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I stare down at his moon lit face, worried.1353Please respect copyright.PENANAXC8coipkMa
He's shaking underneath my grasp.1353Please respect copyright.PENANAdlBx68S7Nl
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"Livia," he says. His voice is soft.1353Please respect copyright.PENANAzU2PCQK2Dl
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I run the palm of my hand down his cheek, feeling the cold tears that have managed to escape without me knowing.1353Please respect copyright.PENANAhPQYfDKl40
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I smile bitterly.1353Please respect copyright.PENANAzZoyHYljD3
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"It's alright now Jere." I kiss his eyelid lightly as more tears threatened to fall. I tasted the salt.1353Please respect copyright.PENANAahLgRejEVE
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"Liv," he calls again, his voice wavering this time.1353Please respect copyright.PENANA2YhxluFycA
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I continue to stroke his cheek, trying to ignore the amount of blood coming from his side, where I press my free hand onto.1353Please respect copyright.PENANAI6QmylyQ1k
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"Just breathe Jere, are you still breathing? In and out just like I told you."1353Please respect copyright.PENANACr6z0L3QRq
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He struggles to take staggering breaths, obeying me.1353Please respect copyright.PENANAmuVrsuoHPk
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I look around, seeing if the ambulance had arrived yet. Faintly I heard sirens, but they still sounded far off.1353Please respect copyright.PENANAGj9GOVhJJT
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I allow myself to drop my calm charade and panic a little. Jere's forehead is beaded in sweat. The life in his eyes that once blazed brightly is now dark and sullen.1353Please respect copyright.PENANAXt29oO2ePB
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I'm scared of how his each breath seem to grow more difficult then the next.1353Please respect copyright.PENANA9maG2daXEw
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I'm scared to look down at my bloodied hand, which determined his lifeline.1353Please respect copyright.PENANAomGOmLDZ7G
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I'm scared my Jere will drift off if I don't keep him awake.1353Please respect copyright.PENANAhpHEf35kxa
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I must at all cost keep him awake.1353Please respect copyright.PENANAMPPD7CywsE
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"Livia, how long?" He manages to croak out. "How long do I have to wait?"1353Please respect copyright.PENANAMJDUX0DvqI
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Feigning a smile I continue my charade.1353Please respect copyright.PENANAfWBI0e6Ve3
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"Not that long baby I promise."1353Please respect copyright.PENANAEJke3xJxot
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Any other human being would have passed out by now, unlike my Jere.1353Please respect copyright.PENANA3e83iNYb5S
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My Jere laughs, somehow managing the energy to do so.1353Please respect copyright.PENANAnBZg7J4Vkb
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He then breaks into coughing spasms from exerting himself too much.1353Please respect copyright.PENANA9cZmXvxxsl
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But he continues to laugh, not knowing how to stop.1353Please respect copyright.PENANAl6LCV90BVP
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"I'm going to die aren't I?" He laughs.1353Please respect copyright.PENANAvUge2HmrAY
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I frown at him.1353Please respect copyright.PENANAgO3ljyB7Sz
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"Don't say that."1353Please respect copyright.PENANApXs1AdP8Zt
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He laughs hysterically now then coughs up blood in response.1353Please respect copyright.PENANAmcvaytmOn9
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I gasp.1353Please respect copyright.PENANAVXk13o04bQ
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"Jere stop!"1353Please respect copyright.PENANAifbkSx5QgA
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He goes on.1353Please respect copyright.PENANAMT52YfIxG2
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"I'm better off dead anyway. I've always wondered what it would be like." He says this all dream like, his eyes narrowing.1353Please respect copyright.PENANAW5j3NZ9LES
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Forgetting all about being calm, tears stream down my face, as I yell at him frustratingly.1353Please respect copyright.PENANAMKyV0UzG3V
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"Jere stop it you're not going to die! I won't let you!"1353Please respect copyright.PENANADCCGgmVhFH
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Jere chuckles a little but his eyes don't. He stares up at me bitterly and reaches to brush away my tears.1353Please respect copyright.PENANAcguM7I4lxY
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"Don't laugh." I tell him again softly.1353Please respect copyright.PENANAagWxrphi7Z
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"I won't."1353Please respect copyright.PENANAkmLaFmEJSk
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He obeys, watching me soberly.1353Please respect copyright.PENANAF4uzoHjfEl
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"I don't want to leave you." Jere says in a barely audible voice.1353Please respect copyright.PENANAjTmJ5hEnaI
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All the laughing has put him in an even worse condition than before.1353Please respect copyright.PENANANTHL7Kue7y
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I don't even try to hide my distress face from him anymore.1353Please respect copyright.PENANAjspfp2O2Cn
