Contrition
My words may come as a shock to you,465Please respect copyright.PENANAwyLLlqouUY
To me, I am most certain
When we first met I was amazed465Please respect copyright.PENANAdfVbLt7Ega
You were all I ever wanted to be465Please respect copyright.PENANAbN1iFeYxeT
(And more)465Please respect copyright.PENANA7rTtS7Bj5J
You had talent and brains,465Please respect copyright.PENANA99zp7AVPV0
And was also physically neutral465Please respect copyright.PENANAX1vl5ceR6O
But when I tried to be friendly,465Please respect copyright.PENANAbBThr20mEJ
I was pushed away
Looking over my words,465Please respect copyright.PENANACnczXPcOsc
I'm being too kind, too generous.465Please respect copyright.PENANAcPFFXOjQIB
I was pushed to the ground465Please respect copyright.PENANAbFyftxiN87
And shoved so that I would stay put.
It's not like anyone cared
Reminisce was not my intention,465Please respect copyright.PENANAOK9cHbnPmy
But what's done is done465Please respect copyright.PENANACPALXpvQSl
It's been a few years since we first met.
In your case,465Please respect copyright.PENANAoUxDI0SxUi
Harsh words and insults465Please respect copyright.PENANAoK6HO0MoAx
It became an irreplaceable friendship.465Please respect copyright.PENANAinnqzofee2
However, in mine,465Please respect copyright.PENANAQKe8IU8zCL
Glares and sharp glances465Please respect copyright.PENANAkadSSDUltT
A hellish nightmare I cannot escape.
To this day I ask myself465Please respect copyright.PENANAGM3EKYS9wU
"When did our loathing,465Please respect copyright.PENANAyHifGkCPDs
Become... Something else?"
I could have lived without it
Written: Sunday 15th February 2015465Please respect copyright.PENANArC88t6e0SK
Published On FP/ Pen: Wednesday 18th February 2015/ Tuesday 28th June 2016