copyright.PENANA0olMjEMxSk
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我常常希望自己是女生,這樣就算怕羞也没問題了。因為男生是會主動出擊呀!908Please respect copyright.PENANA573qMvyTNk
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待續908Please respect copyright.PENANAadwA28lJqu
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