Specks of blood covers his daunt face from his coughing spasms earlier.1353Please respect copyright.PENANAP5muDupLbW
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His already weak body sinks heavily into me while I try to keep him comfortable.1353Please respect copyright.PENANAxZHbZeDAVh
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"Livia. I don't want you to leave me," he says a bit louder.1353Please respect copyright.PENANAm0R30zHAZp
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"Shhh I know baby, just don't leave me okay?"1353Please respect copyright.PENANA7298f35jeO
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He tries to nod but he can't.1353Please respect copyright.PENANAP5hGbaQ64f
He continues to try but I hold him steady so he wouldn't overdo himself again.1353Please respect copyright.PENANAstlzc8SC6k
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I look into those beautiful, moss green eyes that I love so much.1353Please respect copyright.PENANAIG9IXj1u47
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He looks up into mine.1353Please respect copyright.PENANAffBROkLLEC
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"Don't leave me." He whispers.1353Please respect copyright.PENANARDxjhM1bAs
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"Stay awake." I tell him.1353Please respect copyright.PENANATCGnaFDhr0
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"I'm tired, how long?" He asks.1353Please respect copyright.PENANAjGF9kqdjlI
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The siren lights are visible now. They'll be here in any moment.1353Please respect copyright.PENANAGEh76SSIGb
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"You're almost there baby, just hang on okay?"1353Please respect copyright.PENANABQNTKnClOb
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He doesn't reply.1353Please respect copyright.PENANANzMxQRSB0T
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I hurriedly check if he's still breathing. It's shallow now, faint.1353Please respect copyright.PENANARUvpVvV7UH
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Looking at him, I lay my hand on his cheek again and gently swipe my thumb across it. His eyes are nearly closed.1353Please respect copyright.PENANAFKQwUKj0Oi
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"Jere, answer me. Jere!"1353Please respect copyright.PENANACiVusHoHoN
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His eyes open slightly at the desperation in my voice, ready to obey but unable to find the energy to comply.1353Please respect copyright.PENANAGbb9JsWIKh
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"Stay awake." I told him softly.1353Please respect copyright.PENANAnbTZMygeD3
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"I will." His mouth reads, but he closes his eyes anyway. He's smiles briefly as I struggled to see through my tears.1353Please respect copyright.PENANAQ1NMwZXgsI
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"Kiss," he whispers inaudibly.1353Please respect copyright.PENANAz9wOGbzTqw
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I shake my head not knowing whether to laugh at his corniness right now or cry.1353Please respect copyright.PENANAeieoXQGo9x
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"Kiss me," he repeats.1353Please respect copyright.PENANAncfiMSE5cW
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I don't waste time, I need to keep him awake until the ambulance gets here.1353Please respect copyright.PENANAsU3nRU903E
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With one hand still holding his wound, I use my free hand to cradle his face.1353Please respect copyright.PENANAcCbbcU2IAH
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His eyes open briefly before I dropped my lips down on his.1353Please respect copyright.PENANAbNL0YKm2OE
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I kiss him gently, ignoring the metallic taste of blood.1353Please respect copyright.PENANAPFcemOIvZG
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Using energy I didn't believe was still in him, he wraps one arm around me and deepens the kiss.1353Please respect copyright.PENANATx6dwnRTI3
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He passionately draws me in, almost making me forget that he was still in pain for a second.1353Please respect copyright.PENANA681CTHq5DL
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Electricity races through me and lingers.1353Please respect copyright.PENANANxO8XEEQr8
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I cling to him for dear life, knowing that I can never let go.1353Please respect copyright.PENANAapC0ZoIwV0
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But reality hits me hard when his tug on my lips slows.1353Please respect copyright.PENANAf1Qm5fLywq
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I can literally feel all the energy drain out of him as we break apart.1353Please respect copyright.PENANAijn3SKiUGJ
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He suddenly goes limp in my arms.1353Please respect copyright.PENANAIwNEwst8x6
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"Jere?" I call to him as my eyes widened.1353Please respect copyright.PENANAOwAW8VBzCw
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"Jeremy?"1353Please respect copyright.PENANAySNaKutoAu
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I shake my head, not believing.1353Please respect copyright.PENANAsvmoRYPcyc
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"Jere, talk to me, Jere?"1353Please respect copyright.PENANAhE7nrjq2to
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Soon the ambulance pulls up in front of me in mass heaps.1353Please respect copyright.PENANANDRjbS1DlC
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The siren noises was deafening, but I was too numb all over to hear, or feel what was going on around me.1353Please respect copyright.PENANAACWBSOBFd1
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I have no chance to react before Jeremy's limp body is taken away from me.1353Please respect copyright.PENANAgZSgvo5w9a
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