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I stare down at his moon lit face, worried.1048Please respect copyright.PENANAtAkgTgWpnq
He's shaking underneath my grasp.1048Please respect copyright.PENANAF1WCMLI0fg
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"Livia," he says. His voice is soft.1048Please respect copyright.PENANA4vQddN6gzM
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I run the palm of my hand down his cheek, feeling the cold tears that have managed to escape without me knowing.1048Please respect copyright.PENANAGQgwOLq5qI
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I smile bitterly.1048Please respect copyright.PENANAl9mxgqrbMC
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"It's alright now Jere." I kiss his eyelid lightly as more tears threatened to fall. I tasted the salt.1048Please respect copyright.PENANAZlMrHB6YR9
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"Liv," he calls again, his voice wavering this time.1048Please respect copyright.PENANA5LmHW593U2
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I continue to stroke his cheek, trying to ignore the amount of blood coming from his side, where I press my free hand onto.1048Please respect copyright.PENANAS6KfZ5D6A6
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"Just breathe Jere, are you still breathing? In and out just like I told you."1048Please respect copyright.PENANACcXpXZbcUz
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He struggles to take staggering breaths, obeying me.1048Please respect copyright.PENANAhRt8VL9Nyr
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I look around, seeing if the ambulance had arrived yet. Faintly I heard sirens, but they still sounded far off.1048Please respect copyright.PENANAA0KBmlXKYK
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I allow myself to drop my calm charade and panic a little. Jere's forehead is beaded in sweat. The life in his eyes that once blazed brightly is now dark and sullen.1048Please respect copyright.PENANADrsmQpjg9h
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I'm scared of how his each breath seem to grow more difficult then the next.1048Please respect copyright.PENANAtKlQC5DG09
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I'm scared to look down at my bloodied hand, which determined his lifeline.1048Please respect copyright.PENANAR0bGdXfgEt
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I'm scared my Jere will drift off if I don't keep him awake.1048Please respect copyright.PENANA6FGg6777Ft
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I must at all cost keep him awake.1048Please respect copyright.PENANAiOKKA3bhwM
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"Livia, how long?" He manages to croak out. "How long do I have to wait?"1048Please respect copyright.PENANAnyVHzJePEx
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Feigning a smile I continue my charade.1048Please respect copyright.PENANASdg4PnSdft
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"Not that long baby I promise."1048Please respect copyright.PENANAOuWj66dcbo
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Any other human being would have passed out by now, unlike my Jere.1048Please respect copyright.PENANAKYfD19MHIK
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My Jere laughs, somehow managing the energy to do so.1048Please respect copyright.PENANAo4rk7H5ynY
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He then breaks into coughing spasms from exerting himself too much.1048Please respect copyright.PENANADDsVCYhTYO
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But he continues to laugh, not knowing how to stop.1048Please respect copyright.PENANAxn9TlvBv7a
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"I'm going to die aren't I?" He laughs.1048Please respect copyright.PENANAYqP638peGv
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I frown at him.1048Please respect copyright.PENANA9ZdpmBe4dA
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"Don't say that."1048Please respect copyright.PENANAY472LJ3XvG
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He laughs hysterically now then coughs up blood in response.1048Please respect copyright.PENANABi9MImVa9X
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I gasp.1048Please respect copyright.PENANAnOLg7kG9Ba
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"Jere stop!"1048Please respect copyright.PENANACZSyA77Bbq
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He goes on.1048Please respect copyright.PENANArCtXY4JaTZ
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"I'm better off dead anyway. I've always wondered what it would be like." He says this all dream like, his eyes narrowing.1048Please respect copyright.PENANAuvhd3zR8SI
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Forgetting all about being calm, tears stream down my face, as I yell at him frustratingly.1048Please respect copyright.PENANAqP6KRGx8U4
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"Jere stop it you're not going to die! I won't let you!"1048Please respect copyright.PENANAewPDdnpdG5
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Jere chuckles a little but his eyes don't. He stares up at me bitterly and reaches to brush away my tears.1048Please respect copyright.PENANAjScD6Xa0VS
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"Don't laugh." I tell him again softly.1048Please respect copyright.PENANAU7lMAZXYmM
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"I won't."1048Please respect copyright.PENANA3gJYz9JDK7
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He obeys, watching me soberly.1048Please respect copyright.PENANA1zym8cu3Zj
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"I don't want to leave you." Jere says in a barely audible voice.1048Please respect copyright.PENANA4zkc8WhPLT
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All the laughing has put him in an even worse condition than before.1048Please respect copyright.PENANAyR1xDVvehn
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I don't even try to hide my distress face from him anymore.1048Please respect copyright.PENANAomsPJZvih2
