Contrition
My words may come as a shock to you,483Please respect copyright.PENANAJIsvxQeXiT
To me, I am most certain
When we first met I was amazed483Please respect copyright.PENANAOP2DfWTNUj
You were all I ever wanted to be483Please respect copyright.PENANAeLxChZjugv
(And more)483Please respect copyright.PENANAnnAQNLsFNl
You had talent and brains,483Please respect copyright.PENANAlpos2Yqixk
And was also physically neutral483Please respect copyright.PENANAlLkfBRNPdo
But when I tried to be friendly,483Please respect copyright.PENANAoek0adcqeu
I was pushed away
Looking over my words,483Please respect copyright.PENANAhItzqCvShg
I'm being too kind, too generous.483Please respect copyright.PENANAQ54nXIZo3Q
I was pushed to the ground483Please respect copyright.PENANAioOMATfLJY
And shoved so that I would stay put.
It's not like anyone cared
Reminisce was not my intention,483Please respect copyright.PENANAv3VglHBanN
But what's done is done483Please respect copyright.PENANAHBhMxdkaIp
It's been a few years since we first met.
In your case,483Please respect copyright.PENANAp7p4Bo3o7n
Harsh words and insults483Please respect copyright.PENANAqakM69RTOW
It became an irreplaceable friendship.483Please respect copyright.PENANAEScsKUSw0e
However, in mine,483Please respect copyright.PENANAEhAtJ6FQ8C
Glares and sharp glances483Please respect copyright.PENANALDgENIeVFA
A hellish nightmare I cannot escape.
To this day I ask myself483Please respect copyright.PENANAurMNgaV90d
"When did our loathing,483Please respect copyright.PENANArHkxXTMNkd
Become... Something else?"
I could have lived without it
Written: Sunday 15th February 2015483Please respect copyright.PENANAkifuOEJNKz
Published On FP/ Pen: Wednesday 18th February 2015/ Tuesday 28th June 2016