Contrition
My words may come as a shock to you,499Please respect copyright.PENANAVzFmUQD13I
To me, I am most certain
When we first met I was amazed499Please respect copyright.PENANANMEdr1Elfn
You were all I ever wanted to be499Please respect copyright.PENANA3ipVZEOCwE
(And more)499Please respect copyright.PENANAhNLVWDMAAy
You had talent and brains,499Please respect copyright.PENANAuzuRI01PPP
And was also physically neutral499Please respect copyright.PENANAf2YoJ77s0D
But when I tried to be friendly,499Please respect copyright.PENANAOZwjnmcbXV
I was pushed away
Looking over my words,499Please respect copyright.PENANALltaVyvgEb
I'm being too kind, too generous.499Please respect copyright.PENANAmkOOou8J4z
I was pushed to the ground499Please respect copyright.PENANAavtiF4WQTn
And shoved so that I would stay put.
It's not like anyone cared
Reminisce was not my intention,499Please respect copyright.PENANAPkMpUlzOyC
But what's done is done499Please respect copyright.PENANAKLFJe6rkBH
It's been a few years since we first met.
In your case,499Please respect copyright.PENANAgcJMsjI90k
Harsh words and insults499Please respect copyright.PENANANtG0VyLE8P
It became an irreplaceable friendship.499Please respect copyright.PENANAMUSddxy3zD
However, in mine,499Please respect copyright.PENANA7xf3Z48VLF
Glares and sharp glances499Please respect copyright.PENANAwkyjUDJcrt
A hellish nightmare I cannot escape.
To this day I ask myself499Please respect copyright.PENANAoUtmeSHKU6
"When did our loathing,499Please respect copyright.PENANAuMkvztIms2
Become... Something else?"
I could have lived without it
Written: Sunday 15th February 2015499Please respect copyright.PENANAX7rcvJatCz
Published On FP/ Pen: Wednesday 18th February 2015/ Tuesday 28th June 2016