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I stare down at his moon lit face, worried.1099Please respect copyright.PENANAnc08Xy3OgZ
He's shaking underneath my grasp.1099Please respect copyright.PENANA4Sqklkp8FJ
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"Livia," he says. His voice is soft.1099Please respect copyright.PENANAHlCvGN0RRD
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I run the palm of my hand down his cheek, feeling the cold tears that have managed to escape without me knowing.1099Please respect copyright.PENANA0e4LR6cz4q
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I smile bitterly.1099Please respect copyright.PENANAAZ6Dql4Uga
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"It's alright now Jere." I kiss his eyelid lightly as more tears threatened to fall. I tasted the salt.1099Please respect copyright.PENANAJCbzp5y2pu
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"Liv," he calls again, his voice wavering this time.1099Please respect copyright.PENANAVvCpA1pwx2
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I continue to stroke his cheek, trying to ignore the amount of blood coming from his side, where I press my free hand onto.1099Please respect copyright.PENANAOmheJAgN2Y
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"Just breathe Jere, are you still breathing? In and out just like I told you."1099Please respect copyright.PENANAAByLk5v75C
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He struggles to take staggering breaths, obeying me.1099Please respect copyright.PENANAqx7yNHZm8o
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I look around, seeing if the ambulance had arrived yet. Faintly I heard sirens, but they still sounded far off.1099Please respect copyright.PENANA4O9V7e9Egy
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I allow myself to drop my calm charade and panic a little. Jere's forehead is beaded in sweat. The life in his eyes that once blazed brightly is now dark and sullen.1099Please respect copyright.PENANAcKSfBJmAi2
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I'm scared of how his each breath seem to grow more difficult then the next.1099Please respect copyright.PENANA39i21brW8d
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I'm scared to look down at my bloodied hand, which determined his lifeline.1099Please respect copyright.PENANATmHuDtCTwo
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I'm scared my Jere will drift off if I don't keep him awake.1099Please respect copyright.PENANAdAZuDw3t7Q
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I must at all cost keep him awake.1099Please respect copyright.PENANAWruxy7VGxF
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"Livia, how long?" He manages to croak out. "How long do I have to wait?"1099Please respect copyright.PENANAWZYWfqnvoR
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Feigning a smile I continue my charade.1099Please respect copyright.PENANAWrt5KujLTL
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"Not that long baby I promise."1099Please respect copyright.PENANA7wNNUjDeJQ
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Any other human being would have passed out by now, unlike my Jere.1099Please respect copyright.PENANA4XEPTnGPRe
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My Jere laughs, somehow managing the energy to do so.1099Please respect copyright.PENANAP0tXJk6sV9
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He then breaks into coughing spasms from exerting himself too much.1099Please respect copyright.PENANALcxQruZWVY
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But he continues to laugh, not knowing how to stop.1099Please respect copyright.PENANAlpRMPaDOfx
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"I'm going to die aren't I?" He laughs.1099Please respect copyright.PENANAMK9KUys8KG
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I frown at him.1099Please respect copyright.PENANA0JxjkoiJU4
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"Don't say that."1099Please respect copyright.PENANAX1W1Bw4Iec
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He laughs hysterically now then coughs up blood in response.1099Please respect copyright.PENANAA7Or48LVCU
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I gasp.1099Please respect copyright.PENANAMJNz3ThbIy
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"Jere stop!"1099Please respect copyright.PENANAtSUYeA7o4x
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He goes on.1099Please respect copyright.PENANAOPvATb2cCV
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"I'm better off dead anyway. I've always wondered what it would be like." He says this all dream like, his eyes narrowing.1099Please respect copyright.PENANADvDXJ97Y3x
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Forgetting all about being calm, tears stream down my face, as I yell at him frustratingly.1099Please respect copyright.PENANAQHp1srtojk
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"Jere stop it you're not going to die! I won't let you!"1099Please respect copyright.PENANAA39TSDfptb
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Jere chuckles a little but his eyes don't. He stares up at me bitterly and reaches to brush away my tears.1099Please respect copyright.PENANAEnq7ddZa7q
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"Don't laugh." I tell him again softly.1099Please respect copyright.PENANAmpijJY7v8a
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"I won't."1099Please respect copyright.PENANAxhbKVPzlW0
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He obeys, watching me soberly.1099Please respect copyright.PENANAMPaCTlhLHi
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"I don't want to leave you." Jere says in a barely audible voice.1099Please respect copyright.PENANA5tUXyK4XtW
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All the laughing has put him in an even worse condition than before.1099Please respect copyright.PENANAGUpNuGT1Av
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I don't even try to hide my distress face from him anymore.1099Please respect copyright.PENANAypS4Exd7aI