Specks of blood covers his daunt face from his coughing spasms earlier.1048Please respect copyright.PENANAHelvZKiWyH
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His already weak body sinks heavily into me while I try to keep him comfortable.1048Please respect copyright.PENANABH9zIeS4o3
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"Livia. I don't want you to leave me," he says a bit louder.1048Please respect copyright.PENANA8vfpljSPiw
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"Shhh I know baby, just don't leave me okay?"1048Please respect copyright.PENANA02iXQgoNht
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He tries to nod but he can't.1048Please respect copyright.PENANA1SWNJUdbHE
He continues to try but I hold him steady so he wouldn't overdo himself again.1048Please respect copyright.PENANAdsCdjqOG40
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I look into those beautiful, moss green eyes that I love so much.1048Please respect copyright.PENANAORBvrFnsy8
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He looks up into mine.1048Please respect copyright.PENANAgUrydrRbQ6
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"Don't leave me." He whispers.1048Please respect copyright.PENANAynouVwducf
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"Stay awake." I tell him.1048Please respect copyright.PENANABeLHHg2rnQ
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"I'm tired, how long?" He asks.1048Please respect copyright.PENANApmZN7SiiPv
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The siren lights are visible now. They'll be here in any moment.1048Please respect copyright.PENANApfBuQjAz2p
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"You're almost there baby, just hang on okay?"1048Please respect copyright.PENANAJtNO6Tu7EN
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He doesn't reply.1048Please respect copyright.PENANAMGCBUORmu2
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I hurriedly check if he's still breathing. It's shallow now, faint.1048Please respect copyright.PENANApPYK95cJUA
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Looking at him, I lay my hand on his cheek again and gently swipe my thumb across it. His eyes are nearly closed.1048Please respect copyright.PENANArc37SaGSzU
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"Jere, answer me. Jere!"1048Please respect copyright.PENANAQUm6Viz52z
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His eyes open slightly at the desperation in my voice, ready to obey but unable to find the energy to comply.1048Please respect copyright.PENANAspfWJaddr1
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"Stay awake." I told him softly.1048Please respect copyright.PENANAJJJcusPmh4
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"I will." His mouth reads, but he closes his eyes anyway. He's smiles briefly as I struggled to see through my tears.1048Please respect copyright.PENANAqvFVqelHJ9
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"Kiss," he whispers inaudibly.1048Please respect copyright.PENANA6s6kFeVdpX
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I shake my head not knowing whether to laugh at his corniness right now or cry.1048Please respect copyright.PENANA1IogN4eYgY
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"Kiss me," he repeats.1048Please respect copyright.PENANA57bpMEPg4N
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I don't waste time, I need to keep him awake until the ambulance gets here.1048Please respect copyright.PENANABJdqtruTdB
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With one hand still holding his wound, I use my free hand to cradle his face.1048Please respect copyright.PENANANU14L5YdaE
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His eyes open briefly before I dropped my lips down on his.1048Please respect copyright.PENANANHUdq0ulKQ
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I kiss him gently, ignoring the metallic taste of blood.1048Please respect copyright.PENANAXboahiGuBA
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Using energy I didn't believe was still in him, he wraps one arm around me and deepens the kiss.1048Please respect copyright.PENANAwvdHYNF7Ni
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He passionately draws me in, almost making me forget that he was still in pain for a second.1048Please respect copyright.PENANAYyOHfQalBo
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Electricity races through me and lingers.1048Please respect copyright.PENANATyS6oJ8jhU
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I cling to him for dear life, knowing that I can never let go.1048Please respect copyright.PENANA96PASu9z6W
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But reality hits me hard when his tug on my lips slows.1048Please respect copyright.PENANArC0PvCpkOl
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I can literally feel all the energy drain out of him as we break apart.1048Please respect copyright.PENANAgbbxOr1c20
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He suddenly goes limp in my arms.1048Please respect copyright.PENANAjInxNbPnk8
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"Jere?" I call to him as my eyes widened.1048Please respect copyright.PENANAGFLsn9qkDB
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"Jeremy?"1048Please respect copyright.PENANAYEYTAOGRHw
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I shake my head, not believing.1048Please respect copyright.PENANAfrGiLmKYD6
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"Jere, talk to me, Jere?"1048Please respect copyright.PENANAECiXUmDS61
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Soon the ambulance pulls up in front of me in mass heaps.1048Please respect copyright.PENANAYPzzDjtmES
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The siren noises was deafening, but I was too numb all over to hear, or feel what was going on around me.1048Please respect copyright.PENANAab23mYZn77
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I have no chance to react before Jeremy's limp body is taken away from me.1048Please respect copyright.PENANAM4DhBI2vSu
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