Specks of blood covers his daunt face from his coughing spasms earlier.1099Please respect copyright.PENANADbriep2qO4
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His already weak body sinks heavily into me while I try to keep him comfortable.1099Please respect copyright.PENANAxZHqc7yzMH
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"Livia. I don't want you to leave me," he says a bit louder.1099Please respect copyright.PENANA8xp2NYfvB8
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"Shhh I know baby, just don't leave me okay?"1099Please respect copyright.PENANADSk9DoEId8
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He tries to nod but he can't.1099Please respect copyright.PENANAXRP5RMTCef
He continues to try but I hold him steady so he wouldn't overdo himself again.1099Please respect copyright.PENANAdPIZLyvflG
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I look into those beautiful, moss green eyes that I love so much.1099Please respect copyright.PENANAAFHlbxYZcY
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He looks up into mine.1099Please respect copyright.PENANAtUHglWPJMW
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"Don't leave me." He whispers.1099Please respect copyright.PENANA0JqhYikSfg
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"Stay awake." I tell him.1099Please respect copyright.PENANANlhvEmoubb
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"I'm tired, how long?" He asks.1099Please respect copyright.PENANAD9OmxGvH64
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The siren lights are visible now. They'll be here in any moment.1099Please respect copyright.PENANAnocemfRKr0
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"You're almost there baby, just hang on okay?"1099Please respect copyright.PENANAsFU52G72uh
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He doesn't reply.1099Please respect copyright.PENANACYG1eST3PP
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I hurriedly check if he's still breathing. It's shallow now, faint.1099Please respect copyright.PENANA0yzXdrBqfQ
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Looking at him, I lay my hand on his cheek again and gently swipe my thumb across it. His eyes are nearly closed.1099Please respect copyright.PENANA62G65mGd28
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"Jere, answer me. Jere!"1099Please respect copyright.PENANAC8tLvZlM8M
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His eyes open slightly at the desperation in my voice, ready to obey but unable to find the energy to comply.1099Please respect copyright.PENANAXUWb4WCc9Z
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"Stay awake." I told him softly.1099Please respect copyright.PENANA0MeGxLgC42
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"I will." His mouth reads, but he closes his eyes anyway. He's smiles briefly as I struggled to see through my tears.1099Please respect copyright.PENANAycjvj3e1wj
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"Kiss," he whispers inaudibly.1099Please respect copyright.PENANAK7II4nx2re
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I shake my head not knowing whether to laugh at his corniness right now or cry.1099Please respect copyright.PENANAGNDL24F00K
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"Kiss me," he repeats.1099Please respect copyright.PENANAwTwMVGacta
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I don't waste time, I need to keep him awake until the ambulance gets here.1099Please respect copyright.PENANAXlrPWsqJFf
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With one hand still holding his wound, I use my free hand to cradle his face.1099Please respect copyright.PENANASwyTlSWOYE
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His eyes open briefly before I dropped my lips down on his.1099Please respect copyright.PENANAo07hiwF7Ty
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I kiss him gently, ignoring the metallic taste of blood.1099Please respect copyright.PENANAerge2ktrjB
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Using energy I didn't believe was still in him, he wraps one arm around me and deepens the kiss.1099Please respect copyright.PENANA4aj85UkEV0
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He passionately draws me in, almost making me forget that he was still in pain for a second.1099Please respect copyright.PENANAC9ZJaZQvn2
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Electricity races through me and lingers.1099Please respect copyright.PENANAO2kHrS0Xa3
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I cling to him for dear life, knowing that I can never let go.1099Please respect copyright.PENANAFUqJOBqY1t
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But reality hits me hard when his tug on my lips slows.1099Please respect copyright.PENANArPHx7nQvnu
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I can literally feel all the energy drain out of him as we break apart.1099Please respect copyright.PENANAFUjeoHuc5O
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He suddenly goes limp in my arms.1099Please respect copyright.PENANAIAF8dA2Z84
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"Jere?" I call to him as my eyes widened.1099Please respect copyright.PENANA0LFc7mnWvI
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"Jeremy?"1099Please respect copyright.PENANAVAAeD9RWos
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I shake my head, not believing.1099Please respect copyright.PENANA5ScYOTaoi9
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"Jere, talk to me, Jere?"1099Please respect copyright.PENANAzin3tkBZUW
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Soon the ambulance pulls up in front of me in mass heaps.1099Please respect copyright.PENANAs2aWawvnAi
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The siren noises was deafening, but I was too numb all over to hear, or feel what was going on around me.1099Please respect copyright.PENANAEd4WWHgNrF
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I have no chance to react before Jeremy's limp body is taken away from me.1099Please respect copyright.PENANAsS0hEuRDNM
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